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He would have liked to take Cloe away on a trip first. He wanted to explore the world with her by his side, but that wasn’t an option. He had a family now and that meant that he had to put his wishes aside and take care of them. They came first and always would.
Everything else came second.
“Do you think that-”
“What the hell?” he rasped, cutting Marc off as he came to his feet, the scent of Cloe’s blood and an unknown shifter pushing all of his worries aside as terror struck.
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“Real smart,” Cloe grumbled, shaking her head in disgust as she opened another window, grimacing when the cut she’d stupidly made across her palm stung as she gripped the window and pushed it up.
There really was nothing sexier than a gushing hand wound, she thought dryly as she opened the last window, hoping to air out the room before Christofer returned. Sighing, she walked to the bathroom for a quick shower. This really hadn’t been her best idea.
God, what the hell had she been thinking?
She wanted to experience his bite, to see if it was pleasurable and for some asinine reason she thought cutting herself was the best way to make that happen. For about thirty seconds after she’d cut herself, she’d stood there, prepped and ready to get it over with. She’d been determined to get rid of this fear, to overcome her past so that she could honestly say that she wasn’t still afraid of him, but then she started to remember what it felt like that night of his attack and all her bravado had quickly fled.
She hated this, hated the way she tensed up when he went too close to her neck, hated the way she forgot to breathe when his fangs dropped while they made love. She loved him so much, but this fear that she felt every time she saw his fangs was killing her. She didn’t want to live the rest of her life like this. She didn’t want to feel like she had to watch her back or worry when he didn’t feed every couple of hours, terrified that he would lose control and mistake her or their child for a late night snack.
She wanted……. .
She just wanted him, but she knew that she wouldn’t be able to have him until she got over this innate fear of him. They were having a baby together, something that she’d known would never happen for her and now that it had, she would greedily protect it, even from its father.
God, she hated feeling this way.
She-
Gasped as a strong hand grabbed onto her arm and yanked her out of the shower. Before she could scream, she found herself pushed back against the wall and staring into glimmering red eyes as trembling hands moved over her, searching for something. Her heart pounded against her chest as her gaze locked on the long, white fangs that looked ready to tear into her throat. When her mind raced to catch up with her erratically beating heart and she realized who was standing in front of her, her fear spiked.
“Where are you hurt?” Christofer demanded as she took a deep breath to calm her frayed nerves. “I smelled your blood. ”
“I’m fine,” she said, pushing his hands aside as she stepped away from him, needing a moment to compose herself before he realized-
“You’re terrified,” he said hollowly.
She tried to shake it off as she grabbed a towel, forcing herself to appear casual as she headed for the bedroom, needing to put a little space between them so that she could calm down just enough to hide her reaction from him, something that she normally could do, but tonight, he wasn’t going to give her that chance.
“Look at me,” he said, grabbing her arm more gently this time to pull her to a stop when all she wanted to do was to walk away from him and pretend that he hadn’t just scared the hell out of her, and probably always would.
Swallowing back her fear, she forced herself to look up and immediately wished that she hadn’t, especially when her breath caught and her stomach dropped when she realized that his fangs were still down. This time when she tried to step away from him, he refused to let her go.
“You’re terrified of me,” he rasped, noticeably swallowing as he waited for her to deny it, but she couldn’t.
So with a shake of her head, she closed her eyes in surrender and admitted, “Your fangs. ”
“My fangs?” he repeated as though he wasn’t quite sure that he’d heard her correctly. “You haven’t reacted negatively to my fangs since-”
“I started to accept what I’d been changed into,” she finished for him, opening her eyes so that she could look at him as she admitted, “You scare me when you lose control. ”
“Then why did you want me to bite you?” he asked, looking as confused as she felt.
She sighed, looking away from him, having absolutely no idea how to explain to him that she wanted to replace her fear with pleasure, to erase the memories of what he’d done to her, what she feared that he would one day do.
“Look at me,” he said, reaching out and cupping her face as she tried to step away from him.
“I would never hurt you,” he swore, gazing down at her with adoring eyes making it difficult to believe that he was capable of hurting anyone.
But she knew the truth.
“Never,” he stressed, giving her the courage she needed to find out.
“Then prove it. ”
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“What?” he asked, unable to hide his confusion as he watched Cloe’s expression turn from wary to calculating in a matter of seconds.
“You’re going to prove it,” she said with a determined glint in her eye as she reached up and pushed him back.
“How exactly am I supposed to prove that?” he asked, more than willing to do anything to make sure that she knew that he would never hurt her.
“You’re going to bite me,” she announced as she shoved him back again.
Well, almost anything.
“No,” he said with a hard shake of his head as he moved to step around her, but she wasn’t having that.
With one last push he found himself stumbling back and falling on the couch. Before he could get up, Cloe, na**d and still wet from her shower, was climbing on his lap and straddling him.
“Yes,” she said, placing her hands on his chest and pushing him back when he tried to stand up.
“No,” he said, placing his hands on her h*ps to move her aside.
She sighed as she settled more comfortably on top of him as she dropped her hands away from his chest and reached down to grab the hem of his shirt. “Yes. ”
“Not gonna happen, mein Schatz,” he said, moving to stop her, but she simply used the move to pull his shirt up until he was left with no other choice but to lean forward so that she could pull the shirt off the rest of the way. It was either that or allow her to rip the shirt clean from his body and judging by her expression, she’d been seconds away from doing just that.
“You don’t want to bite me?” she asked casually as she pulled her long beautiful chestnut hair up and twisted it into a loose bun, drawing his attention to her neck where her pulse beat at a hypnotizing tempo.
“No,” he lied, swallowing hard as he forced himself to look back up and meet her determined grey eyes, “I don’t. ”
Smiling coyly, she leaned in and brushed her lips against his. “Liar,” she said, pulling back before he could savor the feel of her lips on his.
“I’m not going to bite you,” he said firmly, leaning in to kiss her to distract her from this asinine plan of hers.