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Youve lost, Desiderata Hollow.
So it goes. Desiderata got to her feet, a little unsteadily, and picked up a cloth.
The figure seemed to be getting angry. It clearly felt that people who had lost ought to look downcast, and not as if they were enjoying a joke at your expense.
Dont you understand what losing means?
Some people are very clear about that, said Desiderata. Goodbye, mlady. She hung the cloth over the mirror.
There was an angry intake of breath, and then silence.
Desiderata stood as if lost in thought.
Then she raised her head, and said: Kettle boiled just now. Would you like a cup of tea?
No, THANK YOU, said a voice right behind her.
How long have you been waiting?
FOREVER.
Not keeping you, am I?
ITS A QUIET NIGHT.
Im making a cup of tea. I think theres one biscuit left.
NO, THANK YOU.
If you feel peckish, its in the jar on the mantelpiece. Thats genuine Klatchian pottery, you know. Made by a genuine Klatchian craftsman. From Klatch, she added.
INDEED?
I used to get about a lot in my younger days.
YES?
Great times. Desiderata poked the fire. It was the job, you see. Of course, I expect its very much the same for you.
YES.
I never knew when I was going to be called out. Well, of course youd know about that, wouldnt you. Kitchens, mainly. It always seemed to be kitchens. Balls sometimes, but generally it was kitchens. She picked up the kettle and poured the boiling water into the teapot on the hearth.
INDEED.
I used to grant their wishes.
Death looked puzzled.
WHAT? You MEAN LIKE . . . FITTED CUPBOARDS? NEW SINKS? THAT KIND OF THING?
No, no. The people. Desiderata sighed. Its a big responsibility, fairy godmothering. Knowing when to stop, I mean. People whose wishes get granted often dont turn out to be very nice people. So should you give them what they want - or what they need?
Death nodded politely. From his point of view, people got what they were given.
Like this Genua thing - Desiderata began.
Death looked up sharply.
GENUA?
You know it? Well, of course you would.
I . . . KNOW EVERYWHERE, OF COURSE.
Desideratas expression softened. Her inner eyes were looking elsewhere.
There were two of us. Godmothers go in twos, you know. Me and Lady Lilith? Theres a lot of power in godmothering. Its like being part of history. Anyway, the girl was born, out of wedlock but none the worse for that, it wasnt as if they couldnt have married, they just never got round to it. . . and Lilith wished for her to have beauty and power and marry a prince. Hah! And shes been working on that ever since. What could I do? You cant argue with wishes like that. Lilith knows the power of a story. Ive done the best I could, but Liliths got the power. I hear she runs the city now. Changing a whole country just to make a story work! And now its too late anyway. For me. So Im handing on the responsibility. Thats how it goes, with fairy godmothering. No-one ever wants to be a fairy godmother. Except Lilith, of course. Got a bee in her bonnet about it. So Im sending someone else. I may have left things too late.
Desiderata was a kindly soul. Fairy godmothers develop a very deep understanding about human nature, which makes the good ones kind and the bad ones powerful.
She was not someone to use extreme language, but it was possible to be sure that when she deployed a mild term like a bee in her bonnet she was using it to define someone whom she believed to be several miles over the madness horizon and accelerating.
She poured out the tea.
Thats the trouble with second sight, she said. You can see whats happenin, but you dont know what it means. Ive seen the future. Theres a coach made out of a pumpkin. And thats impossible. And theres coachmen made out of mice, which is unlikely. And theres a clock striking midnight, and something about a glass slipper. And its all going to happen. Because thats how stories have to work. And then I thought: I knows some people who make stories work their, way.
She sighed again. Wish I was going to Genua, she said. I could do with the warmth. And its Fat Tuesday coming up. Always went to Genua for Fat Tuesday in the old days.
There was an expectant silence.
Then Death said, YOU SURELY ARE NOT ASKING ME TO GRANT A WISH ?
Hah! No-one grants a fairy godmothers wishes. Desiderata had that inward look again, her voice talking to herself. See? I got to get the three of them to Genua. Got to get em there because Ive seen em there. Got to be all three. And that aint easy, with people like them. Got to use headology. Got to make em send emselves. Tell Esme Weatherwax shes got to go somewhere and she wont go out of contrariness, so tell her shes not to go and shell run there over broken glass. Thats the thing about the Weatherwaxes, see. They dont know how to be beaten.
Something seemed to strike her as funny.
But one of ems going to have to learn.
Death said nothing. From where he sat, Desiderata reflected, losing was something that everyone learned.
She drained her tea. Then she stood up, put on her pointy hat with a certain amount of ceremony, and hobbled out of the back door.
There was a deep trench dug under the trees a little way from the house, down into which someone had thoughtfully put a short ladder. She climbed in and, with some difficulty, heaved the ladder on to the leaves. Then she lay down. She sat up.
Mr Chert the troll down at the sawmill does a very good deal on coffins, if you dont mind pine.
I SHALL DEFINITELY BEAR IT IN MIND.
I got Hurker the poacher to dig the hole out for me, she said conversationally, and hes goin to come along and fill it in on his way home. I believe in being neat. Take it away, maestro.
WHAT? OH. A FIGURE OF SPEECH.
He raised his scythe.
Desiderata Hollow went to her rest.
Well, she said, that was easy. What happens now?
And this is Genua. The magical kingdom. The diamond city. The fortunate country.
In the centre of the city a woman stood between two mirrors, watching herself reflected all the way to infinity.
The mirrors were themselves in the centre of an octagon of mirrors, open to the sky on the highest tower of the palace. There were so many reflections, in fact, that it was only with extreme difficulty that you could tell where the mirrors ended and the real person began.
Her name was Lady Lilith de Tempscire, although she had answered to many others in the course of a long and eventful life. And that was something you learned to do early on, shed found. If you wanted to get anywhere in this world - and shed decided, right at the start, that she wanted to get as far as it was possible to go - you wore names lightly, and you took power anywhere you found
it. She had buried three husbands, and at least two of them had been already dead.
And you moved around a lot. Because most people didnt move around much. Change countries and your name and, if you had the right manner, the world was your mollusc. For example, shed had to go a mere hundred miles to become a Lady.
Shed go to any lengths now . . .
The two main mirrors were set almost, but not quite, facing one another, so that Lilith could see over her shoulder and watch her images curve away around the universe inside the mirror.
She could feel herself pouring into herself, multiplying itself via the endless reflections.
When Lilith sighed and strode out from the Space between the mirrors the effect was startling. Images of Lilith hung in the air behind her for a moment, like three-dimensional shadows, before fading.
So . . . Desiderata was dying. Interfering old baggage. She deserved death. Shed never understood the kind of power shed had. She was one of those people afraid to do good for fear of doing harm, who took it
all so seriously that theyd constipate themselves with moral anguish before granting the wish of a single ant.
Lilith looked down and out over the city. Well, there were no barriers now. The stupid voodoo woman in the swamp was a mere distraction, with no understanding.
Nothing stood in the way of what Lilith liked more than anything else.
A happy ending.
Up on the mountain, the sabbat had settled down a bit. Artists and writers have always had a rather exaggerated idea about what goes on at a witches sabbat. This comes from spending too much time in small rooms with the curtains drawn, instead of getting out in the healthy fresh air.
For example, theres the dancing around naked. In the average temperate climate there are very few nights when anyone would dance around at midnight with no clothes on, quite apart from the question of stones, thistles, and sudden hedgehogs.
Then theres all that business with goat-headed gods. Most witches dont believe in gods. They know that the gods exist, of course. They even deal with them occasionally. But they dont believe in them. They know them too well. It would be like believing in the postman.
And theres the food and drink - the bits of reptile and so on. In fact, witches dont go for that sort of thing. The worst you can say about the eating habits of the older type of witch is that they tend to like ginger biscuits dipped in tea with so much sugar in it that the spoon wont move and will drink it out of the saucer if they think its too hot. And do so with appreciative noises more generally associated with the cheaper type of plumbing system. Legs of toad and so on might be better than this.
Then theres the mystic ointments. By sheer luck, the artists and writers are on firmer ground here. Most witches are elderly, which is when ointments start to have an attraction, and at least two of those present tonight were wearing Granny Weatherwaxs famous goose-grease-and-sage chest liniment. This didnt make you fly and see visions, but it did prevent colds, if only because the distressing smell that developed around about the second week kept everyone else so far away you couldnt catch anything from them.
And finally theres sabbats themselves. Your average witch is not, by nature, a social animal as far as other witches are concerned. Theres a conflict of dominant personalities. Theres a group of ringleaders without a ring. Theres the basic unwritten rule of witchcraft, which is Dont do what you will, do what I say. The natural size of a coven is one. Witches only get together when they cant avoid it.
Like now.
The conversation, given Desideratas absence, had naturally turned to the increasing shortage of witches. *
What, no-one? said Granny Weatherwax.
No-one, said Gammer Brevis.
I call that terrible, said Granny. Thats disgustin.
Eh? said Old Mother Dismass.
She calls it disgusting! shouted Gammer Brevis.
Eh?
Theres no girl to put forward! To take Desideratas place!
Oh.
The implications of this sank in.
If anyone doesnt want their crusts Ill ave em, said Nanny Ogg.
We never had this sort of thing in my young days, said Granny. There was a dozen witches this side of the mountain alone. Of course, that was before all this - she made a face - making your own entertainment. Theres far too much of this making your own entertainment these days. We never made our own entertainment when I was a girl. We never had time.
Tempers fuggit, said Nanny Ogg.
What?
Tempers fuggit. Means that was then and this is now, said Nanny.
I dont need no-one to tell me that, Gytha Ogg. I know when now is.
You got to move with the times.
I dont see why. Dont see why we -
So I reckon we got to shift the boundaries again, said Gammer Brevis.