CONVERSATION
- Who is waiting for us? Those, in whose camp I am spending the night? - Usual good humor gradually returned to me.
- Yes, and not only they.
- Can we linger a little bit?
- You know that in this world punctual presence is not optional.
- Okay.
- I know your first question - why did I not save you. Yes?
- You are right.
- The answer is - I did not know. None of us knew what had happened. We were all here in the Himalayas. And Ryan flew up here, and Jesus. In Egypt, there were only Maria, you and your mom.
- But why did you not guess, when I did not wake up in that morning?
- You woke up.
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- Not only you was cheated. Imagine, we also can be misled. Some essence has captured your body, cleverly disguised as you. And Maria did not suspect anything.
The cheating would last longer, but two days later some anxiety was born in me. Usually you regularly think about me, though one thought, but sent. And here - two days of silence. It’s my fault - I had to guess. But we were too busy here in the Abode. And in the end I lost you.
I was looking at Oleg with wide open eyes. So that's how it all happened.
- Now do you understand?
- Yes I am. But many times I called you from below. Why did you not felt?
- I guess that all your calls were strongly blocked.
- But for what? Why am I needed them?
- More correct to ask - why are we needed them? For the same, for what all people are needed, and not only people. The whole universe. The answer is obvious - they want to live. And our Light is a direct threat to their existence. Naturally, they want to kill it at all costs. And you're very talented, fast-paced – they do not need one more mighty white magician in the Earth.
- I'm sick of this war! Will be the end of it?
- Yes. It will be finished. But not soon. The Earth - it is quite a quiet place. There are worse.
- I never thought that could be worse.
- Imagine. But situation on about half of celestial bodies of the universe is much more pleasant. And in heaven - there everything is generally another.
- I want to Heaven! And all to Heaven, the whole Earth!
- You are already by one foot there. You need just to end up. As for the Earth and for it the time will come. People should become wiser. That's when the sky itself will come down to Earth and then it will ascend up.
- How beautiful! And when this will happen?
- Any development occurs gradually. We should not hurry – do you remember what I said?
- Yes, I do.
Marina flew just behind us, so we were with Oleg as if alone.
- You know, after all that I gone through, I have learned patience. And I realized that I really love you, but not as a man but as a friend.
- That's what I was waiting for.
- My love was melted down and became more relaxed and sublime.
- Now you possess a cosmic sense of love, and it does not have sex. Any creature worthy of love and it is able to give it.
- One thing remains constant.
- What is it?
- My desire to be close to you, to follow as an assistant, learning from you.
- Life of Cosmic Magician is full of concerns and dangers. Are you ready to completely abandon yourself and devote your existence to salvation of millions of souls?
- I think so.
- Do not hurry, think carefully.
- I think this is the best profession in the world. When we with Marina rescued gnomes, I felt like I was the channel of universal love. Waterfalls of energy were flowing through me. As if I dissolve in everything, and everything in me. In order to go through like that, I'm ready to leave my former life. Especially because there was nothing that could not be forgotten. The only thing is my parents. My love for them is boundless, and I can’t lose them too. Is it possible to be a magician, and at the same time be a human?
- It is possible. About this I wanted to talk to you. We fly to the mighty beings. They will offer you a choice. I have no right to insist, but nevertheless you know my advice.
- What is it?
- You will learn.
And Oleg fell silent. He left for the judgment of my consciousness some mystery that could affect my future, my whole life. He did not want to decide for me and I appreciated his tact. Oh, Oleg...
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