Page 46 of The Barefoot Queen


  No. He hadn’t seen him, he had to admit. He should make sure. One night, when Almirante Street was shrouded in pitch-blackness, Martín drew close beneath the window that opened onto it.

  “They are waiting for instructions from Triana,” he told his father after waking him up at an ungodly hour when he returned home. “He is inside that house, I’m positive of it.”

  They weren’t going to unleash a war between families. That was the decision that, much to the young gypsy’s desperation, his father explained to him after taking the question to the heads of the other friendly families.

  “Son,” El Cascabelero tried to excuse himself, “I saw death in your eyes. I hadn’t been in a situation like that in a long time. I didn’t want you to die. I don’t want any of my family members to die. No one is willing to let one of his own die for a gypsy from Triana condemned to death for killing his daughter’s husband! Uncle Melchor … El Galeote is made of stronger stuff. He handed himself in for you. What will he think if after all that, after handing himself over to the Garcías, you or other Vegas died for him?”

  “But … they are going to kill him!”

  “Tell me: is he alive today?” asked his father in a serious voice.

  “Yes.”

  “That is what matters.”

  “No!” The young gypsy got up from his chair.

  “Promise me,” his father begged, trying to hold him back by grabbing his shirt, “that you won’t do anything that could put you in danger.”

  “You want me to promise it to the memory of my mother, a Vega?”

  El Cascabelero let him go and lowered his eyes to the floor.

  Since then, Martín kept patrolling around the house where they were holding Melchor. He couldn’t confront the Garcías. If he caught them by surprise maybe he’d be able to take on one, but not both, of the guards. Besides, there were women inside, and maybe more men. He even thought about starting a fire, but El Galeote would die with the others. He tried to get in through the back. He slipped into a tumbledown forge and studied the interior kitchen gardens. Impossible. There was only a little window and he didn’t even know if he would find El Galeote behind it. And what if he took his father’s horse, the one he used in the bullfights? He smiled at the image of himself attacking the little house on horseback. He also considered the possibility of reporting it to the constables, but his shoulders trembled at the mere thought, as if they wanted to shake off the idea. The days passed and Martín only managed to come up with harebrained schemes. A fifteen-year-old boy, alone, against an entire family. And when night fell, he would return to Comadre Street, defeated, mute, to find an even more oppressive silence; even the children seemed to have lost the spirit that pushed them to shout, play and fight.

  He didn’t give in. He kept going to Barquillo to insult the Garcías under his breath. At least he would be there. “It could take them over a month to get the instructions from Triana that you say they are waiting for,” Zoilo said. “Are you going to be there that whole time?” He didn’t answer his older brother. Of course he would be there! He owed his life to El Galeote! Perhaps then he would have an opportunity, when they took him out of the house to take him to Triana or when … Or were they going to kill him in their house?

  The night of the tenth day, after losing hope while patrolling the García house, Martín headed back toward Comadre Street. The whisper he thought he had heard became clearer as soon as he turned the corner of Real del Barquillo: a chorus singing the rosary in the street, just as he had heard so many times in the distance. Twice a day, morning and night, processions of Madrileños went from the many churches to roam the streets praying the rosary. There were close to fifteen hundred brotherhoods of all types in Madrid. The procession was heading up Barquillo Street, in the opposite direction. Martín thought about changing his route and taking a detour, as he always did. The street rosaries were known for pressuring those they met along the way to join them, sometimes with slaps if they were unwilling. The last thing he needed was to end that night praying the rosary with a pack of brutes! If two of those processions crossed paths, the groups of faithful would often end up punching and beating each other with sticks—that’s when they didn’t pull out their knives.

  Martín was about to change direction, but he stopped. An idea went through his head; Why not? he thought. He ran toward them and blended in with the people praying.

  “To Almirante Street,” he said through gritted teeth.

  Someone in front of him asked why.

  “There … those people are most in need of the …” He hesitated, not remembering what it was called. “… the illumination of Our Lady!” he managed finally, provoking a murmur of approval.

  “To Almirante Street,” he then heard transmitted from one brother to the next until it reached the head of the procession. Amid the chanting of the mysteries, Martín was surprised to find himself trying to look at the image of the Virgin that made its way between the torches. Did he want her help?

  He felt his knees grow weak as they approached the García house, walking slowly, all jammed together in the narrow alley. What if he wasn’t successful? He was gripped by doubt. The monotonous, repetitive chants made it hard for him to think clearly. They were almost there! El Galeote. The gypsy had saved him from certain death. He stepped out of the line and in the dark he kicked the door to the house hard, and it opened wide; he jumped in and, without even worrying about the surprised Garcías inside, he shouted as loudly as he could.

  “Fucking Virgin! Fuck the Virgin and all the saints!”

  The Garcías didn’t have time to lay a hand on him. They had barely stood up when a flood of angry, yelling people came into the house. Martín knelt down on the ground and started to cross himself desperately.

  “Them! It was them!” he howled, pointing to them with his free hand.

  The knives that Manuel García and his people showed were of no use to them. Dozens of indignant, enraged people leapt on the gypsies. Martín got up and looked for Melchor. He saw a closed door and went around the people who were mercilessly attacking the Garcías to reach it. He opened it. Melchor was standing there waiting for him, shocked, with his hands tied behind his back.

  “Let’s go, Uncle!”

  He didn’t give him time to react: he pushed him out of the room and pulled him toward the door. The members of the procession were busy with the Garcías; even so, some tried to block their way. “It’s them, them!” shouted Martín, distracting them as he slipped through the crowd. In a few steps they were in front of the door to the street, which was blocked by the throng.

  “This man …” Martín started to say, pointing to Melchor.

  The people at the door looked at him expectantly, waiting for his next words. Melchor understood the young man’s intentions and they both pounced on them at the same time, as if they were a wall.

  Several of the men fell to the floor. Martín and Melchor did too. The ones behind backed away. Others stumbled. Outside darkness reigned. The Virgin lurched. Most of the brothers shifted their attention to her image. Martín, covered by arms and legs, grabbed Melchor again, who couldn’t move with his hands tied behind his back, helped him up, stepped on several brothers and ran.

  Many didn’t understand what had happened. Among complaints and cursing they heard the sound of laughter disappearing down Almirante Street.

  YOUNG MARTÍN was surprised when Melchor, after thanking him for his help with a couple of sincere kisses, refused to go to El Cascabelero’s house and instead asked him to take him to Peligros Street.

  “OK, Uncle,” agreed the boy, stifling his curiosity. “But the other Garcías … when they get word of your escape …”

  “Don’t worry. You just take me there.”

  Eleven full days and nights. Melchor had kept track. Will she still be at the hostel? he thought as he hurried the boy. A disheveled Alfonsa, whom they got out of bed after banging repeatedly on the door to her apartment, dashed the gypsy’s hope
s. “She went with the cutter,” she said. “That’s what the washerwoman told me.” Caridad was gone. The guests came and went at the whim of their purses, which was often, by the way, she added when Melchor wanted to see the washerwoman. She knew nothing of the cutter either. Had she asked him for references when he showed up in the middle of the night with Pelayo and some black woman? There were countless possibilities as to Caridad’s fate that had occurred to Melchor while he was locked up, each more disquieting than the one before, yet none of them were that she had voluntarily left with another man.

  “It can’t be!” he spat out.

  “Gypsy,” replied the innkeeper with feigned weariness, “you abandoned her; you left her alone for several days. Why are you surprised she went off with another man?”

  Because I heard her sing. Because I was the only company she had. Because I loved her and she … Did he love Caridad? He had never admitted it, but he was sure he did, because of all the women he had known throughout his life, he had never felt, until being with Caridad, that union of body and spirit that gave his pleasure a hithertofore unknown dimension. If he didn’t satisfy his desire completely, he could quell that frustration by merely brushing the back of his hand on the morena’s cheek. It was absurd and alarming: constant desire and satisfaction, endlessly intermingling. Of course she loved him! Because he had heard her scream with pleasure; because she smiled at him and caressed him; because her singing was starting to lose the grief and affliction that seemed to haunt her.

  Alfonsa held the gypsy’s gaze, now saddened, missing the spark it had held the night he had showed up with Caridad. She had thrown out the cutter after finding out what had happened; she didn’t want scandals in her hostel. Then she had gathered Caridad’s things and taken the money she had in her bundle. Her documents ended up burning in the stove, and the red clothes and hat were sold off cheaply to a secondhand clothes shop. If the woman ever came back and denied her version, all she had to do was insist that that was what the washerwoman had told her. And if they asked about the bundle, she would just say that the cutter and the washerwoman had divided it up amongst themselves …

  “Uncle …” Martín tried to attract Melchor’s attention from the dismay he sensed in him. “Uncle,” he had to insist.

  “Let’s go,” said the gypsy, finally reacting but not before shooting a look, his eyes sparkling again but now with a terrifying gleam, at the innkeeper. “Woman, if I find out that you’ve tricked me, I will come back to kill you.”

  The boy headed toward Comadre Street.

  “Wait,” urged Melchor when they reached Alcalá Street. It was pitch black and an almost absolute silence reigned. El Galeote took Martín by the shoulders and faced him. “Are you planning on taking me to your father’s house?”

  Martín nodded.

  “I don’t think I should go there,” objected the gypsy.

  “But …”

  “You freed me and I will be grateful all my life, but you were the only one there, no other Costes men, no gypsies allied with the Costes family.” Melchor let a few seconds pass. “Your father … your father decided not to fight for me, right?” The boy’s gaze, glued to the ground, was enough of a reply for Melchor. “Going to his house now would only mean humiliating and shaming him, him and all your family.”

  Melchor left out the misgivings that were also filling him: if they hadn’t helped him, what guarantees did he have that they wouldn’t sell him out to the Garcías? Maybe not El Cascabelero, but those around him, those he had surely consulted before making the decision to abandon him to his fate. It wasn’t something he could have settled alone.

  “Do you understand?” he added.

  Martín lifted his head. He felt ashamed by his family’s attitude. “Yes,” he answered.

  “Don’t worry about me, I’ll land on my feet. I have to … I have to find someone.”

  “The morena?” Martín interrupted.

  “Yes.”

  “Is it the one they also condemned in Triana?”

  “Yes. Don’t mention it to anyone.”

  “I swear to it on my Vega blood,” declared the boy.

  He will be true to his word, Melchor told himself. “Good. The problem now is you.”

  Martín was confused by his words.

  “You have to disappear, boy. Here, in Madrid, they will kill you, one day or another. I know what I am going to say will pain you, but don’t trust anyone, not even your father. He, probably … surely he wishes you no harm, but he could find himself forced to choose between you and the rest of his family. You must leave Madrid. Go say goodbye to your father and leave, this very night if possible. Don’t look for protection in your family even in other cities, even if your father insists, because they will find you. I don’t know where there are other Vegas—I’m afraid they’ve all been arrested. But there is a place on the border with Portugal, Barrancos, where you will find protection. Take the road to Mérida and then head toward Jerez de los Caballeros. From there it is easy to reach. Look for a tobacco dealer named Méndez and tell him I sent you; he will help you and teach you the art of smuggling. Don’t trust him either, but as long as you are useful to him you won’t have any problems.”

  Melchor looked the boy up and down. He was only fifteen, but he had just shown greater fearlessness and valor than his own father. He was a gypsy. A Vega, and those of his line could take care of themselves.

  “Did you understand me?”

  Martín nodded.

  “Well, this is where we part, although I have the feeling we will meet again, if the devil doesn’t get me first.”

  Melchor still held him tightly by the shoulders. A slight tremble was transferred to the palms of his hands. He drew close to the boy and hugged him hard. The grandson his daughter hadn’t given him!

  “One more thing,” he warned him after they separated. “There are worse people out there than the Garcías. Don’t wield your knife until you’ve learned to use it well.” Melchor was shaken by the memory of the sudden attack at the inn, how he’d held the knife out in front of him like a pike. “Don’t let yourself be blinded by your rage in quarrels, that will only lead to mistakes and death, and remember that bravery is worth nothing if it’s not matched by intelligence.”

  THE DAWN found Melchor leaning against the wall of the salt-cod warehouse at the gap in the wall near Embajadores, with the gully behind the wall opening up at his feet. There the city ended; there he had hidden to spend the rest of the night after bidding farewell to young Martín. Weary, he had fallen into a sleep that was constantly interrupted by Caridad’s image. At some moments Melchor tried to convince himself of the impossibility of her running off with the cutter; at other times he was gripped by anguish when he tried to imagine where she could be. Remaining still, he tried to organize his thoughts: they would look for him—the Garcías and their allies would be looking for him; he couldn’t go to anyone for help and he didn’t have a penny. He didn’t even have his knife or his yellow dress coat. He sighed. Bad start. The Garcías had taken everything from him. He had to find Caridad. It’s not possible that she went off with another man, he told himself once again in the light of day, but then … why hadn’t she waited at the guesthouse? Ten, eleven, twenty days if need be. The morena was capable of that, she was as patient as the best of them and she had enough money to deal with all expenses. As a shiver ran up and down his spine, he rejected the thought that something bad had happened to her, that someone had forced themselves on her and killed her. No. The law, perhaps. Had she been arrested? In that case they would have arrested Alfonsa too for hiding her in a secret guesthouse; besides, the morena had her documents in order and never got into trouble—at least not voluntarily, smiled the gypsy, remembering the beaches of Manilva and the bags of tobacco they had stolen from her. He could only imagine … She was a tremendously desirable woman, voluptuous, black as ebony, showy and fascinating for a lusty city like Madrid. Any ruffian could make quite a profit off her. His stomach shr
ank and he trembled as he imagined Caridad being passed from man to man, disgracefully sold in any disgusting hole in the wall. He would find her! He got up stiffly, leaning on the wall. Absorbed in his thoughts, he hadn’t realized that the people of Madrid were already up and working. Below the gully, on a plain, they were trading livestock. He extended his neck and the breeze brought him the market’s hubbub and the neighing and braying of the animals, but not their scent, which was canceled out by what came from the salt-cod warehouse. The water the workers for the Provisions Board soaked the salted cod in, so it could later be sold, was tossed into the gully. Madrid consumed more cod than any other fish, including sardines, hake and tuna. The pious Spanish Christians paid enormous sums of money to their bitter enemies, the heretical English, for the supply of enough salted cod for their countless days of abstinence. The horses and the scent of fish made him think of Triana, the Guadalquivir, the pontoon bridge that linked it to Seville, the San Miguel alley and the gypsy settlement. There, among the orange trees, he had found Caridad. And Milagros, what had become of his girl? Had she forgiven him yet? José Carmona had deserved that stabbing. He sighed as he thought that Ana was the only one who could fix it. She was her mother. Milagros would listen to her … if he could get her freed.

  MADRID LIVED in its streets, which ended up becoming the gypsy’s home as well, blending into the army of beggars that populated them; he wore a splint on his right leg under his britches to fake a limp, and an old cloth cap and a worn blanket, both stolen, to cover part of his face even in the summer heat.

  Melchor set out in search of Caridad. He traveled through the neighborhoods of Madrid’s eleven districts. Whether in Lavapiés, in Afligidos, in Maravillas or any other, he spent the days sitting in the streets and plazas, attentive to the patrols of magistrates who could arrest him, as much as the daily comings and goings of Madrid’s women: to mass, to buy food, with jugs for water, to bake bread, to wash clothes, to sell the darning they did at home and on all sorts of errands; few of them remained inside their gloomy dwellings more than strictly necessary, and the gypsy listened to the din of their conversations and witnessed their numerous disputes.