depravity

  and when they burned down the farmhouse

  they also burned his diary and his notes.

  Losing

  Do we lose things along the way?

  We say:

  I lost my hat; I lost my cat;

  I lost my way!

  All is energy:

  it is quite impossible to lose

  whatever...

 

  Other things or other lives

  simply grow tired of us

  and slip out of our control

  for a time or for ever.

  To be able to lose,

  we must be able to own,

  but where or when did we

  get the idea of ownership?

 

  No one can ever own anything

  and life is full of surprises:

  who knows:

  I may “lose” myself before morning!

  The things I own

  likely understand the truth of it:

  they break free of owners

  and suddenly disappear.

  Impossible?

  Not for those who have learned

  to think outside the box.

  Besides, it's a lot more fun

  than just tick-tocking along

  stuck in the same old beliefs.

  Go ahead, lose your mind!

  Melody

  I heard you playing last night;

  the notes cascading softly

  through the wall

  and settling gently in my heart.

  They came as waves

  drifting upon a shallow sandy shore

  on a quiet moonlit evening,

  I could feel your caress

  on the polished wood

  and every brush of fingertip

  on vibrating strings

  pulled strange feelings

  from deep within my soul,

  stirring up some un-named passion.

  Your guitar gently sang,

  expressing a new meaning for life,

  an essence of happiness.

  I felt as if I had found the freedom

  to cast my unbound love

  throughout a world

  burdened with sadness;

  as if I had the power

  to change that old melody.

  I hope you'll play again this evening -

  I'll be listening.

  Tears In The Rain

  It is a hard thing, is it not

  to know anyone's tears in the rain?

  Yet many tears fall thus

  and only the tear-maker knows

  how they were created

  why they came to be

  and where they went.

  Tears flow with the rain

  when the fabric tears;

  when what should be

  does not come to be

  and what should not be

  breaks down the door

  to take away the child.

  I have seen tears in the rain

  for I have seen the sky

  cry over the earth and the sea

  many a time, too many a time;

  when the sun could not shine

  upon earth nor sea

  for sorrow would not let it.

  And the child that was lost

  I saw again past her wandering.

  I saw her somewhere

  as another face in the rain;

  another tear-streaked face

  staring at a dark-grey sky

  and barely did I recognize it.

  I knew she'd looked her last

  upon the things once called good.

  Through tear-filled eyes

  she'd reached for the hand of faith

  and grasped at the arm of hope --

  but hand and arm dissolved --

  how bitter are tears in the rain.

  The Tree

  The tree,

  symbol of vitality,

  symbol of life;

  anchored in pasts

  and possible futures

  where I walked and walk,

  not always alone--I hear

  its voice echo softly

  through the mind--I feel

  its life energy healing

  my soul deadened

  by the city's chaos:

  Barefoot,

  I stand recharging

  under its green protection

  and I say, not proudly

  "thank you, tree

  and I hope you'll still be

  here, giving life

  when I, or another child

  needs you again."

  Toaster

  Praise Capitalism!

  A toaster is built!

  Ah! Made in Mexico, profit!

  It lightly browns gummy white bread.

  It kills what nutritious value

  the bread may have accidentally contained

  but who cares? We can hear that delightful

  crunching sound in our mouth, feel

  that commercial goodness fill our guts

  when suddenly, expectedly, one of its coils dies.

  The whole damn thing must now be thrown away

  in some overflowing heap called a land fill

  oozing with toasters, dirty diapers and

  other such non-recyclable human waste.

  Thus we are forced to buy a new one

  and the game goes on

  until we too,

  are toast!

  To Vote Or Not To Vote

  Comes election time and people say:

  You've got to vote!

  It's your duty to vote.

  If you don't vote, don't complain

  if they don't do what you would like.

  This gave me food for thought.

  First, 'tis obvious people vote

  to have something to complain about.

  Secondly, if I were to vote

  it's just as obvious to me

  there's only one person on this world

  who'll always do what I want

  and that would be 'me'

  so put my name on the ballot

  and I'll vote

  for my majority of One.

  Troubles Of Mind

  I took a walk I'd hoped would be pleasant

  on a cold, wet and windy day

  and how I wished the sun had shone;

  how I wished for a soft, warm breeze

  to warm my face and hands today.

  My troubles hound me like a cold wind;

  like a driving November rain.

  They penetrate my clothes;

  keep my heart in their icy grip;

  keep me from the love I seek to share;

  they numb my hands: and I cannot touch.

  There is a way out of this;

  a place beyond these troubles of mind;

  where bitterness is washed away

  as rain washes down a street.

  There is a way to see;

  a way to skirt potholes and cracks

  on the uneven road of life;

  a way to not stumble, nor to fall;

  a way, a sure way, a final way

  to replace fear with love.

  How? Consciously choosing

  to transform the fear-filled mind.

  A Living Entity

  Is everything a living entity?

  a tree, a leaf, a drop of rain,

  a piece of paper, a stone,

  a hammer, a flower,

  a cloud, a universe:

  do they have feelings?

  What does life have to say to that?

  Yes, they all have identity,

  existence, energy, feelings;

  a sense of self-awareness

  all being a part of the All-ness:

  life expressing itself.

  Thus do I understand; do I know:

  everything deserves respect;

  for I am of everything

  and if I would be understood

  I must expr
ess same in turn.

  A simple enough lesson to learn.

  But man has no compassion;

  he is but a mindless consumer

  that cannot feel the pain his needs

  engender in a world that can never be

  his to use or abuse at will.

  And so he brings forth his own end.

  The Prophet's Story – As Told By Earth And Sky

  The prophet heard the coming of the times:

  of course he did, that's what prophets do.

  The prophet saw the rising of the tides:

  of course she did, that's what prophets do.

  The prophet tasted fully the changing of the times:

  of course he did, that's what is said people will do

  to those who insist on being prophets --

  to those who always must give the right message

  always in the worst possible time: when society hears

  but finds it terribly inconvenient to listen.

  The prophet for her trouble was nailed upon the tree

  and her children sold into slavery.

  "Should I have remained silent for the children's sake?"

  She screamed in agony dying abandoned and alone

  but for waiting vultures perched on two lesser trees.

  The question has been answered already by society:

  by a railing, mocking, gawking, thieving multitude

  that stole her last possession and jeered:

  "If thou be the Prophet and True, save thyself and us!"

  The prophet has returned to her own world to grieve

  and "The Prophet's Story" is now known far and wide

  across immensities of space where other worlds spin;

  where humans evolved beyond the plagues of darkness;

  where they listened to their gifted ones and realized in time

  no one has ever choked from swallowing one's pride.

  A new body has been given her but she insists

  that on her back, her hands and feet, as in her heart

  it must continue to broadcast the scars of her passage

  to remember, to feel, the hate-filled sea she faced in trial

  and every night no sleep she allows to ease her sorrow:

  cry she does, tears uncounted she sheds, for her children lost

  who unknowing and un-remembering must now die

  beyond reach of any compassionate heart or mind.

  Winds Of Eternity

  She was sprite, elf, wild, untamed:

  she loved to dance to danger's beat,

  always one foot on the very edge of life.

  Thus I encountered my mystic love,

  in a place of her own devising.

  I knew any love she expressed,

  even from the depth of her heart,

  would be as fleeting as a desert storm;

  that she would fade away as a season;

  as a summer wind.

  I needed the experience offered

  of a sacred moment of passion:

  I boldly stepped within the circle

  she drew for the daring in the sand of her life.

  Though the wind blows cold now,

  and the love I knew, beyond the farthest star;

  though I walk in emptiness and pain

  of a fire no longer kindled, yet still burning,

  I remain without regret

  in the memory we created and lived.

  Now I too can dance with danger;

  can live on the razor's edge:

  from her I learned to disregard caution.

  The past is the springboard,

  the future, free to look to its own ends:

  I can but live for the moment.

  I knew