If he was Returned his body never had the chance to heal. The point-blank bullet through his forehead had sealed his fate the second it had shredded his brain.
Dropping his face back into the debris, Griffin gave the Let’s go signal.
Body #2 was another boy, just a few feet from the first. This kid had a gun, but apparently it had done him little good. Same precise bullet hole, same destroyed brain.
From behind me, I heard the two-way crackle to life.
I turned to Jett, who held it to his ear, listening with intense focus.
“They got a body,” he whispered. “Near the rear exit.”
I closed my eyes, wishing I could ask if it was her—Kyra—but knowing we needed to stay off the channel as much as possible. We had no idea who might be listening.
I nodded. We’d get there. At least I hoped we’d get there.
Before we did though, we reached a strange inner chamber. That’s where we discovered another body—a blond girl who matched the image Griffin had found online. It looked like Tyler’s dream had been right after all.
In the center of this room with its over-high ceilings, there was an old-fashioned gurney of some sort . . . an ancient metal table with leather straps. I could only imagine this was where they’d done electroshock or lobotomized the hospital’s residents in days gone by.
There was fresh blood smeared across it, splattered in thick viscous puddles. And all around the table were machines. But not old-school ones. These things were high tech. Monitors, IV stands, machines that had no business in a place like this.
I signaled for Tyler to come around. “That her?”
When Tyler nodded, my breath loosened. Not all the way, but enough. Someone had been here before us, someone armed. Someone gunning for the bad guys, same way we were.
Still, just because they weren’t on the kidnappers’ side, didn’t mean they’d be on ours. And there might be more of them.
It also didn’t mean we wouldn’t find Kyra among the rubble, a bullet between her eyes too.
All it meant was there were fewer kidnappers to contend with.
“Over here.” Griffin’s voice was less quiet. Less cautious. When I moved around to the other side of the table, I saw it too—body #5, if we were counting the one Ben Agnew’s team had come across.
Strange thing was, Griffin and I recognized this corpse—a guy we’d known years ago, a sneaky little prick named Eddie Ray. I wasn’t sure what to make of that, finding Eddie Ray here, dead at the asylum where Tyler said we’d find Kyra. How the hell did Eddie Ray fit into all this . . . after all this time?
Making our way toward the rear exit, we were intercepted by one of Griffin’s soldiers. He led us to the body they’d stumbled upon, a girl who was lying facedown in the dark.
“Who is it?” Griffin asked from behind me, and I hated her for the almost hopeful edge I swore I heard in her voice. Couldn’t she at least pretend she didn’t want it to be Kyra?
Beside me, Tyler froze, and for the first time we exchanged a look. I hated him because I understood him—the pain in his face.
Ben was kneeling beside the girl, and when he glanced up and saw us, he simply said, “It’s not her.”
Then I saw how small the girl was, and how short and dark her hair was. Of course it wasn’t Kyra, how could I have been so stupid?
Tyler hunched over her, his brow furrowed as he reached for her. When he rolled her over, I rocked backward.
Just like with Eddie Ray, we knew this girl . . . it was a face we recognized all too well.
Natty.
Things weren’t adding up. What was Natty doing here with Eddie Ray? Natty, who was armed, and had an almost identical bullet hole through her forehead as Eddie Ray and the other two guys. Did it mean anything that the blond girl had been shot through the back of her head and not the front like the others? Had Natty been abducted the way Kyra had? Or was this something more sinister? Did she somehow belong with them?
This time it was Griffin and I who exchanged glances, both of us wondering the same things: Had Natty been involved in the destruction of Blackwater? Had she gotten all those Returned killed? Had she been the one who’d kidnapped Kyra?
If that was the case, I wished I’d been the one to pull the trigger.
TYLER
AFTER FINDING NATTY, WHO KYRA HAD TOLD ME WAS her closest friend since being returned, I made the decision not to trust anyone, and that included Griffin and Jett. I even had a hard time with Ben, despite the fact he’d just lost his daughter again.
As for Simon, well, he’d never been on the list.
It didn’t take long to figure out Kyra was gone, although we had proof she’d definitely been held here—the clothes I’d last seen her in—the jeans and T-shirt she’d pulled on after we’d gone for a dip in the hot spring—were bagged in a corner of one of the rooms.
It made me wonder what she was wearing now, which was stupid, because who cared? All that mattered was finding Kyra alive.
God, I hoped she was alive.
It had taken us almost an hour to clear the place, to make sure whoever had done this—whoever had killed Kyra’s kidnappers—were no longer here. The asylum was a maze of winding hallways and dead-end chambers and there was all this crap in the way, like some sort of hoarder’s paradise. Almost an hour gone and we still had nothing to show for it, just a lot of useless equipment and enough drugs to supply a zoo.
But we still hadn’t dredged up another body. Most importantly, not Kyra’s. Whoever was responsible for this massacre hadn’t shot her and left her for dead.
“If someone else did get to her first, how are we supposed to find her now? Any clue where she is?” Simon turned on me, like it was my fault we hadn’t gotten there in time, rather than thanking me that we’d found the place at all.
“It’s not like I can turn this thing on at the drop of a hat,” I tried to explain, but Simon spun away.
Griffin wasn’t much better. “Well, standing around here isn’t going to help! We’ve wasted enough time in this shithole.” Her voice echoed off the rafters as she walked in nervous circles. “We need to get moving.”
Griffin was right. If whoever had done this had a head start, it couldn’t be by much. Hours. Maybe less. If they had Kyra with them, was it possible she’d seen our headlights as we passed on the road?
Ignoring Simon, I turned to Jett. “What about the reverse star chart thing, the one I drew? I might not sense Kyra now, but maybe we can figure out where that thing was pointing. When I dreamed it, I had the feeling I was supposed to be there, maybe that means something. Maybe there’s a clue to finding Kyra there.”
Jett stopped what he was doing, a mission he’d been on to liberate some of the hard drives and cables from the kidnappers’ equipment. “Maybe,” he said, intrigued by the challenge. “It might take me some time to sort it out. But yeah, I could probably do it.” He handed an armload of crap to Ben who’d been helping him. “Shouldn’t take too long.”
Just as Jett logged into his laptop, we heard it: a crashing sound.
It came from beneath us. From the basement.
I glanced to Griffin, who looked at Simon, who took a quick inventory. We all were present and accounted for.
Someone else was down there . . .
What if that someone was Kyra?
CHAPTER SEVEN
Days Remaining: Twelve
“YOU SURE YOU DON’T WANT SOME?” FROM THE driver’s seat, Chuck wiggled the bright yellow bag of generic potato chips my way, making the cellophane-y wrapper crinkle.
It was the third time he’d offered, and for the third time I declined with a simple, “I’m good. Thanks anyway.”
The cab of his eighteen-wheeler was big, but that didn’t stop it from feeling cramped. Claustrophobic. I shrank into the leather bucket seat, trying to disappear.
“She always this quiet?” he asked on a chuckle, like it was just a girl thing, or maybe a teen thing. Like he had a confidant in Thom
, who’d been even quieter than I had since the early hours, when Chuck had stopped to pick us up. If Thom hadn’t been balancing on the edge of the mattress of the sleeper cab, just behind the seat, Chuck probably would’ve elbowed him in the guy-talk way that men sometimes do.
Thom didn’t really answer, just bobbed his head, a pseudo-agreement.
Chuck nodded back. “Help yourself to another water if you want.”
Thom reached into the mini fridge under his feet and untwisted the cap on his fifth water bottle. He downed the whole thing in less than ten seconds.
Chuck watched, but didn’t comment. He turned his attention back to me. “West is a long ways away. Skinny gal like you might waste away before we get there.”
West. That was as much as I’d told Chuck when he’d asked where Thom and I were headed. He’d done his best to pin us down. To get one of us to be more specific—a city, a state, even a precise region—but he didn’t need to know our plan, so I remained adamant, and Thom . . . well, Thom was thirsty, so we’d simply left it at “west.”
“Suit yourself,” Chuck said, thrusting his hand into the chip bag once more. When he pulled it out again, his fist was overflowing. His grip reminded me of one of those crane machines, the kind they had at pizza parlors or in front of supermarkets. You almost never won at those things, but if you did, and the claw actually dislodged a toy from the rest, its grasp always seemed tenuous, like the slightest hiccup or breeze would knock your prize loose on its way to the chute.
Chips and crumbs spilled from between Chuck’s fingers on their way to his mouth. Just like The Claw.
“You’re lucky I came along when I did,” he announced through his half-chewed food. “That road doesn’t get a lot of traffic.”
He was right. I’d felt lucky when he’d stopped.
My parents had always made a big deal about not hitchhiking—just like I’m sure all parents did. They’d try to scare me with warnings about Stranger Danger and murder vans by showing me news stories about girls who’d hitched rides only to never be heard from again.
If you’re ever stranded, stay where you are, my dad had counseled me. We will find you.
Great advice for a sixteen-year-old who believed that the worst that could happen was missing curfew and losing her cell phone privileges.
That was before I’d been swept away in a flash of light and lost five long years of my life. Before I’d come back and found out I was no longer the same person.
And before I’d been kidnapped and tortured and forced to kill a girl I’d believed was my friend.
Maybe I was braver because I wasn’t alone, but to be honest, after everything I’d been through, in the grand scheme of things hitchhiking kinda seemed like no big deal.
Plus, other than his poor nutritional choices, Chuck seemed like a decent enough guy. Nothing about him screamed ax murderer, so he had that going for him.
Thom and I had stayed hidden as long as we could, waiting to make sure my head count at the asylum hadn’t been off. That there wasn’t anyone left to come after us. Even as weak as he was, Thom had put up with my questions, managing to answer mostly in single syllables and groans.
During that time, I’d pieced together why Natty and the others had been torturing him, even while they planned to sell him to the Daylight Division.
Without Thom, Silent Creek had no leader. And after the massacre at Blackwater, the Silent Creekers were probably still trying to sort through their contingency plans.
Which meant they were weak.
And locked inside Thom’s head was a code word that would win the camp’s confidence.
If Natty could wiggle her way back inside now, she and Eddie Ray could hit them while their defenses were down. Hadn’t Eddie Ray said that’s what this was all about, business?
Through it all, Thom had held out, never giving them that code word despite their liberal use of Lucy on him. He was loyal to his Returned, and I was more sorry than ever that I’d doubted him.
I’d asked him about the watch too.
He’d looked at me, his eyes moving from mine to my wrist as if he’d only just noticed I wasn’t still wearing the cheap plastic wristwatch he’d given me as a gift—the one I thought he’d used against me.
I winced. “You weren’t the one who put the tracking device in it, were you?”
He reached over and squeezed my hand, giving a faint shake of his head. No, he told me silently. Somehow, Natty had done that too.
Probably to make sure she could find me.
The sun had only been up a couple of hours when Chuck had found us, wandering lost and alone on the side of the small road. He hadn’t questioned why I was propping Thom up, or why Thom had been so dehydrated when we’d finally gotten him into the cab of the truck. He also hadn’t commented on the way Thom had gone from looking like roadkill to your regular, healthy, normal-looking teen (at least if you didn’t know any better) so quickly.
Just add water!
At first glance, I didn’t have much to say about old Chuck either. There didn’t seem to be anything special about him. He was just your average-ordinary-nothing-special kind of truck driver.
But then he’d turned toward me, and I’d seen it . . . the way the left side of his face dimpled. The way it creased and sagged so much more than the right. He didn’t say why, but it wasn’t hard to guess it was sun damage, caused from years, maybe even decades of being on the road. From one side of his face being more exposed than the other.
It was like Chuck had been time-lapsed—a Before and After of him that had been cut in two and reattached down the middle.
But considering I’d just seen someone’s entire face blown off, my attitude was somewhere along the lines of it-could-have-been-worse. I barely blinked at ol’ Chuck.
My attention drifted toward the fields that ran along the freeway, punctuated with low mountains covered in soft grass. They were nothing like the harsh red deserts of Utah or the brown barren ones of eastern Washington.
“Where are we?” I asked Chuck absently.
Appraising the stretch of highway, Chuck nodded. “My guess is somewhere outside’a Channing.”
“Channing,” I echoed, trying to decide if the name rang any bells.
I glanced back to Thom who looked so much more like his old self again. He shrugged.
Turning back to Chuck, I tried again. “So that’s the name of the city . . . ,” I drawled, and then, because I knew this was going to sound weird, I bit my lip. “Which state?”
Chuck eyeballed me. “You kids pullin’ my leg or something?” And when he realized it was no joke, he did a full-on double take. I wouldn’t mind playing cards with Chuck sometime—he had the world’s worst poker face.
There was no point pretending. “We’re just a little lost is all.” I sighed. “And if you could help us out, that’d be great.” I smiled, hoping I looked sincere, and not like some crackpot who’d literally just shot her way out of an asylum.
My life got stranger and stranger.
It must’ve been pretty good because Chuck nodded a sort of, Sure, I guess so kind of nod, and answered. “Wyoming. ’Bout an hour south’a Gillette.”
Gillette—I had no idea where that was either, but Wyoming gave me a better sense. Geography might not have been my strongest subject, but I knew I was nowhere near Blackwater Ranch, back in Utah, and even farther from home . . . if I even had a home anymore.
“Can I ask you something else, Chuck?” I mean, why not, right? Might as well go for broke.
“Shoot.”
I winced at his choice of phrasing. The gun was still pressed against the small of my back, stuffed inside the waistband of a pair of jeans I’d found in a duffel bag. They could have belonged to anyone—the Levi’s 501s—but the fit was close enough so I’d taken them, along with a spare shirt. It was better than trying to catch a ride in a blood-splattered hospital gown.
I spit out my next question. “What . . . What day is it?”
Chuck just shook his head. Not in a sad way, or even a shocked way, but more in an I’d-stumped-him way. “When you kids say you’re lost . . .” He slid a sympathetic gaze my way and then up at his mirror to look back at Thom. “Man-oh-man, girl. Thursday,” he said. “It’s Thursday.” When I frowned, mentally, trying to get my bearings he took pity on me and added, “The first.”
My breath came out in a whoosh. “The what?”
“July first.” He sat a little straighter than before, his eyes darting to where my hands were gripping the sides of my seats. My knuckles had gone bone white. “You okay?” He sounded nervous, and maybe he was right to be. The chill in my bones had spread to my skin and I was swallowing back my own stomach acids. I hadn’t puked after shooting four people, or even when pieces of Blondie sprayed all over me when Eddie Ray killed her. But the possibility was real now. “You don’t look so good. Should I pull over?”
I leaned forward, taking slow and shallow breaths. After a second I released my death grip and held up my hand.
“Kyra?” Thom asked from behind me.
“It’s okay. I’ll . . . I’ll be okay.” They were the same words I’d whispered to myself over and over after I’d rescued him at the asylum. After I’d shot Natty.
Five days, I repeated in my head.
How was it possible that I’d been kidnapped almost a week ago? How had I not noticed the passing of an entire week? Felt the knifing pain that came each and every daybreak?
But I knew how . . . the IV drip. The drugs.
“One of you got family out west?” Chuck asked, still trying to pry information from us.
The word “family” brought a whole new kind of pain. A week was a long time to lose track of my dad. I had no idea where he’d gone after I’d been taken from that diner.
Hopefully he and Tyler had gotten in touch with Simon and they were all together now, someplace safe.
Where? I had no clue. Blackwater was out of the question—Agent Truman and his Daylight Division had seen to that. And since they didn’t know that Thom had never been the traitor we’d all believed he was, there was no way they’d go back to Silent Creek.