Page 13 of Roadside Crosses


  She turned and strode back toward her car, but diverted to the woman social worker.

  Dance stood close. "Those children have cell phones. I'm number two on speed dial, right after nine-one-one. And I guarantee they told you I'm a law enforcement officer. Why the fuck didn't you call me?"

  The woman blinked and reared back. "You can't talk to me that way."

  "Why the fuck didn't you call?"

  "I was following procedures."

  "Procedures are the welfare of the child comes first. You contact the parent or guardian in circumstances like this."

  "Well, I was doing what I was told."

  "How long've you had this job?"

  "That's none of your business."

  "Well, I'll tell you, miss. There're two answers: either not long enough, or way too long."

  "You can't--"

  But Dance was gone by then and climbing back into her car, grinding the starter; she'd never shut the engine off when she'd arrived.

  "Mom," Maggie asked, weeping with heartbreaking whimpers. "What's going to happen to Grandma?"

  Dance wasn't going to put on a false facade for the children; she'd learned as a parent that in the end it was better to confront pain and fear, rather than to deny or defer them. But she had to struggle to keep panic from her voice. "Your grandmother's going to see a judge and I hope she'll be home soon. Then we're going to find out what's happened. We just don't know yet."

  She'd take the children to the home of her best friend, Martine Christensen, with whom she operated her music website.

  "I don't like that man," Wes said.

  "Who?"

  "Mr. Harper."

  "I don't like him either," Dance said.

  "I want to go to the courthouse with you," Maggie said.

  "No, Mags. I don't know how long I'm going to be there."

  Dance glanced back and gave a reassuring smile to the children.

  Seeing their wan, forlorn faces, she grew all the angrier at Robert Harper.

  Dance plugged in her phone's hands-free mike, thought for a moment and called the best defense lawyer she could think of. George Sheedy had once spent four hours trying to discredit Dance on the witness stand. He'd come close to winning a verdict of not guilty for a Salinas gang leader who clearly was. But the good guys had won and the punk got life. After the trial, Sheedy had come up to Dance and shaken her hand, complimenting her on the solid job she'd done testifying. She'd told him too that she'd been impressed by his skill.

  As her call was being transferred to Sheedy, she noticed that the cameramen continued to record the excitement, every one of them focused on the car in which her mother sat, handcuffed. They looked like insurgents firing rocket launchers at shell-shocked troops.

  CALM NOW, AFTER the intruder in the backyard turned out not to be the Abominable Snowman, Kelley Morgan was concentrating on her hair.

  The teenager was never far from her curlers.

  Her hair was the most frustrating thing in the world. A little humidity and it went all frizzy. Pissed her off sooo much.

  She had to meet Juanita and Trey and Toni on Alvarado in forty minutes, and they were such great friends that if she was more than ten minutes late they'd ditch her. She lost track of time writing a post on Bri's Town Hall board on OurWorld, about Tammy Foster.

  Then Kelley'd looked up, into the mirror, and realized that the damp air had turned the strands into this total creature. So she logged off and attacked the brunette tangles.

  Somebody had once posted on a local blog--anonymously, of course:

  Kelley Morgan . . . whats with her hair?????? its like shes a mushroom. I dont like girls with shaved heads but she should go for THAT look. LOL. yikes why dosnt she get a clue.

  Kelley had sobbed, paralyzed at the terrible words, which cut her like a razor.

  That post was the reason she'd defended Tammy on OurWorld and flamed AnonGurl (who she did end up owning, big-time).

  Even now, thinking of the cruel post about her hair, she shivered with shame. And anger. Never mind that Jamie said he loved everything about her. The posting had devastated her and made her hypersensitive about the subject. And had cost her countless hours. Since that April 4 post, she hadn't once gone outside without battling the do into shape.

  Okay, get to work, girl.

  She rose from her desk and went to her dressing table and plugged in the heated rollers. They gave her split ends but at least the heat tamed the worst of the renegade tresses.

  She flicked the dressing table light on and sat down, stripped off her blouse and tossed it onto the floor, then pulled two tank tops over her bra, liking the look of the three straps: red, pink and black. Tested the curlers. A few more minutes. Almost right. She started to brush. It was soooo unfair. Pretty face, nice boobs, great ass. And this effing hair.

  She happened to glance at her computer and saw an instant message from a friend.

  Check out TCR, I mean NOW!!!!!!!!

  Kelley laughed. Trish was so exclamation point.

  Usually she didn't read The Chilton Report--it was more politics than she cared about--but she'd put it on her RSS feed after Chilton had begun posting about the accident on June 9 under the "Roadside Crosses" thread. Kelley had been at the party that night and, just before Caitlin and the other girls left, had seen Travis Brigham arguing with Caitlin.

  She swung to the keyboard and typed, Don't Xplode. Y?

  Trish responded, Chilton took out names but people are saying Travis attacked Tammy!!

  Kelley typed, Is this win or r u guessing?

  The response: WIN, WIN!!!! Travis is pissed b/c she flamed him in the blog, READ IT!!!! THE DRIVER = TRAVIS and THE VICTIM = TAMMY.

  Sick to her stomach, Kelley began pounding the keys, calling up The Chilton Report and plowing through the "Roadside Crosses" thread. Toward the end, she read:

  Reply to Chilton, posted by BrittanyM.

  Is anybody watching the news???? Somebody left a cross and then went out and attacked that girl. What's that all about? OMG, I'll bet it's [the driver]!

  Reply to Chilton, posted by CT093.

  Where the [deleted] are the police? I heard that that girl in the trunk was raped and had crosses carved on her, then he LEFT her in the trunk to drown. Just because she dissed him--[the driver], I mean I just looked at the news and he hasn't been arrested yet. WHY NOT?????

  Reply to Chilton, posted by Anonymous.

  Me and my friends were near the beach where [the victim] was found and they heard the police talking about this cross. They were like he left it as a warning for people to shut up. [The victim] was attacked and raped because she dissed [the driver] HERE, i mean what she wrote in the blog!!! Listen if you flamed him here and you're not using proxies or posting anon, you're totally [deleted], he's going to get you!!

  Reply to Chilton, posted by Anonymous.

  I know a d00d where [the driver] goes to game and he was saying that [the driver] was saying he was going to get everybody who was posting stuff about him, he planned to cut their throats like terrorists do on arab TV, hey, cops, [the driver] is the Roadside Cross killer!!! And that's WORD!!!

  No . . . God, no! Kelley thought back to what she'd posted about Travis. What'd she said? Would the boy be mad at her? She frantically scrolled up and found her post.

  Reply to Chilton, posted by BellaKelley.

  u r so right!!! Me and my friend were at that party on the 9th where it happened and [the driver] was coming on to [deleted] and they were like, just go away. But he didn't, he followed them out the door when they were leaving. But we have ourselves to blame too for not doing anything, all of us who were there. We all knew [the driver] is a luser and perv and we should have called the police or somebody when they left. I had this bad feeling like in Ghost Whisperer. And look what happened.

  Why? Why did I say that?

  I was all, Leave Tammy alone. Don't flame people online. And then I went and said something about Travis.

  Shit. Now he's
going to get me too! Is that what I'd heard outside earlier? Maybe he really was outside and, when my brother showed up, that scared him off.

  Kelley thought of the bicyclist she'd seen. Hell, Travis rode a bike all the time; a lot of kids at school made fun of him because he couldn't afford a car.

  Dismayed, angry, scared . . .

  Kelley was staring at the posts on the screen of the computer, when she heard a noise behind her.

  A snap, like earlier.

  Another.

  She turned.

  A wrenching scream poured from Kelley Morgan's lips.

  A face--the most frightening face she'd ever seen--was staring at her from the window. Kelley's rational thinking stopped cold. She dropped to her knees, feeling the warm liquid gush between her legs as she lost control of her bladder. A pain spurted in her chest, spread to her jaw, her nose, eyes. She nearly stopped breathing.

  The face, motionless, staring with its huge black eyes, scarred skin, slits for the nose, the mouth sewn shut and bloody.

  The pure horror from her childhood fears flooded through her.

  "No, no, no!" Sobbing like a baby, Kelley was scrabbling away as fast as she could and as far as she could. She slammed into the wall and sprawled, stunned, on the carpet.

  Eyes staring, black eyes.

  Staring right at her.

  "No . . ."

  Jeans drenched with pee, stomach churning, Kelley crawled desperately toward the door.

  The eyes, the mouth with the bloody stitching in it. The yeti, the Abominable Snowman. Somewhere in that portion of her mind that still worked she knew it was only a mask, tied to the crape myrtle tree outside the window.

  But that didn't lessen the fear it ignited within her--the rawest of her childhood fears.

  And she knew too what it meant.

  Travis Brigham was here. He'd come to kill her, just like he'd tried to kill Tammy Foster.

  Kelley finally managed to climb to her feet and stumbled to her door. Run. Get the fuck out.

  In the hall she turned toward the front door.

  Shit! It was open! Her brother hadn't locked it at all.

  Travis was here, in the house!

  Should she just sprint through the living room?

  As she stood frozen in fear, he got her from behind, his arm snaking around her throat.

  She struggled--until he jammed a gun against her temple.

  Sobbing. "Please, no, Travis."

  "Perv?" he whispered. "Luser?"

  "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it!"

  As he dragged her backward, toward the basement door, she felt his arm flex harder until her pleas and the choking grew softer and softer and the glare from the spotless living room window turned gray and then went black.

  KATHRYN DANCE WAS no stranger to the American justice system. She had been in magistrates' offices and courtrooms as a crime journalist, a jury consultant, a law enforcement officer.

  But she'd never been the relative of the accused.

  After leaving the hospital, she'd dropped the children off at Martine's and called her sister, Betsey, who lived with her husband down in Santa Barbara.

  "Bet, there's a problem with Mom."

  "What? Tell me what happened." There'd been a rare edge in the voice of the otherwise flighty woman, younger than Dance by several years. Betsey had curly angelic hair and flitted from career to career like a butterfly testing out flowers.

  Dance had run through the details she knew.

  "I'll call her now," Betsey had announced.

  "She's in detention. They've got her phone. There'll be a bail hearing soon. We'll know more then."

  "I'm coming up."

  "It might be better later."

  "Sure, of course. Oh, Katie, how serious is this?"

  Dance had hesitated. She recalled Harper's still, determined eyes, missionary's eyes. Finally she'd said, "It could be bad."

  After they'd disconnected, Dance had continued here, to the magistrate's office at the courthouse, where she now sat with her father. The lean, white-haired man was even paler than usual (he'd learned the hard way of the dangers a marine biologist faces in the ocean sun and was now a sunscreen and hat addict). His arm was around her shoulders.

  Edie had spent an hour in the holding cell--the intake area in which many of Dance's collars had been booked. Dance knew the procedures well: All personal effects were confiscated. You went through the warrant check and the inputting of information, and you sat in a cell, surrounded by other arrestees. And then you waited and waited.

  Finally you were brought here, into the magistrate's chilly impersonal room for a bail hearing. Dance and her father were surrounded by dozens of family members of arrestees. Most of the accused here, some in street clothes, some in red Monterey County jumpsuits, were young Latino men. Dance recognized plenty of gang tats. Some were sullen whites, scruffier than the Latinos, with worse teeth and hair. In the back sat the public defenders. The bail bondsmen, too, waiting to pick up their 10 percent from the carcasses.

  Dance lifted her eyes to her mother as she was brought in. It broke her heart to see the woman in handcuffs. She wasn't in a jumpsuit. But her hair, normally perfectly done, was in a shambles. Her homemade necklace had been taken from her upon processing. Her wedding and engagement rings too. Her eyes were red.

  Lawyers milled about, some not much spiffier than their clients; only Edie Dance's attorney was in a suit that had been shaped by a tailor after purchase. George Sheedy had been practicing criminal law on the Central Coast for two decades. He had abundant gray hair, a trapezoidal figure with broad shoulders and a bass voice that would have done a stunning version of "Old Man River."

  After the brief phone conversation with Sheedy from the car, Dance had immediately called Michael O'Neil, who'd been shocked at the news. She then called the Monterey County prosecutor, Alonzo "Sandy" Sandoval.

  "I just heard about it, Kathryn," Sandoval muttered angrily. "I'm being straight with you: We've had MCSO looking into the Millar death, sure, but I had no idea that's what Harper was in town for. And a public arrest." He was bitter. "That was inexcusable. If the AG insisted on a prosecution, I would've had her surrender with you bringing her in."

  Dance believed him. She and Sandy had worked together for years and had put a lot of bad people in jail, thanks in part to mutual trust.

  "But I'm sorry, Kathryn. Monterey has nothing to do with the case. It's in Harper's and Sacramento's hands now."

  She'd thanked him and hung up. But at least she had been able to get her mother's bail hearing handled quickly. Under California law the time of the hearing is at the magistrate's discretion. In some places, like Riverside and Los Angeles, prisoners are often in a cell for twelve hours before they appear in front of the magistrate. Since the case was murder it was possible the magistrate might not set bail at all, leaving that to the discretion of the judge at the arraignment, which in California would have to occur within a few days.

  The door to the outer hallway kept opening and Dance noticed that many of the recent arrivals were wearing media identification cards around their necks. No cameras were allowed, but there were plenty of pads of paper.

  A circus . . .

  The clerk called out, "Edith Barbara Dance," and, somber and red-eyed and still cuffed, her mother rose. Sheedy joined her. A jailor was beside them. This session was devoted exclusively to the bail; pleas were entered later, at the arraignment. Harper asked that Edie be held without bail, which didn't surprise Dance. Her father stiffened at the prosecutor's harsh words, which made Edie out to be a dangerous Jack Kevorkian, who, if released on bail, would target other patients for death and then flee to Canada.

  Stuart gasped, hearing his wife spoken about in this way.

  "It's okay, Dad," his daughter whispered. "That's just the way they talk." Though the words broke her heart too.

  George Sheedy argued articulately for an OR release--on Edie's own recognizance, pointing to her lack of a criminal
record and to her roots in the community.

  The magistrate, a quick-eyed Latino who had met Kathryn Dance, exuded considerable stress, which she could easily read in his posture and facial expressions. He wouldn't want this case at all; he'd have loyalty to Dance, who was a reasonable law officer, cooperative. But he would also be aware that Harper was a big name from the big city. And the magistrate would be very aware of the media too.

  The arguments continued.

  Dance the law enforcer found herself looking back to earlier that month, reliving the circumstances of the officer's death. Trying to match facts with facts. Whom had she seen in the hospital around the time Juan Millar died? What exactly were the means of death? Where had her mother been?

  She now glanced up and found Edie staring at her. Dance gave a pale smile. Edie's face was expressionless. The woman turned back to Sheedy.

  In the end the magistrate compromised. He set the bail at a half million dollars, which wasn't atypical for a murder, but also wasn't overly burdensome. Edie and Stuart weren't wealthy but they owned their house outright; since it was in Carmel, not far from the beach, it had to be worth two million. They could put it up as security.

  Harper took the news stoically--his face unsmiling, his posture upright but relaxed. Dance's reading was that he was completely stress free, despite the setback. He reminded her of the killer in Los Angeles, J. Doe. One of the reasons she'd had such a hard time spotting that perp's deception was that a highly driven, focused person reveals, and feels, little distress when lying in the name of his cause. This certainly defined Robert Harper.

  Edie was hustled back to the cell and Stuart rose and went to see the clerk to arrange for the bail.

  As Harper buttoned his jacket and walked toward the door, his face a mask, Dance intercepted him. "Why are you doing this?"

  He regarded her coolly, said nothing.

  She continued, "You could've let Monterey County handle the case. Why'd you come down from San Francisco? What's your agenda?" She was speaking loudly enough for the reporters nearby to hear.

  Harper said evenly, "I can't discuss this with you."

  "Why my mother?"

  "I have nothing to say." And he pushed through the door and onto the steps of the courthouse, where he paused to address the press--to whom he apparently had plenty to say.

  Dance returned to a hard bench to await her father and mother.