Page 40 of The Nightwatch


  He walked toward the door.

  "Zabulon," I said, calling him by name again. "I've seen your true appearance. I know who you are and what you are."

  The Dark Magician stopped dead in his tracks. He slowly turned around and passed his hand over his face—for a moment it was distorted; the skin was replaced by dull scales and the eyes became narrow slits.

  Then the illusion disappeared.

  "Yes. Of course you've seen it," said Zabulon, in his human form once again. "And I have seen you. And permit me to state that you were no white angel with a gleaming sword. Everything depends on your point of view. Goodbye, Anton. Believe me, I shall be glad to eliminate you at some later time. But for now I wish you good luck. From the depths of the soul that I don't have."

  The door slammed behind him.

  And immediately, as if it had just woken up, the sentry system howled out of the Twilight. The mask of Chkhoen on the wall twisted into a ferocious scowl, with fury glinting in the wooden slits of its eyes.

  My security guards…

  I silenced the system with two passes and hurled the "freeze" that I'd prepared at the mask. The spell had come in useful after all.

  "A little piece of chalk," I said.

  I'd heard something like that before. But it was a very long time ago, and I hadn't really been paying attention. It could have been a few phrases thrown out by one of my tutors at a lecture, or idle social gossip, or a student myth. But there definitely was something about a piece of chalk…

  I got up off the couch, raised my hand in the air, and threw the amulet onto the floor.

  "Gesar!" I called through the twilight. "Gesar, answer me!"

  My shadow shot up toward me from the floor, grabbed hold of my body, and sucked me into itself. The light dimmed, the room swayed, the outlines of the furniture blurred. It was suddenly unbearably quiet. The heat had receded. I stood there with my arms thrown out wide as the greedy Twilight drank my power.

  "Gesar, by your name I summon you!"

  Threads of gray mist drifted through the room. I didn't give a damn who else might be able to hear me shouting.

  "Gesar, my mentor, I call on you—will you answer?"

  Far away in the distance an invisible shadow sighed.

  "I hear you, Anton."

  "Answer me!"

  "What question do you want answered?"

  "Zabulon—did he lie to me?"

  "No."

  "Gesar, stop!"

  "It's too late, Anton. Everything's going the way it's supposed to go. Trust me."

  "Gesar, stop!"

  "You have no right to make any demands."

  "No right! If we are part of the Light, if we do Good, then I have every right!"

  The boss didn't answer right away. I even thought he'd decided not to say anything else to me.

  "All right. I'll be waiting for you in an hour at the Para Bar."

  "Where?"

  "The Parachutists' Bar. Near the Turgenevskaya metro station, behind the old central post office."

  Then there was silence.

  I took a step backward, out of the Twilight. It was an odd sort of place to meet. Was that where Gesar had had his showdown with the Day Watch? No, that was in some restaurant or other.

  Oh, well, what did it matter—the Para Bar, Rosie O'Grady's, even the Chance Club. It wasn't important. Who cared?

  But there was one other thing I had to find out before I met Gesar.

  I took out my cell phone and dialed Svetlana's number. She answered immediately.

  "Hi," I said simply. "Are you at the summerhouse?"

  "No." She seemed startled by my brisk, businesslike tone. "I'm on my way into town."

  "Who with?"

  She paused.

  "With Ignat."

  "Good," I said, quite sincerely. "Listen, do you know anything about chalk?"

  "About what?"

  This time the puzzlement was obvious.

  "About the magical properties of chalk. Have they taught you anything about its uses in magic?"

  "No, Anton. Are you sure you're all right?"

  "I'm better than that."

  "Has something happened?"

  The eternal female habit of asking every question in two or three different ways.

  "Nothing special."

  "Do you want me…" She hesitated. "Do you want me to ask Olya?"

  "Is she there with you as well?"

  "Yes, the three of us are coming back to town together."

  "I don't think so. Thanks."

  "Anton…"

  "What, Sveta?"

  I walked over to the desk and opened the drawer with all my magical junk. I looked at the dull crystals, at the clumsily carved magic wand from the time when I still wanted to be a combat magician. I pushed the drawer back in.

  "Forgive me."

  "There's nothing you need to be forgiven for."

  "Can I come around to your place?"

  "How far away are you?"

  "Halfway there."

  I shook my head and answered:

  "It won't fit. I've got an important meeting. I'll call you back later."

  I cut off the call and smiled. Very often the truth can be malicious and false. For instance, when you tell only half the truth. Like telling someone you don't want to talk without explaining why.

  Permit me to do Good through Evil. I don't have any other way right now.

  Just to be sure I walked around the apartment, looking into the bedroom, the bathroom, and the kitchen. As far as I was able to tell, Zabulon really hadn't left any "presents" behind him.

  I went back into the study, switched on my computer, and inserted the disk with the general database on magic. Typed in the password. Typed in the word "chalk."

  I hadn't been expecting anything special to come up. What I wanted to know could easily require such a high security clearance that it had never been included in any databases.

  There were three entries for the word "chalk."

  The first was a reference to a chalk quarry where a first-grade Light Magician and a first-grade Dark Magician fought a duel in the fifteenth century. Both of them died of simple exhaustion of their powers—they didn't have enough strength left to emerge from the Twilight at the end of the duel. During the following five hundred years almost three thousand people had died at the site of the duel.

  The second entry referred to the use of chalk for drawing magical symbols and protective circles. There was a lot more information here, and I read through it all quickly. There was nothing of interest. Using chalk had no particular advantages over charcoal, pencil, blood, or oil paint. Except maybe that it was easier to erase.

  The third reference came in the section "Myths and Unconfirmed Data." Of course, this section was full of rubbish like the use of silver and garlic in fighting vampires and descriptions of non-existent ceremonies and rituals.

  But I'd come across cases before when genuine information had been completely forgotten and hidden away among the myths.

  And then chalk was mentioned in the article "The Books of Fate."

  I read halfway through it and realized I'd hit the bull's-eye. The information was just lying there in full view, accessible to any novice magician—it might even be available in sources that were open to ordinary people.

  The Books of Fate. Chalk.

  It all fit.

  I closed the file and switched off the laptop. Then I sat there for a while, chewing things over. Then I looked at the clock.

  It was almost time for me to set out for my strange rendezvous with Gesar.

  I took a shower and changed my clothes. I took three amulets with me—Zabulon's medallion, the Night Watch badge, and a combat disc Ilya had given to me—an ancient round piece of bronze a bit bigger than a five-ruble coin. I'd never used the disc before. Ilya had told me the amulet had only one charge left—maybe two at most.

  I took my pistol out of its hiding place and checked the clip. Explosive silver bullets. Good
against werewolves, of doubtful use against vampires, totally effective against Dark Magicians.

  As if I were going off to war, not for a talk with my boss.

  The cell phone rang in my pocket when I was already at the door.

  "Anton?"

  "Sveta?"

  "Olga wants to talk to you; I'll give her the phone."

  "Okay," I agreed, unlocking the door.

  "Anton, I love you very much. Please don't do anything stupid."

  I couldn't think of anything to say. Olga took the phone.

  "Anton. I want you to know that everything's already been decided. And it's all going to happen very soon."

  "Tonight," I said.

  "How do you know that?"

  "I can just feel it. That was why the Watch was sent out of town, wasn't it? And why Svetlana was put into the right mood."

  "What do you know?"

  "The Book of Destiny. Chalk. I understand everything now."

  "That's bad," Olga said curtly. "Anton, you have to…"

  "I don't have to do anything for anyone. Except for the Light inside me."

  I cut off the call and switched off the cell phone. I'd had enough. Gesar could easily contact me without any technical devices. Olga would only keep trying to change my mind. And Svetlana wouldn't understand what I was doing and why in any case.

  I decided to see things through just as I was, all on my own.

  "Sit down, Anton," said Gesar.

  The bar turned out to be absolutely tiny. Six or seven tables separated off by partitions, plus the bar itself. The air was filled with smoke. A television with the sound switched off, showing free-fall jumps. A photograph of the same thing on the wall—bodies in bright-colored overalls spread-eagled in flight. There weren't many people there, maybe because of the time: It was too late for lunch, and there was still a long time to go before the evening peak. I glanced around and saw Boris Ignatievich sitting in the corner.

  The boss was not alone. There was a bowl of fruit on the table in front of him, and he was lazily plucking grapes off a bunch. An olive-skinned young man was sitting a short distance away from him, with his arms crossed. Our eyes met and I felt a slight but distinct pressure.

  He was an Other too.

  We looked at each other for about five seconds, gradually building up the pressure. He had powers, substantial powers, but he didn't have much experience. As soon as I got the chance, I relaxed my resistance, dodged the young man's probe, and scanned him before he had time to raise his defenses.

  Other. Light. Grade four.

  The young man grimaced as if he were in pain. He looked at Gesar with the eyes of a beaten dog.

  "Let me introduce you," said Gesar. "Anton Gorodetsky, Other, member of the Moscow Night Watch. Alisher Ganiev, Other, new member of the Moscow Night Watch."

  The courier.

  I held out my hand and lowered my defenses.

  "A Light One, grade two," said Alisher, looking into my eyes. He bowed.

  I shook my head and answered:

  "Grade three."

  The young man glanced at Gesar again. This time he looked surprised, not guilty.

  "Grade two," the boss confirmed. "You're at the top of your form, Anton. I'm delighted for you. Sit down and we'll talk. Alisher, you observe."

  I took a seat opposite the boss.

  "Do you know why I decided to meet here?" asked Gesar. "Try the grapes, they're very good."

  "How should I know? Maybe they have the best grapes in Moscow?"

  Gesar laughed.

  "Bravo. However, that's not a very important thing. We bought the fruit at the market."

  "The pleasant surroundings, then."

  "Nothing of the kind. Just one small room, and if you go through that door, there are two more tables and a pool table."

  "You're a secret parachutist, boss."

  "I haven't jumped for twenty years now," Gesar countered imperturbably. "Anton, my dear boy, I came in here for a bite of potato and beef stroganoff simply in order to show you a micro-environment. A tiny little society. Just sit there for a while and relax. Alisher, a glass of beer for Anton! Take a look around, soldier. Look at the faces. Listen to the talk. Breathe in the air."

  I turned away from the boss and moved to the end of the wooden bench, so that I could at least see the other people there. Alisher was already standing at the bar, waiting for my beer.

  The regulars in the Para Bar had strange faces. All alike in some strange, indefinable way. Distinctive eyes, distinctive gestures. Nothing really special, just the same stamp on every one.

  "A team," said the boss. "And a micro-environment. We could have had this conversation in the gay club Chance, or in the restaurant of the Central Writer's House, or in a snack bar next to some factory. That didn't matter. What did matter was that there had to be a small, close-knit team. More or less isolated from general society. It couldn't have been McDonald's or a luxurious restaurant; it had to be an official or unofficial club. And you know why? Because this is us. It's a model of our Watch."

  I didn't answer. I watched a young guy on crutches hobble up to the next table, wave away an invitation to sit down, lean on the partition, and start talking about something. The music drowned out his words, but I could absorb the general meaning through the twilight. A parachute that didn't open and had to be dumped. A landing with the reserve chute. A broken leg. And now six damn months without jumping!

  "The public here has a very specific profile," the boss continued calmly. "Risk. Intense thrills. Little understanding of other people. Their own slang. Problems normal people couldn't possibly understand. And also, incidentally, regular injuries and death. Do you like it here?"

  I thought for a moment and said:

  "No, you have to be one of the in crowd here. There's no other way you can be here."

  "Of course. It's interesting to drop into any micro-environment like this—once. After that you either accept its laws and join its little society, or you're rejected. Well, we're no different. In essential terms, that is. Every Other who has been found and has accepted his own nature is faced with a choice. He either joins the Watch on his side, becomes a soldier, a warrior, who inevitably risks his life. Or he keeps living an almost human life, without developing his special magical powers, making use of some of the advantages of an Other, but suffering all the disadvantages of living like that. The most painful situation is when the initial choice is wrong. When for some reason the Other doesn't wish to accept the laws of the Watch. But it's almost impossible to leave our organization. Tell me, Anton, could you live outside the Watch?"

  Of course, the boss never makes abstract conversation.

  "Probably not," I admitted. "It would be hard, almost impossible in fact, for me to keep within the limits of what an ordinary Light Magician is allowed to do."

  "And without joining the Watch, you wouldn't be able to justify your magical actions by citing the interests of the struggle against Darkness. Right?"

  "Right."

  "And that's where the difficulty lies, Antoshka, that's the whole problem." The boss sighed. "Alisher, don't just stand there."

  He was really giving the young guy a hard time. But it wasn't hard to guess why: The courier had wormed his way into the Moscow Watch, and now he had to take the inevitable consequences.

  "Your beer, Light One Anton." The young guy put the glass in front of me with a brief nod.

  I accepted the beer without saying anything. This young, talented magician wasn't to blame for anything. I was sure we could be friends. But just then I was actually feeling angry with him: The delivery Alisher had brought to Moscow would separate me from Svetlana forever.

  "Anton, what are we going to do?" the boss asked.

  "Just what, exactly, is the problem?" I answered, looking at him with the eyes of a devoted Saint Bernard.

  "Svetlana. You're opposing her mission."

  "Of course."

  "Anton. There are basic principles involved her
e. Axioms. You have no right to object to the policy of the Watch on the basis of your own personal interests."

  "What have my own personal interests got to do with it?" I asked, genuinely surprised. "I regard the entire operation that's being planned as immoral. It won't be of any benefit to ordinary human beings. Like it or not, every attempt to bring about a fundamental change in human society has been a failure."

  "Sooner or later we shall succeed. Note that I don't even claim that this attempt will bring success. But the chances are better now than ever before."

  "I don't believe it."

  "You can lodge an appeal at the highest level."

  "Will they have time to consider it before the day Svetlana picks up the chalk and opens the Book of Destiny?"

  The boss closed his eyes and sighed.

  "No, they won't. It's all happening tonight, just as soon as our time begins. Are you happy now that you know when exactly it's all going to happen?"

  "Boris Ignatievich," I said, deliberately using the name by which I'd first known him. "Listen to me, please. You once left your homeland and came to Russia. Not to serve the interests of the Light, not for the sake of your career. Because of Olga. I don't know very much about your past history, how much hate and love, how much betrayal and nobility there is in it. But you have to understand me. Because you can."

  I don't know what kind of answer I'd expected. Maybe I thought he'd look away, or promise to cancel the project.

  "I understand you very well, Anton," the boss said with a nod. "In fact, you can't even imagine how well. That's exactly why the plan will go ahead."

  "But why?"

  "Because, my boy, there's such a thing as destiny. And there's nothing stronger than destiny. Some are destined to change the world. Some are not. Some are destined to bring entire states to their knees, and some to stand in the wings holding the puppets' strings, with their hands covered in chalk dust. Anton, I know what I'm doing. Believe me."

  "I don't believe you."

  I got up, leaving my untouched beer with its wilting cap of foam. Alisher gave the boss an inquiring look, as if he were prepared to stop me.

  "You have the right to do whatever you want," said the boss. "The Light is in you, but the Twilight is always waiting behind you. You know where any false step will lead. And you know that I am willing to help you; I am obliged to help you."