A brilliant smile crossed the man’s face, and he touched the gold band on his left ring finger. “We married her. She was Jamie’s and Noah’s momma. We had a good twenty years together. She died a while back. Brian’s not going to last long. He’s got a bad heart. I think it broke the day our Ellen died.”

  What the hell was worth that kind of heartache? Nell. A vision of her looking up at him with perfect trust in her eyes assaulted him. He should keep quiet. The guy would stop talking eventually. None of this meant anything to Bishop. “Would you do it again?”

  He nodded. “Oh, god, I would do it in a heartbeat. I wouldn’t change anything.”

  “But she died. He’s going to die.” Nell could die. It was better to walk away, to not feel anything. His mother had died. It was what people did. They died. They left. They failed.

  “I’ll die one day, too. But if I hadn’t loved Ellen, if I hadn’t shared a life with Brian and our kids, well, I wouldn’t have lived. This ache in my gut, it means I lived, son. I loved. I built something. I don’t regret a minute of it. Not even the end. Brian and I held her when she passed and then we had each other. No. My only problem is my boys. They have a woman coming between them. My youngest is going to make a very big mistake and I can’t stop him. He thinks he’s in love.”

  A long moment passed. “How can you tell?”

  Fred Glen turned slightly. “How can you tell if you’re in love?”

  Was he in love with Nell? He’d never felt anything close to the way he felt when she walked into a room. Was that love? “Yeah.”

  “When you can’t think of anything but her.” A mysterious smile curled his lips up, like he was lost in some ridiculously sweet memory. “When she’s the only thing in the world that matters. When you realize you want to be a better man, make the world a better place, because she’s in it. When the choices you make, about yourself, about the kind of man you are all boil to one thing—will she be proud of you? That’s when you know.”

  Bishop took a damn long drink this time.

  There was a loud beeping behind him. Holly rushed around the bar.

  “Oh, dear, this is going to get bad,” Holly said.

  Fred Glen’s face lit up. “Oh, this is going to be fun.”

  Bishop opened his eyes, and the redhead was putting down her tray. She looked behind the bar. “Damn it, Lonnie. Get out here. We have real trouble.”

  Lonnie poked his head out of the back and quickly disappeared again. “It’s just Mel.”

  Holly practically vibrated as she stared out into the lounge. “I swear to god, I’m going to quit one day.”

  “Who’s Mel?” Bishop asked, taking another sip of the Scotch. He tried his damnedest to stop thinking about what Fred Glen had said. He didn’t love her. He was just sleeping with her. He’d been her first man and he felt a responsibility toward her. That was all. He just wanted her.

  If he played his cards right, he could find the bad guy and be back in time to have dinner with Nell before they explored a little bondage this evening. He was going to tie her to the bedposts, spreading her arms and legs wide, splaying her open for his very delicious torture. He would lick her from head to toe. He would get her so hot she would be begging for his cock. He might even clamp her nipples. That would be pretty.

  “Mel’s a legend around these parts. He considers himself an alien hunter. Notice that he’s got tinfoil under that hat of his. Claims it keeps the death rays from taking him.” Fred was grinning, his weariness fading for the moment.

  Bishop turned in his chair, watching the action out in the lounge. Mel was the man in the trucker hat with the weird beeping thing. It was going off like crazy as he stood in front of a young man with a shock of dark hair. His face was unlined, his eyes wide as he looked up at the lanky man. He had been talking to a pretty brunette who moved away the minute Mel walked up as though she knew disaster was about to happen and wanted to get clear of the blast radius.

  “All right, you. You know damn well you’re not supposed to be here.”

  The younger man shrank back a bit, clutching his glass. “I am only trying to enjoy my martimmy. Go away.”

  Dude did not come from here. What was that accent? Croatian?

  Mel didn’t seem to give a crap about the weird accent. “Not on your life, buddy. You are in direct violation of Intergalactic Council Order 100923-4821. This is protected ground. You’re not allowed to breed here.”

  Holly rushed up, an envelope in her hands. “Oh, god, he’s talking about breeding. I am so sorry. If we don’t let him kick someone out about once a month, he gets really antsy, and that’s bad for everyone. The town got together a couple of months back and put together this really nice package for Mel’s victims.”

  “Holly, he ain’t a victim. He’s a Sibalian male of mating age. That ain’t even his real form,” Mel explained.

  “What is this man talking about? I’m here on vacationings. This is ridiculous.” The man set down his drink, his face flushing. “I demand to talk to the management.”

  Holly pressed the envelope in his hand. “Management snuck into the kitchen to watch Internet porn. I’m so sorry. There’s no charge for the drink and the Trading Post has a free quarter pound of fudge for you. You can get your oil changed at Roger’s Garage for nineteen ninety-nine. Polly offers a free wax, but I kind of think she enjoys that. She’s a little sadistic if you ask me. And there’s free coffee for you at Stella’s. Please don’t sue us.”

  The man huffed, grabbed the envelope, and stalked out.

  “Nothing to worry about here, people.” Mel held up his detector thingy. “You’re all safe. You don’t have to worry about being overrun with Sibalian young. Whew. That was a close one. The vodka in the drink would have triggered his mating pheromones and then no woman would be safe. No need to thank me.”

  Mel tipped his foil-lined hat and waved good-bye, his job apparently done.

  “Nope.” Fred Glen was smiling broadly. “Wouldn’t change a damn thing. This is the place to live, son.”

  Bishop slapped some bills on the counter. He needed to get to Seth’s and then get home to Nell. Well, get back to his room. Nell was waiting for him and he had plans on how to spend the night. It did not include watching an alien hunter threaten tourists. “Thanks, Fred. It was good to meet you.”

  He grabbed his case, put on his coat, and headed out. Night had fallen and the cold blasted him. He wanted to be back with Nell where it was warm.

  His phone buzzed, a text coming in.

  It’s Lyle. Used a credit card in Alamosa two days ago.

  Bishop sighed. One assignment down. He could find the fucker tomorrow and then bury him. There had to be plenty of places to bury a body out here. It had been a couple of weeks since he’d killed someone.

  Nell would very likely protest him if she knew. He could hear the lecture on how he should rehabilitate criminals, not internally decapitate them. But he was really good at internal decapitation. It was his signature move. Bloodless. Usually no one got time to scream. And, when he really thought about it, it was likely fairly painless. Killing with kindness. Nell would approve.

  And then she would protest.

  Any way he looked at it, Nell would never be able to accept the real John Bishop. And what the fuck was he thinking anyway? That he could take Nell with him? He worked deep-cover assignments with some of the most dangerous terrorists and drug dealers in the world. He’d worked with female agents before. He’d used them as cover. They were beautiful and deadly and knew when to keep their mouths closed.

  Nell would protest the terrorists and get her gorgeous ass shot in five seconds flat.

  There was a quick, loud, sucking sound and Bishop’s eyes were flooded with a blue light. It was gone in an instant, but a cold wind blew him back. What the fuck?

  Mel walked from around the side of the building. “He’s off. Gotta make sure with those boys. When they get the mating heat, they can take out whole cities. You ever seen the episode of
Star Trek with the tribbles? Yeah, that’s what it’s like. Luckily I have a direct line to MI17, and they can open a wormhole.”

  Bishop shook his head. What was the proof on the liquor again? “MI17?”

  Mel nodded as though all of this was perfectly normal. “Sure. The Brits don’t acknowledge they have an MI17, but that’s just silly. Who else would have put down the Great Invasion of ’89? It sure wasn’t going to be that Star Wars defense project. Hell, no. Mayonnaise. That’s what scares those Orcanians.”

  Bishop was pretty sure he was the one who had landed on a different planet.

  His phone rang as he watched the deeply odd man walking toward an old pickup truck. He flipped the phone open. “Yeah?”

  “John?”

  Bishop froze.

  “It’s Bill. I’m alone, but you need to get here and quick. Nell is missing, son.”

  His heart threatened to stop. “What do you mean? She was with her mother when I left her.”

  “It’s been chaotic around here. We didn’t realize she was missing until a couple of minutes ago. Callie asked her to go and let in Kelly, Polly’s girl. The gate can only be opened by residents and guests who have keys. Nell went out to manually open the gate.”

  “Where is this Kelly person?”

  “That’s just it. She’s not here, either. She was in her car at the front gate, and now she’s gone. I’m trying to pull up the security tapes right now. Pam and Callie are with the others searching the grounds, but I have a very bad feeling.”

  Bishop ran for his car. “I’ll be there in ten minutes. Call the sheriff.”

  “I called him before I called you. Rye Harper’s on his way and the sheriff’s going out to Polly’s to make sure Kelly didn’t just go home.”

  “How long has she been gone?”

  “It’s been about half an hour since anyone saw her.”

  Nausea threatened to take over. That was practically forever. If all Lyle wanted to do was kill Nell, he likely would have just shot her and left her body lying there, but he’d taken her. Bishop had to hope that Lyle wanted to torture her for a while. He couldn’t even believe he was thinking the words, but she had to be alive. He could help her, put her back together, anything—just as long as she was still alive.

  “John, she’s alive. If we haven’t found her body, then she’s alive. We just need to figure out where he would take her.”

  Bishop didn’t know the land. He didn’t have any idea where the hell the fucker would go. And he needed a goddamn piece. He wasn’t carrying. He’d locked his SIG away back at the resort because he didn’t want Nell to catch him with a gun. He didn’t even have a knife on him.

  Mel was suddenly beside him, the older man moving almost silently. “Is everything all right? You went real pale there for a second. Are you remembering a past alien experience? It happens to me all the time. I got some tonic that helps.”

  “I don’t need tonic. I need a gun.”

  “Shotgun, handgun, stun gun? You’re going to have to be more specific.” Mel straightened his trucker hat, the tinfoil crinkling. “Do you know the nature of the creature we’re hunting?”

  The guy was a nut, but maybe he had some guns. And he probably knew the area. “It’s not a creature, just a giant asshole. He’s got Nell Finn, and I’m worried he’s going to kill her.”

  “Come with me. I’ve got a kit in my truck and a radio. I’ll get the crew on this. How long’s she been gone? Do we know what type of vehicle she was taken in? The snow’s been coming down hard all afternoon, so they wouldn’t get far on foot.”

  Now the man suddenly sounded competent. He strode back to his antique pickup and opened the bed as Bishop followed along. He could already see a full gun rack through the back window. He counted a shotgun and a rifle. Maybe this Mel guy could track more than fake aliens. “Bill said she was likely in someone named Kelly’s car. I don’t know her.”

  “Kelly Hansen. Nice girl. Crappy car. It’s going to struggle in this snow, especially coming down off the mountain. I’ve been out here for about forty minutes trying to make sure the order to MI17 had gone through before I threw the Sibalian out.” He pointed at the place where the road from the resort met the highway. “Unless they tried going down the other side, this is where they would have come out and I’m telling you, Kelly’s brakes wouldn’t make it down the other side. Once you get past my place and the Harpers’, the grade is too steep. I haven’t seen anyone come off the mountain so they’re either still up there or they’re likely at the bottom of the other side.”

  Fuck. It seemed like there were a whole bunch of ways for Nell to die tonight. “Can you get me back up there? We should be able to follow the tracks in the snow. Most people around here drive trucks and SUVs. If this Kelly’s car is smaller, we should be able to tell where she’s gone.”

  A large tool kit sat in the back of Mel’s truck. He worked a lock and then flipped it open, and Bishop’s eyes widened because he wasn’t even sure what half that shit was. The tinfoiled man had guns of all kinds, knives, a short sword, what looked like a medieval mace, some hair spray, and several items that Bishop was pretty sure he didn’t want to touch. But there was a very staid-looking semiautomatic, and Bishop felt better the minute he felt the weight in his hand. He checked the clip. The gun was in perfect order. It would blow a very nice hole through Warren Lyle’s head.

  Reality settled on Bishop as Mel opened his driver’s door and started talking on a radio. He’d been in too many fucked-up situations to really think that this would go well. His brain worked through all the scenarios and almost none of them played out well. Almost every single one ended with Nell dead in the snow and with Bishop seeking revenge.

  He loved Nell Finn. It was stupid. It was wrong. It could only end in complete disaster, but he was in love with Nell, and he suddenly understood that if he allowed Nell deep into his heart, she would change him forever. It had probably already happened. He was probably ruined for any other woman, but then it didn’t matter because he wasn’t the kind of guy who got married and settled down in a small town. He was a killer. He was a tool, and the United States government wasn’t going to allow an asset like John Bishop to ask for a mulligan and walk away. They would come after him, and Nell would get hurt.

  If Nell was even alive.

  “I just got some info on the radio. Max is on the case. He’s talking to Rye, says they have confirmation that Nell got into Kelly’s car and they started back down the mountain. He’s calling some people he knows on the other side to see if they remember Kelly’s car rolling by. Bill Hartman is going to send some of his folks out on snowmobiles to see what he can find.”

  So everyone was looking for her. He wasn’t alone. There was an odd comfort to that, but no one would look for her the way he would. No one else would keep going until they found her. Even if it took forever because the world was suddenly utterly meaningless if one brunette with soft eyes and a softer heart wasn’t walking around in it.

  Bishop took a nice-looking hunting knife out of the box and pocketed it, too.

  “Are you ready to go? I figured we would drive to the base and see what we can find from there.” Mel slapped at the side of the truck. “Let’s get going.”

  A buzzing sound came from the highway, and in the distance, Bishop could hear his fake name being called.

  “Henry! Henry! Stop!”

  Not Nell. Bishop looked out and saw a single headlight breaking through the twilight. Was that a motorcycle? It was too small. Dirt bike, maybe. And it had at least one too many people on it. He counted two heads as the dirt bike turned into the parking lot.

  Seth Stark hopped off the back and started running toward Bishop. Logan parked the bike and slid the helmet off his head. The lanky teen had a hunting rifle strapped to his back. “Please, Mr. Flanders…”

  Bishop growled a little. He didn’t need this distraction. “I won’t tell your moms. What is it Seth? I have to go. Lyle has Nell.”

  Seth had
his own version of a weapon in his hands, a state-of-the-art laptop. He opened it, the light glowing from the screen. “I know. I overheard the sheriff and Rye Harper talking on the police radio. I figured she probably had her phone. Almost no one walks around without their phone out here, and Nell’s been really careful since her mom got sick. She always carries it around.”

  A spark of hope lit through him. “You talked to her?”

  Seth shook his head. “No. She’s not answering, but I think I got something better. I hacked into the cell company’s computer and I have a signal on her. She’s up on the mountain.” He frowned. “The signal’s not moving. We need to hurry because any minute the company’s going to realize that someone else has control of their satellite and the feds are probably going to come after me again.”

  “I won’t tell Logan’s moms about that either. Ditch the dirt bike. Get in the truck.” They could all squeeze in. He needed Seth, but he had a feeling Seth wouldn’t leave Logan behind and besides, an extra gun never hurt.

  They piled into the truck, and Seth started giving instructions on how to get to the signal.

  Mel started the truck down the highway.

  He’d worked with the top SEAL teams and with the very best intelligence operatives from across the globe. Now he was stuck with an insane alien hunter, a kid who would either take over the world or spend a lot of time in jail, and Logan, who just didn’t want his moms to find out anything. This was his team.

  He prayed they had what it took. John Bishop wasn’t a man who prayed. He figured God had left him alone a long time ago, but for the first time since he was a child, he reached out to whatever was out there in the universe.

  Just let her be alive. God, just let her be alive.

  Chapter Ten

  The cold hit her first and then the pain.

  Where was she? What had happened? Why was her head pounding?

  And why was it so cold? She’d been warm before with Henry’s arms wrapped around her. All she had to do to get warm was to look at him, to remember how he kissed her, like she was the only woman in the whole world. She’d been toasty warm in the hot tub, his skin as hot as the water.