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Easter looked up and saw that the woman standing next to the stern man

  was glaring at him and smiling at her, all at once.

  "An' no wonder, yo' starin' at her like yo' stare at me when I done

  summat' wrong. Here, girl, Easter, ain't it?"

  The woman helped her up. "I's Gracie," she said. "An' I's the one done

  fixin' to marry this gristly ol' turkey."

  Everyone laughed, and suddenly Easter wasn't shy anymore. "Yo' stan' by

  me," said Gracie, "and help me 'member the names a all these folk I ain't

  never met and ain't evuh gwine meet again."

  Easter was happy. She had a job to do; she wouldn't be left on her own

  as she had been at most of the other parties. She stood beside Gracie,

  glowing. If she wasn't exactly mistress of the mansion, she was in a

  position of some eminence.

  Alfred looked at her approvingly. "Chile's pretty," he said again to

  Cap'n Jack. "An' you stan' by me, Cap'n Jack, yo' my bes' man. "

  Having been received, the guests assembled on the lawn. There were long

  tables set out, groaning with food and punch, at one end, for the whites,

  and other long tables, complaining rather than groaning, and with lemonade

  not punch, at the other end, for the blacks.

  There was one band, but two dancing areas. The fiddlers struck up a tune,

  and the whites danced with the whites, the blacks danced with the blacks.

  Jass looked for Lizzie, who seemed to dance with every young man but him.

  Easter kept her eyes on Jass. Sally sat with Mrs. Perkins and some other

  friends on the sidelines, while James mingled with his many business

  associates.

  After an hour or so, the band took a break, and the slave choir assembled

  to sing spirituals for the guests while they ate.

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  Listening to the sweet music as he was helping himself to some food,

  something puzzled Jass. It was silly that niggers don't have souls, he

  thought, yet they're encouraged to sing about heaven. But he was hungry,

  and the smell of spit-roasted hog distracted him.

  Easter was in line at the black table, piling her plate with food. Or

  rather, she was a fixture at the black table because she was bored again

  and the food tasted wonderful and eating helped pass the time. She was also

  enchanted by some of the conversations around her.

  "Why, this sho' am beautiful," said an elegantly dressed slave. "Sweetest

  chicken I evuh et," said another. Easter giggled, and suddenly she longed

  to be at home, in her simple house with her simple friends. This world was

  too complicated for her.

  "Ain't this the prettiest night?" she heard someone say, and knew who it

  was. Eyes wide, mouth full, she turned to Reuben.

  "But not as pretty as you," he said, and winked at her. Easter was shocked,

  not because he winked but because he winked at her. Surely he didn't think

  she was pretty?

  "Don't believe I evuh heard yo' name?" He really was very handsome, Easter

  decided.

  "My name is Easter," she said, in fair imitation of Lizzie. "And I am with

  the Jacksons."

  "My, my," Reuben said, suitably impressed. "The Nashville Jacksons, of

  course?"

  "Why, no," she said, pleased with herself. "Massa James Jackson of Alabama

  is my Massa, and I think I hear my Missy callin' me now."

  She walked away, feeling that she'd handled him a lot better this time, and

  went looking for Jass.

  Who was looking at Lizzie. Sitting in a little arbor, surrounded by

  enthusiastic young men of Jass's age, Lizzie looked wonderful. She seemed to

  have grown up a little over the summer, and had taken particular care with

  her dress for this occasion, palest blue, like her eyes, with elegant frills

  in flowing muslin. She was handling her beaux with great aplomb, and Jass

  decided he would not give her the pearls. They were not good

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  enough. That lovely neck demanded emeralds or rubies at least, if not

  diamonds.

  "I declare, Miss Lizzie, you grow more lovely every time I see you," a

  pimply young man said to her.

  "Why, thank you, Chester. You must be nearly old enough to shave by now."

  Lizzie simpered like lemon.

  Chester blushed, and the others laughed. Another young man stepped up to

  her execution block.

  "I've been shaving for years now, Miss Lizzie," he said in his deepest

  voice.

  "Then you should try to grow a mustache, Anthony," Lizzie purred. "it

  might make you look a little older."

  The others laughed at Anthony now, led by Chester. Lizzie looked around

  for another victim and saw Jass.

  "Is that the Jackson boy I see over there?"

  Jass sprang forward. "Yes, Miss Lizzie," he offered.

  "Fetch me a little more chicken," Lizzie hardly looked at him, and waved

  her empty plate in the air. Jass grabbed it.

  "I'd be delighted, Miss Lizzie, if you'll save a place for me on your

  dance card tomorrow." Jass had decided to bargain.

  "Why, sir, I told you, my card is full." Lizzie was better at haggling,

  and sighed and looked helpless. "But I would die for a little more

  chicken."

  Jass had no counteroffer, and capitulated. "Right away, Miss Lizzie," he

  said, and turned toward the food table.

  "An uppity boy, but useful," Lizzie told her swains, and they all laughed

  at Jass now.

  As Jass piled chicken on Lizzie's plate, Easter, who had overheard

  Lizzie's last remark, sidled up to him.

  "Why yo' wastin' yo' time with her?" she demanded. "She's jus' playin'

  with yo', laughing at yo'."

  Jass looked at her, and, his vision blurred by the heady company, he saw

  only a bothersome slave girl in a cheap frock. She had no place in this

  world, his world. She had no idea of the complex forces that were driving

  him to a friendship, at least, with Lizzie, and perhaps something more.

  How could he make her understand? He didn't understand it all himself.

  "Keep your place, Easter," he told her sharply. "You're too young, you

  wouldn't understand."

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  He walked away. If they'd been in the weaving house, Easter might have hit

  him, or at least put a double dose of iodine on his cuts, but they were

  here, in public, and anyway, things had changed between them. She had

  never seen that look in his eyes before, and it frightened her, because

  she saw she was irrelevant to him. She had been reminded, by him, of her

  true place in his life, and it hurt.

  The band had started to play again, and couples were dancing. Easter

  wandered on the edge of it, longing for some young man, preferably Jass,

  to come along and sweep her onto the dance floor. A young man did, but

  it wasn't Jass.

  "May I have the honor?" Reuben asked, offering his arm. Easter hesitated

  for only a moment.

  "Why, suh, I believe yo' may," she said, and smiled her most dazzling

  smile. He led her onto the dance floor, and they danced
and danced, and

  Easter put aside her cares and had a wonderful time, although she had on

  one occasion to tell Reuben very sharply to keep his hands where they

  belonged. But she could not rid her mind of Jass.

  Almost everybody had a good time that night, except James. He had been in

  a party mood, looking forward to an evening of fun and laughter, a little

  too much to drink, a few dances with Sally, and good talk with friends and

  associates.

  He'd had fun at the beginning, and laughed a good deal. He'd danced with

  Sally and had drunk a little too much. Perhaps because of the drink, the

  talks with his male friends depressed him.

  It was only natural, he supposed, that the most frequent topic of

  conversation was Andrew. It was Andrew's house, Andrew's slave who was

  getting married, and Andrew's party in absentia, but there was more.

  Andrew strode through all their lives like a colossus, and gave the

  younger men a sense of what it must have been like in the glory days of

  the Revolutionary War, which some of the older men present remembered,

  and the War of 1812, which younger men could recall. It was Andrew who

  had paid off the national debt incurred in those wars. It was Andrew who

  had broken the power of the central bank. It was Andrew who was the

  champion of their

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  right to rule themselves, it was Andrew who understood the power and purpose

  of the original Constitution, because he personally knew many of the men who

  had framed it, and it was Andrew, single-handedly, many believed, who was

  ridding the country of the red-skinned savage, by whatever means necessary,

  fair or foul.

  It was there that so many of the arguments began, old arguments that James

  had heard so many times before and wanted so desperately not to hear again.

  It was generally agreed that most of Andrew's methods for removing the In-

  dians were foul, but whether this was admirable or reprehensible depended

  on your point of view. What shocked James was the general acceptance that

  he had some proof of the illegality of at least one of Andrew's treaties.

  How can so many people know what is in a private correspondence? he thought

  angrily, and walked off into the night, to be alone.

  It was Becky Perkins who saw him leave and pointed it out to Sally, who was

  puzzled. James had been in a remarkably good humor when they had danced

  together earlier, but Becky thought he had left angrily. When he'didn't

  return after twenty minutes or so, Sally went looking for him.

  She found him at Rachel's tomb. She hadn't really looked anywhere else. She

  guessed that something someone had said about Andrew had made him angry,

  and whenever he had been angry with Andrew in the past, it was to Rachel he

  had gone. It was a pretty night, a cloudless, star-spangled sky, and she

  could hear the revelers in the distance, but it was peaceful here in this

  quiet cemetery.

  Sally didn't speak; she was sure James knew she was there. It was the first

  time she had seen the completed monument. It had a terrible finality to it,

  and for a moment she missed Rachel dreadfully.

  "She chose this spot herself," James said after a while. "I think she knew

  she would not make old bones."

  He was silent again. He looked at the stars, and then at his wife.

  "How can he bear to be without her?" he said suddenly. "I could not live

  without you."

  Sally moved to him and he put his arm around her. Just for

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  a moment, she felt a spark of anger with his procrastination, but it quickly

  passed, for his sensible caution in all things was one of the reasons why

  she loved him.

  "You must finish it," she said. "Whatever it is between you and Andrew, you

  must resolve it, once and for all. -It is Andrew, isn't it?"

  James nodded.

  "Put an end to it, my dear," she implored him. "For your own sake if not

  for mine."

  James looked at her, and knew he had not treated her fairly.

  "I promise," he said.

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  The revels lasted until almost dawn, and some of the young bloods didn't

  bother going home but bunked at the Hermitage, wherever they could find a

  bed. So there was a slightly faded air about the guests when they assembled

  at the Hermitage again the next day to witness the wedding; a little starch

  had gone from their clothes, and because of the success of the previous

  night, a little of the stiff formality from their behavior. No one took the

  wedding quite seriously, except perhaps the celebrants. For the whites it

  was only a couple of niggers jumping the broom, however well connected one

  of those niggers might be, and for most of the blacks, it was the only real

  party they had ever been invited to, no matter how restricted the

  celebration was.

  They all assembled on the cleaned-up lawn and looked anxiously at the

  approaching rain clouds. Gracie, lovely in her white gown, was given away

  by Andrew junior, but Alfred, never nervous about anything, was in such a

  state of jitters he forgot her name in the ceremony and had to be prompted

  by Cap'n Jack. Everyone laughed, even the white minister conducting the

  service, and only Jass puzzled for a moment as to why two soulless niggers

  would have a church wedding. At

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  the end of the formal service, Cap'n Jack and Sarah brought the broom, and

  Alfred and Gracie jumped over it into the land of matrimony. Married at

  last, he kissed her, the crowd cheered, and the rain started.

  "Into the bam, " Andrew junior yelled, and everyone made a dash for

  cover.

  The huge barn had been made ready in case of this very eventuality, and

  everyone was in a jovial mood. The week had been a howling success, and

  on this, the last day of the festivities, they were all prepared to let

  their hair down, have a good party, and then go home. Nature had helped.

  Even amid all this benevolent goodwill, the rules of race absolutely

  prevailed; they were as natural as breathing to all these people, white

  and black. Some pretension had been abandoned though. When old Mr.

  Morissey's slave, pushing the Bath chair, tripped on his way to the bam,

  sending the old man sprawling into the mud, several young men, white and

  black, rushed out into the downpour to help, and together carried the

  complaining veteran into the bam.

  When the band started to play the first tune, a lively reel, Alfred led

  Gracie into the center of the bam, and everyone oohed and aahed, as was

  proper, but no one was sure of the protocol, and it was the blacks who

  broke the impasse and followed the dancing couple's lead, never for one

  moment crossing the invisible line that had been drawn by some unseen

  white hand down the middle of the room.

  "What the hell," cried Andrew junior. "Can't let the niggers have all the

  fun." He took Sarah's hand and they joined in the dance.

  It was
all reels and gavottes and polkas, and a furious determination to

  have a good time. Jass was in the thick of it, and asked half a dozen

  young ladies to dance, and to his surprise, they all accepted. Lizzie,

  who was bored with her callow partners, became rather jealous, and

  eventually she did the unthinkable. During a small break in the music,

  she went to Jass, who was chatting happily with his most recent partner,

  and informed him that she had managed to squeeze him into her dance card.

  The band struck up again, Jass grinned broadly, positively glowing with

  perspiration, Lizzie thought, and he grabbed Lizzie and whirled her onto

  the floor.

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  "I didn't say it was this dance," Lizzie protested, but Jass only laughed.

  "I don't care," he said, and suddenly Lizzie didn't care, for his

  enthusiasm was infectious, and she danced as enthusiastically as he.

  "My, but they make a handsome couple," Becky Perkins said, watching from

  the sidelines with Sally and some other older women. The fellow hens

  clucked approvingly.

  "Nonsense," Sally snapped, "they're both far too young." She looked at Jass

  and Lizzie, dancing with teenage energy, and thought she had never seen her

  son so happy.

  Easter was miserable. She'd spent most of the time hiding from Reuben, whose

  hands, she had discovered last night, were far too inquisitive. Every time

  she'd sneaked a look at the dance floor, she'd seen Jass with a different

  partner, and now he'd been with Lizzie three dances in a row. Jass was so

  clearly having a good time that Easter was now jealous not of Lizzie but of

  the good time. Something inside her snapped. She was young, here was a

  chance to enjoy herself, and even if Reuben did have wandering hands, they

  couldn't wander too far or else she'd yell for her father. She knew he was

  looking for her, and moved to a position where he could find her.

  "Bin looking for you everywhere," he said.

  Easter feigned indifference. "You ain't the only nigger I dances with."

  He grinned happily. "You ain't dancin' now," he said, and offered her his

  arm.

  Easter was about to accept, but she heard the music and saw that the dance

  was one she didn't know. She hadn't had much teaching, a few lessons with

  Sassy and the occasional improvised hop in the slave quarters, and while

  she could manage simple jigs, this was a dance she hadn't seen. It looked

  complicated: With lots of whooping and hollering, people would swirl about

  with one partner, and then at some signal Easter couldn't pick up, would

  change to another partner and swirl about with them.

  Reuben saw the tiny doubt in her eye, and correctly guessed the reason.

  "It's easy," he assured her. "I c'n-teach you."

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  Easter, longing to dance, accepted his assurance. "I hopes yo'c'n teach

  yo' hands to mind their manners, too," she sniffed, and followed him to

  the floor.

  He taught her quickly, or she learned fast, and oh, it was fun. The

  general mood infected her: This was the last day, tomorrow they'd be

  going back home to dull normality, and Easter was determined to make the

  most of these last few moments. She threw herself into the dance with an

  abandon that rivaled Jass's energy, only partly in the hope that if he

  caught sight of her, he would see she didn't need him to have a good

  time.

  He did catch sight of her, and she him, and he waved happily, as if

  pleased to see her enjoying herself, and she waved back and swung toward

  her next partner, and into his arms, and into what seemed to be, for a

  few moments, the end of the world.

  For she had crossed the invisible line. She stared at the incredulous

  white man in horror, and immediately all her training leaped to the fore.

  "I so sorry, Massa," she said, and tried to get away, but he would not

  let her go. It was Easter's misfortune to have danced into the arms of

  Ralph Morissey, who had inherited all his father's intolerance and

  prejudices.

  "Does anybody own this nigra?" he roared, and the party came to a stop.