“Hm.”
It was becoming apparent that Foix was not about to turn into a bear, demon, or anything else much but a bewildered young man just yet. The seniors of the party, supporting Foix, all went a short distance away and sat on the ground to consult the maps. A couple of the guardsmen discussed the carcass in low voices and decided its diseased skin was not worth the peeling, though they collected the teeth and claws for souvenirs, then hauled it away off the road.
Ferda sorted out his map of the region and smoothed it over a wide, flat stone. His finger traced a line. “I believe our most efficient route to Maradi is to stay on this very track for another thirty miles or so, to this village. Then turn and descend almost due east.”
Dy Cabon glanced up toward the sun, already fallen behind the wall of mountains to their west, though the sky still glowed deep blue. “We’ll not make it there before this night falls.”
Ista dared to touch the map with one white finger. “If we continue only a little, we’ll come to that crossroad up to the old saint’s village that we intended to visit. We’ve already bespoken food and fodder and beds there. And we could start again early.” And there would be strong walls between them and any more bears. Although not between them and the demon—a reflection she resolved to keep to herself.
Ferda frowned. “Six extra miles each way. More, if we mistake the track again.” Just such a deceptive fork in the road had cost them an hour, earlier in the day. “Half a day’s travel lost. We carry enough food and fodder for one night—we can restock where we turn east.” He hesitated, and said more cautiously, “That is, if you are willing to endure the discomforts of a night in camp, Royina. The weather looks to continue fair, at least.”
Ista fell silent. She misliked the scheme, but misliked still more the hint that she would put her comfort above her loyal officer’s clear need. Split the party, send the speediest riders on ahead with Foix? She misliked that idea as well. “I…have no preference.”
“How do you feel about riding?” Ferda asked his brother.
Foix was sitting with his brow furrowed and an inward look, like a man with a stomachache. “Huh? Oh. No worse than usual. My rump hurts, but that has nothing to do with…with the other thing.” He was quiet a moment longer, then added, “Except indirectly.”
Ferda said in a voice of military decision, “Let us push on as far and fast as we can tonight, then.”
A murmur of agreement ran around the little council squatting by the stone. Ista pressed her lips closed.
They put Foix back up on his nervous horse—it took two men to hold the beast, and it sidled and snorted at first, but then settled as they set out again. Dy Cabon and Ferda rode close to Foix on either side. Protectively. Too late.
Ista stared at their backs as they continued down the road, such as it was. Her sense of the demon’s presence, briefly so searing, was muted again. Was it occluded by matter, or perhaps deliberately hiding itself within its new fleshly lair? Or was it her deficiency? She had suppressed her sensitivity for so long, extending it again was like stretching a withered muscle. It hurt.
Lord dy Cazaril claimed that the world of the spirit and the world of matter existed side by side, like two sides of a coin, or a wall; the gods were not far away in some other space, but in this very one, continuously, just around some strange corner of perception. A presence as pervasive and invisible as sunlight on skin, as though one stood naked and blindfolded in an unimaginable noon.
Demons as well, though they were more like thieves putting a hand through a window. What occupied Foix’s space, now? If both brothers came up behind her, would she know which was which without looking?
She closed her eyes, to test her perceptions. The creak of her saddle, the plodding of the other mounts, the faint crack as a hoof struck a stone; the smell of her horse, of her sweat, of the cool breath of pines…nothing more, now.
And then she wondered what the demon saw when it looked at Ista.
THEY MADE CAMP BY ANOTHER CLEAR STREAM WHEN THERE WAS barely enough light left to find firewood. The men gathered plenty; Ista suspected she was not the only one worried about wildlife. They also built her and Liss a little bower, of sorts, with logs and branches, floored with a hay of hastily cut yellow grasses. It did not look especially bear-proof to her.
Foix rejected being treated as an invalid and insisted on gathering wood as well. Ista watched him discreetly, and so, she noticed, did dy Cabon. Foix heaved over one good-sized log only to find it rotten, crawling with grubs. He stared down at his find with a very odd look on his face.
“Learned,” he said quietly.
“Yes, Foix?”
“Will I turn into a bear? Or into a madman who thinks he’s a bear?”
“No. Neither,” said dy Cabon firmly. Though whether truly, Ista suspected even he did not know. “That will wear off.”
Dy Cabon spoke to reassure, but did not seem to partake of the comfort himself. Because if the demon became less bearlike, it could only be because it was growing more Foix-like?
“Good,” sighed Foix. His face screwed up. “Because those look delicious.” He kicked the log back over again with rather more force than was necessary and went to look for a drier deadfall.
Dy Cabon lingered by Ista. “Lady…”
Five gods, his plaintive tone of voice was just like Foix’s, a moment ago. She barely turned her soothing Yes, dy Cabon? into a sharper, “What?” lest he take her for mocking him.
“About your dreams. The god-touched ones you had, so long ago.”
Not long ago enough. “What about them?”
“Well…how do you know when dreams are real? How do you tell good prophecy from, say, bad fish?”
“There is nothing good about prophecy. All I can tell you is, they are unmistakable. As if more real than memory, not less.” Her voice went harsh in sudden suspicion. “Why do you ask?”
He tapped his fingers nervously against the side of one broad hip. “I thought you might instruct me.”
“What, the conductor conducted?” She tried to turn this off lightly, though her stomach chilled. “The Temple would disapprove.”
“I think not so, lady. What apprentice would not seek advice from a master, if he could? If he found himself with a commission far beyond his skills?”
Her eyes narrowed. Five gods—and never had the oath seemed more apropos—what dreams had come to him? Did a lean man lie in a sleep like death, on a bed in a dark chamber…she would not even hint of that secret vision. “What dreams have you been having?”
“I dreamed of you.”
“Well, so. People do dream of those they know.”
“Yes, but this was before. Once, before I ever saw you that first day out riding on the road near Valenda.”
“Perhaps…were you ever in Cardegoss as a child, or elsewhere, when Ias and I made a progress? Your father, or someone, might have put you on his shoulder to see the roya’s procession.”
He shook his head. “Was Ser dy Ferrej with you then? Did you wear lilac and black, ride a horse led by a groom down a country road? Were you forty, sad and pale? I think not, Royina.” He looked away briefly. “The ferret’s demon knew you, too. What did it see that I did not?”
“I have no idea. Did you ask it before you dispatched it?”
He grimaced and shook his head. “I did not know enough to ask. Then. The next dreams came later, more strongly.”
“What dreams, Learned?” It was almost a whisper.
“I dreamed of that dinner in the castle in Valenda. Of us, out on the road, with almost this company. Sometimes Liss and Ferda and Foix were there, sometimes others.” He looked down, looked up, confessed: “The temple in Valenda never sent me to be your conductor. They only sent me up to convey Learned Tovia’s apologies, and to say that she would call on you as soon as she returned. I stole your pilgrimage, Royina. I thought the god was telling me to.”
She opened her mouth, to do no more than breathe out. She made her voic
e very neutral, letting her hands grasp the sapling she leaned against, behind her back, to still their trembling. “Say on.”
“I prayed. I drew us to Casilchas so that I might consult my superiors. You…spoke to me. The dreams ceased. My superiors suggested I bestir myself to really be your spiritual conductor, since I had gone so far already, and lady, I have tried.”
She opened a hand to assuage his concern, though she was not sure he could see it in the failing light. So, his peculiar convictions about her spiritual gifts, back in Casilchas, had come from a more direct source than old gossip. Through the sparse trees, the firelight was starting up from two pits dug in the sandy stream bank, in cheery defiance of the gathering night. The fires looked…small, at the feet of these great hills. The Bastard’s Teeth, the range was called, for in the high passes they bit travelers.
“But then the dreams started up again, a few nights past. New ones. Or a new one, three times. A road, much like this. Country much like this.” His white sleeve waved in the shadows. “I am overtaken by a column of men, Roknari soldiers, Quadrene heretics. They pull me from my mule. They—” He stopped abruptly.
“Not all prophetic dreams come true. Or come true as first seen,” said Ista cautiously. His distress was very real, it seemed to her, and very deep.
“No, they could not be.” He grew almost eager. “For they slew me in a different cruel way each night.” His voice slowed in doubt. “They always started with the thumbs, though.”
And she and Liss had laughed at his wine-sickness…drowning dreams, was he? That didn’t work. She’d tried it herself, long ago in Ias’s court. “You should have told me this! Much earlier!”
“There cannot be Roknari here, now. They would have to cross two provinces to reach this place. The whole country would be aroused.” His voice seemed to be trying to push back the darkness with reason. “That dream must belong to some other, later future.”
You cannot push back the darkness with reason. You have to use fire. Where had that thought come from? “Or no future. Some dreams are but warnings. Heed them, and their menace empties out.”
His voice went very small, in the darkness. “I fear I have failed the gods, and this is to be my punishment.”
“No,” said Ista coldly. “The gods are more ruthless than that. If they use you up in their works, they have no more interest in you than a painter in a crusted and broken brush, to be cast aside and replaced.” She hesitated. “If they still lash and drive you, you may be sure it means they still want something from you. Something they haven’t got yet.”
“Oh,” he said, no louder.
She gripped the tree. She wanted to pace. Could they get off this road? It was farther back to Vinyasca, now, than it was to go forward. Could they strike down this streambed to the plains? She imagined waterfalls, thorn tangles, sudden rock faces over which it was impossible either to ride or lead their mounts. They would think her mad to insist upon such a wild course. She shivered.
“You are right about the Roknari, though,” she said. “Single spies, or small groups in disguise, might penetrate this far south unseen. But nothing strong enough to overcome our well-armed company, in any case. Even Foix is not out of the muster.”
“True,” he allowed.
Ista bit her lip, looking around to be quite sure the young man had gone out of earshot back to the camp. “What about Foix, Learned? For a moment, I saw—it was as if I saw the bear’s spirit. It was more riddled and decayed than its body, writhing in an agony of putrefaction. Will Foix…?”
“His danger is real, but not imminent.” Dy Cabon’s voice firmed on this surer ground, and his white-clad bulk straightened. “What he has gained by accident, some sinful or shortsighted or desperate men actually seek by design. To capture a demon, and feed it slowly on themselves in exchange for its aid—so men turn sorcerers. For a time. Quite a long time, some of them, if they are clever or careful.”
“Who ends up in charge, then?”
He cleared his throat. “Almost always the demon. Eventually. But with this young elemental, Foix would be master at first, if he made the attempt. I do not mean to discuss this with him, or plant the suggestion, and I beg you will be careful, too, Royina. The more…intertwined they become, the harder they will be to separate.”
He added lowly, “But where are they coming from? What rip in hell is leaking them back into the world in such sudden numbers? My order is called to be guardians upon that march, as surely as troops of the Son’s or the Daughter’s Orders ride out in the sun armed with swords and shields against more material evil. The fifth god’s servants walk singly in the darkness, armed with our wits.” He heaved a disconsolate sigh. “I could wish for a better weapon, just now.”
“Sleep will sharpen all our wits, we must hope,” said Ista. “Perhaps the morning will bring some better counsel.”
“I pray it may be so, Royina.”
He walked her back through the brush to her bower. Ista forbore to wish him pleasant dreams. Or any dreams at all.
THE ANXIOUS FERDA ROUSED EVERYONE AT DAWN EXCEPT HIS brother. Only when breakfast was ready to be served did he squat beside that bedroll and carefully touch the heavy sleeping form upon the shoulder. Liss, passing by Ista lugging a saddle, paused and watched this worried tenderness, and her lips pinched with distress.
They wasted little time eating, breaking camp, and taking again to the stony, winding track. The irregular hills discouraged speed, but Ferda led at a steady pace that ate the miles nonetheless. The morning and the road slowly fell behind them.
The company was largely silent, pushing along lost in who-knew-what sober reflections. Ista could not decide which development she liked least, Foix’s acquisition or dy Cabon’s dreams. Foix’s bear-demon might be mischance, if chance it was. Dy Cabon’s dreams were plain warnings, perhaps deceptive to heed, but perilous to ignore.
The concatenation of the uncanny beginning to swirl about Ista set her neck hairs standing and her teeth on edge. She felt a disturbing sense of having stepped into a pattern not yet perceived. Yes. We turn for home at Maradi.
Her silent decision brought no relief; the tension remained, like a cable strained to snapping. Like the breathless pressure that had shot her out the postern gate and down the road in court mourning and silk slippers, that morning in Valenda. I must move. I cannot be still.
Where? Why?
The hill country here was even drier than farther south, though the streams still ran full from the spring melt, above. The gnarled pines grew smaller and more scattered, and long bony washes almost devoid of vegetation became more frequent. When they topped a rise, dy Cabon glanced back over their track. He pulled his mule up abruptly. “What’s that?”
Ista twisted in her saddle. Just coming over the distant crest of the descending ridge behind them was a rider—no, riders.
Foix called, “Ferda? You have the better eyes.”
Ferda wheeled his horse and squinted in the bright light; the sun was growing hotter, climbing toward noon. “Men on horses.” His expression grew grim. “Armed—I see chain mail—spears. Their armor is in the Roknari style… Bastard’s dem—five gods! Those are the tabards of the princedom of Jokona. I can see the white birds on the green even from here.”
They still looked like green blurs to Ista, though she squinted, too. She said uneasily, “What are they doing here, in this peaceful land? Are they merchant’s guards, leading a caravan? Emissaries?”
Ferda stood in his stirrups, craned his neck. “Soldiers. All soldiers.” He glanced around at his little company and touched his sword hilt. “Well, so are we.”
“Ah… Ferda?” said Foix after a moment. “They’re still coming.”
Ista could see his lips move as he kept count. Rank on rank, riding two or three abreast, the interlopers poured over the lip of the hill. Ista’s own count had passed thirty when dy Cabon, whose face had gone the color of lard, signed himself and looked across at her. He had to cough before he could f
orm words. They seemed to catch on his dry lips. “Royina? I do not think we want to meet these men.”
“I am certain of it, Learned.” Her heart was starting to pound.
The column’s leaders had seen them, too. Men pointed and yelled.
Ferda dropped his arm and shouted back over his company, “Ride on!”
He led the way down the track at a brisk canter. The baggage mules resisted being towed at this speed, and slowed the men who had them in charge. Dy Cabon’s more willing mule did better at first, but it grunted with each stride at the jouncing weight it bore. So did dy Cabon. When they reached the top of the next rise, half a mile on, they could see that the Jokonan column had dispatched a squad of a double dozen riders out ahead, galloping with the clear intent of overtaking Ista’s party.
Now it was a race, and they were not fitted for it. The baggage mules might be abandoned, but what of the divine’s beast? Its nostrils were round and red, its white hair was already starting to lather at its neck and shoulder and between its hind legs, and despite dy Cabon’s kicks and shouts it kept breaking from a canter into a bone-jarring fast trot. It shook dy Cabon like a pudding; his face went from scarlet to pale green and back again. He looked close to vomiting from the exertion and terror.
If this was the raiding column it appeared—and how in five gods’ names had it appeared from the south of them, so unheralded?—Ista might cry ransom for herself and the Daughter’s men. But a divine of the fifth god would be treated as heretic and defiled—they would indeed start by cutting off dy Cabon’s thumbs. And then his tongue, and then his genitals. After that, depending on their time and ingenuity, whatever ghastly death the Quadrene soldiers could devise, or urge each other on to—hanging, impalement, something even worse. Three nights he’d dreamed of this, dy Cabon had said, each different. Ista wondered what death could possibly be more grotesque than impalement.
The country offered poor cover. The trees were small, and even if any overhung the road, she wasn’t sure they could boost the wheezing divine up one. His white robes, dirty as they were, would shine like a beacon through the leaves. They’d show up for half a mile through the scrub, as would his mule. But then they topped another rise, temporarily out of sight of their pursuers, and at the bottom of this wash…