Page 47 of Jason and Medeia


  Medeia said, as if drained of emotion—the tears

  on her cheeks

  independent of her mind and heart, mechanical as

  stars turning—

  “Go to her, one of you. Tell her I repent. My war is not with women, sad fellow-sufferers.” She closed her eyes. “Do not think I don’t love that old woman. I have

  dealt with her

  more gently than I can with those I love far more.”

  And then,

  suddenly whispering in panic and squeezing her

  blue-white hands:

  “Suppose them slain. What city will receive me? what

  friend give refuge?

  None. So I still must wait, for a time, conjure some

  tower

  of defense. That too I can manage, yes. By the goddess

  Hekate,

  first and last friend welcome to my hearth, not one

  will escape me.

  Your new tie, husband—my soul’s grim fire, familiar

  heartache—

  you’ll find more bitter than the last. You’ve proved

  your cruelty.

  Prepare for mine! You’ll ere long find your sweet

  bedfellow

  a lady Hades himself might prove reluctant to fold in his arms. So I pay you for mocking derision of a princess born

  of the mightiest king on earth, a child of the sun-god’s

  race!”

  Then she left them, fleeing to her room to put on

  dry clothes,

  preparing in outer appearance for a secret and

  deadly role.

  The sewing women took up the golden cloth once more, their hearts quaking, too sick with sorrow and fear

  to speak.

  Their needles raced, in the corner Hekate in a long

  black shawl,

  sly-eyed and heavy, whiskered like a peasant,

  and each whipstitch she sewed would prove a shackle

  for the bride

  who smiled now, gazing in her mirror, in Kreon’s palace.

  The shadow

  of Hekate, rocking on the wall, became a second ghost, the black, horned god himself in the service of Medeia.

  When Jason learned, by questions to the slave Ipnolebes, what Kreon

  had done,

  he was filled with alarm—no less by the spiteful

  gloating the slave

  could scarcely hide than by knowledge of his wife.

  But he bided his time,

  watching the fiery rain, apprehensive, knowing

  well enough

  that the weather bore some message in it. He knew

  beyond doubt

  he was caught up now in a race against time. He could

  hardly guess

  in which direction the danger lay, couldn’t even be sure how grave it was; but he knew he must be in command

  when she struck—

  or best, get control before she struck—must stand

  in position

  to counter her, issue commands to protect them all.

  Yet he could not press; he dared not even suggest that

  the sceptre be granted to him

  for fear that even now the king might repent and everything be lost. He remained with Pyripta,

  smiling like a bridegroom,

  stroking her cheeks and throat, lightly kissing her

  eyelids, feigning

  the adoration he must wait for a calmer time to feel.

  The princess talked, pouring her pleasure in her new

  husband’s ear—

  talked as she never had talked before, and sometimes

  broke off

  to laugh at her chatter, yet believed his assurance and

  chattered still more.

  She had not known how much she loved him. With a

  frightened look

  she asked of his life with Medeia. He smiled and gently

  kissed her,

  silencing her. “You demand too much,” he said lightly,

  his mind

  racing down other, far darker lanes. “We have sons,”

  he said.

  “You must understand …” But catching the anger

  and jealousy flashing

  in her glance, he swiftly and easily guided her

  elsewhere. I watched,

  protected by a mist from their seeing me, and my heart

  was divided,

  loyal to the woman on the hill below, yet to Jason too, for he meant no harm, only good for them all, though

  all he was doing

  was false and tragically harmful. Again and again I felt on the verge of speaking to warn him, but each time

  fear kept me silent.

  The new solidity the gods had given was no great

  advantage,

  I knew to my sorrow. It seemed unlikely that empty

  shadows

  could harm me, or dreams turn real. Yet how could I

  doubt those bruises,

  that stabbing pain in my poor right hand, or my

  spectacles’ ruin?

  I constructed theories. Haven’t there been cases, I said

  to myself,

  when men fell down stairs while sleep-walking, and with

  broken backs

  dreamed on, explaining the pain by imagined giants?

  And might

  some action of mine inside this dream not trigger

  repercussions

  wherever it is that I really am? So I labored, guessing, and what was true I had no way of knowing, the rules

  of the vision

  kept hidden from me, however I strained to grasp them,

  sweating,

  and I kept my cowardly silence despite all nobler urges, huddling in protective mist.

  At noon, at the midday feast, his waiting ended. In the presence of kings, high priests

  in attendance,

  the goddesses Hera and Athena behind him

  (I alone saw them—

  their look triumphant and wary at once, Aphrodite

  glaring,

  furious at Jason for the love he feigned, scornful of

  her power),

  Kreon—with an endless rambling speech—allusions

  to Oidipus,

  Jokasta, Antigone—transferred his sceptre and power

  to Jason.

  Great lords of Corinth unfastened the cloak from the

  old king’s shoulders

  and draped it on Aison’s son, its wide flow covering

  the cape

  Argus had made at Lemnos. Attended by lords, he took the central chair on the dais. His kingship was ratified

  by vows

  to Zeus and Hera and the chief gods of the pantheon, such vows as no man on earth would break. And high

  in the rain

  some saw Zeus’s eagle, they thought, though others

  thought not.

  The assembled kings, his equals, came to him,

  confirming alliances

  promised to Kreon in the past, and one by one they

  bowed to him,

  taking his hands, and bowed to Pyripta beside him,

  his queen.

  Again there were drums and trumpets, and slaves

  poured wine.

  And then a thing so strange took place that no one felt certain,

  afterward,

  whether it had happened or not. All in gold, the Asian,

  Koprophoros,

  stood before Jason, solemn. He bowed to the ground

  in the fashion

  of the Orient, then bowed to Pyripta in the same manner. When he spoke, his voice was as deep and soft as the

  slow thundering

  of far-off rainclouds, a voice so changed I was filled

  with alarm.

  “So the game is ended at last, good prince,” he said,

  and smiled.

  “All you were robbed of in life, you have now back in

 
hand, though opposed

  by more than you dreamed.” He turned to the kings

  around him. “Let men

  report it to the world’s last age that once, in a palace

  called Akhaia,

  a man, by cunning and tenacity, out-fought the gods

  of the Underworld for a city and princess, though the

  gods of Death

  were granted their prey in advance by fate. Yet lose

  they did,

  for the moment, playing too lightly—as the mighty will

  do sometimes.

  But fate, after all, is inexorable, whatever man’s power. The dagger blade has already cut deep in the

  shimmering veil;

  the dream is nearly done. Fear now no god, Jason. Fear things human, and infinitely more terrible. He smiled his scarcely perceptible smile. “If my words

  seem strange,

  ponder them after I’m gone. And so, good-day.”

  With that

  he tapped the stone floor lightly with his foot. In a flash,

  where he’d stood

  there loomed an enormous serpent whose wedge-shaped

  head struck the roof

  and whose coils were thicker than an ancient oak—

  a female serpent

  obscenely bloated with eggs; and I thought of Harmonia, noblest of queens, transformed by the Master of

  Life and Death

  to Queen of the Dead. She vanished.

  While the hall still stared, dumbfounded, Paidoboron bowed to the throne. His words were stern

  and brief:

  “Now all escape is sealed.” And immediately he, too,

  vanished,

  and there in his place stood a dragon who filled all the

  palace with fire,

  and his scales were like plates of steel. Each nail on

  his saurian claws

  was longer than a man, and his two bright fangs were

  massive stalactites,

  children of the world’s first cave. Then the dragon too

  was gone.

  Kreon, pale as a sea-ghost, clutched at his chest,

  shaking,

  and even Jason was trembling. The nobles around him

  swore

  it was Hades himself he’d contended with, or his

  surrogate, Kadmos,

  man-god ruler of the dead. They swore that Death

  and his wife

  had come for their sport and had made long-winded

  mockery

  of Kreon’s fears and Jason’s desires and the hopes of

  the sea-kings,

  the whole fierce struggle a sardonic joke. The princess

  suddenly

  cried out, waking from a vision. But at once, though

  his throat was working

  and dark blood rushing to his face, the son of Aison

  seized

  his new bride’s hand and calmed her. When his tongue

  would work, he said,

  “Don’t be afraid! I swear all this terror will prove

  some trick

  of Medeia’s. If not, you’ve heard what the two ghosts

  say: The gods

  have retired from the conflict. It’s now no more than

  mere human craft

  we must guard against. —Yet I’m certain it’s only as

  I said at first,

  some heartless illusion by Medeia, designed to

  terrify us.”

  At once they believed him, for surely the gods play

  no tricks so base,

  not even the gods of the Underworld. So they told

  themselves,

  and so, little by little, their calm was restored.

  His thick fear

  hidden in the deepest, darkest of abditoriums,

  Jason spoke lightly, driving out shadows as, long ago, he’d lightened the hearts of the Argonauts when hope

  seemed madness.

  He praised King Kreon’s long wise rule and swore

  to uphold

  his principles, and praised his visitors and vassals.

  Of those things

  nearest his heart—Idas in the dungeon, his own wife

  and children

  banished—he spoke not a syllable, biding his time.

  His eyes

  moved, as he spoke, from rafter to rafter through

  Kreon’s hall,

  secretly watching omens, a silent invasion: ravens.

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  Dressed exactly as he always dressed, not in regal array but hooded and wrapped against rain—for it still fell

  fierce and fiery—

  Jason went down, alone, to the vine-hung house where

  Medeia

  and the Corinthian women sewed. He rang the great

  brass ring

  and waited, restless but patient. At last the male slave

  came

  and, seeing his master, said he would bring out Medeia.

  He returned

  to the house, and after a time the princess of Aia

  came out.

  She stood in the shelter of the rainwashed eaves, and

  he called to her

  and asked her to unlock the high, wide gate.

  Medeia said only,

  “Speak from there.” He seized the bars of the

  small window

  in the gate and called, “You prove once more what

  I should have remembered:

  a stubborn disposition’s incurable. A home here

  in Corinth

  you might have yet if only you’d endure old Kreon’s will with at least some show of meekness. But no, you

  must hurl wild words.

  So you’re banished—thrown out of Corinth as a

  dangerous madwoman.

  And rightly, no doubt. Not that I too much care,

  for myself.

  Rail all you please at vilest Jason. Often as the old man’s fear of you rose, I struggled to check it.

  I would have had

  you stay. But still in your obstinate folly you must

  curse and revile

  the royal house; so it’s banishment for you—and lucky

  no worse.

  But despite all that, more faithful than you think,

  I’ve prevailed so far

  as to see that you’ll not lack gold or anything else

  in exile.

  Hardships enough you’ll suffer with your sons. So for

  all your hatred,

  take what I give you, Medeia.”

  When first he began to speak she listened with anger locked in, as if, despite her fury, she intended to answer with restraint; but as Jason

  continued, speaking

  of Kreon as king (I realized now with a shock that

  she knew

  all that happened in the palace, informed by

  black-winged spies),

  her fury broke from its prison. She screamed,

  “O vile, vile, vilest!

  Rail I may well! Do you come to me—to me, Jason? This is no mere self-assurance, no manly hardihood. It’s shamelessness! And yet I’m glad you’ve come,

  husband.

  I do have one joy left, and that’s berating you.

  As all Akhaia knows, I saved your life. I helped you tame those fiery bulls and sow that dangerous tilth. The snake wreathed coil on coil around that

  cursèd fleece

  I put to sleep for you. I fled my father and home, arranged my brother’s death and later King Pelias’ death, at his own children’s hands. Such deeds I’ve done

  for you,

  and yet you trade me away like a worn-out cow for

  a heifer,

  though I bore you sons. If you’d still been childless,

  I might perhaps

  have pardoned your wish for a second wife.

  But now farewell

  all faith—for this you know in your soul: You swore

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; me oaths.

  “Come, let me ask you questions as I would a friend.

  Where should

  I turn? To my father’s house? To Aia? You know

  well enough

  how they love me there—kinsmen I betrayed for you.

  Shall I go

  to the Peliad sisters? Perhaps we can all have a good

  laugh now

  at that monstrous birthday party. You see how it is:

  by those

  who loved me at home I am now hated; and those

  who least

  deserved my wrath, I have turned to foes—for you.”

  He listened, hands on the gatebars, his head bent. When her

  rantings ceased,

  he said—not troubling to shout against the rain—

  “Again and again

  you’ve preached all that, and again and again I’ve

  allowed it to pass,

  though surely it’s true that I need thank no one but

  the goddess of love

  for the services you mention. But let that be; I find no fault with your devotion. And as for the marriage

  you hate,

  I say again what I’ve said before: with calm dispassion I made that choice, and partly for you and my sons.

  No, hear me!

  Not out of loathing for your bed, Medeia (the thought

  that galls you)

  and not through lust for a new bride or for numerous

  offspring—

  with the sons you’ve borne me I’m well content—

  but for this alone

  I’ve made my choice: to win for my family, my sons

  and you,

  such safety and comfort as only a king can be sure of.

  My plan

  is wise enough; you’d admit it if it weren’t for your

  jealousy.

  “But why do I waste my words on you? When

  nothing mars

  your love, you imagine you’re queen of the planet.

  But if some slight shadow

  clouds your happiness, the best and fairest of lots

  seems hateful,

  and the finest of houses a shanty in a field

  of thorntrees.”

  At this Medeia grew angrier still, tied hand and foot

  by arguments,

  as usual, and straining against the injustice like

  a penned-

  up bull. I could have told her the futility of trying

  to fight

  by Jason’s rules; but they looked—both of them—

  so dangerous,

  and the surrounding storm was so violent, such a

  fiery menace,

  I kept to my safe hiding place in the dark, thick vines. She said: “If you were not vile, as I’ve claimed—

  if all these things

  you say to me weren’t shameless lies—you’d have asked

  straight out for consent

  to your plan, not slyly deceived me.”

  He laughed. “No doubt you’d have helped me nobly, since even now your