"murnau is evacuating its women and children," he said.
"Preparing for war ...," whispered Theo, and then, remembering his plight, "What about us?"
"word of our departure may not have reached the other cities yet."
"Well, it can't be long," said Theo. It seemed pointless to turn the Shadow eastward, for he did not believe they could escape from the Murnau cluster now, but he turned her anyway, peering out through the rain as she flew through a
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steep-sided canyon whose walls were the towering sides of Manchester and Traktionbad Braunschweig. He took the Shadow low so that the cities' tall wheels slid past on either side of the gondola. Other ships poured through the canyon high above, most of them flying west. Ahead, across a few miles of mud crawling with small, fierce-looking suburbs, stood Murnau. The great fighting city had shut its armor. Theo started to steer the Shadow Aspect around its northern flank, still at track level. The rudder controls were sluggish. "I think the steering vanes are damaged," he said, tugging irritably at the levers.
Remembering the blow that he had felt as the ship dropped away from Airhaven, Grike went aft again. Hester was conscious, groaning as Oenone cleaned her wound. "Tom! Oh, Tom!" Grike caught the sharp whiff of medical alcohol. He climbed the companion ladder, stooping as he stepped out onto the axial catwalk that led along the center of the envelope. At the sternward end was a small hatch, built for Once-Born and almost too small for him to squeeze his Stalker's bulk through. Outside, the Shadow's rain-wet tail fins shone silvery in the light from the passing windows of Murnau's skirt forts. Holding tight to the ratlines, Grike made his way out onto the lateral fin. At the rear of the fin something had wedged among the control cables. Beneath the howl of the engines and the drumming of rain on the steep curve of the envelope above him, Grike picked up another sound, a rhythmic clatter. Was this some new weapon? He let go of the ratlines with one hand and unsheathed his claws.
The shape in the control cables shifted suddenly, reacting
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to the flick of wet light from the blades. A white, frightened face gaped up at Grike. "Great Poskitt!" it wailed.
Grike realized what had happened. This Once-Born must have fallen from Airhaven as the Shadow Aspect departed. He sheathed his claws and reached out to drag him to safety, but the Once-Born misunderstood; terrified, he let go his tight grip on the cables and began to fall again, shrieking as he tumbled into the sky. Grike lunged forward and grabbed him by the collar of his coat, swinging him around and safely up onto the fin again. The Shadow Aspect tilted, engines caterwauling, as Grike heaved the man over the aileron flaps and started to drag him along the fin toward the open hatch.
The airship's sudden, uncertain movement drew the attention of lookouts in Murnau's skirt forts. As Grike and his dripping, barely conscious burden regained the flight deck, the forts' gun slits started to prickle with light. It looked quite pretty, until the first bullets began tearing into the gondola. Windows shattered; pressure gauges wavered as holes were torn in the gas cells. The engines howled, still driving the ship eastward, past towering jaws, out across rainswept, shell-torn mud. The gunfire stopped. Theo checked the periscope. Astern, three points of light were pulling clear of the immense bulk of the armored city; three bat-black shapes growing against the gray underbelly of the clouds.
High above, Orla Twombley wiped rain from her goggles and pushed her flying machine Combat Wombat into a dive that would bring it up on the Shadow's tail. Behind her, the ornithopter Zip Gun Boogie and a rocket-propelled triplane
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called No More Curried Eggs for Me followed suit, wings slicing the wet air like blades.
Theo shouted out in fear and frustration. He knew that his sluggish, wounded Shadow could not outrun the Flying Ferrets. He saw Grike turn toward him, and thought the Stalker was about to warn him of the pursuing machines. "I know!" he yelled.
But Grike said, " there are stalker-birds ahead."
"What?" Theo tried to peer out through the rain-spattered forward window, but he could see only darkness and his own terrified reflection. Then a rocket from the pursuing machines tore past the gondola and exploded ahead, and he realized that the darkness was largely made of wings. Across the empty skies of no-man's-land, from the direction of the Green Storm's lines, an immense flock of Resurrected birds was flapping toward him.
"Christ!" cried Theo, and slammed the steering levers over, trying in vain to turn the ship about, for he would rather face rockets than the claws and beaks of the Storm's raptors. But the Shadow's rudder controls had been hit; she responded slowly, and long before she could come about, the sky outside the gondola windows was filled with beating wings and the green pinpoints of the dead birds' eyes.
Astern, wind lashed and drenched in the open cockpit of the Combat Wombat, Orla Twombley saw the cloud of wings. Cursing inventively, she swung her machine about and signaled to her companions to do the same. She had lost enough people to the Stalker-birds at Cloud 9; nothing would make
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her engage them in such numbers. She checked that her men were with her, then soared back toward the fastnesses of Manchester, while skeins of birds, like the fingers of some gloomy god, closed around the Shadow Aspect.
On the flight deck, Theo waited for beaks and claws to start tearing through the thin walls. Over the rumble of the Shadow's engines he could hear whooshing wingbeats, the flutter of feathers as the birds turned, matching the little airship's course and speed.
"They're not here to attack us," said Oenone softly, coming to stand behind Theo, her hand touching his shoulder. "I think they're an escort...."
Theo leaned forward, looking up past the bulge of the envelope. The wounded airship was flying inside a dark nebula of wings, where the eyes of hundreds of birds glowed like green stars. The birds were immense: resurrected kites and condors, eagles and vultures. As the gas vented from the Shadow's shredded cells, hundreds of birds gripped her airframe with their claws and bore her up, their wingbeats carrying her eastward across the track scars and shell craters of no-man's-land.
In through one of the shattered starboard windows came a smaller bird. It had been a raven when it was alive. It perched on the handle of a control lever and turned its head, its green eye whirring as it focused on Theo. It opened its beak, and the faint, crackly voice of a distant Green Storm commander came out of the tiny radio transmitter inside its ribs. He was speaking in a battle code that Theo did not recognize, but Oenone did. She replied in the same harsh
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language, and the raven spread its wings and flew past her through the window and away.
Oenone looked at Theo. "One of the Storm's forward observation posts saw us come under attack. They assumed we must be their agents. I have told them the truth; that I am Lady Naga, coming home. The bird gave me the coordinates of the landing field where they want us to set down."
Theo listened to the numbers she quoted, but he barely needed to alter course; the birds were already shepherding the Shadow Aspect in the right direction. He flopped down in his seat and looked at Grike. He was too wrung out with shock to feel more than mildly surprised when he saw that the wet, whimpering man the Stalker clutched was Nimrod Pennyroyal.
"What's he doing here?" he asked.
"It was an accident!" said Pennyroyal fearfully, as if he thought he was about to be accused of boarding the Shadow Aspect by stealth. "I fell. Spiney and I--we fell out of Airhaven and landed on your tail fin. Well, I did. Spiney carried on down, poor devil. Still, it serves him right." The thought of his enemy's death seemed to restore his spirits slightly, but only for a moment; his eyes wandered past Theo to the storm of birds outside. "Ngoni, am I a prisoner?"
"I think we're all prisoners, Professor."
"But you're Green Storm; they won't harm you! I was mayor of Brighton. You'll tell them, won't you, I was always an Anti-Tractionist at heart? I only accepted high office so that I could subvert the system from wi
thin. And I treated captured Mossies well, didn't I? You can vouch for me; you had it easy on Cloud 9, didn't you--three good meals a day,
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and you never had to carry anything heavier than a sunshade."
Oenone said, "I will tell them to treat you well."
"You will? Thank you!"
"But I don't know if they'll listen to me. It all depends on whether the units who control these birds are loyal, or whether they want me dead."
"Oh, Poskitt!"
Oenone squeezed Theo's shoulder and said, "I must go and check on your friend."
"How is she?" asked Theo, ashamed to find that he had completely forgotten about Hester.
Oenone looked solemnly at him.
"She'll be all right?"
"I hope so. She has a serious head injury. I'll do all I can. Who is Tom? She keeps asking for him."
"Her husband. Tom Natsworthy. Wren's father."
Oenone nodded owlishly and went aft again. Grike dumped Pennyroyal on the deck and followed her. Left alone with the old man, Theo wondered if he should tie him up or lock him in the toilet or something. But Pennyroyal looked too trembly and sodden to try anything, and the host of Storm birds just outside the window was surely enough to keep him in his place. Theo lay back in his seat, tasting the blood that had trickled into the corner of his mouth from a small cut on his forehead. He thought of Zagwa and his family, and wondered if he would ever see them again. Whatever happened when he landed, he must try and get word to them.
"Letter for you," said Pennyroyal, rather sheepishly.
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Theo looked around. Pennyroyal was holding out a filthy, crumpled envelope. "She left it with me to send on to you, but I must confess, I forgot. Found it in my greatcoat pocket earlier, when I was looking for a scrap of paper to jot down the Humbug's berth on. Thought you might as well have it. Better late than never, eh?"
Theo turned the envelope over and recognized Wren's careful handwriting. He ripped it open and pulled out the letter, hissing with frustration as the wet paper tore. Her photograph smiled at him, the same picture that had been in the newspaper; that long, clever face, not as beautiful as he remembered her, but real, and lovely. He spread the letter on the control desk and tried to read it. The rain had fogged and buckled it until only a few phrases were legible. I am starting on a journey ... loading provisions ... didn't even know London had any ruins that ... A few lines above was a word that might have been survivors. Then, at the foot of the page: Look for me in London.
"London?" he said. He tried not to cry, but he couldn't stop himself. "She has gone to London?"
"What?" asked Pennyroyal, startled. "No, no, you've misread it; they set off on some job for Wolf Kobold, the kriegsmarschall's son. London? Nobody goes to London; it's a ruin; haunted...."
There was only one more line that Theo could read. "With love," it said, "from Wren."
The sleeping quarters smelled thickly of blood and antiseptic oils. Hester lay with her head thrown back, her face whiter than the pillow it rested on. Looking down at her, Grike
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hoped that she would die without waking. When she was a Stalker like him, he would not have to suffer so much worry. Once-Born were so fragile; so disposable. Loving one was agony.
Oenone knelt to check her patient's pulse, then looked up at Grike. In all the chaos of the fight on Strut 13 and the flight from Airhaven there had not been time for her to say, "Mr. Grike! What are you doing here?" or "Mr. Grike, how nice to see you again!" and it was too late now. Instead she said, "She is Hester Shaw, isn't she?"
"YOU KNOW OF HER?"
"Of course. I studied your past before I reawakened you."
Grike sensed the airship descending. He went to a side window and looked out. Through the darkness of the birds' wings he could see long strings of lights flickering on the land ahead; lanterns and torches on the Green Storm's front line. City-traps and concrete sound mirrors poked out of the mud like tombstones. Knowing that there might not be time for conversation once they landed, he spoke to Oenone's reflection in the glass. "WHY HAVE YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS?"
"Like what?" she asked guiltily. "Do you not have all your memories back? I erased nothing; when you had destroyed the Stalker Fang, I meant you to become yourself again."
"I CANNOT FIGHT," said Grike. He turned to face her, feeling his claws twitch inside his steel hands. A spark of his old Stalker fury ignited inside him somewhere, like an ember glowing in a cold hearth. He wanted to kill her for what she had done to him, but what she had done to him meant that he could not kill her. "YOU MADE ME WEAK," he said. "THE GHOSTS OF ALL THE ONCE-BORN I KILLED BEFORE HANG IN MY
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HEAD LIKE WET SHEETS. I HATE THE THINGS I HAVE DONE. WHY DID YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS?"
Oenone moved closer. Her hand touched his armor. "I did not do it. I would not know how. These feelings come from inside you."
"WHEN THE ONCE-BORN NATSWORTHY KILLED ME, ON THE BLACK ISLAND, I REMEMBERED THINGS. THEY FADED AS SOON AS YOU REPAIRED ME, BUT I THINK THEY WERE MEMORIES OF THE
TIME BEFORE I WAS A STALKER; WHEN I WAS ALIVE, LIKE YOU....
IS THAT WHERE THIS WEAKNESS COMES FROM?"
"I suppose it's possible.... Dr. Popjoy had a theory about the origins of Stalkers...." She smiled. Grike saw her white, crooked teeth; the first thing he remembered noticing about her when she dug him out of his grave. "I think it's more likely that you have developed feelings and a conscience of your own. You are intelligent and self-aware, and you have had long enough to do it in, after all! I think you began the process long before I met you. I know how you saved Hester as a child, and how long you sought for her after she left home. That was one of the things that made me realize you were no ordinary Stalker. You have loved Hester since you first found her, haven't you?"
Grike looked away. He was still a Stalker, and it was hard for him to talk about things like love. He said, "WILL THOSE MEMORIES OF MY ONCE-BORN LIFE EVER RETURN?"
"Perhaps. Perhaps next time you die. But that won't be for a long, long time. I built you to last, Mr. Grike."
The ground was close now. Grike looked down at Hester, thinking that he did not care how long he lived as long as she was with him. He said, "I WANT TO KEEP HER SAFE AND
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STRONG FOREVER. WILL YOU HELP ME?"
Oenone did not understand what he meant. "Of course I will," she promised. She stood on tiptoe and kissed his face. Dabs of his preservative slime came off on her lips and the tip of her nose. "Congratulations, Mr. Grike. You've grown a soul."
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29 Fun, Fun, Fun on the Oberrang
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IN THE ARGON-LIT rain Harrowbarrow heaved itself out of the mud off Murnau's starboard side like a gigantic submarine surfacing in a very dirty sea. A boarding bridge was run out, and Wolf Kobold strode across and vanished into the larger city, where an express elevator carried him quickly up to the Oberrang. A bug was waiting for him there, along with an officer who began shouting at him as soon as he stepped off the elevator, "Sir, sir, come quickly! Your father is hurt!"
"Yes, I got your radio message," said Kobold wearily, settling himself into the bug's rear seat. How stupid, to be dragged all the way up here just so that he could pretend to be concerned about an old man he cared nothing for. Already he was longing to be aboard Harrowbarrow again, free of these mawkish conventions. He listened halfheartedly to the
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driver prattling about Airhaven and Green Storm spies as the little vehicle went swerving along Über den Linden to the Rathaus. Outside, young officers were saying farewell to their sweethearts, and workers were heaving shut the last open sections of the city's armor, but Wolf barely noticed them. He stared at his own gaunt face reflected in the bug's hood and thought of the long trek he had just made across the Storm's territory, the sentry he'd strangled as he'd crept back through their lines into no-man's-land, where good old Hausdorfer had had the 'Barrow waiting. He thought
proudly of London, and of the fantastical machines that would soon be his.
At the Rathaus the servants led him to the main drawing room. His father sat in an armchair, his chest bandaged, being fussed over by frock-coated medical men. Adlai Browne stood close by, having come across from Manchester with flowers and grapes and a disclaimer he wanted the kriegsmarschall to sign, absolving the Manchester Militia of any liability for his injuries. Beside him stood the commander of his mercenary air force. Wolf had found Ms. Twombley attractive once, but now she struck him as rather brassy--all that pink leather and mascara. He thought wistfully of Wren Natsworthy, her innocent beauty and bright, malleable young mind.
"Wolfram!" cried his father, waving the doctors aside and struggling up to hug him. "They told me you were away somewhere...."
"Just a little business trip," said Kobold, disgusted by the liver spots on the old man's arms, the white curls of hair that showed above the bandage on his chest. "I got home to
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Harrowbarrow the clay before yesterday."
His father studied him. "You look thin, my boy."
Thin, unshaven, fever eyed, Wolf waved his words away. "It's yourself you should be worrying about. They told me you're hurt."
"Just a few bruises, some broken bones."
"I got home just in time, it seems."
"What do you mean?"
"Great Thatcher! The Mossies tried to kill you, father! It was an act of war! We must retaliate immediately!"