“Why are you whispering?” he asked.
“It’s a library,” she whispered.
“The usual rules have been suspended.”
“Are you the librarian?” she asked him.
“Me—a librarian? No. In fact—”
“Then you can’t possibly have the authority to suspend the rules,” she said, speaking softly but no longer in a whisper.
“This gives me the authority,” he declared, and fired a round into the ceiling.
She glanced at the front windows, where the street was visible only in a succession of wedges between the half-closed Venetian blinds. When she looked next at me, I saw that she was disappointed, as I had been, by the pathetic volume of the shot. The walls, padded by books, absorbed the sound. Outside, it might have been not much louder than a muffled cough.
Giving no indication that his casual gunfire rattled her, she said, “May I put these books down somewhere? They’re quite an armful.”
With the pistol, he indicated a reading table. “There.”
As the woman put down the books, the killer went to the door and locked it, always keeping an eye on us.
“I don’t mean to criticize,” the woman said, “and I’m sure you know your business better than I do, but you’re wrong about needing only one hostage.”
She was so dangerously appealing to the eye that under other circumstances, she could have reduced any guy to his most deeply stupid state of desire. Already, however, I found myself more interested in what she had to say than I was in her figure, more fascinated by her chutzpah than by her radiant face.
The maniac seemed to share my fascination. By his expression, anyone could see that she had charmed him. His killer smile became more luminous.
When he spoke to her, his voice had no bite to it, no trace of sarcasm: “You have a theory or something about hostages?”
She shook her head. “Not a theory. Just a practical observation. If you wind up in a showdown with the police and you have only one hostage, how are you going to convince them you would actually kill the person, that you’re not bluffing?”
“How?” he and I asked simultaneously.
“You couldn’t make them believe you,” she said. “Not beyond a shadow of a doubt. So they might try to rush you, in which case both you and the hostage wind up dead.”
“I can be pretty convincing,” he assured her in a mellower tone that suggested he might be thinking of asking her for a date.
“If I was a cop, I wouldn’t believe you for a minute. You’re too cute to be a killer.” To me, she said, “Isn’t he too cute?”
I almost said I didn’t think he was that cute, so you can see what I mean by her bringing out the deeply stupid in a guy.
“But if you had two hostages,” she continued, “you could kill one to prove the sincerity of your threat, and after that the second would be a reliable shield. No cop would dare test you twice.”
He stared at her for a moment. “You’re some piece of work,” he said at last, and clearly meant to compliment her.
“Well,” she replied, indicating the stack of books that she had just returned, “I’m a reader and a thinker, that’s all.”
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Lorrie.”
“Lorrie what?”
“Lorrie Lynn Hicks,” she said. “And you are?”
He opened his mouth, almost told her his name, then smiled and said, “I’m a man of mystery.”
“And a man with a mission, by the look of it.”
“I’ve already killed the librarian,” he told her, as if murder were a resumé enhancement.
“I was sort of afraid you had,” she said.
I cleared my throat. “My name is James.”
“Hi, Jimmy,” she said, and though she smiled, I saw in her eyes a terrible sadness and desperate calculation.
“Go stand beside him,” the maniac ordered.
Lorrie came to me. She smelled as good as she looked: fresh, clean, lemony.
“Cuff yourself to him.”
As she locked the empty ring around her left wrist, thereby linking our fates, I felt I should say something to comfort her, in response to the desperation I’d glimpsed in her eyes. Wit failed me, and I could only say, “You smell like lemons.”
“I’ve spent the day making homemade lemon marmalade. I intended to have the first of it tonight, on toasted English muffins.”
“I’ll brew a pot of bittersweet hot chocolate with a dash of cinnamon,” I told her. “That and your marmalade muffins will be the perfect thing to celebrate.”
Clearly she appreciated my confident assertion of our survival, but her eyes were no less troubled.
Checking his wristwatch, the maniac said, “This has taken too much time. I’ve got a lot of research to do before the explosions start.”
9
* * *
All our yesterdays neatly shelved, time catalogued in drawers: News grows brittle and yellow under the library, in catacombs of paper.
The killer had learned that the Snow County Gazette had for more than a century stored their dead issues here in the subbasement, two stories under the town square. They called it a “priceless archive of local history.” Preserved for the ages in the Gazette morgue were the details of Girl Scout bake sales, school-board elections, and zoning battles over the intent of Sugar Time Donuts to expand the size of its operation.
Every issue from 1950 forward could be viewed on microfiche. When your research led you to earlier dates, you were supposed to fill out a requisition form for hard copies of the Gazette; a staff member would oversee your perusal of the newspaper.
If you were a person who shot librarians for no reason, standard procedures were of no concern to you. The maniac prowled the archives and took what he wanted to a study table. He handled the yellowing newsprint with no more consideration for its preservation than he would have shown for the most current edition of USA Today.
He had parked Lorrie Lynn Hicks and me in a pair of chairs at the farther end of the enormous room in which he worked. We were not close enough to see what articles in the Gazette interested him.
We sat under a barrel-vaulted ceiling, under a double row of inverted torchieres that cast a dusty light acceptable only to those scholars who had lived in a time when electricity was new and the memory of oil lamps still fresh from childhood.
With another set of handcuffs, our captor had linked our wrist shackles to a backrail of one of the chairs on which we were perched.
Because not all the archives were contained in this one room, he paid repeated visits to an adjacent chamber, leaving us alone at times. His absences afforded us no chance to escape. Chained together and dragging a chair, we could move neither quickly nor quietly.
“I’ve got a nail file in my purse,” Lorrie whispered.
I glanced down at her cuffed hand next to mine. A strong but graceful hand. Elegant fingers. “Your nails look fine,” I assured her.
“Are you serious?”
“Absolutely. I like the shade of your polish. Looks like candied cherries.”
“It’s called Glaçage de Framboise.”
“Then it’s misnamed. It’s not a shade of any raspberries I’ve ever worked with.”
“You work with raspberries?”
“I’m a baker, going to be a pastry chef.”
She sounded slightly disappointed. “You look more dangerous than a pastry chef.”
“Well, I’m biggish for my size.”
“Is that what it is?”
“And bakers tend to have strong hands.”
“No,” she said, “it’s your eyes. There’s something dangerous about your eyes.”
This was adolescent wish fulfillment of the purest kind: being told by a beautiful woman that you have dangerous eyes.
She said, “They’re direct, a nice shade of blue—but then there’s something lunatic about them.”
Lunatic eyes are dangerous eyes, all right, but n
ot romantic dangerous. James Bond has dangerous eyes. Charles Manson has lunatic eyes. Charles Manson, Osama bin Laden, Wile E. Coyote. Women stand in line for James Bond, but Wile E. Coyote can’t get a date.
She said, “The reason I mentioned the nail file in my purse is because it’s a metal file, sharp enough at one end to be a weapon.”
“Oh.” I felt inane, and I couldn’t blame my dunderheadedness entirely on her stupidity-inducing good looks. “He took your purse,” I noted.
“Maybe I can get it back.”
Her handbag stood on the table where he sat reading old issues of the Snow County Gazette.
The next time he left the room, we could stand as erect as a chair on our backs would allow and hobble in tandem and as fast as possible toward her purse. The noise would most likely draw him back before we reached our goal.
Or we could make our way across the room with stealth foremost in mind, which would require us to move as slowly as Siamese twins negotiating a minefield. Judging by the average length of time that he had thus far been absent when extracting additional issues from the files, we would not reach the purse before he returned.
As if my thoughts were as clear to her as the lunacy in my eyes, she said, “That’s not what I had in mind. I’m thinking if I claim a female emergency, he’ll let me have my purse.”
Female emergency.
Maybe it was the shock of living out my grandfather’s prediction or maybe it was the persistent memory of the librarian being shot, but I couldn’t get my mind around the meaning of those two words.
Aware of my befuddlement, as she seemed to be aware of every electrical current leaping across every synapse in my brain, Lorrie said, “If I tell him I’m having my period and I desperately need a tampon, I’m sure he’ll do the gentlemanly thing and give me my purse.”
“He’s a murderer,” I reminded her.
“But he doesn’t seem to be a particularly rude murderer.”
“He shot Lionel Davis in the head.”
“That doesn’t mean he’s incapable of courtesy.”
“I wouldn’t bet the bank on it,” I said.
She squinched her face in annoyance and still looked darned good. “I hope to God you’re not a congenital pessimist. That would be just too much—held hostage by a librarian killer and shackled to a congenital pessimist.”
I didn’t want to be disagreeable. I wanted her to like me. Every guy wants a good-looking woman to like him. Nevertheless, I could not accept her characterization of me.
“I’m not a pessimist. I’m a realist.”
She sighed. “That’s what every pessimist says.”
“You’ll see,” I said lamely. “I’m not a pessimist.”
“I’m an indefatigable optimist,” she informed me. “Do you know what that means—indefatigable?”
“The words baker and illiterate aren’t synonyms,” I assured her. “You’re not the only reader and thinker in Snow Village.”
“So what does it mean—indefatigable?”
“Incapable of being fatigued. Persistent.”
“Tireless,” she stressed. “I’m a tireless optimist.”
“It’s a fine line between an optimist and a Pollyanna.”
Fifty feet away, having left the room earlier, the killer returned to his table with an armload of yellowing newspapers.
Lorrie eyed him with predatory calculation. “When the moment’s right,” she whispered, “I’m going to tell him I’ve got a female emergency and need my purse.”
“Sharp or not, a nail file isn’t much use against a gun,” I protested.
“There you go again. Congenital pessimism. That can’t be a good thing even in a baker. If you expect all your cakes to fall, they will.”
“My cakes never fall.”
She raised one eyebrow. “So you say.”
“You think you can stab him in the heart and just stop him like a clock?” I asked with enough disdain to get my point across but not sarcastically enough to alienate her from the possibility that we could have dinner together if we survived the day.
“Stop his heart? Of course not. Second best would be to go for the neck, sever the carotid artery. First choice would be to put out an eye.”
She looked like a dream and talked like a nightmare.
I was probably guilty of gaping again. I know I sputtered: “Put out an eye?”
“Drive it deep enough, and you might even damage the brain,” she said, nodding as if in somber agreement with herself. “He’d have an instant convulsion, drop the gun, and if he didn’t drop it, he’d be so devastated, we could easily just take the pistol out of his hand.”
“Oh my God, you’re going to get us killed.”
“There you go again,” she said.
“Listen,” I tried to reason with her, “when the crunch came, you wouldn’t have the stomach to do something like that.”
“I certainly would, to save my life.”
Alarmed by her calm conviction, I insisted, “You’d flinch at the last moment.”
“I never flinch from anything.”
“Have you ever stabbed someone in the eye before?”
“No. But I can clearly picture myself doing it.”
I couldn’t suppress the sarcasm any longer: “What are you, a professional assassin or something?”
She frowned. “Keep your voice down. I’m a dance instructor.”
“And teaching ballet prepares you to put out a man’s eye?”
“Of course not, silly. I don’t teach ballet. I give ballroom-dancing lessons. Fox-trot, waltz, rumba, tango, cha-cha, swing, you name it.”
Just my luck: to be cuffed to a beautiful woman who turns out to be a ballroom-dance instructor, and me a lummox.
“You’ll flinch,” I insisted, “and you’ll miss his eye, and he’ll shoot us dead.”
“Even if I flub it,” she said, “which I won’t, but even if I do, he won’t shoot us dead. Haven’t you been paying attention? He needs hostages.”
I disagreed. “He doesn’t need hostages who try to stab him in the eye.”
She raised her eyes as if imploring the heavens beyond the ceiling: “Please tell me I’m not shackled to a pessimist and a coward.”
“I’m not a coward. I’m just responsibly cautious.”
“That’s what every coward says.”
“That’s also what every responsibly cautious person says,” I replied, wishing I didn’t sound so defensive.
At the far end of the room, the maniac began to pound one fist against the newspaper he was reading. Then both fists. Pounding and pounding like a baby in a tantrum.
Face contorted fearsomely, he made inarticulate noises of rage. Some rough Neanderthal consciousness, remnant in his genes, seemed to break free from the chains of time and DNA.
Fury informed his voice, then frustration, then what might have been a wild grief, then fury once more and escalating. This was the performance of an animal howling with loss, its rage rooted in the black soil of misery.
He pushed his chair back from the table, picked up his pistol. He emptied the remaining eight rounds in the magazine, aiming at the newspaper he had been reading.
The hard report of each shot boomed off the vaulted ceiling, rang off the brass shades of the inverted torchieres, and crashed back and forth between the metal filing cabinets. I felt echoes of each concussion humming in my teeth.
Cut loose two floors underground, the barrage would be at most a faint crackle at street level.
Splinters of the old oak refectory table sprayed and scraps of paper spun and a couple bullets ricocheted through the air, some fragments trailing threads of smoke. The fragrance of aging newsprint was seasoned with the more acrid scent of gunfire and with a raw wood smell liberated from the table’s wounds.
For a moment, as he repeatedly squeezed the trigger without effect, I rejoiced that he had depleted his ammunition. But of course he had a spare magazine, perhaps several.
While he reloaded the
weapon, he seemed intent on delivering ten more rounds to the hated newspaper. Instead, with the fresh magazine installed, his rage abruptly abated. He began to weep. Wretched sobs racked him.
He collapsed into his chair once more and put down the gun. He leaned over the table and seemed to want to piece together the pages that he had ripped and riddled with gunfire, as if some story therein was precious to him.
Still lemony enough to sweeten the air that had been soured by gunfire, Lorrie Lynn Hicks tilted her head toward me and whispered, “You see? He’s vulnerable.”
I wondered if excessive optimism could ever qualify as a form of madness.
Gazing into her eyes, I saw, as previously, the fear that she adamantly refused to express. She winked.
Her stubborn resistance to terror scared me because it seemed so reckless, so irrational—and yet I loved her for it.
Whidding through me, like the spirit of Death’s black horse, came a premonition that she would be shot. Despair followed this dark precognitive flash, and I was desperate to protect her.
In time, the premonition eventually proved true, and nothing I did was able to alter the trajectory of the bullet.
10
* * *
Tears damp on his cheeks, green eyes washed clear of bitter emotions, and clear of doubts as well, the maniac had the look of a pilgrim who has been to the mountaintop and knows his destiny, his purpose.
He freed me and Lorrie from the chairs but left us tethered to each other.
“Are you both locals?” he asked as we rose to our feet.
After his violent display and flamboyant emotional outburst, I found it difficult to believe that he now wished to engage in pleasant chitchat. The question had a purpose more important than the words themselves conveyed, which meant our answers might have consequences we could not foresee.
Wary, I hesitated to reply, and the same logic led Lorrie to remain silent as