"I have left word," Grey felt obliged to point out. "My whereabouts are known."

  The smile grew.

  "So someone knows you are en route to India," she said mockingly. "Will they follow you there, do you think?"

  India. Grey had not received leave from the lady to sit in her presence, but did so anyway. The weakness of his knees owed something both to the swaying of the ship and to the aftereffects of mercury poisoning--but somewhat more to the news of their destination.

  Still fighting giddiness, the first thought in his head was relief that he had managed that scribbled note to Quarry. At least I won't be shot for desertion, when--or if--I finally manage to get back. He shook his head briefly to clear it, and sat up straight, setting his jaw.

  There was no help for it, and nothing to be done now, save carry out his duty to the best of his ability. Anything further must be left to Providence.

  "Be that as it may, madam," he said firmly. "It is my duty to learn the truth of the death of Timothy O'Connell--and any matters that may be associated with it. If your state permits, I would hear whatever you can tell me."

  "O'Connell?" she murmured, and turned her head restlessly on the pillow, eyes half-closing. "I do not know this name, this man. Joseph?"

  "No, dear one, it's nothing to do with you, with us." Trevelyan spoke soothingly, a hand on her hair, but his eyes searched her face uneasily. Glancing from him to her, Grey could see it, too; her face was growing markedly pale, as though some force pressed the blood from her skin.

  All at once, there were gray shadows in the hollows of her bone; the lush curve of her mouth paled and pinched, lips nearly disappearing. The eyes, too, seemed to retreat, going dull and shrinking away into her skull. Trevelyan was talking to her; Grey sensed the worry in his tone, but paid no attention to the words, his whole attention fixed upon the woman.

  Scanlon had come to look, was saying something. Quinine, something about quinine.

  A sudden shudder closed her eyes and blanched her features. The flesh itself seemed to draw in upon her bones as she huddled deeper into the bedclothes, shaking. Grey had seen malarial chills before, but even so, was shocked at the suddenness and strength of the attack.

  "Madam," he began, stretching out a hand to her, helpless. He had no notion what to do, but felt that he must do something, must offer comfort of some kind--she was so fragile, so defenseless in the grip of the disease.

  "She cannot speak with you," Trevelyan said sharply, and gripped his arm. "Scanlon!"

  The apothecary had a small brazier going; he had already seized a pair of tongs and plucked a large stone that he had heating in the coals. He dropped this into a folded linen towel and, holding it gingerly, hurried to the bedside, where he burrowed under the sheets, placing the hot stone at her feet.

  "Come away," Trevelyan ordered, pulling at Grey's arm. "Mr. Scanlon must care for her. She cannot talk."

  This was plainly true--and yet she lifted her head and forced her eyes to open, teeth gritted hard against the chills that racked her.

  "J-J-J-Jos-seph!"

  "What, darling? What can I do?" Trevelyan abandoned Grey upon the instant, falling to his knees beside her.

  She seized his hand and held it hard, fighting the chill that shook her bones.

  "T-T-Tell him. If we b-both are d-dead . . . I would be j-j-justified!"

  Both? Grey wondered. He had no time to speculate upon the meaning of that; Scanlon had hurried back with his steaming beaker, had lifted her from the pillow. He was holding the vessel to her lips, murmuring encouragement, willing her to sip at it, even as the hot liquid slopped and spilled from her chattering teeth. Her long hands rose and wrapped themselves about the cup, clinging tightly to the fugitive warmth. The last thing he saw before Trevelyan forced him from the cabin was the emerald ring, hanging loose from a bony finger.

  He followed Trevelyan upward through the shadows to the open deck. The bedlam of setting sail had subsided now, and half the crew had vanished below. Grey had barely noticed his surroundings earlier; now he saw the clouds of snowy canvas billowing above, and the polished wood and brightwork of the ship. The Nampara was under full sail and flying like a live thing; he could feel the ship--feel her; they called ships "she"--humming beneath his feet, and felt a sudden unexpected exhilaration.

  The waves had changed from the gray of the harbor to the lapis blue of deep sea, and a brisk wind blew through his hair, carrying away the smells of illness and confinement. The last remnants of his own illness seemed also to blow away on that wind--perhaps only because his debilities seemed inconsequent, by contrast with the desperate straits of the woman below.

  There was still bustle on deck, and shouting to and fro between the deck and the mysterious realm of canvas above, but it was more orderly, less obtrusive now. Trevelyan made his way toward the stern, finding a place at the rail where they would not obstruct the sailors' work, and there they leaned for a time, wind cleansing them, watching together as the final sight of England disappeared in distant mist.

  "Will she die, do you think?" Grey asked eventually. It was the thought uppermost in his own mind; it must be so for Trevelyan as well.

  "No," the Cornishman snapped. "She will not." He leaned on the rail, staring moodily into the racing water.

  Grey didn't speak, merely closed his eyes and let the glitter of the sun off the waves make dancing patterns of red and black inside his lids. He needn't push; there was time now for everything.

  "She is worse," Trevelyan said at last, unable to bear the silence. "She shouldn't be. I have seen malaria often; the first attack is normally the worst--if there is cinchona for treatment, subsequent attacks grow less frequent, less severe. Scanlon says so, too," he added, almost as an afterthought.

  "Has she suffered long with the disease?" Grey asked, curious. It was not a malady that often afflicted city-dwellers, but the lady might perhaps have acquired it in the course of traveling with Mayrhofer.

  "Two weeks."

  Grey opened his eyes, to see Trevelyan standing upright, his short hair flicked into a crest by the wind, chin raised. Water stood in his eyes; perhaps it was caused by the rushing wind.

  "I should not have let him do it," Trevelyan muttered. His hands clenched on the rail in a futile rage tinged with despair. "Christ, how could I have let him do it?"

  "Who?" Grey asked.

  "Scanlon, of course." Trevelyan turned away momentarily, rubbing a wrist across his eyes, then dropped back, leaning against the rail, his back to the sea. He folded his arms across his chest and stared moodily ahead, intent on whatever dire visions he harbored within.

  "Let us walk," Grey suggested, after a moment. "Come; the air will do you good."

  Trevelyan hesitated, but then shrugged and assented. They walked in silence for some time, circling the deck, dodging seamen about their tasks.

  Mindful of his leather-heeled boots and the heaving deck, Grey strode carefully at first, but the boards were dry, and the motion of the ship a stimulus to his senses; despite his own predicament, he felt his spirits rise with the blood that surged through his cheeks and refreshed his cramped limbs. He began to feel truly himself again for the first time in days.

  True, he was captive on a ship headed for India, and thus unlikely to see home again soon. But he was a soldier, used to long journeys and separations--and the thought of India, with all its mysteries of light and histories of blood, was undeniably exciting. And Quarry could be trusted to inform his family that he was likely still alive.

  What would his family do about the wedding preparations? he wondered. Trevelyan's abrupt flight would be an enormous scandal, and an even greater one if word got out--which indubitably it would--of the involvement of Frau Mayrhofer and of her husband's shocking murder. He was not disposed to believe the lady's claim to have killed Mayrhofer; not after seeing the body. Even in health, for a woman to have done that . . . and Maria Mayrhofer was slightly built, no larger than his cousin Olivia.

 
Poor Olivia; her name would be spread over the London broadsheets for weeks as the jilted fiancee--but at least her personal reputation would be spared. Thank God the affair had come to a head before the wedding, and not afterward. That was something.

  Would Trevelyan have bolted, had Grey not confronted him? Or would he have stayed--married Olivia, gone on running his companies, dabbling in politics, moving in society as the intimate of dukes and ministers, maintaining his facade as a rock-solid merchant--while privately carrying on his passionate affair with the widow Mayrhofer?

  Grey cast a sidelong glance at his companion. The Cornishman's face was still dark, but that brief glimpse of despair had vanished, leaving his jaw set with determination.

  What could the man be thinking? To flee as he had, leaving scandal in his wake, would have disastrous consequences for his business affairs. His companies, their investors, his clients, the miners and laborers, captains and seamen, clerks and warehousemen who worked for the companies--even the brother in Parliament; all would be affected by Trevelyan's flight.

  Still, his jaw was set, and he walked like a man making for a distant goal, rather than one out for a casual stroll.

  Grey recognized both the determination and the power of will from which it sprang, but he also was beginning to realize that the facade of the solid merchant was just that; beneath it lay a mind like quicksilver, able to sum up circumstances and change tack in an instant--and more than ruthless in its decisions.

  He realized with a lurch of the heart that Trevelyan reminded him in some small way of Jamie Fraser. But no: Fraser was ruthless and quick, and might be equally passionate in his feelings--but above all, he was a man of honor.

  By contrast, he could now see the deep selfishness that underlay Trevelyan's character. Jamie Fraser would not have abandoned those who depended on him, not even for the sake of a woman who--Grey was forced to admit--he clearly loved beyond life itself. As for the notion of his stealing another man's wife, it was inconceivable.

  A romantic or a novelist might count the world well lost for love. So far as Grey's own opinion counted, a love that sacrificed honor was less honest than simple lust, and degraded those who professed to glory in it.

  "Me lord!"

  He glanced up at the cry, and saw the two Byrds hanging like apples in the rigging just above. He waved, glad that at least Tom Byrd had found his brother. Would someone think to send word to the Byrd household? he wondered. Or would they be left in uncertainty as to the fate of two of their sons?

  That thought depressed him, and a worse one followed on the heels of it. While he had recovered the requisitions, he could tell no one that he had done so and that the information was safe. By the time he reached any port from which word could be sent, the War Office would long since have been obliged to act.

  And they would be acting on the assumption that the intelligence had in fact fallen into enemy hands--a staggering assumption, in terms of the strategic readjustments required, and their expense. An expense that might be paid in lives, as well as money. He pressed an elbow against his side, feeling the crackle of the papers he had tucked away, fighting a sudden impulse to throw himself overboard and swim toward England until exhaustion pulled him down. He had succeeded--and yet the result would be the same as though he had failed utterly.

  Beyond the ruin of his own career, great damage would be done to Harry Quarry and the regiment--and to Hal. To have harbored a spy in the ranks was bad enough; to have failed to catch him in time was far worse.

  In the end, it seemed he would have no more than the satisfaction of finally hearing the truth. He had heard but a fraction of it so far--but it was a long way to India, and with both Trevelyan and Scanlon trapped here with him, he was sure of discovering everything, at last.

  "How did you know that I was poxed?" Trevelyan asked abruptly.

  "Saw your prick, over the piss-pots at the Beefsteak," he replied bluntly. It seemed absurd now that he should have suffered a moment's shame or hesitation in the matter. And yet--would it have made a difference, if he had spoken out at once?

  Trevelyan gave a small grunt of surprise.

  "Did you? I do not even recall seeing you there. But I suppose I was distracted."

  He was clearly distracted now; his step had slowed, and a seaman carrying a small cask was obliged to swerve in order to avoid collision. Grey took Trevelyan by the sleeve and led him into the lee of the forward mast, where a huge water barrel stood, a tin cup attached to it by a narrow chain.

  Grey gulped water from the cup, even in his depression taking some pleasure from the feel of it, cool in his mouth. It was the first thing he had been able to taste properly in days.

  "That must have been . . ." Trevelyan squinted, calculating. "Early June--the sixth?"

  "About that. Does it matter?"

  Trevelyan shrugged and took the dipper.

  "Not really. It's only that that was when I first noticed the sore myself."

  "Rather a shock, I suppose," Grey said.

  "Rather," Trevelyan replied dryly. He drank, then dropped the tin cup back into the barrel.

  "Perhaps it would have been better to say nothing," the Cornishman went on, as though to himself. "But . . . no. That wouldn't have done." He waved a hand, dismissing whatever his thought had been.

  "I could scarcely believe it. Went about in a daze for the rest of the day, and spent the night wondering what to do--but I knew it was Mayrhofer; it had to be."

  Looking up, he caught sight of Grey's face, and a wry smile broke out upon his own.

  "No, not directly. Through Maria. I had shared no woman's bed since I began with her, and that was more than a year before. But clearly she had been infected by her whore-mongering bastard of a husband; she was innocent."

  Not only innocent, but clearly ignorant as well. Not wishing to confront her with his discovery at once, Trevelyan had gone in search of her doctor instead.

  "I said that she had lost a child, just before I met her? I got the doctor who attended her to talk; he confirmed that the child had been malformed, owing to the mother's syphilitic condition--but naturally he had kept quiet about that."

  Trevelyan's fingers drummed restlessly on the lid of the barrel.

  "The child was born malformed, but alive--it died in the cradle, a day after birth. Mayrhofer smothered it, wishing neither to be burdened by it nor to have his wife learn the cause of its misfortune."

  Grey felt his stomach contract.

  "How do you know this?"

  Trevelyan rubbed a hand over his face, as though tired.

  "Reinhardt admitted it to her--to Maria. I brought the doctor to her, you see; forced him to tell her what he had told me. I thought--if she knew what Mayrhofer had done, infecting her, dooming their child, that perhaps she would leave him."

  She did not. Hearing out the doctor in numb silence, she had sat for a long time, considering, and then asked both Trevelyan and the doctor to go; she would be alone.

  She had stayed alone for a week. Her husband was away, and she saw no one save the servants who brought her meals--all sent away, untouched.

  "She thought of self-murder, she told me," Trevelyan said, staring out toward the endless sea. "Better, she thought, to end it cleanly than to die slowly, in such fashion. Have you ever seen someone dying of the syphilis, Grey?"

  "Yes," Grey said, the bad taste creeping back into his mouth. "In Bedlam."

  One in particular, a man whose disease had deprived him both of nose and balance, so that he reeled drunkenly across the floor, crashing helplessly into the other inmates, foot stuck in a night bucket, tears and snot streaming over his rutted face. He could but hope that the syphilis had taken the man's reason, as well, so that he was in ignorance of his situation.

  He looked then at Trevelyan, envisioning for the first time that clever, narrow face, ruined and drooling. It would happen, he realized with a small shock. The only question was how long it might be before the symptoms became clear.

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p; "If it were me, I might think of suicide, too," he said.

  Trevelyan met his eyes, then smiled ruefully.

  "Would you? We are different, then," he said, with no tone of judgment in the observation. "That course never occurred to me, until Maria showed me her pistol, and told me what she had been thinking."

  "You thought only of how the fact might be used to separate the lady from her husband?" Grey said, hearing the edge in his own voice.

  "No," Trevelyan replied, seeming unoffended. "Though that had been my goal since I met her; I did not propose to give it up. I tried to see her, after she had sent me away, but she would not receive me."

  Instead, Trevelyan had set himself to discover what remedy might be available.

  "Jack Byrd knew of the difficulty; it was he who informed me that Finbar Scanlon seemed an able man in such matters. He had gone back to the apothecary's shop, to inquire after Mrs. O'Connell's welfare, and had become well acquainted with Scanlon, you see."

  "And that is where you met Sergeant O'Connell, returning to his home?" Grey asked, sudden enlightenment coming upon him. Trevelyan already knew of O'Connell's peculations, and certainly had more men than Jack Byrd at his beck and call. He would have been more than capable, Grey thought, of having the Sergeant murdered, abstracting the papers for his own purposes regarding Mayrhofer. And those purposes now fulfilled, of course he could casually hand the papers back, uncaring of what damage had been done in the meantime!

  He felt his blood rising at the thought--but Trevelyan was staring at him blankly.

  "No," he said. "I met O'Connell only the once, myself. Vicious sort," he added, reflectively.

  "And you did not have him killed?" Grey demanded, skepticism clear in his voice.

  "No, why should I?" Trevelyan frowned at him a little; then his brow cleared.

  "You thought I had him done in, in order to get the papers?" Trevelyan's mouth twitched; he seemed to be finding something funny in the notion. "My God, John, you do have the most squalid opinion of my character!"

  "You think it unjustified, do you?" Grey inquired acidly.