Judy closed the fridge and glanced at the black Kit-Kat clock. Usually it made her smile, but not tonight. Tonight it meant she was getting nowhere, struggling to multiply while her best friend was fighting for her life. Judy looked at the telephone and considered calling the hospital again. She’d called ten minutes ago and they’d told her Mary was in intensive care after surgery. There would be no new news.
Judy popped a chocolate chip cookie into her mouth from a crinkled Chips Ahoy bag on the counter. Her thoughts returned to Marta. The TV news had reported she’d been missing for hours. Judy felt a twinge. She considered telling the cops about the notebook, but they wouldn’t do anything about it tonight in this weather. Besides, Judy sensed Marta was alive. She remembered the endless demands Marta had made during the Steere case. People like Marta survived. It was the people around them who succumbed.
Still, where was Marta? What had she learned about Steere? Judy stopped her munching and reflected how dopey she’d been to fall for that lie about the D.A. Marta must have learned that Steere killed Darning, but she couldn’t figure out why either. Judy sensed they were working on answering the same questions right now. Where could Marta be? Could she make sense of these numbers?
Judy’s confused gaze met those of the man in a glossy print thumbtacked to the wall over the kitchen counter, Cézanne’s Self-Portrait in a White Cap. She had bought the print at the art museum because she liked the look in the painter’s eyes. They were brown as chocolate-covered almonds, and Cézanne’s short, layered brushstrokes projected assurance and solidity. When Judy had stood close to Cézanne’s paintings at the show, she could see the thickness of the paint and how the artist had waited for one layer to dry before applying the next. Waiting and painting, reworking and recombining the pigments. So different from her favorite artist, Van Gogh. Cézanne knew what he wanted to do but unlike Van Gogh it came from his head, not his heart.
There was a lesson in it. Judy had to disengage her heart and start using her head. Forget about her math anxiety and Mary and Marta and figure this puzzle out. Solve it. She looked anew at the first page of the book just as the doorbell rang. Startled, she turned toward the sound, her pencil poised. Who could it be? Judy felt edgy again.
She dropped her pencil and eased off the kitchen stool, away from the apartment door. On the way she grabbed her portable phone from its cradle, ready to dial 911. Would the police answer on a night like this? Would anybody? She slid a carving knife from the butcher block.
The bell rang again from downstairs. Judy wasn’t sure what to do. She wasn’t buzzing anybody in blind. There was no intercom downstairs, her building being older. Judy tiptoed to the window and peered at the street from behind the snowy sill.
43
Assistant District Attorney Tom Moran’s life had become a living hell. Torture without rest, suffering without relief. Constant screaming and crying pierced his eardrums. He hadn’t slept all night and was sweating like a beer bottle in summer, so stifling was the tiny rowhouse in East Falls. His mother-in-law had cranked up the heat because it was the first night his daughters were home from the hospital. Ashley and Brittany Moran. Twins.
Holy Mary, Mother of God. His mother-in-law, in her quilted robe, held the newborn Brittany, whose agonized screams filled the living room. His mother, in her flannel nightgown, held the newborn Ashley, whose agonized screams filled the dining room. Wandering between the two rooms in pajamas, like lost souls in purgatory, were his tipsy father-in-law, who peaked as a high school quarterback for Cardinal Dougherty, and his angry father, who couldn’t be in the same room with his mother since their divorce. Satan was present in the form of his sister-in-law, who allegedly came to “help” for the night and brought her three little devils. God only knew where his wife Marie was.
“Tom! Tom! We need two receiving blankets in the living room! They’re in the nursery!”
Tom ran to fetch the receiving blankets, whatever they were. He didn’t bother to figure out who was making the demand. There were so many demands for him to meet, their source was academic. His tie flying, Tom bolted upstairs to the nursery he hadn’t finished painting. On the stairs he almost tripped on one of the devils, who was corkscrewing his index finger into his freckled nose. “Don’t do that, Patrick,” Tom said to his nephew.
“Shut up, dorkhead,” the kid muttered.
Tom turned on the stair, but he didn’t have time to go back. He hit the nursery at full speed and sidestepped the baby gifts and paint cans. Marie had been after him to get the cans out before the twins were born, but the Steere trial took all his time. Only two of the nursery walls were Blush Rose and only half the baseboards were Cotton Candy. Meantime Tom had probably lost the fucking Steere trial. He’d stood in front of enough juries to know they weren’t with him and he was too tired to give a shit.
“Tom! Tom, bring two pacifiers when you come down!”
Tom tripped across the shaggy pink rug to the changing tables. Underneath were shelves full of disposable diapers, Desitin, and baby powder. He shoved it all around but didn’t see any receiving blankets. Or what else? Pacifiers. Meanwhile, all hell was breaking loose on the Steere case. The security guards got dead, DiNunzio got shot, and Richter went AWOL. Where the fuck were the pacifiers?
He searched the soft toys and baby gifts on the floor. No receiving blankets and it was time to receive. Tom tore through the baby gifts. A pink rattle flew in the air, then a pink playsuit. Everything was a rosy blur. Marie wanted girls, so at least she should be happy. That used to make Tom happy, giving Marie what she wanted. Providing, fixing, doing. That was his job. But this twin thing went too far. Now the Steere case was exploding and he was snowed in. With the screaming twins. In Baby Hell.
“Tom! Tom, the blankets! And the pacifiers!”
Tom chucked a fluffy white bear to the side. He was an assistant district attorney of a major metropolitan area. He had attended St. Joe’s University and Villanova Law. He had ambitions to be a Common Pleas Court judge. He had no room for a baby in his life, much less two. He drop-kicked a pink elephant.
And now Tom was going to lose Steere, he knew it. The indictment shouldn’t have been brought in the first place. The best thing I can do for you, his boss had said, is to give you a case nobody can win. Then you don’t look bad when you lose. Try this case for me, Tom. I’ll remember you did. That’s what his boss had said, but he failed to add that falling on your sword was vastly overrated as a career move. Plus you’re the one that has to go to work the next day with your spleen in your hand.
“Tom! Tom! The blankets! And the pacifiers!”
Tom rummaged on a flowery chair until he found two pink blankets that were too light to keep even a doll warm. He ran downstairs with them and stopped when he saw the devil sitting on the stair, finger still embedded. “Hey, little dick,” Tom said under his breath. “Find any diamonds?”
“Mom!” the kid wailed, and ran screaming.
Tom ran down to the living room where putrid, sulfurous smells arose from the screaming and crying. The air reeked of yellow baby shit, like mustard gas, and he detected a wheaty new stench, puked-up formula. The babies vomited like volcanoes — gastric reflux, according to his mother-in-law — and the lava on Tom’s shoulder was already rancid. The house was so damn hot and his mother-in-law wouldn’t let him open a window — Are you crazy? — because of the draft on the twins. Tom handed the battle-ax the blankets and fled on foot.
“You forgot the pacifiers. I said pacifiers!”
Tom veered left and hustled back to the stairway. He knew he was supposed to be happy but he wasn’t. Everything had changed overnight. His wife had blown up like a balloon. His house was swollen with people. His career had been warped out of shape by the Steere case. He’d been working like a dog for a year now, unfortunately the same time as Marie got pregnant. He knew there would be some point when he would feel happy, but that time hadn’t happened yet.
Tom raced across the nursery to the two pin
k dressers against the unpainted wall and tore open the first drawer by its bunny knob. Inside were itty-bitty undershirts and little hooded sleepers. He mushed them around. The twins wailed louder, shrill cries of the colicky floating up from the depths.
“Tom, the pacifiers!”
He dashed to the two Toys “” Us bags beside the two cribs. The white bags bulged like Santa’s sack. A long receipt was stapled to the bag and Tom looked at the sticker in shock. Two hundred bucks!? He ripped into the bag. Two animal mobiles to make the babies calm. Two black-and-white cubes to make them smart. Two blue bunnies to make them sleepy. Two pacifiers to shut them up.
“Tom, hurry!”
Tom tore out of the room with the pacifiers and raced down the stairs. How would they afford two kids on his salary? Twice as many tuition bills. Double the doctor bills. Twice the clothing bills. Two weddings. Tom handed off the pacifiers, his wallet reeling.
“Tom! Get a water bottle!”
Tom ran to the kitchen where Marie sat at the table, engulfed by her sister and father. She winked at Tom from the center of their freckled circle. Everybody in Marie’s family winked like they had Tourette’s. Tom winked back and twisted on the tap. He had long ago stopped recognizing his wife, whose slim body vanished with their sex life. Marie had retained enough water to fill a swimming pool. Tom ran a shaking index finger under the tap.
“Tom! Tom! In here!”
Tom spun on his wingtips like a gyroscopic father. He didn’t know where the sound was coming from, which demand to meet, the twins or the Macy’s-balloon wife’s or the bitchy mother-in-law’s. Tom! Tom! Tom!
“Tom! The phone! The office!”
“Shit.” The office? The jury? The judge? The pacifiers? Tom left the water running and raced into his study, where the two other devils were drawing on his briefs with a crayon. SHIT FUCK PISS, they were writing. “Sean, Colin, stop that,” Tom said. He took the crayon out of Sean’s hand and gave him a scissors, then handed Colin a letter opener and shooed them both out of the room. Tom picked up the bottle, uh, the phone. “Hello?”
“TOM!” boomed a man’s voice over a speaker-phone. It was Bill Masterson, district attorney of the City of Philadelphia. Masterson’s basso profundo echoed like the Wizard of Oz. Tom went weak in the knees. Oh, no. The only time Masterson called his assistants was to fire them. “Tom, you’re not here!” Masterson bellowed.
“I will be. I’m on my way.”
“I’m in, but you’re not. I don’t get it. Where are you, Moran?”
“At home.”
“Why are you there? Get your ass here!”
“Uh, they’re still plowing me out.” Tom squinted out the window. Two cops were directing a snowplow down his street. The blade had fallen off the first plow and they had to jerry-rig another. “I’ll be right in.”
“Why the fuck were you there in the first place?”
“My wife had twins, sir.”
“I don’t care. Get in here. Steve told me you’d be here an hour ago.”
“They sent a car for me, but it couldn’t get through—”
“I don’t care. You shouldn’t have left the office.”
“I thought I had time. The jury was out.”
“I don’t care. Don’t you get it? Why the fuck did you leave the office?”
“To check on my wife and babies.”
“I don’t care. Why do you think I care?”
Tom broke a sweat. The twins howled in the background. “Tom!” someone yelled. “TOM!”
“Tom!” Masterson barked. “You tried Steere, yes?”
“Yes.”
“So why am I the one in the office? I don’t get it. You tried the case, but I’m in the office. You work for me, yes?”
“Yes.”
“You work for me, but I’m the one in the office. I don’t get it, do you?”
“No,” Tom said. “Sorry—”
“Look, I don’t care. Steve took a call from Judge Rudolph’s law clerk. There’s an emergency hearing scheduled. Get your ass to the office. You hear?”
“Yes.”
“You hear me, Tom?” Masterson said, and the speakerphone clicked off.
“TOM!” someone yelled, and he picked up his briefcase and ran.
44
Marta sat in the truck with her flashlight, the nautical map, and a skinny ruler she’d found in one of Christopher’s tool chests. The ruler was double-edged and easy to read, even if it reeked of whatever comes off the bottom of horses’ hooves. She checked the time. 4:15 in the morning. Oh no. She was running out of night. Would Christopher change the jury’s vote? Could he turn the tide?
Marta squinted at the calculations she’d made in the map’s margin. The numbers swam before her eyes. Her logic had gone fuzzy a half hour ago. She’d tried to calculate the yards from the coastline to the pinhole, then stopped when she realized how witless that was. She had no idea where the coastline was, with the tides and the storm and the spin of the earth’s rotation and the moon in the seventh house. Her brain had melted to yogurt. Her head thundered from her wounds and the sheer effort of staying awake.
Hold on. There was another way. She could go back to Steere’s home office and find the deed, which would describe the plot of land exactly. Using it, she’d be able to calculate the yards from the house to the pinhole. That could work. It had to. She set the stuff aside, twisted on the ignition, and turned the truck around toward Steere’s house.
SSSHUNK! The shovel hit the first icy chunk of snow and Marta started digging. The storm had lessened but was still blowing off the sea. The surf crashed behind her. She could barely see the shovel in the light from the flashlight, stuck in the snow like a floor lamp. Digging for treasure may have been crazy, but Marta preferred to think of it as a long shot. She sensed something was under there and had to believe that her calculations, made from a reconciling of deed, blueprint, and nautical map, weren’t that far off. So she’d dragged Christopher’s horse manure shovel out to the middle of the beach, over dune and erosion fencing, and had begun to dig. There was no more time for geometry or numbers. There was no time for anything but action.
Marta pressed the shovel into the snow and drove it deeper with the bottom of her boot. Every muscle in her torso ached, but she had grown accustomed to the pain. She lifted the shovel, but she’d piled on too much snow in her haste and the snow slid off. Marta had shoveled snow in her childhood, but never in the dark before, or in a blizzard. By the ocean. With a man she’d killed down the beach.
Marta jabbed at the top layer of snow for a lighter load and threw it to the side successfully. The wind blew it off the nascent pile and carried it away from her hole. She went in for another load. The snow grew wetter the deeper she dug and felt heavier on the shovel. No matter, she told herself. She’d dug out three shovels of snow. Only 398,280 more to go.
SSHUNK! Marta tried not think about it. Bogosian, up the beach. Darning, his face frozen in death. Steere, and how she’d been fooled, or her other cases and clients. How she’d come to be on a beach in the middle of nowhere, attempting the impossible. She tried to convince herself she wasn’t dead tired, desperate, or a fool. At least she had done one thing right in this case; she made sure those girls were safe. Carrier and DiNunzio were probably home asleep in their beds.
Marta dug deeper, but was still into snow. When would she hit sand? A foot more, two? Then how far down would the treasure be? Two feet, three? She took another scoop. Her back was as sore as her ribs. She bent from the knee and took another heap of snow. Then another ten and another ten after that.
SHUNK! Sharp pains wracked her lower back and her arms felt like they were about to fall from their sockets. She was drenched with sweat under her coat. Her neck felt clammy where snow had melted under her collar. Wetness sluiced down her face and cheeks. Still she kept digging. Marta would dig all night if she had to. She might be wrong and she might be crazy, but she would not be denied.
Marta stared at the empty hol
e in the purplish light of dawn. Her body sagged and her faint shadow drooped on the snow. Her hair was drenched and her face was soaked. Salt air stung her eyes, and she told herself that was why tears kept welling up in them. It was almost dawn, probably about six o’clock. Marta had run out of time. Out of luck. It had all come down, it was all coming apart.
The hole was empty. A good four feet of dark, soggy sand, with water in the bottom, like a pool for a child’s sand castle. Marta had dug it out, then clawed it out. When her gloved hands slowed her, she stripped them off and used her bare hands until they were scraped raw and insensate. Nothing. There was nothing there. No treasure, no papers, no clue. No treasure chest full of incriminating evidence. It was all over. There was only emptiness.
The sky was bright now that the storm had passed. Soon the sun would climb the clouds and the world would wake up. Coffee machines would gurgle and toasters would ring. Fax machines would awaken convulsively. Computer screens would crackle to life, obeying encrypted instructions. Telephone lines were probably being repaired this very minute and roads plowed clean. The morning was a beginning to everybody else, but to Marta it seemed like the end.
The night had been dark and under its cover she had been free to move, to run. To search and dig. But dawn would bring police and questions. They would find Bogosian’s body. They would want her to account for the security guards at the office. They would want answers. It was all over. Steere had won. Marta had lost. There would be no justice.
She let the shovel fall to the snow. The sky was dim, the atmosphere thin. A frigid wind whipped off the sea, a blast so cold and dry Marta imagined it could kill germs. Disinfect the world, eradicating virus, disease, pestilence. Hate, grime, blood. Murder. The surf crashed behind her like someone tapping her on the shoulder. Marta answered, turning.