Page 5 of Memories


  The Girl He Loves

  There was a man who I once knew,

  for me there was no other.

  The closer to loving me he grew,

  the more he would grow further.

  I tried to love him as his friend,

  then to love him as his lover;

  but he never loved me in the end—

  his heart was for another.

  Patience

  Patience and Love agreed to meet at a set time and place; beneath the twenty-third tree in the olive orchard. Patience arrived promptly and waited. She checked her watch every so often but still, there was no sign of Love.

  Was it the twenty-third tree or the fifty-sixth? She wondered and decided to check, just in case. As she made her way over to the fifty-sixth tree, Love arrived at twenty-three, where Patience was noticeably absent.

  Love waited and waited before deciding he must have the wrong tree and perhaps it was another where they were supposed to meet.

  Meanwhile, Patience had arrived at the fifty-sixth tree, where Love was still nowhere to be seen.

  Both begin to drift aimlessly around the olive orchard, almost meeting but never do.

  Finally, Patience, who was feeling lost and resigned, found herself beneath the same tree where she began. She stood there for barely a minute when there was a tap on her shoulder.

  It was Love.

  ..................................

  “Where are you?” she asked. “I have been searching all my life.”

  “Stop looking for me,” Love replied, “and I will find you.”

  Second Chances

  The path from you extending,

  I could not see its course—

  or the closer to you I was getting,

  the further from you I’d walked.

  For I was moving in a circle,

  not a line as I had thought—

  the steps I took away from you,

  were taking me towards.

  Dyslexia

  There were letters I wrote you that I gave up sending, long before I stopped writing. I don’t remember their contents, but I can recall with absolute clarity, your name scrawled across the pages. I could never quite contain you to those messy sheets of blue ink. I could not stop you from overtaking everything else.

  I wrote your name over and over—on scraps of paper, in books and on the back of my wrists. I carved it like sacred markings into trees and the tops of my thighs. Years went by and the scars have vanished, but the sting has not left me. Sometimes when I read a book, parts will lift from the pages in an anagram of your name. Like a code to remind me it’s not over. Like dyslexia in reverse.

  All or Nothing

  If you love me

  for what you see,

  only your eyes would be

  in love with me.

  If you love me

  for what you’ve heard,

  then you would love me

  for my words.

  If you love

  my heart and mind,

  then you would love me,

  for all that I’m.

  But if you don’t love

  my every flaw,

  then you mustn’t love me—

  not at all.

  Metamorphosis

  I am somebody else’s story. The girl who served their drink, the person they pushed past on a crowded street, the one who broke their heart. I have happened in so many places, to so many people—the essence of me lives on in these nuances, these moments.

  Yet never have I been bolder or brighter than I am with you. Not once have I ever felt so alive. Whatever vessel we pour ourselves into, mine is now overflowing, brimming with life. It is transcending into something new.

  Hands are no longer hands. They are caresses. Mouths are no longer mouths. They are kisses. My name is no longer a name, it is a call. And love is no longer love—love is you.

  Her Words

  Love a girl who writes

  and live her many lives;

  you have yet to find her,

  beneath her words of guise.

  Kiss her blue-inked fingers,

  forgive the pens they marked.

  The stain of your lips upon her—

  the one she can’t discard.

  Forget her tattered memories,

  or the pages others took;

  you are her ever after—

  the hero of her book.

  Closure

  Like time suspended,

  a wound unmended—

  you and I.

  We had no ending,

  no said good-bye.

  For all my life,

  I’ll wonder why.

  Acknowledgments

  Thank you to Al Zuckerman and Writers House for your ongoing guidance and support.

  To Kirsty and her team at Andrews McMeel for your passion and dedication.

  To Ollie Faudet, the little oracle.

  To my family and friends with all my love.

  To my readers, words cannot express how much your support means to me.

  About the Author

  The work of poet and artist Lang Leav swings between the whimsical and woeful, expressing a complexity beneath its childlike facade.

  Lang is a recipient of the Qantas Spirit of Youth Award and a prestigious Churchill Fellowship.

  Her artwork is exhibited internationally and she was selected to take part in the landmark Playboy Redux show curated by the Andy Warhol Museum.

  She currently lives with her partner and collaborator, Michael, in a little house by the sea.

  Index

  Part I - Here and Now

  After the Storm

  A Love Story

  A Poem

  A Writer’s Muse

  A Writer’s Plea

  Birthdays

  Collision

  Dear Love

  Faith

  Happiness

  Her

  Home

  Hope

  In Love

  In the End

  Language

  Love

  Memories

  New Light

  Now and Then

  Numbers

  Pieces of You

  Poetry

  Reaching Out

  Revelation

  She

  Stardust

  Stowaway

  Sunday Best

  The Night

  The Rose

  The Saddest Thing

  The Stranger

  Virtual Love

  Waiting

  Part II - Remember When

  A Bad Day

  About the Author

  Acceptance

  Acknowledgments

  A Dedication

  A Dream

  Afraid to Love

  After You

  All or Nothing

  All There Was

  Always

  Always with Me

  Amends

  An Artist in Love

  Angels

  A Question

  A Stranger

  A Timeline

  A Toast!

  A Way Out

  Beach Ball

  Before There Was You

  Broken Hearts

  Clocks

  Closure

  Dead Butterflies

  Dead Poets

  Déjà Vu

  Dyslexia

  Entwined

  Fading Polaroid

  First Love

  Forget Me Not

  For You

  He and I

  Her Words

&
nbsp; Index

  In Two Parts

  Jealousy

  Letting Him Go

  Losing You

  Lost and Found

  Lost Things

  Love Lost

  Lullabies

  Metamorphosis

  More than Love

  My Heart

  No Other

  Nostalgia

  Ode to Sorrow

  Patience

  Pretext

  Reasons

  Rogue Planets

  Sad Songs

  Sad Things

  Sea of Strangers

  Second Chances

  Signposts

  Some Time Out

  Soul Mates

  Souls

  Soundtracks

  Sundays with Michael

  Swan Song

  That Day

  That Night

  The End

  The Girl He Loves

  The Keeper

  The Most

  The Poet

  The Professor

  The Seventh Sea

  The Things We Hide

  The Wanderer

  Thoughts

  Three Questions

  Time

  Tsunamis

  Us

  Wallflower

  Wishful Thinking

  Wounded

  You

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