“How could you do that?”
“Suppose we could. Would you be willing to obtain certain information from the laboratories there and transmit it to us?”
“Spy for you?”
“You could call it that.”
“It sounds ugly,” Mondschein said.
“You’d have a reward for it.”
“It better be a good one.”
The heretic leaned forward and said quietly, “We’ll offer you a tenth-level post in our organization. You’d have to wait fifteen years to get that high in the Brotherhood. We’re a much smaller operation; you can rise in our hierarchy much faster than where you are. An ambitious man like you could be very close to the top before he was fifty.”
“But what good is it?” Mondschein asked. “To get close to the top in the second-best hierarchy?”
“Ah, but we won’t be second-best! Not with the information you’ll provide for us. That will allow us to grow. Millions of people will desert the Brotherhood for us when they see what we have to offer—all that they have, plus our own values. We’ll expand rapidly. And you’ll have a position of high rank, because you threw your lot in with us at the beginning.”
Mondschein saw the logic of that. The Brotherhood was swollen already, wealthy, powerful, top-heavy with entrenched bureaucrats. There was no room for advancement there. But if he were to transfer his allegiance to a small but dynamic group with ambitions that rivaled his own—
“It won’t work,” he said sadly.
“Why?”
“Assuming you can wangle me into Santa Fe, I’ll be screened by espers long before I get there. They’ll know I’m coming as a spy, and they’ll screen me out. My memories of this conversation will give me away.”
The squat man smiled broadly. “Why do you think you’ll remember this conversation? We have our espers, too, Acolyte Mondschein!”
four
THE ROOM IN which Christopher Mondschein found himself was eerily empty. It was a perfect square, probably built within a tolerance of hundredths of a millimeter, and there was nothing at all in it but Mondschein himself. No furniture, no windows, not so much as a cobweb. Shifting his weight uncomfortably from foot to foot, he stared up at the high ceiling, searching without success for the source of the steady, even illumination. He did not even know what city he was in. They had taken him out of Rome just as the sun was rising, and he might be in Jakarta now, or Benares, or perhaps Akron.
He had profound misgivings about all this. The Harmonists had assured him that there would be no risks, but Mondschein was not so sure. The Brotherhood had not attained its eminence without developing ways of protecting itself. For all the assurances to the contrary, he might well be detected long before he got into those secret laboratories at Santa Fe, and it would not go happily for him afterward.
The Brotherhood had its way of punishing those who betrayed it. Behind the benevolence was a certain streak of necessary cruelty. Mondschein had heard the stories: the one about the regional supervisor in the Philippines who had let himself be beguiled into providing minutes of the high councils to certain anti-Vorsterite police officials, for example.
Perhaps it was apocryphal. Mondschein had heard that the man had been taken to Santa Fe to undergo the loss of his pain receptors. A pleasant fate, never to feel pain again? Hardly. Pain was the measure of safety. Without pain, how did one know whether something was too hot or too cold to touch? A thousand little injuries resulted: burns, cuts, abrasions. The body eroded away. A finger here, a nose there, an eyeball, a swatch of skin—why, someone could devour his own tongue and not realize it.
Mondschein shuddered. The seamless wall in front of him abruptly telescoped and a man entered the room. The wall closed behind him.
“Are you the esper?” Mondschein blurted nervously.
The man nodded. He was without unusual features. His face had a vaguely Eurasian cast, Mondschein imagined. His lips were thin, his hair glossily dark, his complexion almost olive. There was something of a fragile look to him.
“Lie down on the floor,” the esper said in a soft, furry voice. “Please relax. You are afraid of me, and you should not be afraid.”
“Why shouldn’t I? You’re going to meddle with my mind!”
“Please. Relax.”
Mondschein gave it a try. He settled on the yielding, rubbery floor and put his hands by his sides. The esper sank into the lotus position in one corner of the room, not looking at Mondschein. The acolyte waited uncertainly.
He had seen a few espers before. There were a good many of them now; after years of doubt and confusion, their traits had been isolated and recognized more than a century ago, and a fair amount of deliberate esper-to-esper mating had increased their number. The talents were still unpredictable, though. Most of the espers had little control over their abilities. They were unstable individuals, besides, generally high-strung, often lapsing into psychosis under stress. Mondschein did not like the idea of being locked in a windowless room with a psychotic esper.
And what if the esper had a malicious streak? What if, instead of simply inducing selective amnesia in Mondschein, he decided to make wholesale alterations in his memory patterns? It might happen that—
“You can get up now,” the esper said brusquely. “It’s done.”
“What’s done?” Mondschein asked.
The esper laughed triumphantly. “You don’t need to know, fool. It’s done, that’s all.”
The wall opened a second time. The esper left. Mondschein stood up, feeling strangely empty, wondering somberly where he was and what was happening to him. He had been going home on the slidewalk, and a man had jostled him, and then—
A slim woman with improbable cheekbones and eyelids of glittering platinum foil said, “Come this way, please.”
“Why should I?”
“Trust me. Come this way.”
Mondschein sighed and let her lead him down a narrow corridor into another room, brightly painted and lit. A coffin-sized metal tank stood in one corner of the room. Mondschein recognized it, of course. It was a sensory deprivation chamber, a Nothing Chamber, in which one floated in a warm nutrient bath, sight and hearing cut off, gravity’s pull negated. The Nothing Chamber was an instrument for total relaxation. It could also have more sinister uses: a man who spent too much time in a Nothing Chamber became pliant, easily indoctrinated.
“Strip and get in,” the woman said.
“And if I don’t?”
“You will.”
“How long a setting?”
“Two and a half hours.”
“Too long,” Mondschein said. “Sorry. I don’t feel that tense. Will you show me the way out of here?”
The woman beckoned. A robot rolled into the room, blunt-nosed, painted an ugly dull black. Mondschein had never wrestled with a robot, and he did not intend to try it now. The woman indicated the Nothing Chamber once more.
This is some sort of dream, Mondschein told himself. A very bad dream.
He began to strip. The Nothing Chamber hummed its readiness. Mondschein stepped into it and allowed it to engulf him. He could not see. He could not hear. A tube fed him air. Mondschein slipped into total passivity, into a fetal comfort. The bundle of ambitions, conflicts, dreams, guilts, lusts, and ideas that constituted the mind of Christopher Mondschein was temporarily dissolved.
In time, he woke. They took him from the Chamber—he was wobbly on his legs, and they had to steady him—and gave him his clothing. His robe, he noticed, was the wrong color: green, the heretic color. How had that happened? Was he being forcibly impressed into the Harmonist movement? He knew better than to ask questions. They were putting a thermoplastic mask on his face now. I’m to travel incognito, it seems.
In a short while Mondschein was at a quickboat station. He was appalled to see Arabic lettering on the signs. Cairo, he wondered? Algiers? Beirut? Mecca?
They had reserved a private compartment for him. The woman with the altered eyelids sat wi
th him during the swift flight. Several times Mondschein attempted to ask questions, but she gave him no reply other than a shrug.
The quickboat landed at the Tarrytown station. Familiar territory at last. A timesign told Mondschein that this was Wednesday, March 13, 2095, 0705 hours Eastern Standard Time. It had been late Tuesday afternoon, he remembered distinctly, when he crept home in disgrace from the chapel after getting his comeuppance over the matter of a transfer to Santa Fe. Say, 1630 hours. Somewhere he had lost all of Tuesday night and a chunk of Wednesday morning, about fifteen hours in all.
As they entered the main waiting room, the slim woman at his side whispered, “Go into the washroom. Third booth. Change your clothes.”
Greatly troubled, Mondschein obeyed. There was a package resting on the seat. He opened it and found that it contained his indigo acolyte’s robe. Hurriedly he peeled off the green robe and donned his own. Remembering the face mask, he stripped that off, too, and flushed it away. He packed up the green robe and, not knowing what else to do with it, left it in the booth.
As he came out, a dark-haired man of middle years approached him, holding out his hand.
“Acolyte Mondschein!”
“Yes?” Mondschein said, not recognizing him, but taking the hand anyway.
“Did you sleep well?”
“I—yes,” Mondschein said. “Very well.” There was an exchange of glances, and suddenly Mondschein did not remember why he had gone into the washroom, nor what he had done in there, nor that he had worn a green robe and a thermoplastic mask on his flight from a country where Arabic was the main language, nor that he had been in any other country at all, nor, for that matter, that he had stepped bewildered from a Nothing Chamber not too many hours ago.
He now believed that he had spent a comfortable night at home, in his own modest dwelling. He was not sure what he was doing at the Tarrytown quickboat station at this hour of the morning, but that was only a minor mystery and not worth detailed exploration.
Finding himself unusually hungry, Mondschein bought a hearty breakfast at the food console on the lower level of the station. He bolted it briskly. By eight, he was at the Nyack chapel of the Brotherhood of the Immanent Radiance, ready to aid in the morning service.
Brother Langholt greeted him warmly. “Did yesterday’s little talk upset you too much, Mondschein?”
“I’m settling down now.”
“Good, good. You mustn’t let your ambitions engulf you, Mondschein. Everything comes in due time. Will you check the gamma level on the reactor, please?”
“Certainly, Brother.”
Mondschein stepped toward the altar. The Blue Fire seemed like a beacon of security in an uncertain world. The acolyte removed the gamma detector from its case and set about his morning tasks.
five
THE MESSAGE SUMMONING him to Santa Fe arrived three weeks later. It landed on the Nyack chapel like a thunderbolt, striking down through layer after layer of authority before it finally reached the lowly acolyte.
One of Mondschein’s fellow acolytes brought him the news, in an indirect way. “You’re wanted in Brother Langholt’s office, Chris. Supervisor Kirby’s there.”
Mondschein felt alarm. “What is it? I haven’t done anything wrong—not that I know of, anyway.”
“I don’t think you’re in trouble. It’s something big, Chris. They’re all shaken up. It’s some kind of order out of Santa Fe.” Mondschein received a curious stare. “What I think they said was that you’re being shipped out there on a transfer.”
“Very funny,” Mondschein said.
He hurried to Langholt’s office. Supervisor Kirby stood against the bookshelf on the left. He was a man enough like Langholt to be his brother. Both were tall, lean men in early middle age, with an ascetic look about them.
Mondschein had never seen the Supervisor at such close range before. The story was that Kirby had been a U.N. man, pretty high in the international bureaucracy, until his conversion fifteen or twenty years ago. Now he was a key man in the hierarchy, possibly one of the dozen most important in the entire organization. His hair was clipped short, and his eyes were an odd shade of green. Mondschein had difficulty meeting those eyes. Facing Kirby in the flesh, he wondered how he had ever found the nerve to write that letter to him, requesting a transfer to the Santa Fe labs.
Kirby smiled faintly. “Mondschein?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Call me Brother, Mondschein. Brother Langholt here has said some good things about you.”
He has? Mondschein thought in surprise.
Langholt said, “I’ve told the Supervisor that you’re ambitious, eager, and enthusiastic. I’ve also pointed out that you’ve got those qualities to an excessive degree, in some ways. Perhaps you’ll learn some moderation at Santa Fe.”
Stunned, Mondschein said, “Brother Langholt, I thought my application for a transfer had been turned down.”
Kirby nodded. “It’s been opened again. We need some control subjects, you see. Non-espers. A few dozen acolytes have been requisitioned, and the computer tossed your name up. You fit the needs. I take it you still want to go to Santa Fe?”
“Of course, sir—Brother Kirby.”
“Good. You’ll have a week to wrap up your affairs here.” The green eyes were suddenly piercing. “I hope you’ll prove useful out there, Brother Mondschein.”
Mondschein could not make up his mind whether he was being sent to Santa Fe as a belated yielding to his request or to get rid of him at Nyack. It seemed incomprehensible to him that Langholt would approve the transfer after having rejected it so scathingly a few weeks before. But the Vorster high ones moved in mysterious ways, Mondschein decided. He accepted the puzzling decision in good grace, asking no questions. When his week was up, he knelt in the Nyack chapel one last time, said good-bye to Brother Langholt, and went to the quickboat station for the noon flight westward.
He was in Santa Fe by mid-morning local time. The station there, he noticed, was thronged with blue-robed ones, more than he had ever seen in a public place at any one time. Mondschein waited at the station, uneasily eying the immensity of the New Mexican landscape. The sky was a strangely bright shade of blue, and visibility seemed unlimited. Miles away Mondschein saw bare sandstone mountains rising. A tawny desert dotted with grayish-green sagebrush surrounded the station. Mondschein had never seen so much open space before.
“Brother Mondschein?” a pudgy acolyte asked.
“That’s right.”
“I’m Brother Capodimonte. I’m your escort. Got your luggage? Good. Let’s go, then.”
A teardrop was parked in back. Capodimonte took Mondschein’s lone suitcase and racked it. He was about forty, Mondschein guessed. A little old to be an acolyte. A roll of fat bulged over his collar at the back of his neck.
They entered the teardrop. Capodimonte activated it and it shot away.
“First time here?” he asked.
“Yes,” Mondschein said. “I’m impressed by the countryside.”
“It’s marvelous stuff, isn’t it? Life-enhancing. You get a sense of space here. And of history. Prehistoric ruins scattered all over the place. After you’re settled, perhaps we can go up to Frijoles Canyon for a look at the cave dwellings. Does that kind of thing interest you, Mondschein?”
“I don’t know much about it,” he admitted. “But I’ll be glad to look, anyway.”
“What’s your specialty?”
“Nucleonics,” Mondschein said. “I’m a furnace tender.”
“I was an anthropologist until I joined the Brotherhood. I spend my spare time out at the pueblos. It’s good to step back into the past occasionally. Especially out here, when you see the future erupting with such speed all around you.”
“They’re really making progress, are they?”
Capodimonte nodded. “Coming along quite well, they tell me. Of course, I’m not an insider. Insiders don’t get to leave the center much. But from what I hear, they’re accomplishing g
reat things. Look out there, Brother—that’s the city of Santa Fe we’re passing right now.”
Mondschein looked. Quaint was the word that occurred to him. The city was small, both in area and in the size of its buildings, which seemed to be no higher than three or four stories anywhere. Even at this distance Mondschein could make out the dusky reddish-brown of adobe.
“I expected it to be much bigger,” Mondschein said.
“Zoning. Historical monument and all that. They’ve kept it pretty well as it was a hundred years ago. No new construction’s allowed.”
Mondschein frowned. “What about the laboratory center, though?”
“Oh, that’s not really in Santa Fe. Santa Fe’s just the nearest big city. We’re actually about forty miles north,” said Capodimonte. “Up near the Picuris country. Still plenty of Indians there, you know.”
They were beginning to climb now. The teardrop surged up hillside roads, and the vegetation began to change, the twisted, gnarled junipers and pinon pines giving way to dark stands of Douglas fir and ponderosas. Mondschein still found it hard to believe that he was soon to arrive at the genetic center. It goes to show, he told himself. The only way to get anywhere in the world was to stand up and yell.
He had yelled. They had scolded him for it—but they had sent him to Santa Fe anyhow.
To live forever! To surrender his body to the experimenters who were learning how to replace cell with cell, how to regenerate organs, how to restore youth. Mondschein knew what they were working on here. Of course, there were risks, but what of that? At the very worst, he’d die—but in the ordinary scheme of events that would happen anyway. On the other hand, he might be one of the chosen, one of the elect.
A gate loomed before them. Sunlight gleamed furiously from the metal shield.
“We’re here,” Capodimonte announced.
The gate began to open.
Mondschein said, “Won’t I be given some kind of esper scanning before they let me in?”
Capodimonte laughed. “Brother Mondschein, you’ve been getting a scanning for the last fifteen minutes. If there were any reason to turn you back, that gate wouldn’t be opening now. Relax. And welcome. You’ve made it.”