Tues, Dec 7, 1:48 PM E.S.T.
   mad maddie:
   hi, zo. me again. do u feel like ur being spied on?
   zoegirl:
   maddie, what are you doing here? this isn’t your free.
   mad maddie:
   peaches doesn’t care. she loves me. anywayz, the media center isn’t your own private idaho.
   mad maddie:
   have u told angela?
   zoegirl:
   no, because i’m being stalked by a deranged lunatic who thinks it’s more fun to text and make waggly eyebrows than to JUST COME OVER AND TALK TO ME.
   mad maddie:
   okey-doke, i’ll come over and talk to you. in a nice loud voice that everyone can hear.
   zoegirl:
   on second thought, don’t. i’ll tell angela as soon as i get home from school. are you satisfied? now go away. i have to finish this paper!
   Tues, Dec 7, 3:45 PM E.S.T.
   mad maddie:
   *singsong voice* yr home from school! HAVE U TOLD HER?
   zoegirl:
   you’re a freak. i’m calling her right now. bye!
   Tues, Dec 7, 4:12 PM E.S.T.
   zoegirl:
   hi, maddie. it’s me.
   mad maddie:
   oh really? u mean someone didn’t steal yr phone? awesome!
   zoegirl:
   shut up, smarty-pants.
   zoegirl:
   i just wanted to tell you that i called angela, just like i said i would, but i didn’t tell her about doug.
   mad maddie:
   omg. what’s your excuse this time?
   zoegirl:
   they sold the house, mads. her mom sold the house.
   mad maddie:
   WHAT?!!!
   zoegirl:
   they’re moving as soon as finals are over!!!
   mad maddie:
   as soon as
   mad maddie:
   zoe, that’s less than 2 weeks!
   zoegirl:
   i know
   mad maddie:
   i just
   mad maddie:
   i don’t even
   mad maddie:
   they’re seriously moving? this is real?
   zoegirl:
   angela could barely get the words out, she was crying so hard.
   mad maddie:
   holy fucking shit
   mad maddie:
   where r they gonna LIVE?
   zoegirl:
   the apartment mr. silver rented has three bedrooms, so they’ll join him there. i guess that was the plan all along.
   zoegirl:
   what are we gonna do, maddie?
   mad maddie:
   i have no flipping idea
   mad maddie:
   but for now, we better get going.
   zoegirl:
   where, to angela’s?
   mad maddie:
   where else?!
   Thu, Dec 9, 9:14 PM E.S.T.
   zoegirl:
   hey, mads. did you read angela’s FB status? it’s so sad.
   mad maddie:
   i know. i was gonna txt her, but all those scowly faces made me think, “ooo, better back off.”
   zoegirl:
   i had the same thought, but then i realized that right now is when she needs us the most. so i called her—and she sounded *very* depressed.
   mad maddie:
   well, duh. she’s moving 3,000 miles away.
   zoegirl:
   it was like she wasn’t even angela anymore. her voice was all pale and listless, and she kept saying, “this sucks. this just totally sucks.”
   mad maddie:
   that’s how she was at lunch too
   zoegirl:
   i tried in my nicest way to suggest that being depressed isn’t gonna help anything, and she goes, “i think it’s an appropriate response, zoe.” like i was being stupid for trying to cheer her up.
   mad maddie:
   we shld do something fun tomorrow night. maybe that would help.
   zoegirl:
   yeah, sounds good. i feel bad that i can’t do something with her tomorrow night *and* saturday night, but i’ve got to work.
   mad maddie:
   where u’ll c doug, nudge-nudge, wink-wink
   mad maddie:
   u still haven’t told angela, have u?
   zoegirl:
   it’s so not the point right now. it would just make her feel worse.
   mad maddie:
   ur playing with fire, zoe. mark my words, this is gonna come back and bite u on the ass!
   Fri, Dec 10, 4:44 PM E.S.T.
   mad maddie:
   hey, gal. since u never decided what u wanna do tonight, zoe and i decided for u. put your party hat on … cuz we’re going BOWLING!!!
   SnowAngel:
   *lifts head from the depths of hell* bowling?
   mad maddie:
   chop-chop! if we get there early, we can beat the rush.
   SnowAngel:
   there’s a rush to go bowling?
   mad maddie:
   on a friday night? we’re talking high drama, baby. ker-ash! she scores another strike!
   SnowAngel:
   i haven’t gone bowling since last year when i went with doug and steve and chrissy. doug and steve slipped notes into the holes in chrissy’s ball and pretended they were from a mystery admirer, remember?
   SnowAngel:
   that was so fun. but nothing will ever be fun again.
   mad maddie:
   YES IT WILL. oh, and be sure to wear crappy shoes. don’t ask—just do it.
   SnowAngel:
   pardon me, but i don’t own any crappy shoes
   SnowAngel:
   hey, do u think doug would come with us if we called him? maybe that’s what i need to perk me up, a dose of doug-love.
   mad maddie:
   er … no doug. this is a girls’ night, full of bonding and wacky hijinks.
   SnowAngel:
   right, right
   SnowAngel:
   but i have been thinking … maybe, before i leave, i’ll give doug something to remember me by. *wink, wink* he’s certainly waited for it long enough.
   mad maddie:
   angela, no
   SnowAngel:
   why? it would be the thrill of his life.
   mad maddie:
   bad idea. trust me.
   SnowAngel:
   yeah, i guess it wouldn’t be fair. *sigh*
   mad maddie:
   that’s right. leave the poor guy alone.
   SnowAngel:
   altho who said love was fair? and long-distance relationships CAN work, u know …
   mad maddie:
   FORGET ABOUT DOUG
   mad maddie:
   now go dig thru your closet and find your rattiest sneaks. i’m coming to pick u up!
   Sat, Dec 11, 10:00 AM E.S.T.
   SnowAngel:
   morning, zo
   zoegirl:
   morning, angela. are you wearing your super-duper very own pair of official bowling shoes?
   SnowAngel:
   at ten in the morning? i’m in my bunny slippers, sweetheart.
   SnowAngel:
   but yeah, i’ve got them right here beside me. *pats hideous bowling shoes lovingly* i didn’t think we were gonna have fun … but we did, didn’t we?
   zoegirl:
   especially when you threw your ball into that truck driver’s lane. (snicker, snicker)
   SnowAngel:
   he could have been MUCH more understanding. it’s not like i meant to.
   zoegirl:
   and then you knocked over his beer when you went to reclaim it, ya big klutz.
   zoegirl:
   poor guy!
   SnowAngel:
   poor me! i’m under a lot of stress, zoe. i’m leaving in 6 days!!!
   zoegirl:
   what i don’t get is why you just didn’t tell the truck driver guy that you spilled his beer, instead of leaving it glopped on the floor in a puddle. if you’d cleaned it up right then, nothing else would h 
					     					 			ave happened.
   SnowAngel:
   i didn’t tell him cuz i didn’t want him yelling at me again. duh!
   zoegirl:
   and that strategy sure worked
   SnowAngel:
   it’s not MY fault. who knew beer was so sticky?
   zoegirl:
   and who knew our truck driver friend would attempt his patented foot-slide approach right after stepping smack into it?
   SnowAngel:
   i think he needs to alter his diet. a slimmer man wouldn’t have fallen so hard.
   zoegirl:
   too many cheese fries
   SnowAngel:
   at least it caused a distraction as we stole our shoes. frankly, zo, i’m still surprised you went along with it.
   zoegirl:
   the operative word is “trade,” angela. we gave them a more than fair trade.
   SnowAngel:
   in your case, maybe. i gave them a pair of chrissy’s old tap shoes from when she used to take lessons.
   zoegirl:
   um, angela? why did u just insert a pirate smiley?
   SnowAngel:
   i dunno. cuz it’s cute?
   zoegirl:
   you’re such a goof
   zoegirl:
   so what are you doing for the rest of the day?
   SnowAngel:
   i’m PACKING. how’s that for a mood kill?
   zoegirl:
   oh, angela
   SnowAngel:
   come keep me company, please-please-pleasy-please?
   zoegirl:
   sure, only i have to go to work at 5:00. and at some point, i should probably study for finals.
   SnowAngel:
   finals. *vomit*
   SnowAngel:
   there is no way i can be expected to study when my whole life is being ripped apart.
   zoegirl:
   maybe we can study together after i help u pack.
   SnowAngel:
   just come over. i don’t care what we do, as long as i’m not alone!
   Sun, Dec 12, 3:30 PM E.S.T.
   mad maddie:
   hey, a-boogie
   SnowAngel:
   hey, m-boogie
   SnowAngel:
   how long r u gonna stay on this “boogie” kick?
   mad maddie:
   for-boogie-ever. got a problem wid dat?
   SnowAngel:
   ur a freak
   SnowAngel:
   so wazzup?
   mad maddie:
   nothing, just procrastinating. i SHLD be studying, but let’s just say i’m not.
   mad maddie:
   wanna go get krispy kremes?
   SnowAngel:
   heck yeah!
   mad maddie:
   boogie-licious!
   Mon, Dec 13, 5:23 PM E.S.T.
   zoegirl:
   hey, angela. guess what happened in biology today?
   SnowAngel:
   what?
   zoegirl:
   mr. mack tripped on the smart-board cable, and he went down hard. he hit his head on his desk and ended up with a gash from his eyebrow to his hairline. blood. everywhere. it was crazy.
   SnowAngel:
   poor mr. mack!
   zoegirl:
   he’s okay. head wounds bleed a lot even when they’re pretty minor, he said. but for the rest of the period (after taping a paper towel bandage to his head with masking tape), he pretended to have amnesia. every time someone asked a question about our exam, he’d be like, “what’s your name again?”
   SnowAngel:
   that’s gonna be me at my stupid new school. i won’t know a single person’s name except stupid glendy.
   SnowAngel:
   i wish I’D get clonked on my head—at least then i’d be put out of my misery.
   zoegirl:
   angela!
   zoegirl:
   i told you about mr. mack to cheer you up, not make you more depressed!
   SnowAngel:
   oh
   SnowAngel:
   well … ha
   zoegirl:
   that wasn’t very convincing
   SnowAngel:
   HAHAHAHAHA
   SnowAngel:
   was that better?
   zoegirl:
   er, thanks for trying
   SnowAngel:
   yeah, u too
   Tues, Dec 14, 4:09 PM E.S.T.
   zoegirl:
   i can’t believe finals start tomorrow—help!
   SnowAngel:
   which means only 3 more days until … never mind.
   zoegirl:
   i know
   zoegirl:
   that’s all i can think about, even though i’ve *got* to focus on studying.
   SnowAngel:
   there’s no way i’m getting any studying done. i’ve just accepted it.
   SnowAngel:
   sorry i’m typing so slow, btw. i cut my thumb on the packing tape dispenser, and the band-aid’s making things tricky.
   zoegirl:
   that’s okay
   SnowAngel:
   ms. higgins gave us the question for our take-home essay. wanna hear it?
   zoegirl:
   sure
   SnowAngel:
   it’s awful. it’s like she WANTS to torture me, as if that was her evil plan. “using any three works of literature from this semester, discuss the following quote: ‘home is where the heart is.’ support your position with examples.”
   zoegirl:
   oh man
   SnowAngel:
   i know
   SnowAngel:
   hey zo … do u ever just feel sad for no reason?
   zoegirl:
   i do, yeah.
   SnowAngel:
   me too
   SnowAngel:
   *sigh*
   SnowAngel:
   guess my bracelet didn’t work, huh?
   zoegirl:
   what bracelet?
   zoegirl:
   oh, your “believe” bracelet
   SnowAngel:
   i kept thinking that maybe this was all a joke, that maybe it would all go away. i’ve been closing my eyes and rubbing the “believe” part, as if my wish might actually come true. isn’t that stupid?
   zoegirl:
   not stupid at all. i wish it *would* come true.
   SnowAngel:
   oh well
   zoegirl:
   i don’t want u to move, angela.
   SnowAngel:
   me neither
   Wed, Dec 15, 6:59 PM E.S.T.
   zoegirl:
   three finals down, two to go!
   SnowAngel:
   zoegirl:
   i hear you. it’s like, yay that we’re over half done, but the pressure’s still on.
   zoegirl:
   i’ve been mowing my way through my mongo bag of snack-size snickers, which i convinced my mom i have to have in order to study. i don’t know how it started, but now every year at exam time she stocks up on snickers and coke.
   SnowAngel:
   while my mom, on the other hand, asks questions like, “have u cleaned out your closet yet? the moving truck will be here tomorrow afternoon, u know.”
   zoegirl:
   do you have to be there for that? because maddie and i want to take you out, since it’s your … you know.
   SnowAngel:
   since it’s my last night in atlanta?
   zoegirl:
   yeah. we want to spend every minute we can with you.
   SnowAngel:
   at least someone does.
   SnowAngel:
   other than you two, do you know that hardly ANYONE has acted the slightest bit devastated that i’m moving? they act sad for like a second, and then they’re all, “omg, have u finished your take-home yet? have u memorized the formulas for chemistry?”
   zoegirl:
   people just don’t know how to handle it, angela. everyone hates it that you’re leaving.
   SnowAngel:
   it’s like when u get a haircut and u go to school all self-conscious  
					     					 			and waiting for ppl to comment on it, and then no one notices at all. that’s what it’s gonna be like when i’m gone.
   zoegirl:
   not for us, angela
   zoegirl:
   you will leave a hole the size of france.
   Wed, Dec 15, 7:12 PM E.S.T.
   SnowAngel:
   me again. my mom says it’s fine if i go out with u guys tomorrow night. she said she already assumed that’s what i’d be doing.