"Are you out of your mind?" Benyawe shouted at Chubs.
Chubs turned to one of the crewmen, ignoring Benyawe. "I want every dart accounted for. No traces."
"Yes, sir."
The man and the other crewmen began removing the darts from the dead. Lem watched in amazement. No shock in their faces. No panic. Just quick unquestionable obedience. As if the crew had trained for moments such as these.
Benyawe stared at the standing corpses, then hurried to catch up to Chubs, who was moving for the ship. "You can't just shoot people like that and expect there to be no consequences," she said.
"The consequences of us staying here were far worse," said Chubs.
"They will come looking for us," said Benyawe.
Chubs stopped and faced her. "Who? The police? This is a weigh station, Doctor. We probably just did every store owner and trinket vendor the biggest service of their lives by killing off the thugs and criminals who have been pushing them around." He gestured to the dead. "These men are bad men. That simple enough for you? Probably murderers. Did you see the restaurant owner's face when Verbatov came in? The man was scared witless. There was a history there. By tomorrow, he and his store owner pals will be building a statue of us in our honor. Now, if you'd like to stay here and wait for the station security guard so you can apologize all formal like, be my guest. But this ship is leaving in six minutes or less, and I suggest you get on it."
Chubs went to the scanner Staggar had used earlier and called into his handheld. "Podolski, get out here."
In moments Podolski came out of the ship wearing the free-miner clothing Lem had purchased for him.
"Erase our existence," said Chubs, motioning to the scanner. "Every trace of this ship and our visit to this place is to be deleted. You understand?"
Podolski looked uneasy. He noticed the dead men at the end of the docking tunnel. "What's going on? What happened to those people?"
"It's nothing you need to concern yourself with," said Chubs. "Just do your job."
Podolski nodded.
"Now," said Chubs.
Podolski hopped to it, tapping at keys on the scanner.
Chubs turned to Lem. "You'll excuse me if I'm overstepping my authority here, Lem. It should be you giving these orders, not me."
Lem looked at Chubs, as if seeing him for the first time. "You're more than a ship's crewman for my father, aren't you?"
Chubs grinned. "You could say that."
"My father sent you on this mission to protect me. To keep me from getting myself killed."
"Basically," said Chubs.
Lem nodded. "Good. Keep it up." Lem turned to the gathered crew and spoke loud enough for all to hear. "My apologies, everyone. Our stay here is cut short. But frankly, if your day on this dump was half as unpleasant as mine was, getting back on this ship probably feels like a good idea."
Lem opened the airlock. Two of the crew went in first, carefully escorting Dr. Dublin inside. The other crew followed.
Podolski took another moment at the terminal then turned to Chubs. "Scanner's clean. We were never here."
Two crewmen came out of the ship wearing free-miner clothing.
"I took the liberty of choosing two of our best men," said Chubs.
"Good," said Lem.
Podolski looked frightened. "I've been thinking about this agreement we made," he said. "And I don't think it's a good idea anymore. This place isn't safe."
Chubs slapped him on the arm good-naturedly. "You'll be fine. Mangler and Wain here will provide all the security you need."
Lem regarded the two men. They stood there expressionless, like two cold soldiers. No, not like soldiers; they were soldiers. Father had loaded this ship with security personnel and Lem hadn't even known it.
"You can't leave me here," said Podolski. "What if these people think I'm responsible? What if they know I'm a corporate?"
Chubs and Lem joined Benyawe in the airlock.
"You'll be fine," said Chubs. "Think of this as a vacation."
Podolski opened his mouth and shouted a response, but the airlock door was already closed. Lem watched the man through the small window. Podolski looked panicked and furious. The two security personnel stood behind, not moving. Farther down the tunnel, Staggar and the other corpses stood with their boot magnets stuck to the floor and their arms out loose beside them.
"I don't suppose you're going to tell me why we're abandoning three of our crew," said Benyawe.
"Couldn't you tell?" said Chubs. "They wanted to stay."
*
Edimar flew down the corridor on El Cavador without looking at anyone. There were people all around her, going about their business, brushing past her, hurrying along their way, but Edimar pretended not to notice them. She couldn't bear to see their faces. Among them would be one or two people who still looked at her as if she were a fragile child. It had been months since Father's and Alejandra's deaths, yet there were still some in the family who always gave her that pitying look that said, "You poor thing. Your father and sister dead. You poor, poor child."
I am not a child, Edimar wanted to scream at them. I do not need your pity. I do not want your sympathy. Stop professing that you "know" what I'm going through or that you "know" what it feels like it or that you "know" how hard this must be for me. You don't know anything. Was it your father who was ripped open by an hormiga and left to bleed to death? Was it your sister who had likely been blown to bits or had the air sucked from her lungs? No, it wasn't. So stop pretending that you're some fountain of emotional wisdom who understands everyone's grief and pain. Because you don't. You don't know a thing about me. And you can jump in a black hole, for all I care.
She didn't mean it. Not that last part anyway. But she did hate the sympathetic looks and the mournful sighs they gave on her behalf, as if all life was hopeless now, as if nothing mattered in the world and she was resigned to spend the rest of her life wallowing in misery.
The single most infuriating moment had been when her aunt Henrika had told her, "It's all right, Edimar. You can cry." As if Edimar needed permission from this woman. As if Edimar had been damming back all of her emotion and was just waiting for some grown-up to cue her to open the floodgates. Oh thank you, Aunt. Thank you. How kind of you to grant me the right to cry in front of you and humiliate myself just so I can prove to you and your snotty, gossiping sisters that I am in fact sad. Happy, Auntie? Look, here's a tear, dropped from my very own eye. Take note. Spread the word. Edimar is sad.
It was so hurtful and demeaning and presumptive when her aunt had said it that Edimar almost had cried, right then and there in front of everyone in what would have been a burst of immediate tears. She had come so close. She could feel herself there at the precipice, so close to sobbing that the tiniest change in her breathing or the slightest tightening of her throat would have pushed her over the edge into uncontrollable sobs.
Yet fortunately, in some miraculous display of willpower, Edimar had kept her face a mask and not betrayed the horror and shock and pain she felt at Aunt Henrika's words. How could people, in an effort to be helpful, be so clueless of heart, so thoughtless and cruel?
It was especially infuriating because Edimar did cry. Every day. Sometimes for an hour at a time. Always alone in the darkness of the crow's nest where no one could see or hear her tears.
Yet apparently for the likes of Aunt Henrika, unless you're crying in front of everyone, unless you wore your grief on your sleeve and paraded your tears for all the world to see, you had no tears to shed.
Edimar turned a corner and pushed off a wall, shooting up the corridor. She knew she shouldn't be so petulant. No one was feigning sympathy. They all had her best interests in mind. Even Aunt Henrika, in her sad, condescending way. The problem was, the people who should shut up were the ones talking the most. It made Edimar grateful for people like Segundo and Rena and Concepcion, people who didn't baby her or even broach the subject of Father's and Alejandra's deaths but who simply asked her
about her work and told her about theirs. That's all Edimar wanted: to be treated like a person who could handle her situation instead of being expected to act like a sad, blubbery sack.
Dreo was waiting for her outside the dining hall. They had agreed to meet here before going on to Concepcion's office to give their report. After Father's death, Concepcion had asked Dreo to assist Edimar with the Eye whenever she needed it, and Dreo, like the eager commander he was, had relished this new authority. Edimar didn't need his help and certainly didn't want it, but Dreo still found opportunities to insert himself into her work. For propriety's sake, Dreo wasn't to visit Edimar in the crow's nest without another adult with him, and fortunately this had mostly kept Dreo away. Which was best. He knew next to nothing about how the Eye worked or how to interpret its data. He understood the operating system and nothing more. But just because you know how an oven works doesn't mean you can bake a souffle.
"Did you bring your holopad?" Dreo asked.
So he was going to treat her like a child again. She kept her face expressionless and held up the holopad for him to see.
"Good. Is the presentation on it?"
Did he really think her an idiot? Or was Dreo this patronizing with everyone? Aloud she said, "You're welcome to look at it if you want."
He waved the idea away. "If there are flaws, I'll talk through them. Let's go." He turned and moved for the helm, expecting her to follow.
How kind of you, thought Edimar. You'll talk through my "flaws." What a team player you are, Dreo. Good thing we have your great intellect to rescue us from my flawed presentation.
Edimar sighed. She was being bratty again. So what if Dreo is a pain. So what if he takes all the credit. The world could be coming to an end. There are more important matters than me getting my feelings stung.
They reached Concepcion's office and were invited inside. Concepcion wasn't alone. Segundo, Bahzim, and Selmo were also present as well.
"I've asked a few of the Council to join us," said Concepcion. "I want their input on this. I hope you don't mind."
"Not at all," said Dreo. "We prefer it."
It annoyed Edimar that Dreo would presume to speak for her. He was right of course; she did prefer more input. But Edimar hadn't expressed that to him, and she didn't like him making assumptions about her.
"We now know what the hormiga ship looks like," said Dreo. "It's close enough and moving slow enough for the Eye to create an accurate rendering. I'll let Edimar give the presentation, and I'll clarify points where necessary."
Oh, he'll "let" me give the presentation, thought Edimar. How kind. As if Dreo could give the presentation himself but was merely humoring a child, as if he knew the material better than she did, when in fact it was Edimar who had done ninety-five percent of the work. And he would clarify points? What points exactly? What did he know about the ship that she didn't?
She didn't look at him, worried that she might let her annoyance show. Instead she busied herself with the holopad, anchoring it to Concepcion's desk and raising the various antennae. When it was ready, she turned on the holo. A computer-rendered image of the hormiga ship appeared in front of them.
The room went quiet. As Edimar had expected, everyone had the same slightly baffled expression. The ship was unlike anything humans had ever conceived. It was a large, bulgy teardrop shape, seemingly smooth as glass, with its pointy end facing in the direction it was traveling. Near the front was a wide-mouthed opening that faced forward and completely encircled the tip.
"To give you a sense of scale," said Edimar, "here's what El Cavador would look like beside it." A rendering of El Cavador appeared next to the hormiga ship. It was like holding a grape next to a cantaloupe.
"How can a ship that big move that fast?" said Bahzim.
"It doesn't even look like a ship at all," said Selmo. "It's circular. There's no up or down. It looks more like a satellite."
"It's too big to be a satellite," said Segundo. "Besides, we know the pod came from inside the ship. How it left the ship at such a high speed is anyone's guess, but it must have. What stumps me is that I can't see any obvious entrances or exit points."
"What about this wide opening here at the front?" said Bahzim, pointing.
Segundo shook his head. "If I had to guess, I'd say that was a ram drive. Victor suspected the pod was powered by one, and this looks like a similar design. The ship scoops up hydrogen atoms, which at near-lightspeed would be gamma radiation, then the rockets shoot this gamma plasma out the back for thrust. It would be a brilliant propulsive system because you'd have an infinite amount of fuel, and the faster you move, the more hydrogen you'd pick up and therefore the more acceleration and thrust you'd generate."
"Scoop-field propulsion," said Concepcion.
"Is that even possible?" asked Bahzim.
"Theoretically," said Segundo. "It would only work on a ship built in space and intended for interstellar travel, though. You couldn't use a propulsion system like that to exit a planet or atmosphere. Too much G-force. You'd die instantly. But in a vacuum, you could accelerate quickly, safely. I wouldn't exactly call it a clean form of propulsion, though. It would be putting out massive amounts of radiation. You wouldn't want to fly behind it. Even at a great distance. If it's powered by gamma plasma, the plasma would likely interfere with electronics and sensors as far back as, say, a million kilometers or so. Stay in its propulsion wake too long, and it would cause tearing on the surface of the ship. And at closer distances, you'd probably get a lethal dose of radiation. Be right behind it, and you'd be disintegrated instantly."
"Lovely," said Selmo.
"What I don't understand," said Bahzim, "is how they can even see where they're going. I don't see any windows or visible sensors. The surface is completely smooth."
"It looks smooth, but it isn't," said Edimar. "At close inspection you can detect seams, indentations, and ridges. Like these circles." She typed a command, and four massive circles appeared on the ship, side by side, around the bulbous end of the teardrop. "We don't know what these are," she said. "Doors maybe. Or perhaps smaller ships that detach from the main ship. Whatever they are, they're massive."
"The whole thing is massive," said Bahzim. "Which makes me wonder about defense. How does it protect itself against collision threats? It would get pulverized by asteroids without a good PK system. But look at it. No pebble-killers. No guns. No weapons whatsoever."
"I couldn't discern any weapons either," said Edimar. "But it does have a PK system. I've seen it. Any object on a collision course is completely obliterated. Asteroids, pebbles, comets. All vaporized by lasers from the surface of the ship."
"The surface?" said Bahzim. "Where?"
"That's just it," said Edimar. "From anywhere on the surface. It can fire from any spot on the ship. It's like the entire ship is a weapon."
"How is that possible?" said Bahzim. "Lasers have to come from something."
Edimar shrugged. "Maybe there's some system below the surface that unleashes them. Maybe it has thousands of pores all over its hull that open and release the lasers. However it works, it's more powerful than anything humans have because it can fire as many of these as it wants at once. So instead of firing a single beam from two cannons like we do to hit a collision threat, the hormigas can fire a whole wall of laser fire."
The room was silent a moment.
"That's not exactly comforting," said Concepcion.
"Nothing about this is comforting," said Selmo.
"Do we know what the lasers are composed of?" asked Segundo.
"No," said Edimar. "But I don't think it's photons. Their beams can be up to a meter thick and they act differently than our lasers. If you're right about the ram drive, if they're using gamma plasma as propulsion, it's not far-fetched to suggest that they use coherent gamma rays as their weapons, too. I mean, why not? If they can harness gamma plasma for propulsion, why not harness it and laserize it as a means of defense?"
"Weapons and fuel from the s
ame substance," said Concepcion. "That's certainly economical."
"Laserized gamma plasma?" said Selmo "That makes our PKs sound like a joke."
"They are a joke," said Bahzim.
"The composition of the lasers is all speculation," said Dreo. "What we do know is that their lasers only target collision threats. The hormigas aren't blasting everything in sight. They're conservative with their fire. They follow the same protocol of any other ship in that regard. Unless the object is set to collide with them, they ignore it."
"That's good news for us," said Edimar. "We're moving in the same direction as it is alongside the starship's trajectory. We're not on a collision course. When it passes us, it should ignore us."
"Unless it's blasting every ship in sight," said Bahzim. "Just because it didn't blow up a bunch of rocks out there, doesn't mean it won't gun us. What do we know? Maybe its mission is to destroy every human ship it sees. It didn't exactly leave the Italians alone, and they weren't a collision threat, either."
"We won't be close to it when it passes," said Dreo. "We're moving parallel to its trajectory but at a great distance. It's never fired on anything remotely close to this range."
"So it will pass us before we reach Weigh Station Four?" asked Concepcion.
"Yes," said Edimar. "Which obviously means it will pass the weigh station before we reach the station, though not by much."
Concepcion turned to Segundo. "Any luck with the radio?"
They had been trying for weeks to contact the weigh station, but without any success.
"Radio's only working for short distances," said Segundo. "We've been sending out messages to the station, but all we hear back is static. There's a lot of interference."
"Maybe the hormigas are scrambling radio," said Bahzim.
Segundo shrugged. "Who's to say they even know what radio is? They may have another communication system entirely. Or the problem might be the radiation their ship is emitting. Maybe that's disrupting transmissions somehow. Even at this distance. I don't know."
"So the station still doesn't know the ship is coming?" asked Bahzim.
"Not unless they've detected it themselves," said Segundo. "Which is possible, but I doubt it. It's not heading directly for them--it will miss them by a hundred thousand kilometers--so their computers probably won't alert them. And you know the guys they have manning the control room. They're overworked dockworkers, picking up overtime. They're not experts like Toron or Edimar. If it's not a collision threat, what do they care? If I had to guess, I'd say the station is completely unaware."