"You really think he'll leave?"
Lexie looked Rodney in the eye. "His flight is tomorrow."
For the first time, Rodney held her gaze. "Are you going with him?"
It took a moment for her to answer the question she'd been asking herself all morning. "No," she whispered. "Boone Creek is my home. And this is where I'm staying."
Ten minutes later, Alvin was walking out to the parking lot beside Jeremy and Lexie. Rodney was standing in the doorway of the county jail, watching them go.
"Don't say anything," Jeremy warned again, keeping hold of Alvin's arm. "Just keep walking."
"He's a hick with a gun and a badge!"
"No, he isn't," Lexie said, her voice firm. "He's a good guy no matter what you might think."
"He arrested me for no reason!"
"And he also watches out for people who live here."
They reached the car, and Jeremy motioned for Alvin to get in the backseat.
"This isn't the end of this," Alvin grumbled, crawling in. "I'm calling the D.A. That guy should be fired."
"The best thing you can do is forget about it," Lexie said, looking through the open car door at him.
"Forget about it? Are you insane? He was wrong and you know it!"
"Yes, he was. But since no charges were filed, you'll let it go, anyway."
"Who are you to tell me what to do?"
"I'm Lexie Darnell," she said, drawling out her name. "And not only am I a friend of Jeremy's, but I have to live here with Rodney, and I'm not lying when I say that I feel a lot safer with him around. Everyone in town feels safer because of him. You, on the other hand, are leaving tomorrow, and he's not going to bother you again." She smiled. "And c'mon, you have to admit that this will make one heck of a story when you get back to New York."
He stared at her in disbelief before glancing at Jeremy. "She's the one?" he asked.
Jeremy nodded.
"She's pretty," Alvin commented. "Maybe a little on the pushy side, but pretty."
"Better yet, she cooks like an Italian."
"As good as your mom?"
"Maybe better."
Alvin nodded, silent for a moment. "I take it you think she's right about dropping this whole thing."
"I do. She understands this place better than you or me, and she hasn't led me wrong yet."
"So she's smart, too, huh?"
"Very," Jeremy said.
Alvin broke into a wolfish grin. "I take it you two were together last night."
Jeremy said nothing.
"She must be really something . . ."
"I'm right here, you guys!" Lexie finally interjected. "You do realize that I can hear everything you're saying."
"Sorry," Jeremy said. "Old habits and all that."
"Can we go now?" Lexie asked.
Jeremy looked at Alvin, who seemed to be considering his options.
"Sure," he said with a shrug. "And not only that, I'll forget any of this ever happened. On one condition."
"What's that?" Jeremy asked.
"All this talk about Italian food has made me hungry, and I haven't eaten since yesterday. Buy me lunch, and not only will I drop the whole thing, but I'll tell you how the filming came out last night, too."
Rodney watched them go before heading back inside, tired from lack of sleep. He knew he shouldn't have arrested the guy, but even so, he didn't feel too bad about it. All he'd wanted to do was exert a little pressure, and the guy starts running his mouth and acting all uppity . . .
He rubbed the top of his head, not wanting to think about it. It was over now. What wasn't over was the fact that Lexie and Jeremy had spent the night together. Suspicions were one thing, but proof was another, and he saw the way they were acting this morning. It was different somehow from the way they'd been acting at the party the other night, which meant something had changed between them. Still, he hadn't been completely certain about them until he heard the tricky way she'd tried to answer without answering. I didn't go with him, if that's what you're asking. No, he'd wanted to say, he hadn't asked her that. He'd asked if she'd been at the beach with Jeremy last night. But her vague response was enough, and it didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what happened.
The realization nearly broke his heart, and he wished again that he understood her better. There'd been times in the past when he thought he was getting closer to knowing what made her tick, but this . . . well, this just proved otherwise, didn't it? Why on earth would she let it happen again? Why hadn't she learned from the first traveling stranger who'd passed through town? Didn't she remember how depressed she'd been afterward? Didn't she know she was only going to be hurt again?
She had to know those things, he thought, but she must have decided--at least for an evening, anyway--that she didn't care. It made no sense at all, and Rodney was getting tired of caring about it. He was tired of being hurt by her. Yeah, he still loved her, but he'd given her more than enough time to figure out her own feelings for him. It was time, he thought, for Lexie to make a decision one way or the other.
His anger fading, Alvin paused in the doorway of Herbs when he saw Jed sitting at one of the tables. Jed scowled and crossed his arms as soon as he saw Alvin, Jeremy, and Lexie take their seats at a booth near the front windows.
"Our friendly concierge doesn't seem too pleased to see us," Alvin whispered across the table.
Jeremy stole a glance at him. Jed's eyes became little slits. "Gee, that's strange. He's always seemed so friendly before. You must have done something to upset him."
"I didn't do anything. I just checked in."
"Maybe he doesn't like the way you look."
"What's wrong with the way I look?"
Lexie raised her eyebrows as if to say, You've got to be kidding.
"I don't know," Jeremy pondered out loud. "Maybe he doesn't like Metallica."
Alvin glanced at his shirt and shook his head. "Whatever," he said.
Jeremy winked at Lexie; while she smiled in return, her expression was distant, as if her mind was elsewhere.
"The filming went great last night," Alvin said, reaching for a menu. "Caught it all from two angles and watched it on playback last night. Amazing stuff. The networks are going to love it. Which reminds me, I've got to call Nate. Since he couldn't reach you, he kept calling me all afternoon instead. I have no idea how you put up with that guy."
When Lexie looked perplexed, Jeremy leaned toward her. "He's talking about my agent," he said.
"Is he coming down, too?"
"No. He's too busy dreaming up my future career. And besides, he wouldn't know what to do outside the city. He's the kind of guy who thinks Central Park should be developed into condos and retail outlets."
She flashed a quick smile.
"So what's with you two?" Alvin demanded. "How did you meet?"
When Lexie showed no inclination to answer, Jeremy shifted in his seat.
"She's a librarian and she's been helping me research the story," he said vaguely.
"And you two have been spending quite a bit of time together, huh?"
From the corner of his eye, Jeremy saw Lexie glance away.
"There's been a lot to research," he said.
Alvin looked at his friend, sensing that something was off. It seemed almost as if they'd had a lovers' quarrel and gotten over it but were still licking their wounds. Which was a lot to have happen in a single morning.
"Well . . . good," he said, deciding to drop it for now. Instead, he looked over the entries as Rachel came sauntering toward the table.
"Hey, Lex, hey, Jeremy," she said as she approached. "Hey, Alvin."
Alvin looked up. "Rachel!" he said.
"I thought you told me you were coming in for breakfast," she said. "I'd just about given up on you."
"I'm sorry about that," he said. He glanced at Jeremy and Lexie. "I guess I slept in."
Reaching into her apron, Rachel pulled out a small pad and retrieved the pencil she kept behind her ear
. She dabbed the tip with her tongue. "Now, what can I get y'all?"
Jeremy ordered a sandwich; Alvin asked for the lobster bisque and a sandwich as well. Lexie shook her head. "I'm not that hungry," she said. "But is Doris around?"
"No, she didn't come in today. She was tired and decided to take the day off. She worked late last night getting things ready for the weekend."
Lexie tried to read her expression.
"Really, Lex," Rachel added, her voice serious. "There's nothing to worry about. She sounded fine on the phone."
"Maybe I should go check on her, anyway," Lexie said. She looked around the table for confirmation before rising. Rachel moved aside to make room.
"Would you like me to come with you?" Jeremy asked.
"No, that's okay," she said. "You've got work to do, and I've got things to do, too. Would you like to meet up at the library later? You wanted to finish looking through the diaries, didn't you?"
"If that's okay," he said, stung by the nonchalance in her tone. He would rather have spent the rest of the afternoon with her.
"How about if I meet you there at four?" she suggested.
"That's fine," he said. "But let me know what's going on, okay?"
"Like Rachel said, I'm sure she's fine. But I'm going to grab her notebook from the backseat, if that's okay."
"Yeah, of course."
She looked at Alvin. "Nice meeting you, Alvin."
"You, too."
A moment later, Lexie was gone and Rachel was on her way back to the kitchen. As soon as they were out of earshot, Alvin leaned across the table.
"Okay, my friend, spill it."
"What do you mean?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about. First you fall for her. Then you spend the night together. But when you show up at the jail, you both act like you barely know each other. And just now she makes the first excuse she can to get out of here."
"Doris is her grandmother," Jeremy explained, "and Lexie worries about her. She's not in the best of health."
"Whatever," Alvin said, clearly skeptical. "My point is, you've been staring at her like a lonely puppy dog, and she's been doing her best to pretend you aren't. Did you two have a fight or something?"
"No," he said. He paused, glancing around the restaurant. At the corner table, he saw three members of the town council, as well as the elderly volunteer from the library. They all waved at him. "Actually, I don't know what it was. One minute everything was great, and then later . . ."
When he didn't continue, Alvin leaned back in the booth. "Yeah, well, it wasn't going to last, anyway."
"It might have," Jeremy insisted.
"Oh, yeah? What? Were you planning to move down here to the Twilight Zone? Or is she coming to New York?"
Jeremy folded and refolded his napkin without answering, not wanting to be reminded of the obvious.
In the silence, Alvin raised his eyebrows. "I definitely have to spend more time with this lady," he said. "I haven't seen someone get under your skin like this since Maria."
Jeremy looked up wordlessly, knowing that his friend was right.
Doris was lying propped up in bed, looking over her reading glasses when Lexie peeked in her bedroom door.
"Doris?" Lexie asked.
"Lexie," she cried, "what are you doing here? Come in, come in . . ."
Doris set aside the open book in her lap. She was still in her pajamas, and though her skin had a slightly grayish cast, she looked otherwise okay.
Lexie crossed the room. "Rachel said you stayed home today, and I just wanted to check on you."
"Oh, I'm fine. Just a little off today, that's all. But I thought you were supposed to be at the beach."
"I was," she said, taking a seat on the edge of the bed. "But I had to come back."
"Oh?"
"Jeremy showed up," she said.
Doris raised her hands as if in surrender. "Don't blame me. I didn't tell him where you were. And I didn't tell him to go looking for you, either."
"I know." Lexie gave Doris's arm a reassuring squeeze.
"Then how did he know where to find you?"
Lexie brought her hands together in her lap. "I told him the other day about the cottage, and he put two and two together. You can't believe how surprised I was when I saw him walking up the beach."
Doris eyed Lexie carefully before sitting up a little straighter. "So . . . you two were at the beach house last night?"
Lexie nodded.
"And?"
Lexie didn't answer right away, but after a moment, her lips formed a small smile. "I made him your famous tomato sauce."
"Oh?"
"He was impressed," she said. Lexie ran her hand through her hair. "I brought your notebook back, by the way. It's in the living room."
Doris slipped off her reading glasses and began wiping the lenses with the corner of her sheet. "None of this explains why you're back, though."
"Jeremy needed a ride. A friend from New York--a cameraman--came down to film the lights. They're going to film tonight, too."
"What's his friend like?"
Lexie hesitated, thinking about it. "He looks like a cross between a punk rocker and a motorcycle gang member, but other than that . . . he's okay."
When she grew silent, Doris reached over and took Lexie's hand. Squeezing it gently, she studied her granddaughter.
"Do you want to talk about why you're really here?"
"No," Lexie answered, tracing the seams of Doris's quilt with her finger. "Not really. This is something I have to figure out on my own."
Doris nodded. Lexie always put on a brave front. At times, she knew it was best to say nothing at all.
Seventeen
Jeremy glanced at his watch as he stood on the porch at Herbs, waiting for Alvin to finish his conversation with Rachel. Alvin was giving it his best shot, and Rachel seemed to be in no rush to say good-bye, which normally would have been considered a good omen. Yet, to Jeremy's eye, Rachel seemed less interested in Alvin than in simply being polite, and Alvin wasn't reading her cues. Then again, Alvin always had trouble reading cues.
When Alvin and Rachel finally parted, Alvin joined Jeremy, a big grin on his face, as if he'd already forgotten about the events of last night. Which he probably had.
"Did you see that?" he whispered when he was close. "I think she likes me."
"What's not to like?"
"Exactly my point," he agreed. "Man, she's something. I love the way she talks. It's so . . . sexy."
"You think everything is sexy," Jeremy observed.
"That's not true," he protested. "Only most things."
Jeremy smiled. "Well, maybe you'll see her tonight at the dance. We might be able to drop in before we head out to film again."
"There's a dance tonight?"
"At the old tobacco barn. I hear the whole town turns out. I'm sure she'll be there."
"Good," Alvin said, stepping off the porch. But then, almost to himself, he added, "I wonder why she didn't mention it."
Rachel absently leafed through her order tickets, as she watched Alvin leave the restaurant with Jeremy.
She'd been a little standoffish when he first took a seat beside her at Lookilu, but once he mentioned what he was doing in town and that he knew Jeremy, they struck up a conversation, and he spent most of the next hour telling her about New York. He made it sound like paradise itself, and when she mentioned that she hoped to take a trip there someday, he'd scribbled his phone number on the cover of her notepad and said to give him a call. He'd even promised to get her tickets to the Regis and Kelly show if she wanted.
As flattering as the gesture was, she knew she wouldn't call. She'd never been too keen on tattoos, and though she hadn't had much luck with men over the years, she had long made it a point never to date someone who had more piercings in his ear than she did. But that wasn't her only reason for her lack of interest, she had to admit; Rodney also had something to do with it.
Rodney often visited the L
ookilu to make sure that no one would try to drive while inebriated, and pretty much everyone who spent any time there knew there was a chance that he'd be dropping in sometime during the night. He'd move around the bar, say hello to various folks, and if he got the feeling that you were too far gone, he'd let you know what he was thinking and mention that he'd be watching for your car later. While it sounded intimidating--and probably was if you were drinking too much--he'd also add that he'd be happy to drive you home. It was his way of keeping drunks off the road, and in the past four years, he hadn't needed to make a single arrest. Even the owner of the Lookilu didn't mind him coming in anymore; oh, he'd moaned about the thought of a deputy patrolling the lounge in the beginning, but since no one seemed to mind, he'd gradually come to accept it, and he'd even begun calling Rodney when he thought there was someone in the bar who needed a ride.
Last night, Rodney had come in like he always did, and it didn't take long for him to spot Rachel sitting at the bar. In the past, he usually smiled and would come over to visit, but this time, when he saw her with Alvin, there was a moment when she thought he looked almost hurt. It was an unexpected reaction, but almost as quickly as it appeared, it passed, and all of a sudden, he looked angry. In a way, it seemed almost as if he were jealous, and she supposed that was the reason she left the bar right after he did. During the ride home, she kept replaying the scene, trying to figure out if she'd really seen what she had, or whether she'd simply been imagining it. Later, when she was lying in bed, she concluded that she wouldn't have been upset at all if Rodney had been jealous.
Maybe, she thought, there was hope for them yet.
After picking up Alvin's car, which had remained parked on the street near Lookilu, Jeremy and Alvin drove to Greenleaf. Alvin took a quick shower, Jeremy threw on a change of clothes, and the two of them spent the next couple of hours going over what Jeremy had learned. For Jeremy, it was a method of escape; concentrating on work was the only way he knew to keep himself from worrying about Lexie.
Alvin's tapes were as extraordinary as he'd promised, especially when compared with the ones Jeremy had shot. Their clarity and crispness, combined with slow-motion playback, made it easy to pick out details that Jeremy had missed in the rush of the moment. Even better, there were a few frames that Jeremy could isolate and freeze, which he knew would help viewers understand what was actually being shown.