Page 23 of Axis


  He saw it at once.

  It didn’t look threatening. Whatever it was. In fact it looked like nothing more than a scrap of loose paper or sheet plastic caught in a gust of wind, fluttering at head level above the dust-duned highway by the diner. It flapped, but you couldn’t really say it was flying, not in the purposeful way a bird flies.

  But it wasn’t a sheet of paper; it was something stranger than that. It was colored glassy blue at the center, red at its four extremities. And although it was clumsy in the air, it appeared to move by design, slipsliding up the center of the road.

  Then it seemed to hesitate, its four wing-tips pumping simultaneously to loft it a few feet higher. The next time it moved, it moved in a new direction.

  It moved toward Turk.

  “Get the fuck back here!” Lise was screaming.

  They said these things weren’t dangerous. Turk hoped that was true. He dropped everything but the carton of canned goods and began to run. About halfway to the door he glanced back over his shoulder. The flapping thing was right behind him, a yard to his right—way too close. He dropped the last carton and broke into a full-out sprint.

  The thing was bigger than it had looked from a distance. And louder: it sounded like a bedsheet on a laundry line in a windstorm. He didn’t know whether it could hurt him but it was clearly interested in him. He ran, and because the ash here was six inches deep, in places deeper, it was like running on a sandy beach. Or in a nightmare.

  Lise threw the door wide open.

  Soon Turk could see the flapping thing in his peripheral vision, beating the air like a piston. All it had to do was veer right and it would be on him. But it kept its steady if erratic course, paralleling him, almost as if it was racing him. Racing him—

  To the open door.

  He slowed down. The flapper rattled past him.

  “Turk!”

  Lise was still posed in the doorway. Turk ripped the cloth from his mouth and took a deep breath: bad move, because his throat was instantly clogged. “Close it,” he croaked, but she couldn’t hear him. He gagged and spat. “The door, dammit, close the fuckin’ door!”

  Whether or not she heard him, the danger dawned on Lise. She stepped back and simultaneously made a grab for the doorknob, missed, lost her balance and fell. The flapping thing, no longer awkward in the air, homed in on her as if it were laser-guided. Turk began sprinting again, but she was too far away.

  She sat halfway up, balanced on an elbow, eyes wide, and Turk felt a stab of fear under his ribs sharp as a thorn to the heart. She raised an arm to fend off the thing. But it ignored her as it had ignored Turk. It slid past her into the room.

  Turk couldn’t see what happened next. He heard a muted scream, and then Mrs. Rebka’s voice, a keening wail, more shocking because it came from a Fourth. She was calling Isaac’s name.

  CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

  Lise sat stunned on the floor, not sure exactly what had happened. The thing, the flying thing, the thing she had thought was about to attack Turk, had come inside the room. For a single dazed moment she heard the sound of it subside to a moist fluttering. Then the sound stopped altogether, and Mrs. Rebka began shouting.

  Lise struggled to her feet.

  “Shut the door!” Dr. Dvali roared.

  But no. Not yet. She waited for Turk, who came barreling in along with a cloud of dust. Then she slammed the door and looked around warily for the flying creature. Idiotically, she was thinking of the summer her parents had taken her on vacation to a cabin in the Adirondacks: one night a bat had come down the chimney and fluttered around in the darkness, terrifying her. She recalled with supernatural clarity the feeling that at any moment something hot and alive would tangle itself in her hair and begin to bite.

  But the flapping thing had already alighted, she realized.

  The Fourths gathered around the bed where Isaac lay, because—

  Because the flying creature had landed on the boy’s face.

  The terrified boy had turned his head against the pillow. The animal, or creature or whatever it was called or ought to be called, covered his left cheek like a fleshy red poultice. One corner of it matted the hair above his temple while another enclosed his neck and shoulder. Isaac’s mouth and nose remained free, although the gelid body of the thing had adhered to his trembling lower lip. His left eye was dimly visible through the creature’s translucent body. His other eye was wide open.

  Mrs. Rebka went on calling the boy’s name. She reached for the creature as if to pull it away, but Dvali caught her hand. “Don’t touch it, Anna,” he said.

  Anna. Mrs. Rebka’s name was Anna. Some idiotically calm fraction of Lise’s mind filed that fact away. Anna Rebka, who was also the boy’s mother.

  “We need to get it off him!”

  “Something to handle it with,” Dvali said. “Gloves, a stick, a piece of paper—”

  Turk yanked a pillowcase from one of the spare pillows and wrapped it around his right hand.

  Strange, Lise thought, how the flying thing had ignored Turk in the street, how it had ignored Lise, for that matter, and the other adults, all easy targets, but had lighted without hesitation on Isaac. Did that mean something? Whatever the flying thing truly was—and she did not doubt that it had sprung from the ash, like the ocular flower or the host of carnival objects the news was reporting from Port Magellan—was it possible it had chosen Isaac?

  The others stood back from the bed as Turk reached toward the creature with his wrapped hand. But then another strange thing happened:

  The flying thing disappeared.

  “The hell?” Turk said.

  Isaac gasped and sat suddenly upright, put his hand to his face and felt the freshly revealed skin.

  Lise blinked and tried to replay the memory in her mind’s eye. The flapping thing had dissolved—or at least that’s how it had looked. It had turned to liquid all at once and instantly evaporated. Or, no, it had seeped away, like a puddle of water drawn into moist earth. There wasn’t even a wisp of vapor where it had been. It was as if it had drained directly into Isaac’s flesh.

  She set aside that troubling thought.

  Mrs. Rebka pushed past Turk and reached for the boy—fell on the bed beside him and took him into her arms. Isaac, still gasping, bent his body against her and ducked his head into her shoulder. He began to sob.

  When it became obvious nothing more was about to happen—nothing monstrous, at least—Dvali asked the others to step back. “Give them some room.” Lise retreated and grabbed Turk’s hand. His hand was sweaty and dusty but infinitely reassuring. She couldn’t begin to guess what had just happened, but the aftermath was utterly comprehensible: a frightened child was being comforted by his mother. For the first time Lise began to see Mrs. Rebka as something more than a spooky, emotionally distant Fourth. For Mrs. Rebka, at least, Isaac wasn’t a biology experiment. Isaac was her son.

  “What the fuck,” Turk repeated. “Is the kid all right?”

  That remained to be seen. Sulean Moi and Diane Dupree sequestered themselves in the motel room’s tiny kitchen nook, talking fervently but quietly. Dr. Dvali watched Mrs. Rebka from a careful distance. Gradually Isaac’s breathing grew steadier. At last he pulled away from Mrs. Rebka and looked around. His peculiar gold-flecked eyes were large and wet, and he hiccupped a couple of times.

  Diane Dupree emerged from her conference with the Martian woman and said, “Let me examine him.”

  She was the closest thing to a medical doctor in the room, so Mrs. Rebka reluctantly allowed Diane to sit with the boy, measuring his pulse and thumping his chest, doing these things, Lise suspected, more to reassure Isaac than to diagnose him. She did look closely at his left cheek and forehead where the creature had touched him, but there was no obvious rash or irritation. Lastly she looked into Isaac’s eyes—those strange eyes—and seemed to find nothing extraordinary there.

  Isaac mustered enough courage to ask, “Are you a doctor?”

  “Just a nurse. An
d you can call me Diane.”

  “Am I all right, Diane?”

  “You seem all right to me.”

  “What happened?”

  “I don’t know. A lot of strange things are happening right now. That was just one of them. How do you feel?”

  The boy paused as if taking inventory. “Better,” he said finally.

  “Not scared?”

  “No. Well. Not as much.”

  In fact he was speaking more coherently than he had for a couple of days. “May I ask you a question?”

  The boy nodded.

  “Last night you said you could see through the walls. You said there was a light only you could see. Do you still see it?”

  He nodded again.

  “Where? Can you point at it?”

  Haltingly, Isaac did so.

  “Turk,” Diane said. “Do you have your compass?”

  Turk carried a brass-encased compass in his pocket—he had refused to abandon it back in the Minang village, much to Ibu Diane’s annoyance. He took it out and sighted along Isaac’s arm toward his extended index finger.

  “This is nothing new,” Mrs. Rebka said impatiently. “He always points the same way. A little north of west.”

  “Just about due west now. Tending to the south, if anything.” Turk looked up and registered their expressions. “Why? Is that important?”

  By mid-afternoon the street was more nearly normal. Nothing had grown out of the ashfall for a couple of hours. There were occasional eddies in the dust, but that could have been the wind—a gusty wind had come up, clouding the air and piling gray windrows against exposed vertical surfaces. But it swept away some of the ashfall and even exposed the asphalt in places.

  Only a few of the bizarre growths had lasted out the morning. Most, like the flower with an eye in its bloom, were attacked (eaten, Lise thought, might as well use the word) by smaller and more mobile entities, which then faded and vanished. Some of the larger growths were still more or less intact. She had seen a sort of technicolor tumbleweed blowing down the street, obviously the husk of something no longer vital. And there was a fretwork of brittle white tubules clinging to one of the buildings opposite the motel, obscuring a sign that had once announced AUTO PARTS but was no longer legible under the pale fretwork.

  The relative calm drew people out of their hiding places. A few big-tired vehicles clanked past, more or less managing the dustfall. The motel clerk knocked on the door and asked whether everyone was okay—he had seen a little of the morning’s drama. Turk said they were fine and he even ventured outside again (door firmly closed behind him, Lise at the window concealing her anxiety) and came back from the car with enough groceries to last a couple of days.

  Mrs. Rebka continued hovering over Isaac, who was alert and not obviously suffering. He was sitting up now, facing the western wall of the room as if he were praying to some backward Mecca. This wasn’t new behavior, Lise understood, but it was still deeply spooky. When Mrs. Rebka took a bathroom break, Lise went to the boy’s bedside and sat with him.

  She said hello. He looked at her briefly, then turned his head back to the wall.

  Lise said, “What is it, Isaac?”

  “It lives underground,” the boy said.

  And Lise suppressed a shiver and backed away.

  Turk and Dr. Dvali conferred over a map.

  It was the standard fold-up map of the topography and sparse roads of Equatoria west of the mountains. Lise peeked over Turk’s shoulder as he marked lines with a pen and a ruler. “What’s this about?”

  “We’re triangulating,” Turk said.

  “Triangulating what?”

  Dvali, with only slightly strained patience, pointed at a dot on the map. “This is the compound where you met us, Miss Adams. We left there and we traveled north about two hundred miles—here.” A flyspeck marked Bustee. “Back at the compound Isaac’s obsession was with a very specific compass point, which we’ve drawn out.” A long line into the west. “But where we are now, his directional sense appears to have altered slightly.” Another long line, not quite parallel to the first. The lines moved closer across the ambercolored vastness of the desert, deep into the marked boundaries of the international mineral-rights concessions. They intersected in the Rub al-Khali, the sandy tableland that comprised the western quarter of Equatoria.

  “That’s what he’s pointing at?”

  “That’s what he’s been pointing at all summer—more urgently in the last few weeks.”

  “So what is it? What’s there?”

  “As far as I know, nothing. Nothing’s there.”

  “But it’s where he wants to go.”

  “Yes.” Dr. Dvali looked past Lise at the other Fourths. “And that’s where we’re going to take him.”

  The Fourth women said nothing, only stared.

  It was Mrs. Rebka who finally, reluctantly, nodded her consent.

  Lise couldn’t sleep that night. She tossed on her mattress listening to the sounds the others made. Whatever else the Fourth treatment might cure, it did nothing for snoring. And yet they slept. And she did not.

  Eventually, well past midnight, she got up, stepped over sleeping bodies on her way to the bathroom, and splashed her face with lukewarm water. Instead of going back to bed she went to the window, where Turk was sitting in a chair keeping the night watch.

  “Can’t sleep,” she whispered.

  Turk kept his gaze fixed on the street outside, a ghostly void by the light of the dust-dimmed moon. Nothing was happening. The peculiar eruptions from the ashfall showed no sign of resuming. Finally he said, “You want to talk?”

  “I don’t want to wake anybody up.”

  “Come out to the car.” Turk and Dr. Dvali had moved the car closer to the room, where it would be easier to keep an eye on. “We can sit there awhile. It’s safe enough now.”

  Lise had not left the room since they arrived and the idea appealed to her. She was wearing her only pair of jeans and an oversized shirt she had borrowed from the Fourth compound. She pulled her shoes onto her bare feet.

  Turk opened the door and eased it shut when they had stepped outside. The smell of the ash was instantly stronger. Sulfur, or something bitter like that—why did the ash smell like sulfur? Hypothetical machines grew in cold places, or so Lise had learned in school: distant asteroids, the frozen moons of frozen planets. Was there sulfur out there? She had heard of sulfur on the moons of, was it, Jupiter? The New World’s solar system had a planet like that, a cold radioactive giant, far from the sun.

  The wind had died with nightfall. The sky was hazy but she could see a few stars. Even when she was very young her father had loved to show her the stars. The stars need names, he would say, and together they would name them. Big Blue. Point of the Triangle. Or silly names. Belinda. Grapefruit. Antelope.

  She slid into the front seat next to Turk.

  “We need to talk about what happens next,” he said.

  Yes. That was undeniably true. She said, “The Fourths are taking Isaac west.”

  “Right. I don’t know what they hope to accomplish. “

  “They think he can talk to the Hypotheticals.”

  “Great—what’s he going to say? Greetings from the human race? Please stop dropping shit on us from outer space?”

  “They’re hoping to learn something profound.”

  “You believe that?”

  “No. But they do. Dvali does, at least.”

  “Fourths are generally pretty reasonable people, but would you put a bet on that outcome? I wouldn’t.”

  It was like religion, Lise supposed. You didn’t lay odds on the sacred, you just looked for it with an open heart and hoped for the best. But she didn’t say that to Turk. “So what do we do when they take off for the desert?”

  He said, “I’m thinking of going with them.”

  “You’re—what?”

  “Wait, it makes sense. You saw the map, right? The place they’re headed is three-quarters of the way t
o the west coast. From there there’s a decent road all the way to the sea. The west coast, Lise, that’s nothing but fishing villages and research outposts. Catch a boat on the southern route back to Port Magellan and by the time I get there nobody’s looking for me anymore, the whole Fourth thing is over and Genomic Security has probably figured that out. I have enough friends in the Fourth community that I can probably get myself a whole new set of identity documents.”

  Nights got chilly in the desert this time of year. The upholstery was cold and their talk had made condensation on the window. “I can see a couple of problems with that.”

  “So can I—what’s your list?”

  She tried to be logical. “Well, the ashfall. Even if the roads are passable, even with a good vehicle, you could get stalled, run out of gas, have engine problems.”

  “It’s a risk,” he admitted, “but you can plan for it, carry tools and parts and fuel and so on.”

  “And the Fourths aren’t a free ride. They expect to find something out there. What if they’re right? I mean, look at the way that flying thing went after Isaac. Maybe he is special, maybe he has some special attraction to the, uh, whatever grows out of the ash, and, if so, that could be a major obstacle.”

  “I thought about that too. But I haven’t heard of anyone being seriously hurt by those things, except accidentally. Even Isaac. Whatever happened to him, it doesn’t seem to have made him worse.”

  “It landed on his face, Turk. It sank into his skin.”

  “He’s sitting up, he’s not feverish, he’s no sicker than he was before.”

  “You wouldn’t say that if it had been you.”

  “That’s the point—it wasn’t me; whatever that thing was, I’m not what it wanted.”

  “So we just tag along and when they’re finished with Isaac—whatever that means—we go on to the coast? That’s the plan?”

  He said with an embarrassment Lise could feel even in the shadows of the car, “Doesn’t have to be both of us. If you want you can stick here and try to catch a ride over the pass when the ash clears. You have options I don’t have. Probably safer to do that, from the objective point of view.”