"I know."
I checked the man's pockets. There was a wallet with a few hundred in cash and the bare minimum of ID, out of state and probably fake. Unlike our first attacker, though, this one had a cell phone.
I turned it on and got a password screen.
"Fuck," Jack said, leaning over.
"Yep. I'm sure Evelyn can crack it. In the meantime, we have a body. Do we drag it farther into the woods?"
"Nah. There's a pond."
"I missed that."
"Didn't pass it."
"Ah, meaning you know from experience. All right then. Let's get this guy to water."
I started to turn.
"Hey," Jack said.
I glanced over. He was poised there, watching me, his gaze shuttered.
"Hmmm?" I said.
"Lousy timing, huh?"
"No kidding."
He relaxed a little, but his face was still tight as he said, "You okay?" and I knew he wasn't asking if I'd been hurt or if I was shaken up.
Before I could answer, he said, "Earlier . . . We okay?"
"We're fine, Jack. I had one glass of wine. I knew what I was doing."
"Yeah, I know. Just . . ."
"I knew what I was doing and I wasn't doing anything I didn't want to do. Everything is fine." I glanced down at the corpse. "Except for the dead body that needs to be taken care of. Very inconveniently."
"Yeah."
CHAPTER 37
Jack made me put my heels back on to move the body. Because, apparently, tetanus was a serious concern. He did most of the heavy lifting, but we did need to carry the guy, not just drag him across the park. And it was a bit of a hike. Still we managed it.
We weighed the body down and tossed it into the pond. That makes it sound easy. It wasn't. There's no sense hiding a corpse if you're going to be careless about it. By the time we finished, it was nearly two in the morning. And the night wasn't over yet.
We had to get back to the car. Then we had to make damned sure that it hadn't been tampered with--particularly that it wasn't going to blow up when Jack turned the ignition. He knew how to check and showed me.
Then, having ascertained that the BMW was indeed safe to drive, we had to get rid of it. Or at least leave it at the rental company lot and pick up our less conspicuous car.
The rental place was closed. That was fine. Jack had rented the BMW under a different alias and left our previous car in a public parking lot two blocks away.
After that, we still couldn't return to our hotel until we were sure we hadn't been followed from there to the restaurant.
So who did we think called in the hired gun? The answer seemed obvious: the guy who knew I was in town. Sebastian Koss. Yes, we hadn't seen him make a call or anything after our meeting, but that didn't mean he hadn't contacted someone, maybe a text under the table as we'd talked, getting my would-be assassin over to the pub to follow me.
Earlier, I'd said I thought it entirely possible for Koss to have a drink with someone he'd hired a hit on. He was, after all, a killer, however justified his cause. And yet to hire a hitman after talking to me? That took a level of cold that I couldn't fathom. As we drove, I asked Jack's opinion.
"Talk to a mark? Yeah. Done it."
"So have I," I said. "A few words at most. I've never had a full-length conversation, though. Have you done that?"
"Conversation?" A snort. "Fuck, no. Worse than killing. More painful."
I smiled. "Okay, for you, maybe. But it feels like . . . I don't know. Maybe that's my ego. I don't like to think someone could talk to me for an hour and still want to kill me."
"I wouldn't."
I laughed softly. "Thank you."
"Mean it, though. Even the first time. When Evelyn sent me. I was worried you'd be a risk. Even if you were? Don't think I could have done it. For someone else, though? Talked to them, then had to kill them? Could manage. If I had to. Rather not. Probably easier if you're not the one pulling the trigger, though."
"True. So we're certain Koss hired him."
"Never certain. But . . ."
"It almost definitely is because, well, who else could it be?"
"Yeah." He glanced over. "Sorry. Know you liked him. His reputation anyway. Respected him."
I nodded. "I did. But that's not going to stop me from putting the bastard down before he can do the same to me."
"Good."
We were standing outside Koss's house. It was a typical upper-middle-class home in a typical upper-middle-class suburban neighborhood. I'd been hoping for a more ostentatious show of wealth, as if it might prove Sebastian Koss was indeed evil. I know it doesn't work that way, but it would have helped.
The place was dark. We had no way of telling whether Koss was home, but we presumed he was. There's no sense hiring a killer if you aren't going to make sure you have an alibi for the time of death. So when Jack said, "I'm going in," I turned and stared at him.
"There's a family in there," I said.
A slight narrowing of the eyes, relaying an offended "no shit."
"There's no need to go in," I said. "We're ninety-five percent sure he's sleeping beside his wife, establishing his alibi."
"And I'm gonna check. Also getting a better look. Security, layout, whatever. In case."
I didn't ask "in case of what." I knew. In case we decided to kill Sebastian Koss.
"What else?" I said.
A wordless shrug told me it was a valid question.
"You're going to leave a message, aren't you?"
A moment's pause as he glanced away. Then, "Yeah."
"Jack . . ."
He turned his gaze back on me. "You really think I'd let this slide? Fuck, no. I was sure it was him? I'd put a bullet in his brain while he slept beside his wife. Wouldn't take the chance he'd call another hit first thing tomorrow. As it is . . ." Another shrug. "Just leaving a message."
"What?"
He pulled a pair of sunglasses from his pocket. I presumed they were the hitman's, though I hadn't seen him take them.
"Don't worry," he said. "Gonna wipe them down. Before I leave them."
"I'm not concerned about that. It's a house with four people in it, plus security, maybe a dog . . ."
"I won't kill the dog."
I gave him a look.
"Yeah. I know. Not easy. I can do it. Done worse. Brought tools. Not a problem."
There was little I could say to that. As pissed off as Jack was, he wouldn't take an unnecessary risk with me standing watch outside.
Jack got in and out without incident. Koss was in bed. Jack had done a little searching in Koss's office, too, but found nothing.
In the car, we both got quiet. Now that the rush of the last few hours had passed, I realized what had happened. Someone tried to kill me. And that assassination attempt killed my romantic evening with Jack.
I know the two things shouldn't weigh equally on the scale. Yet people have shot at me before. I'd like to say I'm used to it, but afterward, there's always that "holy fucking shit" moment when I realize I could have died. Still, it's not much different from avoiding a car accident. I could have died; I didn't; I'd be more careful now.
As for Jack, I'd spent the past year wanting to be with a guy who didn't seem the least bit interested. Then he gives me the most perfect date I could imagine. The dress, the hotel, the car, the restaurant, and then the park with that moment of complete, unbridled--and, yes, unexpected--passion.
The night should have ended back in our penthouse hotel suite, where I'd watch the sun come up from the king-size bed. Instead, I was watching it rise through the window of our tiny rental car, my dress dirty, my hair bedraggled, makeup smeared, even my shoes on the backseat because one of the heels was nearly broken off. We were looking for a hotel, any hotel, not to finish what we'd started, just to sleep. Shower off the filth of the night and collapse, probably into separate beds, as if it was any other hard night of work. I thought of that and I wanted to cry.
"Ther
e's a Holiday Inn," I said, pointing at the sign ahead.
Jack glanced over. It was indeed a Holiday Inn, and not even a particularly nice one. His lips tightened.
"Gotta be more up here," he said. "Better."
I sighed. "We haven't passed anything else since we left the suburbs. Let's just take it."
He glowered at the hotel, as if it had committed some unspeakable offense by existing. Then he turned in.
CHAPTER 38
I hovered by the elevators while Jack got the room. The lobby was, thankfully, empty. When I saw Jack coming, I hit the button, got on, and held it for him as I hid out of view.
He stepped on, shaking his head at me. "You look fine."
"No, I look chewed up and spit out."
"You look fine to me."
I smiled. "Thank you." The doors closed. "And thank you for tonight. It was memorable."
A low chuckle. "Yeah, that's one way to put it."
He stepped toward me tentatively, his gaze sharp, evaluating my reaction. When I smiled, he eased a little closer.
"Did I tell you I liked your dress?" he said. "I'm not good at that. Saying the right thing."
"I got the impression you liked it."
"You looked good. But to me? You always look good. Then. Now."
"I could wear dirt and smeared makeup more often if you'd like."
He laughed softly. "Can if you want." He sobered. "I just meant I know you dressed up. For tonight. Should comment." He paused. "That doesn't sound right. Fuck. I'm no good at--"
I grabbed him by the shirtfront and pulled him into a kiss, and this time there was no surprise, no hesitation. Hell, there wasn't even a moment of transition. I kissed him and it was as if we'd only pushed pause in the park. Two seconds later, I was up against the side of the elevator, his hands under my ass, mine in his hair.
In the rare times that I'd dared let myself imagine what it would be like to be with Jack, I'd had a pretty clear idea of what to expect. Sex with Jack would be like Jack himself. Slow, measured, cautious. Hell, no. It was like driving a pipeline straight into that intensity boiling under the surface.
"How far's our room?" I gasped when we broke for air.
"Too far."
I glanced over his shoulder and grinned. "There is a stop button."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
He reached over and hit it. I laughed, and as we kissed again, my fingers slid between us, and I started to unbutton his shirt as he hiked my skirt up--
The elevator phone began to ring.
"God-fucking-damn-it."
"Agreed," I said.
Jack swung toward the phone like he was ready to shoot it. I reached over and hit the button to restart the elevator.
"Two minutes," I said. "In two minutes, we'll be locked in a room where no one can interrupt us."
When the doors began to open, Jack gave them a hand. There was a moment at the room door when the key card didn't want to cooperate--Jack took advantage of the pause to slide his hand under my skirt--and I began to wonder if we were going to make it into the room after all. But the door thankfully opened and we stumbled in.
As I flipped on the light, I realized Jack had managed to get us a suite again, which meant there was a separate bedroom, which was lovely . . . and much too far away at the moment.
Jack swung me up against the armchair, and I eased up onto the low back, legs wrapped around him. It was a bit of a balancing act, but hey, all that exercise does pay off.
We managed to kiss for about five seconds less than the last time before he had my skirt up and I was undressing him. Foreplay--like the bed--could wait for next time. Even the simple act of undressing seemed like too much work. I popped two buttons on Jack's shirt and the one on his trousers was left hanging by a thread. The ripping sound I heard as he pulled off my dress suggested I might not be wearing it again. And while I'd taken great care in picking out a matching bra and panty set, I don't think Jack noticed. The bra was off in seconds--after some cursing with the clasp--and the panties where about to follow when he stopped.
"Shit!" His eyes widened. "I didn't bring . . ."
"Let me guess . . . You weren't expecting the evening to end this way."
"Fuck, no."
I laughed, pulled up my panties, and crossed to where I'd dropped my purse. "Luckily, I know this guy who's taught me that I need to be prepared for every contingency . . . even if he apparently isn't."
He exhaled a deep sigh of relief as I pulled out a condom. I laughed. As I did, he stopped, as if just seeing me. His gaze traveled over me.
"Fuck."
I nodded at the bra on the floor. "Yep, a matching set. Like I said, I was prepared for every contingency."
"Didn't mean the underwear," he said, and crossed the space between us, swooping me down onto the floor.
We did make it to the bed. After we were done. Better late than never. As we lay there, Jack on his back, me curled up against him, his arm under me, I looked over and said, "There's something I need to tell you. I know you aren't going to like it."
His head whipped my way, and the expression in his eyes was almost enough to make me regret it. Almost.
I took a deep breath. "I really appreciated that."
He sputtered a laugh. "Yeah, deserved that. I was being an ass. Didn't mean it. No fucking good at this."
I grinned. "Oh, you seem plenty good at it."
Another laugh. "Got a good partner. Makes a difference. You know what I mean, though. Relationships. Fucking clueless." He stopped laughing and rubbed his mouth with his free hand. Then he looked over at me. "That's what this is for me. You know that, right? Not one night."
"I sure as hell hope not."
He relaxed, shifting to rub my back. "Good. Not trying to jump the gun. Make demands. I just know . . . Expectations . . . Not understanding them . . . That was a problem. Don't want that."
"Neither do I."
"Don't have any expectations except one. That I want to make this work." He met my gaze. "I really want to make this work."
"So do I."
"You're gonna need to be patient with me."
I smiled. "I have plenty of experience with that."
He laughed softly and pulled me on top of him.
I slept until nearly noon, probably because it'd taken us a while to get to sleep. Round one had been feverishly swift; round two deliciously slow. While part of me just wanted to lie there, curled up against Jack as he slept, once I'm awake, I'm awake, and I was only going to disturb him if I stayed.
He was sleeping on his stomach, leg over mine. I eased out. He was too far gone to even notice. I crept from the bedroom and into the bath, quietly shut the door, and climbed into the shower.
I was finishing washing my hair when I had the sensation of being watched and turned to see Jack just inside the door. He'd closed it behind him and was standing there, watching me. When I looked over, his expression changed, open admiration vanishing in a hesitant look, as if I might still have changed my mind.
"Hey," I said, smiling as I opened the shower door. "If you need a shower, I can hurry. Or . . ." I stepped back, leaving the door open.
"Don't need a shower," he said and stepped in with me.
I was lying in the living room, dressed in a robe that I hadn't bothered to fasten, stretched on the sofa, blissed out like a kitty on catnip, staring into nothing, mind empty. Jack had stepped out to get coffee. Also, more condoms. Not that I expected sex this afternoon. Jack wasn't my age, and three times set a personal record for me. But, well, I wouldn't turn down the chance to make it four.
Yes, we did have other things to do. Important things. Life-preserving things, even. But Jack had called Evelyn, and we were going to courier her the locked cell phone. So I was lying there, naked on my open robe, happy to stay that way for a while longer, when a knock came at the door. I scrambled up. I vaguely recalled putting out the Do Not Disturb sign, and I couldn't imagine Jack would take it down, but the clean
ing staff might have decided that two in the afternoon was as late as they were waiting.
"The room's fine," I called as I walked to the door, fumbling for the robe belt, which I'd apparently left elsewhere.
"That's good," came the reply. "Because I'm not going to clean it for you."
Even through the door, I recognized that voice and I stopped midstep.
"Quinn?"
"Bearing coffee and muffins, which I'm going to eat myself if you make me stand here much longer."
No. It couldn't be. He was in New York, and there was no way he could know which hotel we were in. I must have dozed off on the sofa and fallen into a dream.
More like a nightmare.
"Dee?"
I carefully slid the chain, trying not to make any noise as I fastened it. Then, cinching my robe, I cracked the door open the two inches the chain would allow. Quinn stood there, holding a coffee tray and bag, his brows arched, a smile playing on his lips. The smile grew as his gaze traveled down me.
"May I come in?" he asked.
"Sorry. I was getting into the shower. Just . . . Let me take the chain off and give me five seconds to get into the bathroom."
"Um, even if you weren't wearing the robe, it's nothing I haven't seen before." His grin grew, eyes glinting. "And nothing I'd complain about seeing again."
Wonderful. Quinn wasn't just here at the worst possible time. He was here in the worst possible mood.
"Right. Sorry. I'm just . . ."
"Rough night? I heard. Which is why I'm here, though I'd prefer to be inside . . ."
"Right. Just a sec."
I closed the door and counted to five, getting my thoughts in order. Call Jack. That's what I had to do. Before he walked in with breakfast and a box of condoms. My phone was in my purse, on the floor, half spilled from last night.
Last night . . .
Ah, hell. Hell, hell, hell. Really, Quinn? Now?
"Dee?"
I snatched up my cell phone. Then I unfastened the door. I was backing away to let him in when I caught a glimpse of green lace by the chair. I managed to kick my panties underneath with a punt that would make a footballer proud.
Quinn walked in. His gaze traveled over me again. "Nice robe."
"Um, thanks. I'm going to take that shower."
"You want company?"
My cheeks flared.
"Sorry," Quinn said. "I'll behave. Go on."
I was starting to leave when I remembered that half of my undergarments were still unaccounted for. I looked over and saw a bit of my bra strap on the armchair. As Quinn put down coffee, I tossed the throw pillow back onto the armchair, covering my bra. Then I scampered into the bathroom.