Quarter moon - so bright
during night walk with my dog
full head clearing up.
Gaining space for better view
changes come by letting go.
Fresh evening air -
summer heat comes to an end
changes touching me.
Triggering questions and doubts
longing for the key to life.
Trees growing skywards
without goal or desire
abundant harvest.
Why I am feeling empty
when there's nothing to be filled?
Wind is calming down
leaving dust on fresh green leaves
making them look old.
No need to await next rain
to grow and to be reborn.
Under wide blue sky
lonely hawk's soaring circles
spot between horizons
Walking in sunshine
bright lighted hat holds head cool
heart welcomes beauty
Softly floating leaves –
music from another sphere
your eyes - sound of sparks
Dark night - looking at stars
I try to reach them.
At least – with my heart and mind
*Expressing one's existence*
A creator's existence consist in his creation
without manifesting himself he is pure being
but not yet reflected through his revelation
Lacking consciousness of his latent being
the creator needs revealing to exist fully
Light is not visible if it is not reflected
empty space doesn't contain any light
as source it can be seen in darkness
but it needs someone who observes
giving sight for light's full existence
Light reflected through the observer
watching what shows up within action
becoming aware of causes and oneself
recognizing the source of light within
light is most essential to see - to grow
Creation is reflected through all being
from very basic level of manifestation
Although consciousness is reflected light
inbuilt evolution grows towards the whole
needing conscious form to reach further steps
Growing force is essential part of all duration
a hidden longing to unite with the initial creator
after a long dark way finally consciously reflected
through the whole spectrum of growing human forms
the One creator shows himself through his exposure
All is expression of the One visible through creation
with urge to express oneself - the way one is made
calling for recognition of one's present existence
being moved through a long road of evolution
to meet with the creator by finding oneself
Urge to express oneself finally vanishes
as well seeking and search for sense
expressing oneself by being alive
responding by reflecting light
mirror of creation in love
My words are said
as signs to meet
like a smile
floating
in air
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Redirected love ~
encountering one's whole heart
beam of vibrant light.
Subjection of appearance
dissolved into expression.
Mind...
Mind trip stays on top
making best from nothingness
perpetual sense.
Thrown stone sinks into the lake
no fear of touching deep ground.
Mind's life jacket helps
surviving in deep water
before one can swim.
Familiar elements
will be one's friends forever.
Being with good friends
allows one's mutual trust
floating without effort.
Diving into being's depth -
soaring high above dark clouds.
World of certainty -
illusions fading away
grasping mind calms down.
Understanding sinks deeper
until rests within one's heart.
Floating emptiness
nothing hurts the observer
calm within oneself.
Pure awareness left over
the point found one's center. Ah -
Significant words
established world pool of mind
cool sufficiency.
Is there space for smiling eyes
pronouncing heart's existence?
Open horizon
watching quietly moving clouds
a call sounds from within
heart and head remain tranquil
universe can wait a while
Love Affairs in Virtual Cyber Space
Love affairs boosting virtual Cyber space
like multiple psycho paths on astral planes
booming blown up high tech glamour of Internet.
Nothingness filled with abundant bits and bytes
Attraction-demanding sweet baits of promises
pretension seems all to find self-confirmation.
Attracting yearning souls, triggering response
delusion of togetherness giving satisfaction
exchange and sharing of pictures and dreams.
Sophisticated seeking advanced fulfillment
finding one's soul mate by surfing the Web
reality reduced to screen sized spirituality.
Exciting impulses flowing through fingertips
manifesting all life's longing into mega bytes
outlet for deluging emotions and thoughts.
Protected by anonymity, self expression blooms
limitless, without any need to be responsible
or relating to what might be caused in space.
Supported by millions of Cyber space surfers
World Wide Webs are waiting to trap all being
splitting life's wholeness into frozen bits & bytes.
Spider webs might also trap some sparks of light
reflected in tears of pain, not finding sense of life.
Can sharing fantasies of joy fill one's empty heart?
Protecting oneself from confrontation with people
by escaping from encounter with one's daily reality
into a world of virtual fiction - we become winners?
Freezing dreams into CD and hard disk spaces
transforming human beings into Cyber zombies
sucked by limbo covering glamorous dates.
Is there a way out of this golden Cyber cage?
A way to find back to enjoy one's real sensations
trusting, touching the ground - walking the talk.
Although with all weight of suffering and pain
finding one's way back to walk the milky way
bridging distance between stars - hearts.
Maybe the smile of a child given freely to us
a rainbow between horizons - scream of a falcon
will remind us from where true challenge is calling.
To relate and respond from one's whole existence
connected heart & mind, realized in daily happenings
spreading out one's love & light - in this very moment.
Transcended senses
proof for extended being
consciously observed.
Morning mist - still floating
joyful walk on e
arthen ground.
Searching for new spaces
Far voice sounding close
bridging space's long distance
words reaching to touch
Walk through burning sun
remembering cool rainfall
still being thirsty
Lost in common sense
struggling through infatuations
urge remains untouched
Delightful sleep embraced
dream world's moving space
longing melts away
Memory of presence
open mind reflecting
urging needs dissolved
Clearness of emptiness
answered doubts in silence
colorful darkness
Following one's
security through habits
shadows demand jump
Lost out on a limb
detecting one's heart beat
compass to freedom
Hope to hold one's sense
though motivated to fight
horizon stays far
Flying still higher
search for life's overview
circling around oneself
Common given goals
tidy personal chaos
no space left open
Beyond noisy voices
finally finding space less space
stardust don't disturb
Cold odd rainy day
can't help it - feeling so good
warmth from deep inside.
Seagull's flight under dark clouds
messenger of light beyond.
No where to go
Don't let us wear anymore
worn out ruminated knowledge
keeping us busy, comfortable and stuck.
Let's drop rotten habits, old blinders
attitudes belonging to yesterday.
Let us walk through unknown fields
enjoying space of fresh awareness
no need knowing where to go
arriving nowhere: now here
Full moon, howling dogs
lonesome mutual exchange
communication
What inhibits to live ´Spirituality´?
With 'transformation' of one's personality starts spirituality
being a 'living system', personality defends its existence
resisting to everything, which is, not integrated part of it
growing by gaining, being enriched, being confirmed.
All established games serve to create our individual world
finding ourselves reflected in everything around us
opportunities to react with thoughts and all our feelings
being identified - turning around and around ourselves.
Sophisticated constructions of card houses for eternity
personality is searching exclusively for satisfaction
including all levels from deepest dark to highest skies
spiritual concepts satisfying longing for ultimate security.
Motivation is based on the hope to find final satisfaction
longing that one's existence will last forever and ever
yet still needing more - until been blown up to extremes
ending up in frustration - falling into depriving emptiness.
From far away there might appear a spark of light within
turning all traps and attractive baits into shade less frames
losing old boundaries, letting drop pseudo securities
opening undiscovered space beyond known experiences.
Entering fields of chaos, an undeclared guidance might appear
allowing to respond in a fresh and undetermined way
to whatever shows up without discrimination - quest of decision
being responsible for one's actions - feeling compassion.
Although one's life is still the center of one's being -
reaching out includes giving oneself into the flowing stream
receiving and giving out of abundance - no limits left.
Surprisingly changing pain of unfulfilled needs into joy of being
Who takes with quiet mood
Vulcan’s spitting fire feelings?
Sea waves carry foam
Lost out on a limb
detecting one's heart beat
compass to freedom
Feeling desperate -
snoring dog beside my feet
trust gives him peace
Your questions subside
music from within appears
hear sound of silence
Longing - Watching – Being
Bursting heart's fullness
swept into tender written words
too fast - shallow voice
pain - transformed - deepened scream
expressed emptiness - longing
Shallow voice vanished
poet's subtle scream resounds
triggering no echo
silence floats into emptiness
leaving me quietly watching
Spirit's buoyancy
guides me into emptiness
watching existence
long way gone - going beyond
embracing joyful wholeness
Transition completed
watching from hurricane's eye
off from world's whirlpool
my long search comes to an end
no words, no meaning - just being
Rainstorm - old pine tree
standing firm on earthen ground
full heart - eaten out
Far voice sounding close
bridging long-distance space
words reaching to touch
Who is not afraid
calling into empty space
getting strange echoes?
One's flight through firewalls
heart carried in open hands
seeker's walk on water
L o s t
Desperate feelings of being lost
painful reflections without hope
wherever I go or whatever I search for
finally I am turned back to myself
Be quiet - you’re desperate feeling to be lost
results from being scattered in space
wherever you are in this very moment
the center of your existence is right here
Why does my own presence weigh so much?
Is it the history of accumulated experience?
My holding on to worn out structures?
I am tired of being blind from too much looking
Breathing out of space-less presence
long hidden answers arrive effortlessly
using one's strength of distinguishing decision
one's dispersing forces are centered
Will I find a quiet space in this world of chaos?
Fear of void is reaching out to swallow me
again I am getting lost in endless thoughts
finding myself out on a limb of vogue existence
Existence breathes, listen, answers are there
freely presented around and within ourselves
you might go speeding for goals far ahead
but for sure come back to the 'here' again
My 'here' is covered with nervousness
flashlights of impulses leaving me restless
not knowing where to start and where to go
I still feel stuck and lost in my own density
Existence knows well where you are right now
give allowance to be found by letting go of
search
cramped by wishes coming out of one's narrowness
old boundaries will melt into space beyond – go on
Observing limits
enveloped light of being
trapped view - thoughts - instincts.
I's dominating blind spot
fits all into one's blindness.