Page 15 of The Rivers of Zadaa


  She left Alder and walked over to me. “Bokka is at rest,” she said before I had the chance to ask her. “I honored him in the traditional way.”

  I knew what that meant. She had cremated Bokka’s body, the same as we did with Kasha. I couldn’t begin to imagine how tough that was. I didn’t want to.

  “I’m sorry, Loor” was all I could say. “I wish I knew him better.”

  “In many ways he was like you,” she said. “He believed that good could be found in everyone. That was what I liked most about him.”

  I nodded.

  “Pendragon?” came a raspy voice.

  It was Alder. He was awake! Loor and I hurried to the bed to see that his eyes were open. They were unfocused and glassy, but open. I wasn’t sure if that was from the blood loss, or the wacky mind-numbing medicines the doctor had been pumping into him.

  “Water,” he croaked.

  I grabbed a cup and brought it to his lips. Alder raised his head to take a few sips, then dropped back down as if the effort were too much.

  “Weak,” he whispered.

  “I hear you,” I said. “But you’re gonna be okay.”

  At that moment Doctor Nazsha entered, along with Saangi.

  “He’s awake!” I announced.

  The doctor went right to Alder and did a quick exam.

  “I am amazed,” Nazsha said. “His wounds are healing.” He looked at me and added, “You and your friend have remarkable recuperative powers.”

  We did? When I was in that hospital it sure felt like my recovery took a long time. But then again, I’d never had my entire body pummeled and broken before, so I didn’t have any frame of reference.

  The doctor continued, “If there is no infection, I believe he will be fine.”

  Relief? Yeah, that’s an understatement. Even Saangi smiled. More surprising than that, Loor hugged me. Loor. Cold, professional Loor. I didn’t know if this meant she was warming up, or she was totally relieved that she wouldn’t have to witness the deaths of two friends. It didn’t matter. I hugged her back.

  Alder rasped, “I feel as weak as a baby.”

  Loor said, “Not for long. You are stronger than any Ghee.”

  The doctor said, “It will take time before you will be well enough to move. I will care for you until then.”

  Alder nodded and fell back to sleep. Lucky him.

  “Thanks, Doctor,” I said. “You did a good thing here.”

  Nazsha nodded and said, “I trust you will be as successful in your quest.” He left. The pressure was off. Alder would live. Knowing that, my mind instantly went to the challenge ahead.

  “I know this is tough to talk about,” I began. “But we have to. Bokka died trying to give us information. Something is going on with the Rokador. It was so important that he was killed by his own people to stop him from telling us.”

  “He said it was a nightmare,” Saangi added.

  “Right, nightmare,” I said. “Remind you of anyone?”

  “Saint Dane,” Loor said.

  “Yeah, Saint Dane,” I echoed. “Tell me about Kidik. It’s a city, right?”

  “It is the seat of Rokador power,” Loor explained. “Not many Batu have been there. I have never seen it myself.”

  I took Bokka’s map from where I was keeping it, inside the chest piece of my Ghee armor. I unfolded the parchment to see that it looked like a crude road map. But rather than roads, this map showed tunnels. Hundreds of them. Some wider than others. It was pretty extensive, too. Imagine looking at a road map with no markings other than the roads. No landmarks, no mountains, and certainly no rest stops with a McDonald’s. The route to Kidik was traced in red.

  “Bokka has shown us the way,” I said. “He said we’d find the truth at the center, beyond Kidik. Do you know what that is?”

  “No,” Loor said.

  I looked to Saangi. She shrugged.

  “Well,” I said, “I think we have to go find out.”

  “We are going to Kidik?” Saangi asked, eagerly.

  “Not you,” Loor answered. Saangi wanted to argue, but Loor cut her off fast. “Stop!” she commanded. “That is my decision. You must remain here to care for Alder. When he is well enough to move, you must bring him to the flume and send him home.”

  “Uh, but don’t use the flume yourself,” I added, just in case.

  “But Loor—”

  “That is final!” Loor said. She meant it. Saangi realized it and backed off.

  “Let’s go now,” I said. “I’m ready.”

  “Not just yet,” Loor said. “Tonight is the Festival of Azhra, remember? You have been personally invited to attend by Pelle a Zinj. I believe we should go.”

  “What?” I shouted. “We finally have a hint that might lead us to Saint Dane and you want to go to a party? Bokka died to give us this information. We have to go!”

  “I agree,” Loor said. “But I believe the one person who will determine whether or not the Batu go to war with the Rokador is Pelle a Zinj. The royal family always makes a ceremonial presentation and a speech to the city at the festival. I believe it would be wise for us to hear what he has to say.”

  I couldn’t argue with that. If Pelle a Zinj was going to make a big speech to the whole city, he wasn’t going to be talking about sports. Loor was right. This speech might tell us if war was near.

  “Okay,” I said, reluctantly. “I guess whatever is down there can wait a day.”

  Loor said, “Saangi, I know you are disappointed, but Alder is a Traveler, and a friend. We need him, and he needs you. You must stay with him until he is well enough to move.”

  “I understand,” Saangi said. “Forgive me for arguing.”

  Loor smiled and said, “I would have been surprised if you did not.”

  I was happy that Loor had ordered Saangi to stay, and not just because Alder needed her help. I wouldn’t say anything, but after being fooled so many times on the other territories, I wasn’t a hundred percent sure that Saangi wasn’t actually Saint Dane in disguise. I didn’t think she was, but there were a lot of other people I never suspected either. I wasn’t to the point where I was paranoid about everybody. That would have made me nuts. But I’m to the point where if somebody gets too close, I get suspicious. For those reasons, it was better that Loor and I traveled to Kidik alone.

  She and I left the hospital, doing our best to keep clear of people. At least I didn’t have to hide under the heavy, dark robe anymore. Between my darkened skin and my Ghee warrior clothes, I fit right in. Sort of. I still wore a small hood over my head. Tan or no, I didn’t have the features of a Batu.

  The sun was beginning to rise over Xhaxhu. Loor and I went back to her home in the Ghee warrior complex and made the really smart decision to get some sleep. The festival wouldn’t begin until sunset and there was no telling when we’d get another chance to rest. Now that our path was set, and Alder was healing, I was actually able to conk out and get some much-needed sleep. I lay down on a grass mat in front of Loor’s fireplace and drifted off instantly. No thinking. No dreaming. No foosball. I don’t think I moved for hours. The rest of the day I was comatose, enjoying a deep, healing sleep that was long in coming.

  The next thing I knew, Loor was kneeling by me, gently nudging me awake.

  “It is time to prepare,” she said.

  “Prepare what?” I asked. “Are we supposed to bring dip or something to this party?”

  “First we must eat,” she said. On the floor next to me was a tray of fruit and bread and a cup of precious water. “After we eat, you will wear this.” She held up a white Rokador jacket and pants. It was pretty much like the other Rokador clothes I had worn, but the collar and sleeves had some kind of gold-braid design around them.

  “Rokador dress-up clothes?” I asked.

  “They wear this on special occasions,” Loor confirmed.

  “What about my Ghee armor?” I asked.

  “Nobody wears armor to this festival,” Loor said. “And you must a
ct as a Rokador. Remember, Pelle a Zinj believes you are one, and you are his guest.”

  “Right,” I said, sitting up. “I hope he doesn’t ask where I got the tan.”

  “He may not even know you are there,” Loor said. “This is just a precaution. Now I must prepare.”

  Loor left me and went into the other room of her home. I figured she had already eaten, so I ate my fill of the delicious fruit and bread, washing it all down with the water. Once I was full, I got up and reluctantly took off my Ghee armor clothes. I hoped I could figure out how to put it all back on again. I then slipped on the soft white pants and jacket of the Rokador. This material felt finer than what I had been wearing before. These were definitely “dress-up” clothes. I also put on another pair of the open sandals. I hated those. Have I mentioned that?

  I stood up straight, stretched out the kinks, and called out, “Are you ready?”

  “I am,” Loor said.

  I turned to see Loor standing in the doorway to the next room. I gasped. Yes, I actually gasped, I’m embarrassed to say. I couldn’t help it. The surprise was too much. Loor stood there looking absolutely gorgeous. In the past I had seen her wear the leather clothes of the Milago peasants, the jumpsuit of a Lifelight jumper, the leather armor of a Ghee warrior, and even the jeans and T-shirt of Second Earth. But nothing I had seen before had prepared me for this.

  She looked like a princess.

  Gone was the black armor. Loor wore a short, deep red tunic that hugged her incredible, athletic body. Unlike the armor, this dress was soft and very feminine. There were ornate tapestrylike designs around the neck and the bottom of the short skirt. She wore lightweight sandals, with leather straps crisscrossing up to her knees. The sleeves were short, and on each bicep she wore a colorful, beaded strap. Around her neck was a necklace of blue crystal stones that reminded me of the glaze from Denduron. As breathtaking as the whole outfit was, what really stood out for me was her hair. Loor always had her hair tied back practically, so it wouldn’t get in the way. Now her long dark hair was totally loose and combed out. Her hair was so black and shiny, it sparkled with light from the fireplace. Around her forehead she wore a simple headpiece that looked as if it were made from pearls. There was an ornate piece in the center, with two drapes of pearls coming down across either side of her forehead.

  In a word, she was stunning.

  I said, “Uhh.” That’s it. “Uhh.” Smooth, huh?

  “How do I look?” Loor asked.

  “Beautiful,” I said. Though “beautiful” was a totally inadequate word. Given time I could think of a few thousand others that would work much better.

  “I do not often dress like this,” she said, walking into the room. “But there are times when conflict must be put aside. The Festival of Azhra is one of them.”

  When she walked, I expected her to move like a guy dressed up like a girl. She didn’t. Loor had a way of moving that was solid, but at the same time, graceful. It’s like she sort of…flowed.

  “You are staring at me, Pendragon,” she said. “Is something wrong?”

  “Wrong?” I laughed. “Things are about as right as they can get. You look great.”

  She gave me a small smile. “As do you,” she said. She was being polite. I looked like me with a tan and a goofy bathrobe. With sandals.

  “We should go,” she said. “We do not want to miss anything.”

  The Festival of Azhra was pretty much like big celebrations back on Second Earth. Loor explained that a parade would wind its way through the streets of Xhaxhu, ending at the palace of Zinj. Once the parade ended, all the citizens of Xhaxhu would gather in the square in front of the palace for the traditional greeting and speech given by a member of the royal family. It was all followed by families returning to their homes and big feasts that lasted through the rest of the night. It sounded like fun. I wondered what kind of vibe there would be, seeing as the city was gripped by a drought and on the verge of war. I didn’t imagine there would be much feasting, either.

  I was thrilled to discover that at least for a night, the people of Xhaxhu forgot about their troubles. Loor and I walked through the streets as people flooded out of their homes, headed for the parade route. Everyone was dressed in their colorful best and ready to party. Even seeing a Rokador, me, didn’t seem to bother them. This was a night of celebration. They’d have plenty of time for hatred tomorrow.

  Loor and I arrived at the parade route in the village square where she had fought the zhou beast. Spectators packed the upper levels of the pyramids to get a look down at the show. The parade was made up of groups of dancers wearing rainbow colors doing traditional dances, bands playing flutelike instruments and leather skin drums, and colorful, giant animals made out of paper. I saw a dozen paper zhou beasts, in every color of the rainbow, along with giant snakes that had giant fangs. The marchers in front of them pretended to be battling them with paper spears. Loor explained how this represented the dangerous journey of Azhra through the desert.

  It was a long parade too, with many musicians and marchers. The parade entered the square, wound around the statue of the Ghee battling the zhou beast, and continued out the opposite side. From above, happy spectators cheered and rained down colorful confetti. It was like New Year’s Eve, Mardi Gras, Chinese New Year, and a Thanksgiving Day parade all rolled into one.

  I looked to Loor. My heart went out to her. Only hours before her best friend had been killed. Here at the parade, it seemed as if she was able to forget that for a brief moment and enjoy the spectacle with the eyes of an innocent child. I was glad to see that she could relax. At least for a short time. I didn’t hate it either. We both needed it.

  “Is it like this every year?” I asked.

  “Yes,” she said. “But this seems particularly festive. Maybe it is a way of releasing the tension.”

  I’m sure she was right. These people needed a break. This festival came at a perfect time.

  “We should go to the palace,” Loor said.

  She grabbed my hand and pulled me onto the parade route. We jogged through the marchers and dancers, musicians and floats. Many of the dancers met me and put a wreath of paper flowers around my neck. I thought it was interesting that they would do this to a Rokador. It made me realize that these were good people and not mindless, drumbeating vigilantes who wanted nothing more than to crush the Rokador. These were ordinary people, just trying to get by. But survival is a strong instinct. Before that night, I felt as if the Batu were the aggressors who wanted to strike out at the only enemy they could target. The Rokador. That may have been true, but this festival made them feel human. More than ever, I truly hoped this war could be avoided.

  On that mad dash through the parade, I also saw the more human face of Loor. She laughed and danced with the musicians as they continually stopped her and gave her flowers. Up until then I had mostly seen her warrior side. Seeing the real Loor made my feelings for her even stronger, if that was possible. This may be weird to say under the circumstances, but for a few minutes there I kind of felt as if we were on a date. At one point we were stopped at an intersection while a thirty-foot-long red snake wound its way in front of us. I pulled Loor back because she was about to walk right into it. She looked at me and laughed. Her face absolutely lit up. She was beautiful. The two of us stood there for a moment, looking at each other. All I wanted to do was kiss her. I moved in slightly, expecting her to back off. She didn’t. I think she wanted to kiss me, too. It was perfect. The confetti fell down around us like colorful snow. Music was everywhere; Batu revelers surrounded us, singing and dancing. But for that moment it felt like the two of us were alone. In many ways we were. We were so different than everybody else there. Nobody knew what we knew or had seen the things we’d seen. Loor and I were forever joined, not only in the battle against Saint Dane, but in the bond that was created by the fact that we owed our lives to each other. It was a magical moment that my words can’t begin to describe.

  I didn’t kiss h
er. I’m not sure why I stopped. Maybe I didn’t want to risk the rejection. Or to move our relationship into uncharted water. Even though my feelings for her were stronger than ever, we had work to do. We couldn’t let anything stand in the way of that. If we were meant to be together, we would be. But not until our job was done. So I backed off. I’m not sure if the look on her face was disappointment, or relief. Either way, the moment had passed and we moved on.

  She led me through the insane party to another large square and the royal palace of Zinj. The building was breathtaking. Where all the other pyramids of Xhaxhu were made from brown sandstone, the palace was pure white. I don’t know if it was made of marble or what, but it stood out among the brown buildings like a brilliant, magical castle. Everything about the palace was white. The stone stairs leading to the immense front doors, the many giant statues that lined both sides of these stairs, even the elaborate fountain on the roof. It was carved to look like a beautiful oasis full of palm trees and flowers. For the occasion the fountain was actually working. Water jetted up in several places to form intricate patterns that danced across one another. It gave me a brief reminder of what Xhaxhu was like before the drought.

  “Here!” Loor declared. “I come to this spot for every celebration.”

  She positioned us on a series of steps that led up to the building right next to the palace. From there we had a perfect view of the palace. Halfway up the palace stairs, a platform was erected that I figured would be where Pelle a Zinj would make his speech. It was draped with purple cloth, making it look very regal. On the platform were two heavy, stone chairs that looked like thrones. Tonight the people of Xhaxhu would hear about their future from the one they trusted the most. I felt as if we were in the right spot at the right time.

  The square below us was full of people awaiting the parade and the speech. When the parade arrived, thousands more revelers came with them. Soon the square was packed to capacity. There was cheering and music and general joyous mayhem. These guys really knew how to throw a party!