From: Christian Grey Subject: Free Your Mind Date: May 27 2011 08:24
To: Anastasia Steele
Interesting… if slightly overstated title heading Miss Steele. To answer your points:
I’ll go with spanking – as that’s what it was.
So you felt demeaned, debased, abused & assaulted – how very Tess Durbey- field of you. I believe it was you who decided on the debasement if I remember correctly. Do you really feel like this or do you think you ought to feel like this? Two very different things. If that is how you feel, do you think you could just try and embrace these feelings, deal with them, for me? That’s what a submis- sive would do.
I am grateful for your inexperience. I value it, and I’m only beginning to under- stand what it means. Simply put… it means that you are mine in every way.
Yes, you were aroused, which in turn was very arousing, there’s nothing wrong with that.
Happy does not even begin to cover how I felt. Ecstatic joy comes close.
Punishment spanking hurts far more than sensual spanking – so that’s about as hard as it gets, unless of course you commit some major transgression, in which case I’ll use some implement to punish you with. My hand was very sore. But I like that.
I felt sated too - more so than you could ever know.
Don’t waste your energy on guilt, feelings of wrongdoing etc. We are consent- ing adults and what we do behind closed doors is between ourselves. You need to free your mind and listen to your body.
The world of M&A is not nearly as stimulating as you are Miss Steele.
Christian Grey
CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
Holy crap… mine in every way. My breath hitches.