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enjoying herself somewhere, Mrs. Harris could be sure of enough

  privacy to undress. She took off the calico cover from her lounge

  bed and folded it up, put on her nightgown and white nightcap.

  Mandy, the bound girl, appeared at the kitchen door.

  "Miz' Harris," she said in a guarded tone, ducking her head, "you

  want me to rub your feet for you?"

  For the first time in the long day the old woman's low composure

  broke a little. "Oh, Mandy, I would take it kindly of you!" she

  breathed gratefully.

  That had to be done in the kitchen; Victoria didn't like anybody

  slopping about. Mrs. Harris put an old checked shawl round her

  shoulders and followed Mandy. Beside the kitchen stove Mandy had a

  little wooden tub full of warm water. She knelt down and untied

  Mrs. Harris's garter strings and took off her flat cloth slippers

  and stockings.

  "Oh, Miz' Harris, your feet an' legs is swelled turrible tonight!"

  "I expect they air, Mandy. They feel like it."

  "Pore soul!" murmured Mandy. She put Grandma's feet in the tub

  and, crouching beside it, slowly, slowly rubbed her swollen legs.

  Mandy was tired, too. Mrs. Harris sat in her nightcap and shawl,

  her hands crossed in her lap. She never asked for this greatest

  solace of the day; it was something that Mandy gave, who had

  nothing else to give. If there could be a comparison in absolutes,

  Mandy was the needier of the two,--but she was younger. The

  kitchen was quiet and full of shadow, with only the light from an

  old lantern. Neither spoke. Mrs. Harris dozed from comfort, and

  Mandy herself was half asleep as she performed one of the oldest

  rites of compassion.

  Although Mrs. Harris's lounge had no springs, only a thin cotton

  mattress between her and the wooden slats, she usually went to

  sleep as soon as she was in bed. To be off her feet, to lie flat,

  to say over the psalm beginning: "The Lord is my shepherd" was

  comfort enough. About four o'clock in the morning, however, she

  would begin to feel the hard slats under her, and the heaviness of

  the old home-made quilts, with weight but little warmth, on top of

  her. Then she would reach under her pillow for her little

  comforter (she called it that to herself) that Mrs. Rosen had given

  her. It was a tan sweater of very soft brushed wool, with one

  sleeve torn and ragged. A young nephew from Chicago had spent a

  fortnight with Mrs. Rosen last summer and had left this behind him.

  One morning, when Mrs. Harris went out to the stable at the back of

  the yard to pat Buttercup, the cow, Mrs. Rosen ran across the

  alley-way.

  "Grandma Harris," she said, coming into the shelter of the stable,

  "I wonder if you could make any use of this sweater Sammy left?

  The yarn might be good for your darning."

  Mrs. Harris felt of the article gravely. Mrs. Rosen thought her

  face brightened. "Yes'm, indeed I could use it. I thank you

  kindly."

  She slipped it under her apron, carried it into the house with her,

  and concealed it under her mattress. There she had kept it ever

  since. She knew Mrs. Rosen understood how it was; that Victoria

  couldn't bear to have anything come into the house that was not for

  her to dispose of.

  On winter nights, and even on summer nights after the cocks began

  to crow, Mrs. Harris often felt cold and lonely about the chest.

  Sometimes her cat, Blue Boy, would creep in beside her and warm

  that aching spot. But on spring and summer nights he was likely to

  be abroad skylarking, and this little sweater had become the

  dearest of Grandmother's few possessions. It was kinder to her,

  she used to think, as she wrapped it about her middle, than any of

  her own children had been. She had married at eighteen and had had

  eight children; but some died, and some were, as she said,

  scattered.

  After she was warm in that tender spot under the ribs, the old

  woman could lie patiently on the slats, waiting for daybreak;

  thinking about the comfortable rambling old house in Tennessee, its

  feather beds and hand-woven rag carpets and splint-bottom chairs,

  the mahogany sideboard, and the marble-top parlour table; all that

  she had left behind to follow Victoria's fortunes.

  She did not regret her decision; indeed, there had been no

  decision. Victoria had never once thought it possible that Ma

  should not go wherever she and the children went, and Mrs. Harris

  had never thought it possible. Of course she regretted Tennessee,

  though she would never admit it to Mrs. Rosen:--the old neighbours,

  the yard and garden she had worked in all her life, the apple trees

  she had planted, the lilac arbour, tall enough to walk in, which

  she had clipped and shaped so many years. Especially she missed

  her lemon tree, in a tub on the front porch, which bore little

  lemons almost every summer, and folks would come for miles to see

  it.

  But the road had led westward, and Mrs. Harris didn't believe that

  women, especially old women, could say when or where they would

  stop. They were tied to the chariot of young life, and had to go

  where it went, because they were needed. Mrs. Harris had gathered

  from Mrs. Rosen's manner, and from comments she occasionally

  dropped, that the Jewish people had an altogether different

  attitude toward their old folks; therefore her friendship with this

  kind neighbour was almost as disturbing as it was pleasant. She

  didn't want Mrs. Rosen to think that she was "put upon," that there

  was anything unusual or pitiful in her lot. To be pitied was the

  deepest hurt anybody could know. And if Victoria once suspected

  Mrs. Rosen's indignation, it would be all over. She would freeze

  her neighbour out, and that friendly voice, that quick pleasant

  chatter with the little foreign twist, would thenceforth be heard

  only at a distance, in the alley-way or across the fence. Victoria

  had a good heart, but she was terribly proud and could not bear the

  least criticism.

  As soon as the grey light began to steal into the room, Mrs. Harris

  would get up softly and wash at the basin on the oilcloth-covered

  box. She would wet her hair above her forehead, comb it with a

  little bone comb set in a tin rim, do it up in two smooth little

  horns over her ears, wipe the comb dry, and put it away in the

  pocket of her full-gathered calico skirt. She left nothing lying

  about. As soon as she was dressed, she made her bed, folding her

  nightgown and nightcap under the pillow, the sweater under the

  mattress. She smoothed the heavy quilts, and drew the red calico

  spread neatly over all. Her towel was hung on its special nail

  behind the curtain. Her soap she kept in a tin tobacco-box; the

  children's soap was in a crockery saucer. If her soap or towel got

  mixed up with the children's, Victoria was always sharp about it.

  The little rented house was much too small for the family, and Mrs.

  Harris and her "things" were almost required to be invisible. Two

  clean calico dresses hung in the cu
rtained corner; another was on

  her back, and a fourth was in the wash. Behind the curtain there

  was always a good supply of aprons; Victoria bought them at church

  fairs, and it was a great satisfaction to Mrs. Harris to put on a

  clean one whenever she liked. Upstairs, in Mandy's attic room over

  the kitchen, hung a black cashmere dress and a black bonnet with a

  long cr?pe veil, for the rare occasions when Mr. Templeton hired a

  double buggy and horses and drove his family to a picnic or to

  Decoration Day exercises. Mrs. Harris rather dreaded these drives,

  for Victoria was usually cross afterwards.

  When Mrs. Harris went out into the kitchen to get breakfast, Mandy

  always had the fire started and the water boiling. They enjoyed a

  quiet half-hour before the little boys came running down the

  stairs, always in a good humour. In winter the boys had their

  breakfast in the kitchen, with Vickie. Mrs. Harris made Mandy eat

  the cakes and fried ham the children left, so that she would not

  fast so long. Mr. and Mrs. Templeton breakfasted rather late, in

  the dining-room, and they always had fruit and thick cream,--a

  small pitcher of the very thickest was for Mrs. Templeton. The

  children were never fussy about their food. As Grandmother often

  said feelingly to Mrs. Rosen, they were as little trouble as

  children could possibly be. They sometimes tore their clothes, of

  course, or got sick. But even when Albert had an abscess in his

  ear and was in such pain, he would lie for hours on Grandmother's

  lounge with his cheek on a bag of hot salt, if only she or Vickie

  would read aloud to him.

  "It's true, too, what de old lady says," remarked Mrs. Rosen to her

  husband one night at supper, "dey are nice children. No one ever

  taught them anything, but they have good instincts, even dat

  Vickie. And think, if you please, of all the self-sacrificing

  mothers we know,--Fannie and Esther, to come near home; how they

  have planned for those children from infancy and given them every

  advantage. And now ingratitude and coldness is what dey meet

  with."

  Mr. Rosen smiled his teasing smile. "Evidently your sister and

  mine have the wrong method. The way to make your children

  unselfish is to be comfortably selfish yourself."

  "But dat woman takes no more responsibility for her children than a

  cat takes for her kittens. Nor does poor young Mr. Templeton, for

  dat matter. How can he expect to get so many children started in

  life, I ask you? It is not at all fair!"

  Mr. Rosen sometimes had to hear altogether too much about the

  Templetons, but he was patient, because it was a bitter sorrow to

  Mrs. Rosen that she had no children. There was nothing else in the

  world she wanted so much.

  III

  Mrs. Rosen in one of her blue working dresses, the indigo blue that

  became a dark skin and dusky red cheeks with a tone of salmon

  colour, was in her shining kitchen, washing her beautiful dishes--

  her neighbours often wondered why she used her best china and linen

  every day--when Vickie Templeton came in with a book under her arm.

  "Good day, Mrs. Rosen. Can I have the second volume?"

  "Certainly. You know where the books are." She spoke coolly, for

  it always annoyed her that Vickie never suggested wiping the dishes

  or helping with such household work as happened to be going on when

  she dropped in. She hated the girl's bringing-up so much that

  sometimes she almost hated the girl.

  Vickie strolled carelessly through the dining-room into the parlour

  and opened the doors of one of the big bookcases. Mr. Rosen had a

  large library, and a great many unusual books. There was a

  complete set of the Waverley Novels in German, for example; thick,

  dumpy little volumes bound in tooled leather, with very black type

  and dramatic engravings printed on wrinkled, yellowing pages.

  There were many French books, and some of the German classics done

  into English, such as Coleridge's translation of Schiller's

  Wallenstein.

  Of course no other house in Skyline was in the least like Mrs.

  Rosen's; it was the nearest thing to an art gallery and a museum

  that the Templetons had ever seen. All the rooms were carpeted

  alike (that was very unusual), with a soft velvet carpet, little

  blue and rose flowers scattered on a rose-grey ground. The deep

  chairs were upholstered in dark blue velvet. The walls were hung

  with engravings in pale gold frames: some of Raphael's "Hours," a

  large soft engraving of a castle on the Rhine, and another of

  cypress trees about a Roman ruin, under a full moon. There were a

  number of water-colour sketches, made in Italy by Mr. Rosen himself

  when he was a boy. A rich uncle had taken him abroad as his

  secretary. Mr. Rosen was a reflective, unambitious man, who didn't

  mind keeping a clothing-store in a little Western town, so long as

  he had a great deal of time to read philosophy. He was the only

  unsuccessful member of a large, rich Jewish family.

  Last August, when the heat was terrible in Skyline, and the crops

  were burned up on all the farms to the north, and the wind from the

  pink and yellow sand-hills to the south blew so hot that it singed

  the few green lawns in the town, Vickie had taken to dropping in

  upon Mrs. Rosen at the very hottest part of the afternoon. Mrs.

  Rosen knew, of course, that it was probably because the girl had no

  other cool and quiet place to go--her room at home under the roof

  would be hot enough! Now, Mrs. Rosen liked to undress and take a

  nap from three to five,--if only to get out of her tight corsets,

  for she would have an hourglass figure at any cost. She told

  Vickie firmly that she was welcome to come if she would read in the

  parlour with the blind up only a little way, and would be as still

  as a mouse. Vickie came, meekly enough, but she seldom read. She

  would take a sofa pillow and lie down on the soft carpet and look

  up at the pictures in the dusky room, and feel a happy, pleasant

  excitement from the heat and glare outside and the deep shadow and

  quiet within. Curiously enough, Mrs. Rosen's house never made her

  dissatisfied with her own; she thought that very nice, too.

  Mrs. Rosen, leaving her kitchen in a state of such perfection as

  the Templetons were unable to sense or to admire, came into the

  parlour and found her visitor sitting cross-legged on the floor

  before one of the bookcases.

  "Well, Vickie, and how did you get along with Wilhelm Meister?"

  "I like it," said Vickie.

  Mrs. Rosen shrugged. The Templetons always said that; quite as if

  a book or a cake were lucky to win their approbation.

  "Well, WHAT did you like?"

  "I guess I liked all that about the theatre and Shakspere best."

  "It's rather celebrated," remarked Mrs. Rosen dryly. "And are you

  studying every day? Do you think you will be able to win that

  scholarship?"

  "I don't know. I'm going to try awful hard."

  Mrs. Rosen wondered whether any Templeton knew how to try ver
y

  hard. She reached for her work-basket and began to do cross-

  stitch. It made her nervous to sit with folded hands.

  Vickie was looking at a German book in her lap, an illustrated

  edition of Faust. She had stopped at a very German picture of

  Gretchen entering the church, with Faustus gazing at her from

  behind a rose tree, Mephisto at his shoulder.

  "I wish I could read this," she said, frowning at the black Gothic

  text. "It's splendid, isn't it?"

  Mrs. Rosen rolled her eyes upward and sighed. "Oh, my dear, one of

  de world's masterpieces!"

  That meant little to Vickie. She had not been taught to respect

  masterpieces, she had no scale of that sort in her mind. She cared

  about a book only because it took hold of her.

  She kept turning over the pages. Between the first and second

  parts, in this edition, there was inserted the Dies Ir? hymn in

  full. She stopped and puzzled over it for a long while.

  "Here is something I can read," she said, showing the page to Mrs.

  Rosen.

  Mrs. Rosen looked up from her cross-stitch. "There you have the

  advantage of me. I do not read Latin. You might translate it for

  me."

  Vickie began:

  "Day of wrath, upon that day

  The world to ashes melts away,

  As David and the Sibyl say.

  "But that don't give you the rhyme; every line ought to end in two

  syllables."

  "Never mind if it doesn't give the metre," corrected Mrs. Rosen

  kindly; "go on, if you can."

  Vickie went on stumbling through the Latin verses, and Mrs. Rosen

  sat watching her. You couldn't tell about Vickie. She wasn't

  pretty, yet Mrs. Rosen found her attractive. She liked her sturdy

  build, and the steady vitality that glowed in her rosy skin and

  dark blue eyes,--even gave a springy quality to her curly reddish-

  brown hair, which she still wore in a single braid down her back.

  Mrs. Rosen liked to have Vickie about because she was never

  listless or dreamy or apathetic. A half-smile nearly always played

  about her lips and eyes, and it was there because she was pleased

  with something, not because she wanted to be agreeable. Even a

  half-smile made her cheeks dimple. She had what her mother called

  "a happy disposition."

  When she finished the verses, Mrs. Rosen nodded approvingly.

  "Thank you, Vickie. The very next time I go to Chicago, I will try

  to get an English translation of Faust for you."

  "But I want to read this one." Vickie's open smile darkened.

  "What I want is to pick up any of these books and just read them,

  like you and Mr. Rosen do."

  The dusky red of Mrs. Rosen's cheeks grew a trifle deeper. Vickie

  never paid compliments, absolutely never; but if she really admired

  anyone, something in her voice betrayed it so convincingly that one

  felt flattered. When she dropped a remark of this kind, she added

  another link to the chain of responsibility which Mrs. Rosen

  unwillingly bore and tried to shake off--the irritating sense of

  being somehow responsible for Vickie, since, God knew, no one else

  felt responsible.

  Once or twice, when she happened to meet pleasant young Mr.

  Templeton alone, she had tried to talk to him seriously about his

  daughter's future. "She has finished de school here, and she

  should be getting training of some sort; she is growing up," she

  told him severely.

  He laughed and said in his way that was so honest, and so

  disarmingly sweet and frank: "Oh, don't remind me, Mrs. Rosen!

  I just pretend to myself she isn't. I want to keep my little

  daughter as long as I can." And there it ended.

  Sometimes Vickie Templeton seemed so dense, so utterly

  unperceptive, that Mrs. Rosen was ready to wash her hands of her.

  Then some queer streak of sensibility in the child would make her

  change her mind. Last winter, when Mrs. Rosen came home from a

  visit to her sister in Chicago, she brought with her a new cloak of