Page 22 of Wicked Lust


  "So what happened?" he asks as he kicks his feet on top of his desk.

  "I apologized, told him I cared about him. He told me he didn't feel the same."

  "Ouch," Bridger says as he winces.

  "Yeah... and I'm tired of my heart hurting over him, so I'm cutting my losses and heading home. I'll continue to work until you can find a replacement for me."

  Bridger waves a dismissive hand. "I could replace you in ten minutes if I needed, but you're not leaving yet."

  "Yes, I am, Bridger," I say tiredly, my voice cracking. "It's no use. He's not going to forgive me, and even if he did, he's never going to look at me the same. I've ruined it, and there's no redemption for me."

  "Well, you're clearly not seeing what I'm seeing," he says with a knowing look.

  I roll my eyes, refusing to believe that the all-knowing, all-seeing Bridger has something for me to pin my hope on.

  "That man can't take his eyes off you these last few nights."

  "He never looks at me," I argue.

  "When you're busy and your attention isn't on him, he's watching you like a hawk. And his gaze is hungry and regretful and wistful. Trust me, I know."

  I shake my head in denial. "Then figure a way for him to get over this. Because clearly, my words aren't doing anything."

  "Something more than words is needed," Bridger ponders as he flips his feet off the desk and opens a side drawer. He rifles through a folder and pulls out a single sheet of paper. "I offer to certain employees a silver membership to The Silo. I'm giving you one now, and you'll need to sign this non-disclosure agreement."

  "What?" I ask in disbelief. "I don't want a membership there."

  "Yes, you do," he says firmly. "Cain needs something to prompt him to action, and seeing you in there will work. Trust me."

  "You want me to go there and have sex with someone else?" I ask in astonishment.

  "No, darling," he replies in a dry voice and as if I said something completely stupid. "You just need to act like that's what you're going to do."

  "Trick him?" I ask dubiously.

  "Prompt him," he counter argues.

  "It won't work." But God... what if it does? What if that's just what's needed? A faint glimmer of hope flares within me, and I take a step toward his desk as he hands out a pen for me to sign the document.

  I take it from him, bend over the desk, and start to read the agreement. But then I raise my eyes to Bridger's and whisper, "Has he been... you know... to The Silo since we broke up?"

  Bridger's eyes go soft with sympathy, and he gives me an assured smile. "No. Only to walk through on his normal shifts here each night. He didn't even ask to take the rape fantasy with Amy back."

  I let out a huge gust of relieved air and hastily scribble my name to the document without reading it. I don't need to know what it says, as I'd never reveal the club to anyone. Not even at the risk of my mother.

  "Alright," he says with a devious grin. "Operation Slap Cain Upside the Head will commence tomorrow evening. Take the night off and be at The Silo at ten PM. I'll meet you there to give you the security fob to get you in."

  "Okay," I say shakily. I can do this. I know I can.

  "And Sloane," Bridger says ominously.

  "Yeah?"

  "Dress in your sexiest outfit. Preferably no underwear. You're going to need everything in your arsenal to get this hardheaded cuss to bend."

  I grin at him in wicked delight. "That, I can do."

  Chapter 29

  Cain

  Taking a deep breath, I pull the door open to The Wicked Horse. I steel myself for the fourth night in a row that I'll have to watch Sloane all night, wondering what could have been and how I could have been so easily fooled. I would think my decision to keep my walls up would make it easier, but it isn't. Every night that I can catch the smallest of glimpses of her behind the bar tears my insides up. I want her so fucking bad on a physical level that I'm constantly walking around with a half-hard dick. I've jacked off several times, all to her memory... almost swearing I can smell her shampoo when I come all over my hand.

  When I'm not obsessing about having sex with her, I'm replaying every single moment we spent together.

  Every conversation, trying to see what I was missing.

  Every touch she put upon me to try to figure out if there was truth or facade in the action.

  It's driving me fucking bonkers.

  Callie is also driving me fucking bonkers.

  She called me last night, wanting to check in and see how I was doing. My voice was flat when I told her I was fine. She said, "Bullshit," and then proceeded to lay into me for not giving Sloane a chance. I listened to her for about thirty seconds, and then I hung up. She called me back, but I ignored her.

  She then sent me a single text that said, Asshole.

  Yup... that's me.

  My eyes sweep the interior of The Wicked Horse, and with a sense of excitement that I actually hate about myself, I look to the bar to take in the beauty of Sloane Preston.

  Except she's not there.

  I swivel my head back and forth, checking out the club again, but I don't see her. Walking up to the bar, I tap my hand on the counter and ask the other new bartender, Tina, "Where's Sloane?"

  "Hey boyfriend," she says in a singsong voice. What the fuck? Does she think I'm gay? "She's got tonight off."

  "Oh," I say, and it's not lost on me the keen sense of disappointment I feel. Shaking my head, I push away from the bar and head toward the kitchen, intent on trying to just do my job tonight and hopefully go more than two minutes without thinking about the not-so-sweet-and-innocent Sloane Preston.

  It's about 10:30 PM, and the club is packed. The nightly wet t-shirt contest just finished and yeah... I enjoyed watching that. In fact, it makes me start thinking I need to get back in the saddle. It's time to start fucking Sloane out of my memory, and I should actually have Bridger put me back on the fantasy list. If I can't have Sloane and all the things that seemed to promise a new life of happiness, might as well get back to doing what I do best.

  Speaking of Bridger, my attention is caught by the back exit door opening that leads out to The Silo. He steps through. Pulling it firmly shut, he starts to head toward his office. I step away from my post, knowing my guys will cover, and make my way toward him.

  Just as he's punching in the code, he catches my movement and looks at me with a smile. "What's up, dude?"

  Bridger opens the door, and I follow him in. "Not much. Everything's pretty tame tonight."

  "That's good," he says and then proceeds to sit behind his desk, leaning forward to look at his laptop. "Need something?"

  "Yeah," I say as I scratch at the back of my neck. Just say it. Just tell him. "I want to get back on the fantasy maker list."

  Bridger's head snaps up, and he gives me a smile. "Sure thing. Plenty of people will be happy about that."

  Then why don't I feel happy about it?

  "Okay, cool," I say, hedging for a bit of time. Bridger's attention goes back to the laptop.

  I shift my weight from foot to foot, and he looks back up at me. "You need something else?"

  "Um... just wondering how Sloane's working out," I say lamely. Internally wincing, I hope I don't sound like a fucking moron.

  Bridger's eyes light up, and he nods at me. "She's doing great. A real whiz behind the bar. It was a good decision to hire her."

  "Think she'll stick around?"

  Bridger shrugs. "Maybe. She's a hard worker and dedicated. It's why I insisted she take a night off."

  "Oh," I say, not sure what that means. But then he enlightens me.

  "In fact," Bridger says slyly, "I gave her a silver membership as sort of a bonus. Thanks to you inviting me to your little fantasy with her, I knew she'd appreciate something like that."

  "You did what?" I bark at him as I straighten my spine, my hands curling into fists.

  "Yeah... she seemed a little unsure of it, but she's a feisty girl. She's over there
now; I think psyching herself up to walk on the wild side. Rand and Logan are over there, fawning all over her."

  What the ever-loving fuck was he thinking?

  "Are you okay?" Bridger asks with an innocent look on his face.

  "No, I'm not fucking okay," I snap as I turn on my heel and stomp out of his office.

  It takes my long legs no time at all to eat up the distance from Bridger's office to The Silo. I pull out my fob, read the number, and then punch in the security code so hard that one of the buttons jams, but I don't give it a second thought. I fling the door open and storm inside, prepared to... what?

  I have no fucking clue.

  When I enter the open interior, my eyes scan the crowd, which is very busy this Friday night, and immediately see Sloane sitting at the bar. And for fuck's sake, she looks like a Wanted Poster for Sin on a Stick.

  Cherry-red dress that is painted onto her body, strapless and barely covering her tits. It rides up high on her thighs as she sits at the bar, one leg crossed over the other. Matching red, high-heeled sandals with red ribbons that wind up her legs, and bright red lipstick that I'd love to have smeared all over my cock and her face after a hardcore mouth-fucking.

  Rand stands to one side of Sloane as she sips at a drink, and his hand strokes her bare shoulder. Logan stands on her other side, elbow on the bar and his lips near her ear, whispering something utterly fucking dirty I bet.

  Rage clouds my vision as I push my way through the crowd, not being nice if someone gets in my way. Logan sees me first, his eyebrows rising up and a shit-eating grin on his face. He says something, and Rand turns his head toward me, also with the same smirk. His hand drops from Sloane's shoulder, and he takes a step back from her.

  Smart guy.

  Sloane must sense me because her spine stiffens, and she turns on the stool to face me. Her eyes rake down my body, and her eyes give me a shy smile of welcome.

  Not buying it.

  My hand shoots out and grabs her upper arm. I pull her from the stool and she wobbles on those high heels, Rand's own hand going out to steady her.

  "Touch her and I'll cut it off," I growl without even looking at him. The fucker snickers, but his arm drops to his side.

  I lean my face down near hers, my eyes pinning her with fury. "Do you want it so bad you'll just jump in the next guy's bed?"

  She shakes her head emphatically, those blonde curls flying back and forth. "No... I only want you."

  I give a bark of a skeptical laugh and start pulling her away from the bar, through the crowd and out the exit door. When the night air hits us, I hiss at her, "You're getting in your car and going home."

  Sloane steps off the slate paver outside the door and digs those heels into the dirt. Her arm jerks free, and she says, "I'm not going home."

  "Well, you're not going back in there," I flatly tell her.

  "Then take me out here," she whispers.

  Every cell in my body swells with lust, even as a fissure of anger ripples through me. "You'd like that, wouldn't you?" I sneer at her, trying to shame her for her wanton ways, but Christ... I want her so damn bad.

  "With you," she says earnestly. "Only you."

  I take a deep breath, and I have to ask, "Is this a setup?"

  In the glow of the light outside the Silo door, I can see her cheeks turn red. But she looks me straight in the eye, "Yes. Bridger's idea to spur you into action. I went along with it."

  "Fuck," I mutter as I look back toward The Wicked Horse.

  That asshole. Putting temptation right in front of me, knowing damn well I'll let my cock speak its own mind.

  "So, you want me to just fuck you out here?" I put enough of a shaming sneer in my words to have her blushing again.

  "I'd prefer you take me back to your house, but if all I can get of you is out here, then yes. Wherever you want. However you want it."

  I might have been good had she said something different. I might have even had the balls to walk away from her sexy body and yearning eyes.

  But however I want it?

  Unfortunately, I want it hard and fast, and I want it right this fucking minute. My options are limited, and I quickly weigh them.

  Back into The Silo where I can pull her into the supply room again.

  Or even better to possibly shame her, right into one of the rooms so I can fuck her for the entire club to see, and then walk away from her.

  But no, those aren't right either.

  Because the way in which I'm about to sacrifice my principals demands privacy.

  So I take Sloane's hand and lead her around the side of The Silo. I walk her halfway around the circular outer structure, until we are in absolute darkness with nothing around us.

  Turning her from me, I have her face the concrete building. Grabbing both of her hands, I place the palms against the staves. I step into her backside, press my lips to her ear, and whisper, "I can have you any way I want?"

  She takes in a shaky breath and nods. "Yes."

  Dropping my hands, I take the edge of her skirt and pull it over her hips where it hugs her waist and stays out of my way thanks to the miracle of spandex. I tilt my head to the right and look at her in the glow of the moonlight.

  No fucking underwear.

  Goddamn perfect.

  I drop my hand to that sweetly rounded ass, push my middle finger down in between her cheeks, and rub my finger along the seam. She moans and jerks against me.

  "Can I have your ass tonight? Would you give that to me, sweet Sloane?"

  She chokes out a half sob, half moan and murmurs, "If that's what you want?"

  My cruel, black heart... the one that's still hurt and betrayed, gives a soft laugh that borders on evil. "Nah... that was something special we might have had, but I'm just not that interested in it anymore."

  Which is a fucking lie. If I had some lube, I'd so take her ass, but without it, I don't want to risk hurting her. And besides... that would take time and I don't have that luxury. This is going to be a hard, fast, impersonal fucking so I can give some relief to my balls, which have been squashed into knots since first locking eyes on her tonight.

  I pull my head back and angle it further to the side so I can look at Sloane's face. She has her cheek pressed up against the side of the wall and there are unshed tears pooling.

  And damn if I don't feel guilty that I just hurt her feelings.

  "Shhh," I shush her gently, dropping my right hand and bringing it around the front of her body. I slide my fingers between her legs, letting them brush back and forth lightly against her pussy, which is slick and inviting. "Don't cry, Sloane. I'll make this good for you."

  She blinks, and a single tear spills. I can't fucking stand it, so I sink a finger into her and she moans sweetly.

  "Yeah... that feels good, right?" I murmur.

  My left hand goes to her strapless top. Pushing it down, I free her breasts and palm one. I rub the pad of my index finger over a nipple while my finger below presses into her deeper.

  "What do you want Sloane?" I ask her nicely, imagining all the ways in which I could fuck her right now. "Tell me what you want and I'll give it to you."

  She takes in a shuddering breath, lifts her cheek away from the wall, and cranes her neck to look at me. Her eyes still shining with wet, she says, "I want you to forgive me."

  My cock leaps in response to those words, or perhaps just at the thought of getting inside that tight wetness, but the asshole in me comes through. I prepare to tell her that's never going to happen, but then she takes the wind out of my sails.

  "Please," she begs. "Please forgive me."

  With her nipple pinched between my forefinger and thumb and my finger lodged deep inside her, I think for a desperate moment.

  Perhaps I should forgive her.

  But the words are jammed deep in my throat.

  So instead, I kiss her.

  Chapter 30

  Sloane

  When his mouth claims mine, I sigh deeply and melt in relie
f. He didn't say the words I needed, but surely... this kiss... it means something, right?

  His tongue rolls deeply in my mouth, my neck straining to keep the perfect angle so that he doesn't break away. I push my hips back, seeking more contact with his body, and he groans when my ass rubs up against his erection.

  Pulling his mouth away, breathing hard, Cain's hands go to my hips. He takes a step back, pulling me along with him just a fraction. One strong hand goes to the middle of my back.

  "Bend over," he rasps out.

  My lips still tingling from that kiss, and my blood racing through my veins, I do as he commands, knowing that the deeper I bend over, the more my ass is tipped just right to him. I brace my hands hard against the concrete wall.

  For a moment, his hands are gone and I hear the unmistakable sound of his zipper coming down. I take in a deep breath and push it out roughly when I feel the head of his cock at my entrance. He pushes in slightly, curses under his breath, and his hands are back at my hips.

  My fingertips dig into the concrete wall, and I close my eyes tight.

  With a roll of his hips, he slowly pushes into me. He doesn't stop and slides in deep until his pelvis is pressed against my ass and the zipper to his jeans digs into my skin.

  "Oh, Christ... Sloane," he mutters, his breath huffing out over my upper back.

  He feels so good.

  So very right.

  "Cain," I murmur, hopefully conveying with that single word what this moment means to me.

  Holding me steady at my hips, Cain pulls back and sinks back into me, his cock dragging against every sensitive nerve I have and producing a full-body shudder.

  "You like that?" he asks gruffly.

  "God, yes," I say on a moan. "Do it again."

  "Greedy," he mutters, but I can actually hear a smile on those words.

  Pulling out, he slides back in with exquisite care. He does it again, and again, not seeming to be in a hurry. I'm not in a rush either, wanting to savor every single moment of him being locked inside me. This may be my last chance, and I don't want to forget anything.

  Cain pulls out. With a rough jerk against my hips, he slams in, the slapping of our skin breaking the quiet night.

  "Fuck yeah," he groans and picks up the pace. I drop my face and stare at the ground, the tips of my red heels peeking up at me and my breasts swaying with the motion of his increased thrusting.