Chapter 6: Taken Advantage Of
It had been a week since Ronnie submitted himself an laid with Lucky, he also gave up the apartment Lucky got him and moved into Luckys big house, and almost every night of sexual abuse....but thru his suffering he finally got his money, $300,000!! But even tho Ronnie was able to take care of his moms bills and himself, he was still working for the man who could instantly break his career if Ronnie didn't do what he wanted, and many nights Ronnie regretted saying yes to Lucky and his nasty ways, the nigga barely used lube.....which made the terrible sex even worse! Ronnie wanted to tell friends so badly but he at the same time he didn't want anybody to know what he was going thru, he was really ashamed, but he was still Miss Renee Harvey and the shows must go on! A hot new gay rapper, "Lil Bussy" was doing a live performance for his song "FUCKBOY" and he wanted Renee Harvey to sing the hook! The feature was a huge break for Renee and introduced her to a more urban gay crowd, and a big fat check too! The concert was at City Park with all types of gays and they were so hype at Lil Bussy and when Renee Harvey came thru singin the crowd instantly fell in love with her!
"YEAH, ALL YALL GIVE IT UP FOR MY SIS MISS RENEE!!!" Shouted Lil Bussy
"YASSSS IM SO HAPPY TO BE WIT YALL I FEEL SO LOVED AND ME AN BUSSY HERE MIGHT COLLAB ON SOME MORE SHIT CUZ THIS SHIT HOT!" Renee shouted on the mic
After the crowd cheered Renee on and he got paid, Ronnie decided to that he wanted to have some fun an went to Tiptronia, a bar near the park, and to his surprise.....HE SAW LANCE, THE CUTR SERVER FROM THE HOTEL, SITTING AT A TABLE BY HIMSELF!
"Lance omg I didn't know you worked here? It's me Renee Harvey just in my true form (laughs)"
"Oh shit, I didn't know you eat here, but yeah this like my other job!" Lance said
"Oh no this like my first time here and are you sittin here by yo lonesome self? Ronnie asked
"Yeah I'm on my lil break, this place got real good food I'm tellin you!"
"Can you show me...." Ronnie said with his hormones acting up again
Then Ronnie sat down with Lance and after having some drinks and one on one time, Ronnie got to know this boy a lil better, and the connection was insane! Lance told him about how me moved to New Orleans from Florida, and how he dreamed of opening a restaurant one day, that's why he was working in the food service to get a feel of what people liked, and plus he got major tips! Ronnie opened up about how he grew up and became Renee, but Ronnie left out the part where Lucky was taking advantage of his financial need, and the fact he was pretty much sexually abusing him! But Ronnie didn't wanna ruin the moment, Lance was so sexy!! Ronnie couldn't take his eyes off this delicious white man, and for a few hours he was actually with a man who he really liked...
When it was over Ronnie was super drunk, and Lance decided to take Ronnie home, which was actually Luckys house. And Ronnie didn't want to get out the car but he knew he had to, it was after 1am and he was hoping Lucky was asleep, so Ronnie gave Lance his number!
"I had such a wonderful time tonight, those hurricanes blew me AWAY!!" Ronnie rambled
"(Laughs) yeah they potent, but I hope we can hang out again, you're so fun to talk to!" Lance said
"You are great to talk to too, and you seem like a good friend, something I could really use right now...." Ronnie said
"Is there something wrong, you wanna tell me about it?" Lance asked
"No just a lot on my mind, thanks again and since you work for the catering company I assume you'll be at the drag concert tomorrow night,"
"Yeah actually I will, I can't wait to see you!" Lance said
Then as Lance drove off, Ronnie slowly went inside the house and it was dark, an at first Ronnie thought he was in the clear and that he could go to bed until suddenly......LUCKY TURNS ON THE LIGHTS AND GRABS RONNIE BY HIS SHIRT, PRETTY MUCH SHAKING RONNIE UP AND THROWING HIM AGAINST THE WALL, HE WAS YELLING AND RONNIE STARTED SHEDDING TEARS AS LUCKY BERATED HIM!!
"WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU! YOU FORGOT YOU SPOSE TO GIVE ME SOME I BEEN WAITING UP ALL NIGHT FO YOUR ASS, you know what.....if you ain't gon give me any, imma just take it!!" Lucky yelled
Then Lucky dragged Ronnie onto the couch and Ronnie was trying to fight him off, but Lucky pulled off his pants and gave Ronnie unwanted sloppy!! Then Lucky got on top of Ronnie and tried to kiss on him and go inside him but Ronnie fought back and pushed the man off! BUT THEN LUCKY PUNCHED RONNIE IN THE FACE AND RONNIE HAD ENOUGH!! Then when Lucky got tired of Ronnie he left him crying in pain on the couch, while Lucky went to his bedroom upset, and at that moment Ronnie really wanted to be with Lance.....
The next day Ronnie put on his good face and acted like nothing happen, but once Ronnie got to the rehearsal for the show, he was wearing shades, he didn't want anybody to see the black eye Lucky gave him, then as he was doing his makeup, Lance surprisingly came in.
"Hey Ronnie I got your food!"
"Thanks just put it right there!"
"Okay.....Is that black eye? Ronnie are you okay...."
"IM FINE, just a little drunken accident that's all didn't mean to yell,"
"Ok well if you need to talk you have my number!"
Then as Lance left Ronnie thought about maybe telling somebody what he was going thru, but it was no time to harp on pain, Renee Harvey had a show to do. Renee sang along side other drag queens in a sold out venue that was super packed! Then all the queens joined together an sang "That's What Friends Are For" and Renee showed out! Her voice goin high is it can and the crowd loved it! It was after the show an Ronnie went into the back an tried to change clothes, he was done being a diva when Lucky came in an had the money, $50,000 to be exact!
"Yeah I got your money, but first you gon give me what I want,"
Lucky once again pulled down Ronnie's pants an did his oral transaction, Ronnie wasn't even hard but Lucky didn't care, he just sucked away, and after he was done he gave Ronnie his money...and a kiss on his cheek with his crusty lips! Ronnie was just glad Lucky didn't punch him, but he had enough! The next weekend after all those shows an dealing with Lucky Ronnie took a plane to Chicago to see his mom an aunt Bessie. Delilah was doing better after the shooting and every penny of the hospital bill was paid off, but Ronnie was about to reveal the suffering he went thru to get that money!
"Hey mama how you doing?"
"I'm fine, I really have to thank you honey I was practically drowning in those bills, I thought I never make it but my superstar baby cane thru!"
"Yes Ronnie thank you so much, and I liked that bag you sent me, I never had real Gucci before!" Said aunt Bessie
"Why the long face chile?" Asked Delilah
"Mom you know I love you, and I do anything to make sure you straight, but that money didn't come from shows..."
"Where it came from then?" Aunt Bessie asked
"Lucky, he said that if...(crying) he said if I didn't let him do it he...he wouldn't give it to me!!" Cried Ronnie as he revealed the abuse
"Let him do what? RONNIE WHAT THIS MAN DOING TO YOU!!" Delilah raised her voice
"My money wasn't right, and you were in that hospital (crying) and I don't know why he just wasn't fair with my money so I asked him and he said hell only give me my money if I let him...(crying) hell only give it to me if I let him!"
"Ronnie did that man touch you?" Asked Aunt Bessie
"He does more than touch me, we actually have sex, and He won't stop mama (crying) I tell him to stop but he won't listen....and when I refuse he hits me (crying) he hits me he gave me a black eye, and I tried to be strong about it but I can't stop him, (crying) I'm sorry mommy!!" Cried Ronnie as he let it all out
Then at that moment Ronnie broke down an cried, and Delilah tried to comfort her son and just felt so guilty that he sacrificed his dignity and virginity and maybe his health just to pay her bills! And even tho Ronnie loved his career, to go thru this just for money wasn't worth it, and Delilah had to tell her son the painful truth!
"Ronnie baby
listen to me, stop crying it'll all be okay, I am eternally grateful for what you did for me but (crying) but imma need you to get away from this man, he's hurting you baby! It's hurting me to my soul to see you like this!!"
"Ronnie you need to get away from this man he's done terrible things to you!! Did he use condoms?" Bessie asked
"(Crying).....no" Ronnie revealed
"Oh my god, YOU LISTEN TO ME, YOU ARE STAYING HERE YOU HEAR ME!! YOU AINT GOING BACK THERE, NOT UNTIL WE GET A DAMN LAWYER OR SOMBEBODY CAUSE WE FIGHTING THIS!" Aunt Bessie shouted
"(Crying) mom I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!" Ronnie cried
"Don't you worry baby, it's all over, you safe now you with me!" Delilah said comforting Ronnie
Then Ronnie stayed with his family in his Chicago and friends as were there too to help him thru, but as the emotional damage began to set in, Ronnie felt a rage burning inside him!