Frey was a man who’d kept his world and his responsibilities small. Silo knew that path well. It was safer that way. But life had a way of involving a man in bigger things.
Frey lifted his head and looked at Silo. ‘What do you think?’ he asked. Once, he would never have consulted Silo about anything. He wouldn’t have thought to. But things had changed, and they weren’t changing back.
Silo weighed his words. As ever, he wouldn’t be rushed. A man shouldn’t speak if he didn’t have something worth saying.
‘Time was I thought I didn’t have no stake in any o’ this,’ he said. ‘Not this war, not your woman. Vards ain’t my people, and Vardia ain’t my land. Gonna be a foreigner here no matter what I do, so why take a side, right?’ He lowered his head. ‘But after last night, I been thinkin’ different.’
He pushed away from the wall and began to pace round the table. ‘Sammies been handin’ over Azryx tech, ’cause they want the Awakeners in power so they can get to the aerium here. My bet is, once they get their fleet fuelled up, they won’t come askin’ no more. They reckon they can take this country like they took mine, they reckon the Awakeners are just a bunch o’ priests couldn’t run a country if their lives depended on it.’
There was an unfamiliar agitation in him. As if saying the words confirmed them in his mind. He began to speak louder, faster. He felt himself firing up. Mother, this was truth!
‘But they wrong!’ he said. ‘These are daemons, damn it! They don’t think like us. They ain’t gonna rule this land, they gonna enslave it. They gonna turn your leaders one by one until there ain’t nobody left to stand up to ’em, and by the time the Sammies come it’s gonna be too late. You can’t fight an army of daemons. It ain’t gonna be Vardia that gets invaded, it’s gonna be Samarla and Thace and every damn place else! There ain’t gonna be no place to run. We don’t stop this now, ain’t just us gonna be goin’ under. We fightin’ for the world here. And I’m damned if I’m lettin’ anyone make me a slave again!’
The whole room was staring at him. Even the cat had paused with its paw in its mouth, and was gazing at him in wonder as if he was an alien. After a moment, Frey turned his head to Malvery.
‘Doc?’
‘What he said,’ said Malvery, thumbing at Silo.
‘Ashua?’
‘Shit, I’m inspired,’ she said with a grin. ‘Let’s do it.’
‘Jez?’
‘To stop the Imperators? I’m in.’
‘Harkins.’
Harkins saluted. ‘Ready to fight for the Coalition, Cap’n!’
‘Pelaru?’ said Frey, and then caught himself. ‘Oh, wait, I don’t give a shit what you think. Alright, we go catch an Imperator. But after that, I’m going after Trinica. And you all better damn well back me up when I do. Fair enough?’
There were general mutters of reluctant agreement from the crew.
‘Which leaves us with just one problem,’ said Samandra. ‘How do we lure an Imperator to us?’
Frey leaned forward, his face grim. ‘As to that,’ he said. ‘I’ve got an idea.’
Twenty-Six
Old Flames – Lust – The Ghost in the Pipes – Frey Disappoints – Politics
The sun beat down on Frey’s shoulders, shining bright in a cloudless sky. The sea spread out before him, glittering in the midday heat. Insects creaked and hummed; birdsong filled the air. The Barabac Delta had been sultry even in winter, but here in the Feldspar Islands, further south and near the equator, there were no seasons to speak of. Just the same perfect day, over and over.
He stood on a stone balcony overlooking the Ordic Abyssal. Far below, waves rolled against the feet of the cliffs. At his back, tiered gardens rose up the slope, a private wonderland of shady paths, splashing brooks, covered walkways and secret arbours. Statues peeked from hidden nooks. Domed gazebos rose above the foliage. Along the coast to his right he could see the roof of a mansion, just visible through the trees.
Another time he might have found this place beautiful. It was the kind of paradise where a man might find contentment for a while. But there was no contentment here, and the beauty couldn’t touch him. He felt cut off from the world. His body occupied a space, but he was connected to nothing. His responses were automatic, predetermined. Sometimes he felt like he was watching himself, a disinterested observer of someone else’s life.
He existed, but nothing more.
What am I doing here? he thought to himself.
This wasn’t how things were supposed to end up. He’d never asked for much. He’d never seriously coveted wealth and power. All he’d wanted was the freedom to do what he wanted. But somewhere along the line he’d acquired a crew that he cared about. Somehow he’d fallen back in love with a woman he thought he’d left behind.
And then he’d lost her. They’d forced a daemon into her body, into her mind. He tormented himself night and day by imagining how that felt. Was she still awake in there, screaming silently as the daemon pulled at her nerves like a puppeteer, making her limbs dance? Or had she been crushed by the onslaught, leaving nothing left of the woman he’d known? Would he ever get her back, or would the attempt claim his life and that of every friend he had?
There is hope. Crake had told him that. But he wasn’t sure he could let himself believe it. Hope was a dangerous thing for all of them. Giving up now might save everyone. Everyone but Trinica, anyway.
This was why he never wanted responsibility for anyone but himself. It hurt too damned much when you lost them.
‘Captain Darian Frey,’ said a voice behind him. ‘What a pleasant surprise.’
He turned away from the vista, and put a smile on his face for Amalicia Thade.
She was wearing a dark blue dress, cut low at the neck to show the necklace of precious stones that lay against her collarbone. Black hair tumbled over her shoulders. She was smiling, the easy smile of a young woman who knew how to use it as a weapon. Her skin and features were flawless, her eyes dark and mischievous. She was even more breathtaking than the last time he saw her, when he’d been aiming a gun at her head.
‘Amalicia,’ he said, warily. ‘You look well.’ Despite her appearance, he feared her a little. Not many people had beaten him up quite so savagely and frequently as Amalicia had.
‘Marriage agrees with me, I think,’ she said, holding out her hand to show him the ring on her finger. He made a pretence of admiring it.
‘I heard,’ he said. ‘Congratulations. And where is your, er, husband?’
‘Harbley’s away on business, I’m afraid. I believe it’s best you and he never meet, anyway. I don’t think you’d get on.’
‘Yeah, I’m pretty sure you’re right.’ Harbley Trove sounded like the kind of stuffed-arse ponce that Frey couldn’t bear. Athletic, good-looking, heir to a vast fortune, he was rarely out of the gossip section of the broadsheets. Frey still remembered the day when Pinn came dancing gleefully up to the cockpit to show him the article. Amalicia had given up her fantasy of marrying a pirate captain and chosen a heroic aristocrat with a nose so proud and noble you could use it to mine for coal.
She touched his face lightly. ‘You look terrible. Have you been sleeping?’ she asked with false concern.
‘It’s been a rough couple of days,’ he said neutrally.
‘Shall we walk?’ She offered her arm to him, and he took it. The touch brought back faint memories of sex. She’d been willing, unskilled and over-enthusiastic. It was hard to square up the squealing young woman he remembered with the elegant lady that walked beside him.
‘I take it you haven’t come to apologise,’ she said.
‘No,’ he replied. ‘But I reckon I should anyway. I never was all that good at getting out of situations like that.’
‘You could have handled it better,’ she said. ‘But don’t fret. Water under the bridge. I should thank you, actually.’
‘Let’s not go that far.’
‘Well, if you hadn’t run out on me, threatened to kill me and br
oken my heart, I’d never have met Harbley.’
‘Glad it worked out for you, then,’ he said. She was trying to draw some resentment or regret from him, eager to see him lament what he’d lost. He didn’t have it in him to play along.
‘It’s good to see you again,’ she said. But there was an ever-so-slight hint of frustration behind her smile, and she didn’t quite mean it.
‘You, too,’ he said, and didn’t mean it either.
They walked out of the sun and down a dappled avenue. Trees rustled overhead, and they passed a carved stone font that trickled with clear water.
‘So, are you going to tell me to what I owe the pleasure of this visit?’ Amalicia prompted.
Frey wondered how to put it. This whole idea was a bit of a long shot, but Frey hit more long shots than most. ‘You remember when your father found out about us?’ he said.
She laughed. ‘How could I forget? He sent me to that awful hermitage.’ Her voice hardened just a little. ‘And you left me there for two years.’
‘It took me that long to track you down,’ Frey lied automatically.
She patted his hand. ‘I suspect that’s not quite the truth, Darian, but we’ll let that go, shall we?’
Frey wasn’t sure he liked her tone. The naïve, love-struck girl he’d known was gone for good by the sounds of it. That would make things harder.
‘I was a shit to you,’ he said, thinking that perhaps a little contrition was in order.
‘Spare me,’ she said. ‘I deserved it for believing you. But let’s not hash over the past any more. We’re different people now. Or at least, I am.’
Frey wasn’t done hashing, though. ‘You hated that hermitage, didn’t you?’ he said. ‘You hated that your father put you there. In fact, if I hadn’t saved you, you’d have a Cipher tattooed on your forehead right now, and instead of these gardens you’d be in some skaggy corner of a backwoods village, preaching the faith.’
‘If you’re subtly implying that I owe you something, might I remind you that you saved me by getting my father killed?’ she said, frosting over. ‘And any debt you think I owe you has certainly been cancelled out by your behaviour since.’
Frey sensed that he’d gone too far, and backed up. ‘Sorry,’ he said. ‘Just making a point. You’re no friend of the Awakeners.’
‘On the contrary,’ she said. ‘My family have been staunch Awakeners for generations. My father lost his life in their service. I myself was ready to enter the faith until his death made me head of my family. And Harbley is very devout. There’s no one more loyal than I.’
But there was a wry look in her eye, and they both knew it wasn’t true. Amalicia was a woman whose passions went unchecked. Love and hate burned uncontrollably in her. She maintained strong ties with the Awakeners for political reasons, but in her heart she loathed them, and her piety was a sham.
‘Let’s just say – hypothetically, that is – that there was a way to give the Awakeners a black eye for what you’ve been through,’ he said. ‘Would you be interested?’
‘Darian!’ she exclaimed. ‘What reason do I possibly have to hate the Awakeners?’
‘For turning your father into an overbearing arsepipe?’ he suggested. ‘You know it was that Awakener bullshit that made him a tyrant. You had your childhood ruined by it. And if it weren’t for them, Gallian wouldn’t have died at all. He was doing their work, remember?’
‘You must think me a very vengeful person,’ she said, with a wicked glint in her eye. ‘But go on. As long as we’re speaking hypothetically.’
‘I need to get hold of an Imperator.’
Frey walked on a few more steps down the leafy avenue before he realised that she’d stopped. He looked back at her. She was staring at him, wide-eyed. ‘Get hold?’ she said, half-laughing in amazement. ‘You want to get hold of an Imperator? May I ask what for?’
‘Probably best you don’t know the details,’ he said. ‘Considering.’
‘I see,’ she said. ‘And what can I do to assist you in this frankly maniacal endeavour?’
‘I need you to sell someone out to the Awakeners.’
She folded her arms. ‘I’m waiting for an explanation.’
‘You remember Crake?’
‘Oh yes,’ she said venomously. ‘Your partner in crime.’
Ah, there was the old bitterness. Good. He was getting to her.
‘Crake’s father wouldn’t bend to the Awakeners, so they sent an Imperator to put his son into a coma. Said he’d stay that way unless Rogibald supported them.’
That gave her pause. Like most aristocrats, she regarded the nobility as a sacred institution, exempt from the kind of treatment doled out to the poor. It shocked her to think of one of her own being treated in such a way.
‘You’re not lying to me?’ she asked.
‘You’ve seen stories of some mysterious plague in the broadsheets, maybe?’
‘Perhaps,’ she said warily.
‘Look into it. It only affects aristocrats. Funny, that.’
‘Only aristocrats that oppose the Awakeners,’ she said. ‘Which I don’t.’ But it was a weak defence and he saw that she knew it.
He shrugged. ‘It’s a slippery slope. How long do you think the aristocracy’s going to remain safe under Awakener rule if they’re already ransoming firstborns? How long before they come for your money and your mansions and whatever else you’ve got?’
That was a hit. She believed him, and it rocked her.
She began to walk again, a dazed look on her face. Almost absently she linked her arm with his, and they went on up the avenue together.
They followed a path around the island, passing rows of statues. There was the smell of salt on the breeze, and the trees rustled. Distantly, Frey could hear the surging of the sea. He said nothing, and left Amalicia to think.
‘You’re asking me to put myself in danger,’ she said at last.
‘I’m asking you to hedge your bets,’ he said. ‘Think what happens if the Awakeners lose the war. You can be sure the Archduke isn’t going to look favourably on the families that supported them. But if he knew you’d helped him out. . .’
‘If the Awakeners knew!’ she said, alarmed.
‘Who’ll tell them? Me? Listen, you hardly have to do a thing. I’ll even give you the name of the man you’re going to screw over.’
‘Darian,’ she said, wincing.
‘Sorry. Point is, all you have to say is that you heard something from someone. At worst, it’s just bad information taken in good faith, and you were being loyal by reporting it. They can’t fault you for that, can they?’
‘And then what?’ she asked. She was all but persuaded now; she was quibbling about the details, and she wanted to be reassured.
‘They’ll listen to you. They trust you. As long as you make it sound urgent enough, they’ll send an Imperator to pay our man a visit, like they did with Crake’s family.’
‘And you’ll be waiting.’
‘Right.’
‘And you won’t tell anyone?’
‘Only the Archduke, and only when the time’s right. I’ve got enough contacts to get the word to him. Might be you get yourself a medal, if the Archduke wins. Family prestige, and all of that.’
‘And the name of your victim?’
‘Ebenward Plome.’
‘Ha!’ she said. ‘He’s been on their list for a while, no doubt. He’s not been quiet about his opposition to the Awakeners. But he hardly ever leaves Thesk; they can’t get to him there.’
‘He isn’t in Thesk right now. He’s at the Tarlocks’ place in the Splinters. Very remote. If someone were to tell them where he was, how vulnerable he is right now . . .’
‘Ah,’ she said. ‘Now I begin to see.’
The path opened out into a paved area overhung by trees, a warm sanctuary in the foliage. In the centre was a small, circular building with a domed roof. Elaborate leaded windows were set into the dome. She went inside through an arched doorway, an
d he followed after her.
Their footsteps echoed as they entered the chamber. Soft light fell from above onto round walls painted with friezes and murals. In the middle of the tiled floor lay a gently bubbling pool with uneven sides. Crystals grew out of it, of many shapes and colours. They frosted its edge with spidery silicate webbing; they bulged from the water in amber clusters; they thrust upward in red shards. The heat and the moisture in the air gave the building an eerie, dreamlike quality, like a shrine to some forgotten god of nature.
‘Isn’t it wonderful?’ said Amalicia, staring into the pool. ‘Harbley says it’s the minerals bubbling up from the deep earth that form the crystals.’ She sighed. ‘This is a very special place to me.’
Frey looked around. It was alright, he supposed. ‘Amalicia,’ he said. ‘Will you help me?’
She turned away from the pool. Her cheeks were flushed and her breastbone had reddened. ‘I’ll help you,’ she said. ‘But I need you to help me with something first.’
She lifted her eyes to his, reached behind herself, and her dress slithered from her shoulders and fell in a pile around her ankles.
‘Ah,’ said Frey. His gaze drifted down to take in the sight of her. This was unexpected. ‘Er . . . I thought you were happily married?’
‘But he’s away, Darian,’ she said, stepping closer, pressing herself against him. ‘And I’m so very lonely.’
Her scent was different.
Slag sniffed at the pipe, deep in the warm guts of the Ketty Jay. The ducts were still cooling after the recent flight; they pinged and ticked as they radiated their heat away. Normally, this was Slag’s favourite time to snuggle up and sleep, cosy in the craft’s embrace. But not today. He was far too excited.
He went further into the ducts, tracking her. It was the same cat, no doubt about it, but the invisible marks she left behind were deliciously different. They energised him and fired his blood. They made him feel young again.
He had to find her. It had become the only thing on his mind. Whereas before he’d been merely intrigued, now he was desperate. He stalked her down maintenance crawl ways and through vents, sniffing at each mark she’d left. If it was stronger than the last, he hurried on. If it was weaker, he backtracked.