Page 37 of All the King's Men


  “What?” Adam demanded.

  “This. I’m not denying there’s got to be a notion of right to get business done, but by God, any particular notion at any particular time will sooner or later get to be just like a stopper put tight in a bottle of water and thrown in a hot stove the way we kids used to do at school to hear the bang. The steam that blows the bottle and scares the teacher to wet her drawers is just the human business that is going to get done, and it will blow anything you put it in if you seal it tight, but you put it in the right place and let it get out in a certain way and it will run a freight engine.” he sank back again into the chair, his eyelids sagging now, but the eyes watchful, and the hair down over his forehead like an ambush.

  Adam got up suddenly, and walked across the room. He stopped in front of the dead fireplace, with old ashes still in it, and some half-burned paper, though spring was on us, and there hadn’t been any fire for a time. The window was up, and the night air came into the room, with a smell different from the diaper-and-cabbage smell, a smell of damp grass and the leaves hanging down from the arched trees in the dark, a smell that definitely did not belong there in that room. And all of a sudden I remembered once how into a room where I was sitting one night, a big pale apple-green moth, big as a bullbat and soft and silent as a dream–a Luna moth, the name is mine, and it is a wonderful name–came flying in. Somebody had left the screen door open, and the moth drifted in over the tables and chairs like a big pale-green, silky, live leaf, drifting and dancing along without any wind under the electric light where a Luna moth certainly did not belong. The night air coming into the room now was like that.

  Adam leaned an elbow on the wooden mantelpiece where you could write your name in the dust and the books were stacked and the old, dregs-crusted coffee sat. He stood there as though he were all by himself.

  The Boss was watching him.

  “Yeah,” the Boss said, watchful, “it will run a freight engine and–”

  But Adam broke in, “What are you trying to convince me of? You don’t have to convince me of anything. I’ve told you I’d take the job. That’s all!” He glare at the bulky man in the big chair, and said, “That’s all! And my reasons are my own.”

  The Boss gave a slow smile, shifted his weight in the chair, and said, “Yeah, your reasons are your own, Doc. But I just thought you might want to know something about mine. Since we’re going to do business together.”

  “I am going to run the hospital,” Adam said, and added with curling lips, “If you call that doing business together.”

  The Boss laughed out loud. Then got up from the chair. “Doc,” he said, “just don’t you worry. I’ll keep your little mitts clean. I’ll keep you clean over, Doc. I’ll put you in that beautiful, antiseptic, sterile, six-million-dollar hospital, and wrap you in cellophane, untouched by human hands.” He stepped to Adam and slapped him on the shoulder. “Don’t you worry, Doc.” he said.

  “I can take care of myself,” Adam affirmed, and looked down at the hand on his shoulder.

  “Sure you can, Doc,” the Boss said. He removed his hand from the shoulder. Then his tone changed, suddenly businesslike and calm. “You will no doubt want to see all the plans which have been drawn up. They are subject to your revision after you consult with the architects. Mr. Todd, of Todd and Waters, will come to see you about it. And you can start picking your staff. It is all your baby.”

  He turned away and picked up his hat from the piano top. He swung back toward Adam and gave him a summarizing look, from top to toe and back. “You’re a great boy, Doc,” he said, “and don’t let ‘em tell you different.”

  Then he wheeled to the door, and went out before Adam could say a word. If there was any word to say.

  Sugar-Boy and I followed. We didn’t stop to say good night and thanks for the hospitality. That just didn’t seem to be in the cards. At the door, however, I looked back and said, “So long, boy,” but Adam didn’t answer.

  Down in the street, the Boss hesitated on the curb, beside the car. Then he said, “You all go on. I’m walking.” He turned up the street, toward town, past the crummy apartment house and the little grocery and the boarding houses and the shotgun bungalows.

  Just as I climbed in beside Sugar-Boy, in the place the Boss always took, I heard the burst of music from the apartment house. The window was open and the music was very loud. Adam was beating the hell out of that expensive piano, and filling the night air with racket like Niagara Falls.

  We rolled down the street, and passed the Boss, who, walking along with his head down, didn’t pay us any mind. We pulled on into one of the good streets with the trees arching overhead and the new leaves looking black against the sky, or pale, almost whitish, where the rays of a street lamp struck them. We were beyond the sound of Adam’s music now.

  I lay back and closed my eyes ant took the sway and dip of the car, which was soft and easy, and thought of the Boss and Adam Stanton facing each other across that room. I had never expected to see that. But it had happened.

  I had found the truth, I had dug the truth up out of the ash pile, the garbage heap, the kitchen midden, the bone yard, and had sent that little piece of truth to Adam Stanton. I couldn’t cut the truth to match his ideas. Well, he’d have to make his ideas match the truth. That is what all of us historical researchers believe. The truth shall make you free.

  So I lay back and thought of Adam and the truth. And of the Boss and what he had said the truth was. The good was. The right was. And lying there, lulled in the Cadillac, I wondered if he believed what he had said. He had said that you have to make the good out of the bad because that is all you have got to make it out of. Well, we had made some good out of some bad. The hospital, The Willie Stark Hospital, which was going to be there when Willie Stark was dead and gone. As Willie Stark had said. Now if Willie Stark believed that you always had to make the good out of the bad, why did he get so excited when Tiny just wanted to make a logical little deal with the hospital contract? Why did he get so heated up just because Tiny’s brand of Bad might get mixed in the raw materials from which he was going to make some Good? “Can’t you understand?” the Boss demanded of me, grabbing my lapel. “Can’t you understand, either? I’m building that place, the best in the country, the best in the world, and a bugger like Tiny is not going to mess with it, and I’m going to call it the Willie Stark Hospital and it will be there a long time after I’m dead and gone and you are dead and gone and all those sons-of-bitches are dead and gone–” That was scarcely consistent. It was not at all consistent. I would have to ask the Boss about it sometime.

  I had asked the Boss about something else once. The night after the impeachment blew up. The night when the great crowd that poured into the town stood on the lawn of the Capitol, trampling the flower beds beneath the great frock-coated and buckskin-clad and sword-bearing bronze statues which were History. When out of the tall dark doorway of the Capitol, under the blue glares of the spotlights Willie Stark walked out to stand at the top of the high steps, heavy and slow-looking, blinking in the light. He stood there, the only person up there on the wide expanse of stone, seeming to be lonely and lost against the mass of stone which reared behind him, standing there blinking. The long chant of “Willie–Willie–we want Willie,” which had swelled up from the crowd, stopped as he came out. For an instant as he waited, there wasn’t a sound. Then suddenly there was the great roar from the crowd, without any words. It was a long time before he lifted his hand to stop it. Then the roar died away as though under the pressure of his slowly descending hand.

  Then he said, “They tried to ruin me, but they are ruined.”

  And the roar came again, and died away, under the hand.

  He said, “They tried to ruin me because they did not like what I have done. Do you like what I have done?”

  The roar came, and died.

  He said, “I tell you what I am going to do. I am going to build a hospital. The biggest and the finest money can buy. It wil
l belong to you. Any man or woman or child who is sick or in pain can go in those doors and know that all will be done that man can do. To heal sickness. To ease pain. Not as charity. But as a right. It is your right. Do you hear? It is your right!”

  The roar came.

  He said, “And it is your right that every child shall have a complete education. That no person aged and infirm shall want or beg for bread. That the man who produces something shall be able to carry it to market without miring to the hub, without toll. That no poor man’s house or land shall be taxed. That the rich men and the great companies that draw wealth from this state shall pay this state a fair share. That you shall not be deprive of hope!”

  The roar came. As it died away, Anne Stanton, who had her arm through mine and was pressed close by the weight of the crowd, asked, “Does he mean that, Jack? Really?”

  “He’s done a good deal of it already,” I said.

  “Yes,” Adam Stanton said, and his lips curled back with the words, “yes–that’s his bribe.”

  I didn’t answer–and I didn’t know what my answer would have been–for Willie Stark, up there on the high steps, was saying, “I will do this things. So help me God. I shall live in your will and your right. And if any man ties to stop me in the fulfilling of that right and that will I’ll break him. I’ll break him like that!” He spread his arms far apart, shoulder-high, and crashed the right fist into the left palm. “Like that! I’ll smite him. Hip and thigh, shinbone and neckbone, kidney punch, rabbit punch, uppercut, and solar plexus. And I don’t care what I hit him with. Or how!”

  Then, in the midst of the roar, I leaned toward Anne’s ear and yelled, “He damned well means that.”

  I didn’t know whether or not Anne heard me. She was watching the man up there on the steps, who was leaning forward toward the crowd, with bulging eyes, saying, “I’ll hit him. I’ll hit him with that meat ax!”

  The he suddenly stretched his arms above his head, the coat sleeves drawn tight to expose the shirt sleeves, the hands spread and clutching. He screamed, “Gimme that meat ax!”

  And the crowd roared.

  He brought both hand slowly down, for silence.

  Then said, “Your will is my strength.”

  And after a moment of silence said, “Your need is my justice.”

  Then, “That is all.”

  He turned and walked slowly back into the tall doorway of the Capitol, into the darkness there, and disappeared. The roar was swelling and heaving in the air now, louder than ever, and I felt it inside of me, too, swelling like blood and victory. I stared into the darkness of the great doorway of the Capitol, where he had gone, while the roar kept on.

  Anne Stanton was tugging at my arm. She asked me, “Does he mean that, Jack?”

  “Hell,” I said, and heard the savage tone in my own voice, “hell, how the hell do I know?”

  Adam Stanton’s lips curled and he said, “Justice! He used that word.”

  And suddenly, for the flicker of an instant, I hated Adam Stanton.

  I told them I had to go, which was true, and worked my way around through the edge of the crowd, to the police cordon. Then I went around to the back of the Capitol, where I joined the Boss.

  Late that night, back at the Mansion, after he had thrown Tiny and his rabble out of the study, I asked him the question. I asked, “Did you mean what you said?”

  Propped back on the big leather couch, he stared at me, and demanded, “What?”

  “What you said,” I replied, “tonight. You said your strength was their will. You said your justice was their need. All of that.”

  He kept on staring ay me, his eyes bulging, his stare grappling and probing into me.

  “You said that,” I said.

  “God damn it,” he exclaimed, violently, still staring at me, “God damn it–” he clenched his right fist and struck himself twice on the chest–”God damn it, there’s something inside you–there’s something inside–”

  He left the words hanging there. He turned his eyes from me and stared moodily into the fire. I didn’t press my question Well, that was how it had been when I asked him a question, a long time back. Now I had a new question to ask him: If he believed that you had to make the good out of the bad because there wasn’t anything else to make it out of, why did he stir up such a fuss about keeping Tiny’s hands off the Willie Stark Hospital?

  There was another little question. One I would have to ask Anne Stanton. It had come to me that night down on the pier at the mist-streaked river when Anne said that she had gone up to Adam Stanton’s apartment “to talk to him about it”–about the offer of the directorship of the Willie Stark Hospital. She had said that to me, and at the moment, it had disturbed like an itch that comes when your hands are full and you can’t scratch. I hadn’t, in the press of the moment, defined what was disturbing, what was the question. I had simply pushed the whole pot to the back of the stove and left it to simmer. And there it simmered for weeks. But one day, all at once, it boiled over and I knew what the question was: How had Anne Stanton Known about the hospital offer?

  One thing was a cinch. I hadn’t told her.

  Perhaps Adam had told her, and then she had gone up there “to talk to him about it.” So I went to see Adam, who was furiously deep in work, his usual practice and teaching, and in addition, the work on the hospital plans, who hadn’t been able, he said, to touch the piano in almost a month, whose eyes fixed on me glacially out of a face now thin from sleepless ness, and who treated me with a courtesy too chromium-plated to be given to the friend of your youth. It took some doing, on my part, in the face of that courtesy, to get my nerve up to ask him the question. But I finally asked it. I said, “Adam, that first time Anne came up to talk to you about–about the job–you know, the hospital–had you told–”

  And he said, with a voice like a scalpel, “I don’t want to discuss it.”

  But I had to know. So I said, “Had you told her about the proposition?”

  “No,” he said, “and I said I didn’t want to discuss it.”

  “O. K.,” I heard myself saying, in a flat voice which wasn’t quite my own. “O. K.”

  He looked sharply at me, then rose from his chair and took a step toward me. “I’m sorry,” he said, “I’m sorry, Jack. I’m on the edge.” He shook his head slightly like a man trying to shake the fog of sleep out. “Not been getting enough shut-eye,” he said. He took another step to me–I was leaning against the mantel–and looked into my face again and laid his hand on my arm, saying, “I’m really sorry, Jack–talking that way–but I didn’t tell Anne anything–and I’m sorry.”

  “Forget it,” I said.

  “I’ll forget it,” he agreed, smiling wintrily, tapping my arm, “if you will.”

  “Sure,” I said, “sure, I’ll forget it. Yeah, I’ll forget it. It didn’t amount to anything anyway. Who told her. I guess I told her myself. It just slipped my mind that–”

  “I mean forget about the way I acted,” he corrected me, “blowing off the way I did.”

  “Oh,” I said, “oh, that. Sure. I’ll forget it.”

  Then he was peering into my face, with a question darkening his eyes. He didn’t say anything for a moment. Then, “What did you want to know for?”

  “Nothing,” I replied, “nothing. Just idle curiosity. But I recollect now. I told her myself. Yeah, and I guess maybe I shouldn’t. I didn’t mean to get her into it. Just let it slip. I didn’t mean to cause any ruckus. I didn’t think–” And all the while that cold, unloving part of the mind–that maiden aunt, that washroom mirror the drunk stares into, that still small voice, that maggot in the cheese of your selfesteem, that commentator on the ether nightmare, that death’s head of lipless rationality at your every feast–all that while that part of the mind was saying: You’re making it worse, your lying is just making it worse, can’t you shut up, you blabbermouth!_

  And Adam, with whitening face, was saying, “There wasn’t any ruckus. As you call it.


  But I couldn’t stop, as when your car come to the glare ice over the brow of the hill and hits it before you can get on the brake, and you feel the beautiful free glide and spin of the skid and almost burst out laughing, it is so fine and free, like boyhood. I was saying, “–not any ruckus exactly–just I’m sorry I sicked her on you–I didn’t want to cause any trouble–it was just that–”

  “I don’t want to discuss it,” he said, and the jaw snapped shut, and he swung from me and went to stand on the other side of the room, very stiff and military.

  So I took my leave, and the chromium-plated courtesy was so bright and cold that my, “Be seeing you, boy,” stuck in y throat, like old corn bread.

  But he hadn’t told Anne Stanton. And I hadn’t told her. Who had told her? And at that point I could see no answer except that there had been some loose talk, some leak, and the news had got around. I guess I took that answer–if I really took it–because it was the easiest answer for me to take. But I knew, deep down, that the Boss wasn’t given to loose talk except when he wanted to talk loose, and he would have known that one sure way to ruin the chance of ever getting Adam Stanton would be to let the gossip mill start grinding on the topic. I knew that all right, but my mind just closed up like a clam when that shadow came floating over. A clam has to live, hasn’t it?

  But I did find out who had told Anne Stanton.

  It was a beautiful morning in middle May, and just that morning, at that hour, about nine-thirty, there was still some last touch of spring–by that time you had almost forgotten there had been a spring–a kind of milkiness in the air, and way off yonder, from my window, I could see a little white haze on the river, milky too. The season was like the fine big-breasted daughter of some poor spavined share-cropper, a girl popping her calico but still having a waist, with pink cheeks and bright eyes and just a little perspiration at the edge of her tow hair (which would be platinum blond in some circles), but you see her and know that before long she will be a bag of bone and gristle with a hag face like a rusted brush hook. But she looks enough to scare you now, if you really look at her, and that morning the season still had that look and feel even if you did know that by the end of June everything would be bone and gristle and hag face and a sweat-sticky sheet to wake up on and a taste in your mouth like old brass. But now the leaves on the trees hung down thick and fleshy and had not begun to curl yet. I could look down from my office window on the great bolls and tufts and swollen globes of green which were the trees of the Capitol grounds seen from the height of my window, and think of the deep inner maze of green in one of the big trees and of the hollow shadowy chambers near the trunk, where maybe a big cantankerous jay would be perched for a moment like a barbarous potentate staring with black, glittering, beady eyes into the green tangle. Then he would dive soundlessly off the bough and break through the green screen and be gone into the bright sunshine where suddenly he would be screaming his damned head off. I could look down and think of myself inside that hollow inner chamber, in the aqueous green light, inside the great globe of the tree, and not even a jaybird in there with me now, for he had gone, and no chance of seeing anything beyond the green leaves, they were so thick, and no sound except, way off, the faint mumble of traffic, like the ocean chewing its gums.

 
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