Then they asked Lea some questions. I guess they were asking questions. Both Anna and Lea didn't look comfortable answering questions. Then the news crew asked me questions. I had to lip read.
They asked me questions such as "What do you think about lesbians? Do you like them or not?"
I had to pretend I was dumb and didn't know how to lip-read. Then the news crew moved off. I found Lea and Anna in the employee bathroom. I told them about pretending to be dumb when the news crew asked me dumb questions. They thanked me. I left them alone in the bathroom. I'm not having a good day at work. The snack machine is out of foods I can eat. The drink machine still doesn't have drinks I can drink. I had to buy from the store food and drink. I got a discount. Both the stuff and the drink are supposed to be salads. Tastes like chicken. I'm not kidding or joking. I checked the schedule. I'm not working tomorrow. I hope I can get a ride home. Both Anna and Lea are working up to midnight tonight. I called Luke on the phone and reached him. He came and drove me home. At home it was great to see Bruce. He kissed me on the lips. Luke tapped Bruce's shoulder when our kiss got too long. He looked a little amused. I would love to have sex with Bruce but I want to wait until I'm twenty-one. I'll be an adult then. The legal adult age according to Luke is twenty-one.
Yours truly,
Elizabeth
April 25, 2101
Dear Anne,
I slept until my clock woke me up. I ate a late lunch. I really should take well-balanced meals. I'm not in a happy mood. The news talked about the protesters. There were protesters at the docks. They wanted Bruce out of the town. They wanted Bruce and I shipped to Edenia. I planned to work on my gymnastics web site. Bruce and Luke were out shopping.
They left a note "Beth, Gone shopping at the store, Moon.. Love Bruce and Luke."
I found a drawing of High Council on my gymnastics website. Sue must have put it there. I'm shocked that Sue an atheist got turned into a perfectionist. I'm surprised. I know Sue very well. I'm very disappointed in Sue. I added another biography page to the gymnastics web site. Then I did some work on the Lance Richard web site. I worked the best I could. I added a picture drawing of Osiris copied from my necklace pendant I’m still wearing. It was nice to have pictures in the web site. I added my name to the web site. Then I went to eat a snack, which was an apple. I came back and found my picture was taken off. I wonder who did that. I added the picture to the web site then I went to write. I left a tracer on the symbol. I wanted to see who was dumb enough to take the picture down. The tracer worked and led me to Sue according to the computer. She took the symbol off again. Rude of her so I left the picture back on the web site. Then I went to the High Council web site. I took off the picture of High Council. I was rude. I figured if Sue is going to be rude, I'll do the same too. Then I checked the High Council web site. Sue put the picture back on. I took it off again. I wonder why Sue is taking the Osiris symbol off. I'm surprised with her. She disappoints me. I checked the Lance Richard web site. I found my picture back on. I put the picture of High Council back on. Then Bruce and Luke came home. I refer Bruce's father as Luke. They came with food I could eat. It was nice of them. It was dinnertime. Luke was in his room on the first floor watching TV. Bruce was in his room asleep. I worked on the Lance Richard web site. I erased the negative comments in the guest book. Then I started a new guest book. I left the web site alone. I worked on my gymnastics web site. I got a picture of High Council on the web site. I took it down. There were negative comments in the web site. I'm annoyed. It irritates me. I have to go to bed soon. I'll be working for eight hours tomorrow. It seems the lady who did cleaning the children’s and the book section left her job to Winchester continent.
Yours,
Elizabeth
April 26, 2101
Dear Anne,
I got up at an early hour just in time to see Bruce and his father leave to the marina. Work was not fine. The customers were rude.
They signed rudely asking me "Where is this or that?"
The customers were messy. At least I had something to do. I'm glad. My back and knees aches from changing positions as I was picking up so many things on the ground. The customers take things off the racks or knock the item of the shelves and drop them on the floor. They even put the clothes back wrong on the racks. Plus some of them brought kids that were throwing books all over the place. It was rude of them. The parents would bring their kids and leave them in the book section to amuse them while the parents shopped. I could just scream. I sometimes I would rather work in the library. I brought my lunch from the store.
Depths was right. My back hurts from bending and picking up things. My legs are hurting and so does my feet. I'm tired. I was yawning at work. I tried not to yawn in front of the customers. There were so many customers. The store was packed. I guess the protest brought a lot of attention. Anna told me Sue is out of the hospital. She got transferred to Winsted Hospital. Good I won't have to see her again. I'm mad at her. I thought she was my best friend. I checked the schedule I'm working tomorrow for nine hours. Who's idea?! I'm not happy that I'm working nine hours. I go asked someone why. I asked Anna why. She didn't know why. She's not the one who decides what hours each employee works. I hope it’s the last time I work nine hours. I'm going to be really tired. I walked home after work. I ached all over. A hot shower helped me with my aches. I can't wait for bed. I want to go to sleep now. I'm tired. I have to get up early tomorrow. I set the clock to shake. Good night. I'm tired so I'll go to bed now. Luke is in his room watching TV. The kittens are doing their thing in my room, which is sniffing at my stuff and playing with my things.
Tired,
Elizabeth
April 27, 2101
Dear Anne,
Outside it was snowing out a little bit. I hope I won't get lost again. I feel refreshed. My back, legs and feet don't hurt. I feel much better. I hope work isn't depths. I wonder how many breaks I get for working nine hours. I had to wait until I get to work.
Work was depths. There were many customers. Where did they come from? What are they doing here? Shouldn't they be elsewhere? I ache all over from picking up things and straightening racks. The customers are lazy. I saw a customer, a lady pick things from the rack and drop it on the floor in front of me. She even told me to pick it up. I pick it up and put it on the rack. Then she knocked it down on the floor again. I could see laughter in her eyes. She saw it as a game. I didn't I went to a manager Lea and complained. Lea told me to put up with it. Sigh. I'm not in a good mood. Several customers played the drop and pick up game with me. I'm not amused. I can't wait to quit my job. I really hate it. It is worse than working at the store in Winsted. The store was packed. I get two thirty-minute breaks. I felt like having chocolate. It's hard to have diabetes. I thought the pills would help. But it looks like I'll be taking the pills for life. I helped myself to some Chocolate. I was hungry. Then later I didn't feel well. I felt sick like I want to throw up. I had two hours to go before work is over. I felt sick and dizzy. I'm not happy. I didn't feel like eating apples so I ate some chocolate. It was great to get rid of my cravings. I felt worse. I hope I won't throw up. The customers played the drop and pick up game with me. I told them to stop or I'll have them leave the store. They stopped playing the game. Lea came by and told me a customer told her about what I said about the customer leaving the store. I told her they were playing a game with me. She thinks it's a good idea to have customers who play the game with employees leave the store. Then she went back to work. I cleaned the children's area and the book area. I put away clothes from the restock at front. The store wasn't packed. There were lulls. I sat down on the floor a few times. Only Anna saw me. She asked me if I was feeling all right. I told her I felt dizzy. Then she left me alone. I got woozy right now. I don't know if it’s the chocolate I ate. Oh well. It's back to depths.
Hellish Day,
Elizabeth
April 30, 2101
Dear Anne,
I'm in the hospital. I threw up a
t work in front of a customer playing the drop and pick up game with me. Then I fainted. I had a vision of a white wolf who told me everything will be okay. I also missed a day due to fainting. I woke up with a kitten sitting on my chest and found myself in the hospital. I found my diary was on the bed stand with a pen next to the bed. I think several people read it. Someone left my watch there. I slept for a long time. I must have been in a coma. The kitten is cute orange color. What a cute baby bundle of fur. Aw. A nurse came in the room. The nurse explained in sign language that a customer complained to Anna about me throwing up in front of her then fainting too. I was out for a while. Today is April 30, not April 28. The nurse told me her name was Heather Marias. She added only my descendant Anna read the diary. She confirmed that the diary is a private thing and family members were allowed to read it. The nurse left me alone. She took the kitten with her. I wrote in here. I think I'm in the depression ward. The nurse told me I was in a coma for awhile. I have a needle from an IV sticking in my arm. I hate needles. It hurts. Owe. I'm not in a good mood. Heather came back and told me that it’s visiting hour time. I hope Bruce come visit me. I asked