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In short it went so, more or less.
The return to the ship and the trip I pour the Earth me the lost ones, with what was in the mean: the dismissione of the mine of the robots, the confinamento of the body of Fei in a refrigerated loculo, the imprisonment of Benson on board of the ship and who knows quant'altro. I have only in mind some episodes, moments in which I had awakened and I had lived a few minutes of lucidity.
Of others have told subsequently me, but I don't not at all remember them.
The first time of which has remembrance I was in a minuscule room, to the dark, inserted in the metallic large case showily deformed with which I had come on Mars. I waked up me as a bilious and irascible patient that discovers to be in an unknown place after the operation to the appendix.
«Hey, where devil we are down here!» tuonai with the whole power of my apparatuses.
I didn't feel me anymore so much moscio.
I immediately repented of mine shot, but it had his/her effect. The portucola opened and two heads made capolino: Robin and Lidya.
«Well returned» it said Robin smiling.
It had a beautiful smile. I felt something to the mouth of the stomach that I didn't have.
«You excuse, I didn't want» I murmured, to compensate the cry of before.
«You are forgiven» it said Lidya. «You/they have told me of you. You have been unbelievable.»
«Also you» I liquidated her/it; other people's opinions didn't interest me in the moment.
I rotated my look how much I was able. I was on the ship, obviously, in one of the camerettes of the crew. I did for moving me, it didn't suit me to be there.
«It waits» it immediately said Robin. «Not to move you. You have need to take back you: nourishing, oxygen and a bath in the staminalis.»
«Thing?» I did.
«You should be dead, and different times» it said Lidya with vivacity. «We have talked to Berliz. You have had some damage, but he is mending with the help of this car.»
It alluded to the transport. Then it contained something more of the simple one it eats up. I had not even studied thing.
«Daylight» I said, with difficulty.
I was starting to see the little angel that flew me in circle on the head.
«We have also talked to her. And with your nephews. They say that they don't know whether to express.» it said Robin.
And there I fell asleep again me.
The second time I woke up myself with the face of Lidya that scrutinized nearby me from. I was always in my posting, only that the room was illuminated. I remained to look at her/it for some; it scrutinized me with a lot of attention, I had to be amazing indeed for her.
«Bu!» I did when I had of it enough.
You jumped back of release to the. Laughed gracefully.
«You are awake. Disloyal. He/she is not seen if you have the closed eyes or no.»
«I don't already have them the eyes,» I said. «How it goes?»
«All to place. Also you. You have to put again you but you make progress.»
«I have already felt her. As it is that you are not to the arrests or things of the kind?» I said.
I thought that a direct question would have put her in embarrassment, instead smiled.
«I am him/it, even if in soft way. For good behavior, and because I have to the shoulders a tearful history. You know, the sick mother, the unpaid loan, the people that don't understand you.»
«Already. The same usual history. Is it Benson?»
«Its history is different. But what you have told him will happen: they will send him/it on Mars with someone to watch him/it. Its searches will be very useful.»
«I have told only him to convince him/it.»
Lidya tightened him in the shoulders.
«It doesn't care. The important thing is that.»
And it was again pufff.
The third one and last time that I remember it was the best. Same place, different company. There was Robin close to me, you/he/she had gotten off a panel of my carcass and you/he/she was peering at to the inside.
«Guardona» I murmured.
You jolted, then laughed.
«I was checking only. So much to avoid that they come you the substances that serve you up to the Earth to miss. Of cavolate of it enough an alone.»
«I have done her big, eh?»
I didn't exactly know to thing it alluded. I had combined too of it; and well, to the moment, I didn't remember anybody of it.
Robin appropriated the sides as you/he/she was my daughter.
«You are behaved you by big idiot, damn you.»
«You are nice when you become rabid you» I said me.
I immediately repented of it: I didn't want to be so explicit, I risked the ridicule. You looked me, or it looked better at the heap of metal that I was with the face crossed by a lot of emotions. I strengthened at the most my senses and I launched about forty processes of analysis of facial mimicry, blood's irrorazione to the face, microattivazione of the unintentional muscles, modulation of the pupil and all that that it came me to mind to the moment. Anymore a macro process of examination of the data and them integration, comparison with the present notions of comparative psychology in the exabyte and behavioral statistic analysis. I consulted a half dozen of university texts, articles on the enterprises of Robin and his/her personal card. I employed even there four seconds, but I had the whole time because Robin had remained without words.
«You ask yourself as I would be from true man, but you also like so» I started. «The distance knowledge of my family has subsequently approached you to me. You are liked Daylight and you have made online a search on the facts of the Whip finding the images that withdraw me when I was a complete man. You ask yourself if I feel attraction toward of you and if I have still impelled sexual. You have intention to make a long talk with those of my laboratory respect to my future perspectives and you don't see of good eye that Lidya comes, every now and then, to see how I am, even if she is you nice. You are raged with yourself because you try a something for a half car, you hold yourself ring and absolutely irrational for this, and you have him with me because you attribute me part of the guilt for what you feel. If I didn't now speak quickly you would have escaped away already launching insults and you would make yourself hang rather than to admit that everything that that I have said it is true.»
Robin opened wide the mouth; for the first one turned from when I knew her/it she didn't know whether to react.
«But there is another thing, and this I don't understand her/it really. You would not be you granted to have certain thoughts if I didn't have any concrete hopes that I return to be everywhere of meat and blood. You would not conceive a different relationship, it would be against nature. Am I being all right?»
Robin assumed a more serious air, you/he/she was not embarrassed anymore. It hid me something.
I felt that I started to depart, and it didn't not at all suit me. I fought with all of my strengths to stay conscious. I already knew that I had the tendency to forget some of my awakenings.
"God" I thought" make this episode remember me."
Robin turned on one side, hiding me his/her expression, a hand you/he/she put me on the head. and The fells asleep me as to pupetto.