CHAPTER 13 - A Whole New World
The title of the famous song from Disney’s Aladdin was really apt for what was in store for me next – A Whole New World!!
After the finances were in place, I had room to breathe and time to think. The first obvious move was to quit my job. Not sure if you saw the HSBC ad where the guy retires at a very young age and walks away by throwing his bag in the bin or the scene from the film “Need for Speed” where the guy strips down completely whilst quitting his job, just to make sure that he is never going to return again!! I really wanted to do one of those things, but on mature thought, I went and handed in the notice. My boss didn’t want me to work the one month’s notice period, maybe he thought it would save a months salary, plus it was little quieter at work that time, so not a lot was pending. He wished me all the best for my future and asked me if I was going for another job. I honestly told him that I was taking a break and travelling the world. He smiled and said good luck!
I collected my things from my desk, bid my work space good bye and mentally thanked for providing me the support to live my life independently. Took at last look at it and left the office. I never had any complains about my job as everyone was fairly relaxed at work place. Stressful situations were very few and everyone was genuinely helpful. So it was a nice place to be and I really had a feeling that I will be missing it!
Next, I wanted to get a good car, I didn’t want to show up in my old beaten Focus. I wanted to make a statement so I went car shopping right away. I didn’t want to go crazy and buy a Ferrari or Lamborghini, even though I could do that, but wanted to get something sporty. Out of all, I like the S3 Saloon from Audi. It was more powerful than anything I drove and they had the bright red one in stock with all the extras I needed such as reversing camera, parking system and Satellite Navigation. I got to pick up the keys in a week and I paid cash for it. It costed 40,000 pounds and that was the first biggest purchase of my life. Driving it felt like nothing I have driven before and I was very pleased!
I bought a very nice Armani suit for the Millionaire club meeting and was very much looking forward to meet other winners. The meeting was arranged at a golf club outside London. I was very nervous at first but all of them warmly welcomed me. They were all very friendly, there were a few Indians as well and we got together and spoke. There were people in the club who won over 100 million pounds. Compared to all those, I suddenly felt soo small in front of them.
There was nice food and champagne and everyone were dressed to make an impression. Out of the entire crowd, there is this one girl who wore denim jeans, a silky top and a blazer and walked to me. She introduces herself as Catherine, ‘Katy’ for short. She is very smart looking, has short hair and looked like she’s in her late twenties. She begins to talk to me, asks me about my win, where I am from and other things. We genuinely hit it off and spoke for a long time. I came to know that her parents were in America, so she’s all by herself here, she won about 17 million pounds on the same Euromillion lottery three years prior and has been living the dream ever since.
I really wanted to ask her few pointers on what to do and how to go forward and she says she was happy to help me out. She asked me if I would like to join her in this volunteer work which she does at the elderly club and I replied with a firm yes. Most of the people from the club were aged or had families and we were the only two that showed up that day, who were single.
The entire club warmly invited me, they put me on the stage and asked me to speak. I said I was very happy to be a part of the group, I thought I would be very lonely, but thanked all for making me feel that I was a part of this exclusive and privileged family.
They all cheered and welcomed me once again. I gave my email and contact number to this exclusive club and the main administrator, this guy probably in his mid 50s told me how their maintained privacy and nothing will be disclosed. They made me sign a few non-disclosure agreements and also about the annual fee which I had to pay if I wanted to keep coming to these gatherings. It was thousand pounds and that would entitle me to the attend meetings, got access to financial advise and other benefits.
There was this gorgeous buffet and I helped myself. Whilst looking for a place to sit, Katy waves her hand at me. I went and sat beside her and there is already and other man and lady at her table. The conversation flowed and the couple asked me what was the craziest purchase I made till now. I told them it was my car and they smiled and said, “You just started”. But they all told tales about how these guys won lottery which would probably last a lifetime but blew it all in a couple of years. My 22 million was considered as a very sweet spot and according to them, it should last a life time with money left for my next generation. With the current economy, anything above 6 or 7 millions was considered a decent win where a family could live off that amount if they were cautious and planed properly.
Talking about all this made my get into the perspective. I can see how people could get carried away and loose everything within a few years. 22 or even a 100 million is still money which you can spend all of it within a few years. Nothing lasts forever and I had a true feeling of what the responsibility of winning was when I spoke to the people from the club. I mean even with 100 million, you can buy an island for yourself for 50 million and then spend millions in maintaining it. You can see how easy it is to blow it all off.
Katy then made the ultimate statement, which I think I will remember for my entire lifetime, “You are not a celebrity nor born rich nor a billionaire. You should stop acting like one!” She says, it is good to indulge yourself a little, but you should do a reality check every 3 to 4 months and re-evaluate your finances. I knew I was doing the right thing by joining this club. It was very good to have this guidance and keep myself checked.
If we evaluate Katy’s statement, celebrities keep getting money as they work, sign huge contracts and brand tie-ins, so their fortune keeps increasing. I mean look at Keira Knightly, I read somewhere that she makes about 10 million a year only from her brand tie-ins. Kim Kardashian, even though she is not in her prime, still makes a lot of money from her reality show. And a real bad example is poor Nicholas Cage, very good actor, I love his “National Treasure” movie, but look at the string of bad choices he made, buying ancient skulls to pyramids, castles and what not! The internet is full of stories about his ridiculous investments. Even if he would have bought a single castle, he still would have enough to live comfortably for his entire lifetime and leave plenty for his children. But fame and fortune, it is so easy to get carried away by them!
Next is born rich category, these are really the privileged ones. They are those who never ever go to stores like Primark and probably don’t consider anything which is not Louis Vuitton. Check the profile for Rich Kids on Instagram. You will see the heights of luxury which people indulge in. They are born into privileged families and the live their lives day-in and day-out indulged in luxury. Trying to copy them is not a good idea and I feel that you have to remember where you came from, especially before the win. That will be a nice reality check and make you stay grounded.
Finally, the Billionaires, for me, they are people who do not belong to this planet, they are like demigods who conquered the entire would with their vast knowledge and abilities! Sure, when you become a billionaire, there are no rules, do whatever you want then! But for now, you are not, you just got a lucky ticket which with careful planning can help you lead a very comfortable life.
Coming back to the current conversation with the millionaire club members, they told stores which truly were terrifying and the last thing you want to do is end up like them. Like the biggest power ball winner in America, how there were multiple cases against him, how h
e lost his daughter and grand daughter to drugs. Or this British guy who spent his 11 million win or escorts, cars, mansions and lost it all or this youngest girl to ever win the lottery, who lost it all on cosmetic surgery and drugs. If you are interested, the internet is full on them! Beating soo many odds and winning in first place is a one time-only chance and the dumbest thing to do is not plan properly and end up in a worse state that before.
I would like to think of it like this, I used to earn about 2,500 pounds after tax, no matter how hard I work, the maximum I could go in the UK is earning 6,000 pounds per month, that is unless I come up with a killer APP like Instagram or Facebook. So, in reality, I currently am getting 35,000 pounds every month and that is without even touching anything from my main win. If my dream of getting 6,000 pounds would’ve made my life much better, then think how much would making 35,000 pounds would mean!
I knew most of the lottery winner’s stories and right from the time I won, I knew I would stay grounded and my main ambition was to relax and take everything slowly. To sum up my life until that point right from when I remember, first it was all studies, study harder to clear you school and move on to high school. Then it was study harder to get into a good junior college, then keep your grades higher to get into a nice graduate college, then work hard so you get a place abroad and do Master’s. As soon as Master’s is done, you have to start earning. Ok, now you are earning, time for marriage and within one or two years, kids! This is what I see if I look back at the moment and I strongly feel that I have been given a chance to break this wheel and create my own path. I am not going to give it up by being foolish. I really am amongst the privileged few who get to live this dream and I am not going to mess it up!
The club gathering wraps up in the late hours of midnight, why not, most of the people here do not have to go to work early in the morning. Me and Katy walk towards her car and she smiles and says she’s is looking forward to spend time with me, I say likewise. She gets into her convertible Mercedes and drives off. I head home after having a lovely time and making some nice friends. But the main objective that got deeply engraved in my mind is how to be wise and do the right thing with my windfall.
I was looking forward for the meeting with Katy, we met at a coffee shop in the morning. She dressed more casually in a floral shoulder less top and white jeans. She did her hair differently and looked quite different from our initial meeting. She greets me with a smile and asks me if I am ready for the day. I say affirmative and we head off in her car leaving my car in the car park.
We go to this old age home where most people are on their own. Their families have abandoned them or most of them are alone with no one to see or greet them. It feels soo sad when looking at this. They were soo happy just to see Katy. We got to spent time with them, playing games, serving them food and general chitchatting. I got to read a part from the amazing novel “A Tale of Two Cities” by Charles Dickens. It was fantastic and despite my ethnic difference, I got accepted very quickly. They even gave me hugs and kisses before leaving. It was heart warming and I hugged Katy for showing me this side where if I was stuck in my regular life, I would have never ever tried!
Katy tells me every time she has a mood swing or feels lonely, she comes over and it will instantly cheer her up. She then tells me that it was time to show the other extreme, there is an exclusive party at a high-end club/hotel that night and invited me in. She asks me to get ready as it will get a little wild!
We then went for lunch at this amazing restaurant located in the middle of a farm, surrounded with a lovely garden. The food is simply amazing and we begin to talk. Katy asks me about my girlfriend and I tell her about my ex, Pooja and say it didn’t work out in the end. She asks me why and without hiding anything, I come clean and tell her about our arrangement and her parents.
Katy is shocked at all this and I say that is a sample of some of the strange customs Indian still follow and believe in. But I say everything happens for a reason and I have no regrets, especially when life bought me to this biggest and most amazing juncture yet.
I then casually ask her to define “wild” from her statement regarding the party. She says there will be girls, booze and fun. She tells me that we will stay the night at the hotel and I suggest that I will come over to her place and pick her up. She likes my suggestion and says yes.
She then asks me with a cheeky smile, if I have any reservations partying with girls, who will be drunk and might get a little wild. I say there absolutely is no problem but I want to come clean first. I tell her that I am not a big drinker and just have a glass of wine or beer now and then. She says that is fine and tells me that I will be the only one who will remember everything then. Then, feeling very embarrassed, I tell her about my virgin situation. I am about 30 years old and listening to that statement, Katy first feels I am joking! I promise and tell her that it is the truth and she is shocked. She asks me if I had a girlfriend how come we didn’t engage in sexual activity. I tell her everything and how sex is considered as an after-marriage thing by most Indians. She stares in disbelief and asks me if I wanted to wait for the one, I say I lost 29 years in my life, I don’t want to wait 29 seconds more!! We both laugh heartily and she says to hold my horses till tonight and she will make sure that I will move on to me next step in sexual education. She tells me to get protection just in case we don’t find any in the last moment! I really cannot help but feel amazed at how quickly I opened up to Katy and how we felt comfortable talking about all this.
Katy suggests me to move to London as it will be good to be closer to all the action. She recommends a few places and I say I will look at them soon. I head back home to Oxford. I cannot remove the thought of finally doing it from my mind. I just keep thinking about that and nothing else. I am not even sure if I could live up and perform well. But there is only one way to find out and the fact that I was naked with Pooja many times really helps, especially the oral!
I pack my bag for the night, buy a pack of extra-ribbed condoms from the self-service checkouts at Tesco on my way. I pick up Katy who looks stunningly sexy. She is wearing a shoulder-less and back-less top with a deep opening in the middle. I could see her cleavage and side-boob just from the cut. It reminds me the scene from the film “Euro Trip” where Jenny wears the top at a night club in Eastern Europe, this top is exactly like that. She smiles, hugs and kisses me on my check and say “Are you ready for the big day, hope you have got you’re a game on!!”. I say I am nervous like hell and she asks me to remain calm and not to make a big deal out of it and take things as they come! She says one of her friend is dying to meet me!!
We are at this party which has a pool, with loud music. It is at a resort which also has a hotel. We check into our rooms first and then head downstairs to the party. There are people dancing and having fun, we walk in to this group of girls who all are Katy’s acquaintances. Katy introduces me to all of them and then she whispers something in the ear of this gorgeous blond girl. She appears to be in her early twenties.
This girl comes over to me and introduces herself as Grace. She is wearing a black one-piece dress and looks stunning. I can smell alcohol on her breadth. She makes me sit with her group and sits beside me. Katy wins at me and asks me if I need a drink. I ask for a beer and start chatting with Grace. She tells me she is in University doing a degree in law and how much she loves partying and then she talked about her love for puppies. We keep chatting for a while and then this song comes up. Grace says this is her favourite song and she pulls me to the dance floor. I really am very nervous, there are very few times when I actually stepped on a dance floor. But thanks to the movies and the very few times which I went to pubs with Pooja, I managed and not totally embarrass myself. I
thought of Will Smith’s training scene from the film “Hitch” and try to be cool as he advises. See, films are really life-savers!!
We keep dancing for a while, I can see Katy with some other guy dancing on the floor. As the music stops, we both clap and she says, that wasn’t bad at all. I ask Grace if she needs a drink. She says yes and we go to the bar. She gets a Margarita and I get a soda. We chat for a little while and then another song keeps playing. She pulls me again to the dance floor, only now she dances closer to me. Her body keeps touching mine in between the dance moves. She then puts her arms around me and dances very closely. Now I completely begin to feel her and my heart begins to race. We come move closer and our lips get closer. She is the first to kiss me and I kiss her back. Still moving our bodies slightly, we continue kissing. She then turns around and grinds me. I can feel her butt rubbing against my lower area. She turns around and asks in my ear if I would like to go to my room. I say yes and we walk away from the dance floor. I exchange glances with Katy who is sitting back at the table with her mates.
Me and Grace head over to the elevator holding hands. We get into it and as soon as the door closes, we began kissing. My room is on the fourth floor. We get into the room and start making out. She asks me if I have protection and I say yes. First she removes my shirt and we sit on the bed, she sits on top of me and we continue kissing. Then I remove the zipper of her black dress and she helps me pull it off her head. She is wearing black lacy lingerie and looks stunning. Whilst still kissing her passionately, I undo her bra. I say she is beautiful and she kisses me again deeply.
We both get naked, she is completely shaved downstairs and I go down on her. I have a sense of Deja Vu and thank myself for first trying this out on Pooja. I take my time and position myself correctly. I do it passionately and Grace moans. I feel confident that I am hitting the right spots. I move up and suck on her nipples.
Time for the main act, 29 years of waiting, hoping, anticipating and dreaming, all boils down to this moment. The one main deed which we are all born to do, I slip the ribbed condom on skilfully, again thanks to all the practise with Pooja, I put it in! It took a little while to adjust and put it rightly in and then I slowly begin trusting. Once it is fully in, I get into the rhythm, it begins to feel really great. That rush, the tinkling feeling and the way my body responds to the stimulation, it feels as if I am in the most peaceful, comfortable bubble on this planet. Grace is truly a beautiful girl and she smells like flowers.
We do it in the normal missionary position for a little while and then she asks if I would like to switch. She says she wants to be on top. We exchange positions and she sits on me. She kisses me and sucks my nipples and uses her hand to guide mine into the right location. She begins moving up and down and I get a clear view of her in all glory. He amazing boobs, milky white and soft skin and her beautiful blonde hair, I am not really going to forget that visual my entire life.
We went on like that for a few minutes and she asked me if I was ready. I didn’t know what exactly that was, but guessed it as ready for climaxing. I sat up with still her on me and we both went at it rigorously. She moaned first with heavy breaths and I followed. She was perspiring heavily and I was the same, we kissed and collapsed on the bed with her still on top of me. She wanted to get up and I asked her if it was ok for her to stay on top a little longer. She smiled and kissed me and laid on top of me.
After a little while she said she wants the restroom and got up from me. I used the bathrobe to cover myself whilst seeing her walk naked towards the shower room. She looked amazing from behind as well, had this perfect shape! I lay down and waited a little, she walks out of the shower room in a bathrobe and puts her panties on. I use the rest room then. When I come out I see Grace checking her phone, I ask her if she wants anything and she says she is very tired and want a good night’s sleep. Without overdoing it, I say it was amazing and thank her. She extends her hand and pulls me into the bed. She kisses me and asks me if it really was my first time. Aah Katy, you told her!!
I tell her that it is and she wouldn’t believe as I was a natural. I reply saying I am glad it felt like that because internally, I was soo much under pressure to make it right and told her it really was my first time. I confessed that I went to second base and oral but not further that that. She said the oral was just amazing! I was soo happy to hear that and said, I would be happy to do that again. She smiles, we kiss and go to bed. She hugs me and sleeps very close to me.
She soon dozes off and I am wide awake. Time to reflect, I am too hyped up and sleep was the last thing on my mind even though I was dead tired. There are very few things in my life which I would never forget – the day my dad got me the Nintendo, when the got my first bike, the intimate session with Anita, my love affair with Pooja, the day when I got my job, the day when I bought my first car, the day when I won the lottery and finally, this – The Day When I Lost My Virginity!!
I am not proud to say that it happened when I hit 30 years of age and even before the day began I was very sceptical when Katy hinted that today was the day when it’s going to happen, but I am very glad that it happened this way. I really wanted my first time to be special, to do it with a girl whom I really connected with and didn’t want to just do it for the sake of it, but now after meeting Grace, getting to know her in such a short time and they way all this panned out, I really couldn’t have imagined a better way to loose my virginity!
So where do I stand from the religious point of view!! Is this against what Hinduism teaches us?? I cannot stop my mind from going though these thoughts. In reality, it would be alright if I marry this girl, even though I’m sure that our religion doesn’t support premarital sex. But there are soo many contradictions and I have to justify to myself that as long as I don’t harm anyone, I am ok! I mean look at my parents and grand parents, they all love drinking alcohol and eating meet, I mean they have these huge get-togethers where alcohol flows like water and meat is consumed with every peg of liquor. That is completely against my religion and then there is a time where people had multiple wives. My great grandfather has two wives, our great Indian kings has multiple wives! And we are the people of the world that gave you Kama Sutra. We have temples covered with statues depicting all kids of sexual activities – with one partner, multiple partners, etc. (Visit the Khajuraho temple to see what I mean). So, drinking alcohol and eating meat and having multiple wives is ok whereas having sex before marriage is not! So there, I had to run these thoughts to have a clean conscience. I will not cause any harm to anyone and cheat. As long as I stick to those principles, I think I am fine!
So having resolved my internal conflictions, it was time to move on and enjoy the current moment. As far as I can remember, I always dreamt of how amazing it would be to make out with a foreign girl. (Foreign for me back then is American, British or European). I mean, I can remember my earliest memory, which is from one of this James Bond movie where Roger Moore has sex with this beautiful blond girl (think it was from Diamonds are Forever). From then on Hollywood has constantly been the source of this imaginative sexual pleasure and when I moved to UK, the desire only became stronger. Seeing the general outlook of English girls who would seldom opt for an Indian boyfriend, my desire was left on the imaginative scale and I never thought it would become a reality. This windfall is like a u-turn, it is like this hall-pass for making my wildest dreams come true and I made one of them come true already. I will have to give Katy the credit as I wouldn’t have had the guts to walk up to a girl this beautiful and get her to make out with me, even with all the money I had. I will have to thank Katy from the bottom of my heart.
I stare at their beautiful women naked, just wearing a robe and panties, sleeping so peacefully beside me. I just wan
ted time to freeze there so I could enjoy it a little longer. Hundreds of thoughts cross my mind until I cannot keep my eyes open any longer and I doze off.
I wake up to the sound of running water from the shower room, Grace is already up. I brace myself to see how the morning would be. Grace walks over and greets me “Morning sunshine”. I smile back and say morning and get up from the bed. She hugs and kisses me. I order some coffee from room service and get into the shower room. I use the toilet, brush my teeth and apply perfume to smell nice.
By the time I come out, Grace is on the phone and hot coffee arrives. Katy texted me asking if I would like to join her for breakfast in the restaurant in an hours time. I text her back saying yes.
Grace finishes her phone call and we sit down sipping coffee and talking. I ask her if she would stay for the day and she says that she needs to head back as she has university tomorrow. She takes my phone and keys in her number and says we should do this some other time. I jokingly mention, I am not done yet. She stares at me and says to explain myself, with the cheekiness in her eyes. I move over to her, kiss her and open her robe, I suck her naked boobs and go downstairs. I wanted to go all the way this time, try and give her the best orgasm ever so she knows and remembers how amazing I make her feel!! I wanted to prove myself so this doesn’t end up being a one-time thing. I put all my effort in and she cries out of ecstasy. Once it is done, she pulls me towards and hugs me. She then asks me if I would like to join her in the shower. (BINGO – That is one from my fantasy list!!). I couldn’t be more eager to do this, she asks me to bring a condom as well.
This hotel room has a very big shower cubicle with shower jets. We let the hot water run and start making out. She for the first time, goes down on me and it feels amazing. After the excellent foreplay, I put the condom and enter her. We have amazing sex, first I pin her to the shower wall and keep thrusting, we change position and we do it from the back. This felt even better than the first time. The hot water soothing our bodies and this amazing girl shivering with ecstasy in my arms, it was pure bliss!
After sex, we both lathered each others bodies and bathed together. I simply loved that! Once out, we both got dressed. Grace didn’t have a change of clothes, so she just slipped her black dress on without any underwear. She winked and asked me to not to tell anyone. I kissed her and we headed downstairs for breakfast.
Katy was already there eating alone and she greeted us and passed on a cheeky comment. She asked Grace if she had a nice time and Grace blushed saying it was out of this world. I pulled this part from “How I Met Your Mother” TV show and gave a high-five in the air. When Grace asked what that was, I said, I was high-fiving my 18 year old self though time/space continuum. They both laughed at me geekiness!
Grace had to leave soon so she got up and gave me a hug and a kiss and said I have her number, so I should give her a call. After she left, Katy high-fived me and said well done. I thanked her and said it wouldn’t have been possible without her! I asked her what did she do to get Grace with me and she replied saying there are lot of girls who would like to have this casual thing without commitments. They like to party and hang out with the rich, and everyone in the club that night was super rich. She tells me that Grace is a very good student but she likes to let her hair down and party and then get back to her studies.
I asked her will she expect something out of me, to which Katy replies saying it goes without saying, you invite them to parties or take them along business trips etc. They are young and in college and never want anything serious. With Grace, she just told her there is this rich Indian virgin and he is very decent and then see how things go on. Katy tells me that she’s glad it worked out and we had a great time.
I still couldn’t thank her enough and Katy said she was glad to help. I asked her what was her schedule for the day was, if she can hang out and stay another day at the hotel, to which Katy agreed.
We then head out to the beach nearby and spent some quality time together. All about Katy – Her parents moved to America but she stayed here to continue studies. It was a usual Friday night and she decided to head out with her friends for a party. They had to buy some liquor and that’s when, out of a whim, she bought the Euromillions ticket. She almost forgot the ticket for a few days before she realised it was still in her purse. It was the winning ticket, she knew she matched all the numbers, but still thought she maybe won a few hundred pounds. It’s not until the call to the lottery company that she realised how big the prize was.
She then mentioned the win to her parents, they flew down personally to help her and give guidance. It’s been 3 years now and with help from her parents and Euro winners club, she made some sensible decisions. And she was glad to offer me the same help plus, we are in the same situation so it would be good to hangout and talk more about the win. She didn’t mention any of this to her friends. So only her mom and dad know about the win.
It was the end of the day and Grace texted Katy saying – “Thanks Katy, I had a great time. Though he was a little shy, he’s such a gentleman and he indeed rocked me in bed WINK WINK SMILEY”
Katy showed me that and I couldn’t have been more proud of myself. She then asked me if I would like to join her for dinner at the hotel’s restaurant. I asked her to give me a little while so I could freshen up.
An hour later, we met at the hotel’s restaurant, Katy was wearing this lovely red dress and she looked stunning. The food was amazing and I told her everything about my life. She also confided a few things with me and I added that I was really glad to find her, as besides her, no one in my life knew I won the lottery, not my parents nor my friends and it was really good to talk about all this and have a lot of guidance as well.
It was time to retire for the night, we both got into the elevator and that’s when Katy teased me saying the entire day, she was wondering what I did to rock Grace’s world and was dying to find that out herself. I looked at her and could see the cheeky smile in her face. She came close to me and started kissing. We then took this to my room and then continued. It was deep kisses, then getting naked and then doing it full on. I was much more relaxed and confident this time so we went on for nearly an hour with awesome foreplay first and then amazing sex. I went down Katy a few times and she simply loved it!
Ok, time to evaluate here.. No sex for nearly soo long and then doing it with two different British girls in the span of 24 hours, I really am on fire. I don’t think any of my Indian friends can top this! I am like a sex god to them now!!
Same as Grace, Katy was soft, gentle and making love with her was very sweet and intense. I kissed and hugged her at every chance I got whilst having sex and I paid compliments, went down on her several times and took care that she is very comfortable throughout.
After the deed was done, she just lay in my arms and said “Now I know what Grace was going on about!” She asked me whether I was telling the truth about being a virgin and I replied that I didn’t hide anything from her about my life and she probably knows more about me than my parents, so I really had no reason to lie about being a virgin. She then asked me how I was that good and I honestly responded saying that the last girl I was intimate with, I knew I had to be gentle as she is taking a very bold step. I couldn’t be rough or make her feel uncomfortable and I wanted to show that I care in each and every thing I do to her. And I think I made that a habit, so that is the quality which Katy and Grace found it me. She believed me and kissed me deeply. She also told me that after this, nothing will change and she will always be the same person, with or without the sex. I thanked her for that. We both were tired, so had to call it a night, she still hugged me and dozed of
f in my arms.
It indeed is “A Whole New World” for me and had I known years earlier that I would be loosing my virginity in such an amazing way, I would have happily waited the 30 years without grumbling or complaining.
Such an amazing thing in my life, it was as good as the lottery win itself. I now have these two amazing girls with me, who really like being with me and the sex is just amazing! I cannot help but to draw comparisons with Raj Kootrapali from the TV show, “The Big Bang Theory”. SPOILER ALERT – From the starting of the show, he never gets a single girl but all of a sudden now, he is managing two girl friends! I feel the same.
So I now got a taste of how amazing my life is going to be and know for sure that it is only going to get better from here on. I will take a break and end this chapter now and reserve more amazing stuff for the next one.