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Title Page
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Missing toddler, please help!
Grandma, I went to Denver. God save us all.
Doreen, I am sorry—I couldn’t wait no more.
And photographs. Photos of the missing and the found and the dead.
The Lewis Palmer Hospital of Monument, Colorado, was papered in flyers.
He got upset, looking at those walls. Anyone would. It was a small town and there were people he knew up there.
Jake saw a kid from the JV team. His biology teacher in a photo with her small children. That suspiciously cheerful waitress from the Village Inn. There was Dean and Alex’s family: We didn’t die. Stay safe or get to Denver.
And there was Lindsay Morrow.
There she was, in a family snapshot, taken at the beach. A 5 x 7 pulled out of a frame, taped onto a piece of notebook paper. Along the bottom was Lindsay’s handwriting with an arrow pointing to the middle-aged woman in the center of the shot: If you see this woman please call—then her phone number. And: Mommy, come home!
He shouldn’t linger on the photo like this. Alex had strapped a video walkie-talkie to his chest and all the kids were watching his every move and listening to his voice.
Astrid could be watching.
The kids were all watching “Jake TV” and waiting for him to come back to the Greenway, where they’d been holed up since the spill.
They’d given him a mission—find out if the hospital was open. It wasn’t.
Nothing was open.
The town had been divided and conquered. If the government wanted any proof that the chemical warfare compounds they’d been cooking up at NORAD worked, well, here it was, papered on the walls of the hospital.
The compounds attacked people differently depending on their blood types. Type As blistered and died, Os turned into bloodthirsty savages, ABs suffered from paranoid delusions and Bs, like Jake, were fine. Showed no effects. Except that they became impotent and infertile.
Thanks, NORAD.
* * *
Jake brought Lindsay chocolate every time. It was their thing. Not like payment, of course. That would be gross. It was just a little gesture, is all.
He’d leave school at the lunch bell, or maybe a little before, and stop at Walgreens. A Hershey’s King Size, or, even better, something seasonal—a Cadbury Creme Egg or a marshmallow Santa or a Valentine’s assortment with Timmy Traindawg on it or something. He’d bring the chocolate to her house and she’d take the chocolate and they’d do it.
Lindsay was only a sophomore, but he didn’t feel like he was taking advantage. She was the one in charge, no question. She was in control at lunchtime.
Sometimes she’d smoke, after, which he found kind of shocking, actually.
“Ever heard of lung cancer?” he’d joked once.
“Ever heard of loser?” she had shot back, one eyebrow arched in a way that made him feel stupid and little-boyish.
Her fifteen was a lot more jaded than his eighteen. Well, so what, let her be cooler than him—he was getting laid. He’d put up with any amount of drama or scorn, if a girl would let him in.
He remembered laying on her bed, it covered with some kind of white cotton material with these little designs in it, punched out and in a pattern. Real pretty.
She was pretty too, really pretty, with her long black-brown hair falling all over the pillow and her shoulders and on the creamy lines of her neck and bare chest.
* * *
He was supposed to turn around now and go back to the Greenway.
The thought of trudging back there, crossing the black parking lot with the car corpses rusted and molded over, climbing back up the chintzy metal home fire escape ladder, trudging back into the store to tell the bad news to their small, tense, dirty faces—it made Jake feel like cutting his wrists.
Their disappointed faces. Always disappointed.
No.
Jake removed the video walkie-talkie and dropped it on the ground.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, guys,” he told them.
He started ripping off the wires from the front of his jacket.
“I’m not … I’m not coming back. I can’t do it anymore.”
It was true.
One more day in there would kill him. He was sure of it. That feeling of being trapped, penned in, everyone so freakin’ responsible all the time and Astrid watching him. Her eyes telling him he was a failure.
“Tell Astrid I’m sorry,” he said, and that was that.
He was free.
* * *
It would be a walk. Lindsay lived near the high school. It was what had made their noontime forays feasible. But if there was anyone who could get him up again, it was Lindsay Morrow. Just seeing her body in her bathing suit on the photo had almost done it for him.
* * *
Astrid had always been on to him and Lindsay, anyway, probably. Astrid was the one who said their thing was an open thing. She had insisted on it.
He did feel bad about leaving Brayden, when he was injured, but Niko would take care of him. Niko knew first aid. Brayden would understand. If Brayden had been with him, no way would he have wanted to go back to the store, with the stupid rules and the heavy atmosphere. The heavy freaking everything.
Jake put his hand to his pocket, checking. Under the four extra layers of clothing Niko had insisted he wear, he could feel the bulge in his back pocket. Obezine. Extended release. Thank God for Pharmaceuticals.
Yeah, he used them to brace him up somewhat. They made him feel good. In such dark times, who couldn’t use some extra lift?
Jake turned off his headlamp. No need to draw attention to himself. Could be a type O lurking anywhere, and type Os were monsters. He headed up Highway 105. Kept to the middle, when cars weren’t in the way. But he had to go over the overpass. It was wedged solid with cars.
Edging sideways along one, he brushed up against the weird white mold growing up from the tires on one of the cars. What was this stuff?
It covered the tires of every car and then blew up and over, like a snowdrift.
A side effect of one of the compounds, or maybe a different compound that had been released at the same time as the blood type one and the blackout cloud. Ate up car tires so no one could get anywhere.
Jake pressed his finger into the foam blowing up over the hood of a Toyota Venza, maybe 2019? Silver.
He rubbed it between his fingers and it melted into an oily stain on his glove. Then Jake saw past the foam, inside the car, and he couldn’t look away fast enough. Brown streaks of blood crusted to the windshield and driver’s window. A corpse there, old meat and bone. Type A. He edged past the side window, rolled down, and maybe, maybe there was the dried-out form of a baby strapped into a car seat but who could know for sure. He got away and fast.
Edging, edging, edging sideways past the cars with their dead until he was off the overpass and then he ran.
It felt good to run and it was safer, right?
He didn’t need the fleece balaclava ski mask Niko had made him put on. It was stupid—the OTHER blood t
ypes needed protection. For type Bs the damage was already done.
He took off the stupid fleece job and could see a bit better in the darkness.
He had worn the five layers of clothing they had recommended on the news because Niko insisted and because it had made Astrid and the little kids feel better about him going out. Now he realized he didn’t want those things either.
Jake stripped off the sweatpants, the sweatshirts, throwing them onto someone’s dead shrubs and getting giddy with the freedom.
He didn’t need to be safe and cautious. Didn’t want Niko’s suffocating motherly BS. Down to his jeans and his sweater, he shouldered the backpack and he ran.
He ran in the street, for the most part. On the lawns when the street was blocked. The white foam made the road slippery in places, but when he fell, he whooped with delight. He was running offense and no one could stop him.
God, it felt good.
He was free again and he was moving.
God made him to move.
He felt the black junk in the air in his lungs after a few blocks. He wondered if inhaling the blackout cloud would have long-ranging effects, but who cared?
Alex said the blackout cloud hung over the detonation site, magnetized to stay there. Maybe he was inhaling tiny magnets. Felt like secondhand cigarette smoke, though. Itchy.
But he ran on.
By the time he got to Bowstring Road, his chest ached. Maybe he should have kept the stupid fleece face mask.
Some of the houses he passed were junked up. Some were burned. There were some bodies on the lawns, some spilling out of cars, some who died crawling out the windows, but he wasn’t going to think about them, not again, not for a second.
Because he was huffing now, every time he stopped. The shadows moved with his breath—in, out, in, out.
Better to keep moving. He was spooking himself out.
Coming around the corner of Bowstring Road, there had been a massive crash. Three cars rammed into one another, all snarled together. A pickup truck on its hood. All windows spiderwebbed. And the whole thing mossed over with the white foam.
Who’d hit who? You couldn’t even tell and then Jake felt hands on his shoulders and heard a horrible sound right on his neck: breathing and snarling.
Jake whipped around and there was a man. God, the stench! Jake pushed him and the man fell back.
The guy was big—taller than Jake, but he was slow.
“Get back!” Jake shouted.
He had to be type O—he had that deranged expression on his face, and looked like he wanted to kill, not rob.
His face was gaunt, his eyes huge and his teeth bared. He was bald and had tattoos everywhere. Jake could see he’d been exposed for too long. Spill had been almost two weeks ago.
“Leave me alone,” Jake said.
The man snarled in reply.
Jake remembered he had the gun. He reached back, slipping the bag off his shoulder. The gun was at the top.
What was that smell? Maybe the man’s clothes, which were covered in dark stains that had to be blood. But maybe they came from his mouth. The stench had a rotting sewage smell to it and Jake wondered what the guy had been eating.
His mouth was open, and Jake saw a slick patch on his chin.
Jesus, the man was drooling.
Jake backed away and slipped on the foam from the car crash.
The man threw himself at Jake, falling towards Jake, hands in claws, reaching for Jake’s face.
Jake kicked him.
Hard, in the center of the chest.
The guy’s breath came out in a rank OOF and spit got on Jake, too.
Jake scrambled to get up. He was shaking. The man was trying to get up, reaching for Jake with one hand.
Jake ran.
He could’ve beat the guy to death. Kick his head until he died or, even better, just take out the gun and shoot him through the heart.
Weird feeling, to know you could kill someone and you wouldn’t get in trouble for it.
It would have been a mercy, even.
People would praise him, even.
But it was easier to run.
Over his shoulder, Jake saw the guy turn his head up and wail.
Focus now and just get there, Jake told himself.
He ran up Bowstring and turned onto Leggins Way.
The guy was nowhere to be seen. Maybe being type O and staying outside that long made you stupid. Maybe the guy’d forgotten about him, or just knew he couldn’t keep up.
An O who’d been exposed since the spill was not as big a threat—knowing this made Jake smile a bit.
Made his chances of making it to Denver better, if that’s what he ended up doing. Too soon to tell, and he would go wherever he wanted.
17285. 17325. Yes—17355.
Lindsay’s house had a broken window, but he saw plastic sheeting fluttering near the hole. The sign had said, Mommy, come home, right? There was a chance she was there.
He went around to the back, turning on his headlamp now. If there was anyone hiding around back, he’d rather get a glimpse of them before being attacked.
“Lindsay?” he called softly. “Linds?”
In the backyard, their love seat swing thingy was overturned. Jake stepped on something, a broken rake, and it swung to the side and hit the house.
Then he heard Barksly. Jake smiled. He had forgotten Lindsay’s giant, dopey labradoodle.
Barksly loved Jake and Lindsay loved Barksly and, somehow, that she put up with a dog so sloppily enthusiastic had made Jake feel more confident around her.
The barks were coming from inside.
Jake stepped up onto the back porch. It looked exactly the same as he remembered it, down to the scuffed soccer cleats and shin guards discarded next to the door.
“Barksly,” Jake called. “Where are you, boy?”
Inside, the dog went nuts.
Jake knocked. No one answered. Duh. He tried the door and the knob turned easily. That seemed very bad to Jake and he prepared himself to be about to find Lindsay dead with her family.
If that was so, he’d rescue the dog and be off to Denver, then. No need to go to his own house. His dad would be long gone already—he worked in Denver. Would have been there on the day of the spill.
Would be good to have a dog. Would warn him when monsters like that O guy came out of nowhere.
“Lindsay?” Jake called, entering slowly. “Barksly?”
The dog was in the basement. The door was right in the kitchen. Jake could hear the dog scratching at it and trying to throw himself at the door—but tumbling down the stairs in between hits.
“Take it easy, Barksly!” Jake called.
The handle was locked.
Jake looked around. He’d get the dog out first and then explore the rest of the house. If there was anything horrible, the dog would find it first.
He opened a drawer and found a meat tenderizer—the kind with a big metal cube that was flat on one side and covered with little pyramids on the other.
Didn’t take Jake more than three strikes to knock the handle clear off.
Barksly was going insane.
Jake stuck his finger into the hole from the door handle and pulled it open.
Here, he realized he’d made a mistake, because as Barksly tried to push through to Jake, Jake realized the door had been sealed in sheets of plastic.
“Get back,” he told the dog. Instead of letting the dog come out to the kitchen, Jake pushed through, pulling loose the tape on the side of the plastic.
He entered the basement and grabbed the dog’s collar and tried to pull the door closed as quickly as he could.
He had breached the air.
That could be deadly for anyone downstairs, if there was anyone alive downstairs.
Barksly was all over Jake. “All right! Down, boy. Yeah, it’s me, but get down.”
He had to get off the stairs or the big, dopey dog would make him break his neck.
He came down the
stairs and saw, now, that the space was inhabited, for sure.
Jake had been in the basement before. It was a big room with a mirrored wall running on one side, some exercise equipment, and one of those highly padded leather sofa sets for watching the bigtab that hung on the opposite wall.
No windows = a good place to hole up.
Now there were candles lined up against the mirror, and dark plumes stretching up the glass from candle soot. The exercise equipment was all pushed to the side and on it, and on the floor under it, Jake could see boxes of food, canned stuff, and a few dishes and cups. Some trash.
“Lindsay?” Jake called.
There was a laundry room off to the side. Lindsay had insisted on washing his sweats during lunch one day. She’d said he smelled like a goat. They’d gone at it on the floor of the laundry room, carpeted, and then he’d got her up on the washing machine during the spin cycle.
Barksly was acting strange now. Moving toward Jake, who was at the bottom of the stairs, and then toward a pile of blankets in the corner, stuffed in the square of empty space between the couch and the love seat.
Jake’s heart was pounding. Was he about to find the corpse of his lunch buddy in the corner?
Maybe Barksly had been gnawing on her. That would be hard to take.
And then Jake heard music.
In the light of his LED headlamp, the pile of blankets moved. A hand came up. Then the music got louder. Jake got it—earbuds coming out of ears and the music pouring out.
“Linds?” Jake called. “It’s me, Jake.”
And then her head popped up, her black hair falling away from her face.
“Jake?!”
“Yeah! I came to check on you.”
“How’d you get in?” Then, “The air!”
She scrambled out from her nest of blankets and groped for a fireplace lighter. She started lighting the candles.
And then BAM!
A hollow bang, coming to Jake’s left.
BAM!
“WRAAUGH!” from the laundry room.
BAM! BAM! BAM!
Barksly whined and slunk behind the love seat.
“Help me!” Lindsay said. She threw Jake the lighter. He tossed his backpack down and started lighting any candle that had wax left in it.
“It’s my dad,” Lindsay said.