And lying alone in the dark he caught a glimpse of the truth: I’ve been acting like a stuck-up jerk.
Even in the cold Mark felt his face flush, embarrassed by this harsh view of himself. Almost immediately another truth came and saved him. Because Mark saw a way out: He could change. Maybe not completely, but he knew he could be friendlier. But what if the kids really didn’t like him? Then it wouldn’t be his fault, that’s what. At least he’d know he tried. There was nothing to lose, so why not?
And then his thought jumped to his teachers. They weren’t really so bad. He could lighten up on them a little, too. Just ease up and see what happens. Like with Mr. Maxwell. Just give the guy a chance.
The wind didn’t die down, the barn didn’t stop creaking and groaning, and it certainly didn’t get any warmer. But Mark felt unafraid, almost peaceful. The darkness seemed softer, and the barn was his friend, his protector from the storm.
Turning onto his stomach, he loosened the drawstring, enlarged the opening of the sleeping bag, and pulled his pillow inside. He burrowed deeper into his little cave of nylon and goose down. He settled himself, and in five minutes he was sound asleep.
Ten
Trial and Error
Mark didn’t forget what he’d decided in the barn on Friday night. He wasn’t going to be the new kid at school anymore. He was going to be the new and improved kid.
On Monday morning he had Leon drop him at school a little early, about ten minutes before the first bell. It was a cold morning, so all the kids had to wait in the gym. Mark stood in the doorway a moment. He spotted a group of five fifth-grade boys. Putting on a friendly face, he walked over and edged his way into the circle. The conversation stopped, and everyone turned to look at him. Mark smiled and said, “Hi, guys.”
Most of the kids nodded at him, and one of them mumbled, “Um, hi.”
No one said anything, so Mark said, “Lots of snow this weekend.”
A couple of the boys looked at each other and then at Mark. One kid smirked and said, “You figure that out yourself, or did the butler tell you?”
The others laughed or smiled, and Mark felt his face start to color. He knew this was a test, and he knew he had it coming. So he looked the wise guy right in the face and said, “Actually, I figured it out because the gardeners were up all night using the snow blowers to clear off the tennis courts. I always play a couple sets of tennis in the morning before school.”
A tall, thin boy with curly brown hair opened his eyes wide and said, “Really?”
And that made the rest of the guys start laughing.
So right away Mark said to the tall kid, “Nah, I’m just kidding. We don’t have any gardeners, and we don’t have a tennis court. Or a butler. I was out snowshoeing on Sunday, and I’m guessing we got eight or nine inches of new snow. More in some places. When does the stuff start to melt around here, anyway?”
And that was all it took. For the next five minutes Mark listened to all kinds of theories about how long it takes the snow to melt off, about how there could be some big snows in March, but the snowfalls never stayed long, about how snowshoeing was a drag and how snowmobiling was a blast. He felt like one of the guys. He picked up a couple of names, too. The kid who made the crack about the butler was Jason, the tall guy was Adam, and the boy who had his own Arctic Cat was Ed.
When the homeroom bell rang and they all started to scatter, Jason nodded at him and said, “See ya ’round,” and Mark felt like he meant it. He felt like he would actually be able to make friends with some of these kids.
Getting to a better relationship with his teachers was another matter.
During second period when Mrs. Stearns passed out three reading comprehension exercises, instead of staring out the window like he’d done for the first two weeks, Mark sat up at his desk, got out his pen and paper, and did all the work in less than ten minutes. Then he took out his Jack London book and began to read a new story.
Mrs. Stearns saw him reading instead of working on the assignment. She walked slowly to the back of the room and then came up from behind and snatched the book away. “Why aren’t you doing your work?”
Mark was startled. “I . . . I finished everything.” All the kids turned to stare at him. Most of them were barely done with the first exercise.
Mrs. Stearns held out her hand. “Let me look.”
Mark handed her the sheets and Mrs. Stearns flipped through them. “Hmmm,” she said. “Seems you’re done. But that means you should do some more. This is not a free-reading period.”
Mark stiffened and said, “But I’m done. Why do I have to do more?”
Mrs. Stearns was not used to arguing with fifth-graders. “Because this is a reading comprehension period, not a free-reading period. You might be a good reader, but you can always improve your comprehension.”
Mrs. Stearns went to a filing cabinet and pulled out four more exercises. She put the Jack London book on the corner of her desk, and then walked to Mark and handed him the sheets.
Mark took them from her, but as she walked back to her desk, he put his pen away. For the rest of the class period he stared out the window.
And that didn’t seem to bother Mrs. Stearns at all. Mark didn’t understand how she could get mad about him reading a book, and then not care if he just sat and looked out the window.
At the end of the period Mark went up to the teacher’s desk and got his book back.
Social studies began with a class discussion about the Civil War. Mark hadn’t done the reading, but the questions Mrs. Farr asked weren’t very hard.
When she asked, “Where did the first battle of the Civil War take place?” a lot of kids raised their hands, and so did Mark. Seeing his hand up surprised Mrs. Farr, so she said, “Mark? Where was it?”
And he said, “Manassas, Virginia.”
Mrs. Farr frowned. “No, it was somewhere else.”
And right away Mark said, “Well, if you mean Fort Sumter, my history teacher said most of the books are wrong. Because Fort Sumter was where the war started, but it wasn’t where the first battle happened. That’s because Fort Sumter wasn’t really a battle. It was mostly a bombardment of a fort out in the harbor. The first real battle was at Bull Run. Near Manassas.”
Mrs. Farr looked uncomfortable. “Well . . . then I guess I should have asked, ‘Where did the Civil War begin?’ Because I want you all to remember that it happened at Fort Sumter in the harbor of Charleston, South Carolina. You’ll need to know that for the social studies part of our statewide test.”
Mrs. Farr continued to lead the discussion. Mark had his hand up for almost every question, but she didn’t call on him again. After fifteen minutes or so, he stopped raising his hand.
English and math weren’t much better. Mark really tried to be part of the class and pay attention. But on Friday night in the barn when he’d decided to work harder, he had forgotten that almost every class was pretty boring. He couldn’t seem to help that. At his old school in Scarsdale the classes had been much smaller, so the pace had been faster. And what Mr. Maxwell had guessed was true: Mark probably should have been put into the gifted program when he moved to Hardy Elementary School.
When he got to science class, Mark made one more attempt. He sat up and paid attention. He raised his hand when he knew an answer. Mr. Maxwell seemed to look right past him, and sometimes, right through him. The class was plowing through a review of the scientific method, scientific measurements, and how to make field observations. For Mark it was pretty basic material. There just wasn’t much he could get excited about. So after about twenty minutes he stopped trying to participate, stopped paying attention.
When the class ended, Mark waited until the room cleared out a little and then headed up to the front. He had something for Mr. Maxwell, and he was hoping it would put a smile on the man’s face.
Mr. Maxwell was putting a scientific scale into the storage cabinet, and when he turned around and saw Mark, he said, “Yes?”
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sp; Mark held out an envelope. “Mr. Maxwell, I have the permission sheets.”
Mr. Maxwell looked at him coldly and raised one eyebrow. “The permission sheets?”
Mark said, “For A Week in the Woods. They’re all signed and everything.”
Mr. Maxwell took the envelope and dropped it onto his desk. He paused a moment and then said, “So you’re going? I thought you didn’t want to.” And he looked hard into Mark’s eyes.
Mark shook his head. “No . . . I mean, yes, I do want to.”
Mr. Maxwell didn’t smile. “Fine,” he said. “Glad to hear it.” But that’s not what his eyes said.
Mark said, “So . . . I’ll see you tomorrow.”
Mr. Maxwell said, “Yup.” Then he picked up a rack of scale weights and turned to put them away.
When Mark had left the room, Mr. Maxwell sat down at his desk and picked up the envelope Mark had brought. He turned it over in his hands. It was a beautiful envelope with an embossed return address. The paper was thick and creamy, like a starched cotton shirt. Mr. Maxwell thought, Good grief! Even their envelopes look rich! Some extra bleach and chemicals dumped into the rivers, and bingo—beautiful envelopes!
Deep down Mr. Maxwell knew that Mark Chelmsley had just tried to apologize. Mr. Maxwell almost wished he could run out into the hall and catch up to the boy. He’d give him a big handshake and a friendly smile and say, “Welcome aboard, Mark!”
But Mr. Maxwell couldn’t do that. He had already held a trial for this boy. Mr. Maxwell had looked at all the evidence, he had argued all sides of the case. Mr. Maxwell had reviewed the boy’s general lack of interest, the Hindenburg incident, and especially Mark’s response when he had been presented with a personal invitation to A Week in the Woods. The trial had lasted most of the weekend. Mr. Maxwell had been the lawyer, the judge, and finally, the jury.
And the verdict? Guilty. Beyond all reasonable doubt. This boy was spoiled and disrespectful and ungrateful—in the first degree!
And the sentence? “You, Mark Robert Chelmsley, shall be made to feel the cold displeasure of Mr. William Maxwell for as long as you shall attend Hardy Elementary School.”
So it was too soon to be granting a pardon. No way.
Now, maybe if the kid actually came right out and said, “Listen, I’m sorry I’ve been acting so bratty and spoiled, and I’m sorry I’ve been acting like a slacker, and I’m very sorry I’ve been such a smart-mouthed moron who acted like it would be a big drag to enjoy a terrific week at the state park campground,”—then maybe the judge could agree to reopen the case.
But Mr. Maxwell knew nothing like that was going to happen anytime soon.
Mr. Maxwell tore one end off the envelope, pulled out the permission slip, glanced at it, and then tucked it away in the proper folder with all the others. Then he picked up the envelope, tore it up into tiny pieces, and dropped them into his recycling bin.
There’d be no pardon for Mark Robert Chelmsley. Not even a shot at probation—at least not for a while.
Case closed.
Eleven
Spring
The boy who had told Mark that the snow would be gone by the end of March wasn’t far wrong.
By the time Mark’s parents came home on March tenth, there had already been a handful of days when it had gotten up into the fifties. Mark barely had a chance to show his mom and dad how well he could snowshoe.
The temperature still dropped down into the thirties or even into the twenties at night, but once the snow started to melt, it went pretty fast. A week later Mark had to hang up his snowshoes for good. Two thirds of the meadow had turned to brown grass and mud. There were still some drifts, especially in the shadows and in the woods, but all the snow had turned to icy slush.
His parents seemed to enjoy their visit in the country, or at least that’s how it looked to Mark. He was sure his mom and dad spent time in their second-floor office every day, but by the time he got home from school, their work day was pretty much over.
During the late afternoons Mark took them out walking around the property. He showed them the tumbledown cabin and the old graveyard. They both enjoyed Mark’s guided tour of the barn, and neither of them could believe it when he told about how he’d slept out in the barn all alone one night. His mom seemed alarmed at this news, but his dad said, “That took some guts, son. Good for you,” and he gave Mark a slap on the back.
In the evenings they mostly sat around the family room fireplace and read or watched TV together. His dad had to spend a lot of time on the phone every night talking to people in California and the Far East, and his mom got her share of evening phone calls too. Still, Mark was glad they were home. It made everything feel different, better.
At dinner one night, his dad asked, “So what are the kids like around here, Mark? You been getting along with them all right?”
Mark said, “Yeah, they’re okay. I don’t really hang out with them much because everybody lives closer to town. But I’m kind of friends with a couple of guys. At school, I mean.”
“Are they nice boys?” his mom asked.
Mark shrugged. “Sure.”
“From nice families?” she asked.
This was one of his mom’s standard questions, but hearing it this time irritated Mark.
“Nice? How should I know?” he snapped. “It’s not like I’ve ever met their moms or dads. Just like none of them have ever met either of you. Who knows? They’re good kids, that’s all. Nobody’s tried to punch me out or anything, and nobody’s got three eyes or two heads. So, I guess they’re from nice families—all right?”
Mark’s mom and dad exchanged glances, and then his mom changed the subject.
“Tell me about this outdoor education week, Mark,” she said. “Anya showed me the information and the copy of the permission slip she signed for us. Are you looking forward to it?”
Mark nodded. “Kind of. It’ll be better than sitting in classes all day. And the kids I know said their older brothers and sisters had a good time. Ought to be pretty fun.”
“Remember that trip we took to Aspen two winters ago?” his dad said. “Now that was fun! You got so good on those skis, Mark—skied circles around your mom and me. Too bad we missed the ski season up here this year. The snow’s not as good here in the East, and the peaks are kind of piddly compared to Colorado, but I’ve heard there’re a couple good places. We’ll have to do that next year, don’t you think? Be like taking a vacation in our own backyard. I like that!”
The best part about having his parents around was bedtime. Mark would never have admitted it to Jason or any of the other kids at school, but he loved it when his mom came and sat on the edge of his bed at night. Sometimes she’d take his hand while they talked for a few minutes. And it didn’t matter what they talked about. When she pulled the covers up around him and bent down to kiss his cheek, it was the perfect ending for a day.
The worst part about having his parents around was how it cut into his time. Mark had learned that he liked being on his own. Leon and Anya had gotten used to having him disappear into the woods or the barn for a whole morning or a whole afternoon. His mom got worried if he was gone for more than half an hour.
Still, after they’d been home for ten days, Mark felt bad when his mom announced that they had to take a trip to Europe. They’d have to be away for three or four weeks. Mark had been expecting it, but that didn’t make saying good-bye any easier.
* * *
Near the end of March the days got longer and the ground dried out some, and it began to feel more like spring. And at school the fifth-graders started counting down the days before their trip to the state park.
In science class Mr. Maxwell shifted his pre-woods lessons up into high gear. They studied different kinds of trees, different kinds of rock formations, and the way that ice and plants and time can turn rock into soil. They studied how different plants grow at different altitudes, about the way rain and melt water collect to form springs and streams, and abou
t the kinds of animals that live in and around the White Mountains.
And for the first time science class had Mark’s full attention. Mr. Maxwell was terrific. He knew all this material by heart, but more than that, he loved it. The first week of April flew by, and every day after school Mark went home and out into the woods or up onto the ridge and saw firsthand all the things Mr. Maxwell had talked about in class.
On Friday, April third, when he got home from school, Mark sat in the kitchen for a snack. After he’d eaten an orange and some Fig Newtons, he got up to take his milk glass to the sink. Anya smiled and said, “I am so happy when you take the time for your food.”
Mark said, “You’re right, you know, about my needing food. I’m really growing, don’t you think? And growing up, too.”
Anya nodded, and Mark went on. “You know what I found the other day? I found this place up on the hill in the woods. There’s a big clearing, and the ground is mostly level, and it isn’t even that wet, ’cause it’s mostly moss and pine needles. Isn’t that great?”
Cautiously Anya said, “Sounds very nice.”
“Yeah,” Mark said, “and the best part is that it’s a perfect place to camp out. And I really want to. Tonight.”
Anya frowned. “You don’t mean sleep out alone again?”
Mark nodded. “I know what I’m doing. And it’s just right up that hill and into the woods a little way. It’ll just be like sleeping out in the backyard.”
Anya shook her head. “Absolutely not. Your mother did not like you sleeping in the barn alone, and she said to me, ‘No more.’ So the answer is no. Final.”
Anya wouldn’t give in, so Mark settled for the next best thing. He asked Leon, and they camped out together. Which actually turned out to be great, because with a grown-up along, it was okay to build a campfire.
Out in the center of the clearing Leon showed him how to scrape out a fire pit with a hatchet and then line it with small rocks and ring it with bigger ones. Then they pulled down some deadwood, mostly pine, but also some maple and oak branches.