Independence ~ A Significance Series Novel ~ Shelly Crane
Independence
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A Significance Series Novel
Book Four
SHELLY CRANE
Copyright 2012 Shelly Crane
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ISBN-13: 978-1480207219
ISBN-10: 1480207217
This Book is Dedicated To The FANS!
The last book of the series… Bittersweet doesn't really cover it for me. And SO much has happened to me personally this year.
I'm dedicating this book to the fans that have been with me from the beginning. The ones who ask me how I'm doing and not just when the next book is due. The ones who've sent me mail and tweets and email saying how much you love the books. Without you, this book would not be.
And to my bestie, Jen N.
Eermmmegeeerdd…… I heart you.
To the Hellcats,
you girls have made this year bearable. And you rocked the Indie world's face off. I couldn't be more proud of you or happy to bask in your glows. I love you!
Chapter One
Maggie
"Lynne, listen." I knelt down beside her and tried not to glance at the scar glaring from her cheekbone that was a constant reminder of what had happened. I had been in her shoes before, just weeks ago, and it was still fresh in my brain. "For some reason, the powers are taking their time figuring out what they want to be. Caleb didn't realize his until…well, you remember. And you and Kyle will learn what your powers are, too, soon enough. I'm sorry that we were all too wrapped up to even really pay attention to you guys."
Kyle and Lynne had ascended on the roof of the palace and mutualized right after. Everyone had been so focused on what was going on with us and worrying about the bigger problems though, that we hadn't had time to dwell on the fact that neither of them were getting a feeling for what their ability was going to be. Or the fact that Lynne was human and had gotten the tattoo on her wrist.
"No," she said quickly. "I don't want the spotlight. It's just that Kyle…" She sniffed in a way that showed me she'd been crying way before she came to see me. "He's upset about it. I just know it. How could he not be, right?"
I smiled. I knew this one firsthand as well. I felt my cell buzz in my pocket, but ignored it. "Caleb and I went through the same thing. I felt like he'd been cheated because he was an Ace and I wasn't."
"Yeah," she said and nodded. "That's how I feel."
I knew it was mere minutes before Kyle came and found her. She was so upset, there was no way Kyle couldn't feel her. "Don't worry, Lynne. Kyle is a big boy. I promise you you'll both get your abilities when you're ready and it'll be something great. And Kyle isn't upset. I'm in his head remember?"
"Well, then get out of it!" she screeched and stood. She blushed all the way into her hairline. "His brain in private now."
I pursed my lips so I wouldn't laugh at her. "I just mean that I'd hear him if he was upset. He'd be broadcasting it out if he was."
"Whatever," she grumbled and wiped her cheek furiously. "This whole thing has turned me into such a chick."
I laughed just as Kyle bolted through the palace roof door. He practically flew to her and gripped her arms. "What's wrong?" He looked around for threats and found none. He looked between us and then finally focused on Lynne. Hearing her thoughts he heard it all and grimaced. "Lynne, it'll be fine. I told you that already."
Her mouth opened and then closed. Then she said quickly, "But it-"
"Uhuh," he said to cut her off and put his finger over her lips. I smiled at the sudden death glare she was giving him. "I have complete confidence in my kind. The abilities will come when they're ready. And I have faith in our new Visionary." He smirked at me. "She's a goody two shoes that's making the universe a very happy and giving entity. Teacher's pet."
"Bite me, Kyle."
He laughed. "See?" He turned back to Lynne and his smile changed. It was the one he saved just for her. "She's totally harmless and on board. So, can't you be?"
She sighed and chewed the inside of her cheek. "I'm on board, too. I'll chill out."
"Really? All the way on board?"
"Choo, choo," she joked wryly and he grinned, taking her face in his hands. But then his thumb swept over the scar and he let his breath go slowly. "Good," he muttered, and I heard his guilty thoughts. He thought he let her down. He had been so upset about Rodney that he wasn't able to heal her cheek and knew she'd be stuck with it forever, because of him.
"Stop," she whispered harshly. "Stop, Kyle." She gripped his face, too. "It wasn't your fault. You didn't cut me."
"But I should have been able to heal you."
"You lost your cousin," she whispered back. "Stop this."
He thought about it before smiling. "Right back at ya."
She groaned at being caught in his trap before laughing softly. "Fine."
When she reached up on her toes to kiss him, I was outta there. I skipped down the stairs, my steps light and curiously worry free. Just yesterday, we'd learned that Haddock was my real father, and then Jen and Bish had imprinted… finally!
But today, I just felt better. I felt like there was so much more to solve, but that we'd be OK. I hadn't felt that sense in my bones in a long time and I craved it. Things were falling back into their right place.
Lynne had found me on the roof before. I was trying to call Beck before she interrupted with her cute little tirade. I tried Beck's cell several times, but always got voicemail. And Beck, who was driving up to the mountains with Ralph, was furious with me in the only way a best friend could be as I checked message after message from her that said, "How could you not tell me you were going to freaking London! Why haven't you called me all week?" And of course my favorite. "When am I going to get the juicy details of you and college boy? You better call me back before I got postal on your cute butt!"
I smiled thinking about that. I missed her. She was my slice of normal pie and I could have used an extra helping.
I heard his thoughts around the door just a second before his arms closed around my waist. I was pressed, but went willingly, to the wall with my back and then it was all warm lips and closed eyes and soft, but needy hands.
Poor Caleb. Maria had taken it upon herself after our big reveal with Jen and Bish to come and sleep with us to give them some privacy. Caleb grumbled about needing our own privacy in his mind, but it was just one night, right?
So when I felt his fingers teasing the skin just under my shirt, to soak me in as much as I was him, I knew he was making up for lost time. The hand in my hair gave me goosebumps as it massaged and swept through my hair gently. I shivered, causing him to groan. I pulled back just a bit and looked up at him.
My Caleb.
He smiled cockily and happily back down at me.
Why, Mrs. Jacobson, are you blushing?
Flushing is more like it, I corrected and smirked my own smirk.
Well, I have it on good authority that our room is finally vacant of transients and squatters. Wanna come and…nap with me.
His grin was absolutely not about a nap. I bit my lip and nodded for him to lead the way. He laced our fingers as we made our way down the hall. We reached our room and he kissed me again as he fiddled with the door lock. He swept deep in my mouth. I held on to his collar to keep him there and to hold myself up.
But the loud giggling made us pause. Caleb pushed our door open to find Bish and Jen there. They had their shoes off, their legs hanging off the edge of the bed and they were lounging on their backs looking at each other. Before I could stop myself, I heard their thoughts. They were talking about learning to drive, remembering and laughing.
They looked up and Jen smiled sheepishly. "Sorry. Mom and Maria are napping in our room."
"What about your room?" Caleb asked Bish, anxious to evict our guests.
"They never gave me one," he answered smoothly.
"Well…" Caleb searched for any semi-polite way to tell them to get the heck out. I chuckled under my breath and grabbed his collar once more. He rested his hands on my lower back, his forehead to mine.
"We won't get a moment's peace until we get back to the States," I told him. "And then still not. Beck is going to drive me crazy for at least a week. And then Gran is going to start the wedding stuff, I just know it."
Caleb nodded and silently told me I was right.
"Sorry," Jen said again, but plopped back on the bed with no intention of leaving. Bish joined her, closer this time.
He whispered, "I'm not sorry." Then he kissed her once, pulling her to his chest and they lay still as if to go to sleep.
"Want to go back to the roof?" Caleb suggested in a low voice that held promise.
"Eew," Jen groaned. "Get out before you start the sexy voice, little brother."
"Our room," he retorted and smiled at me. It was his I'm happy no matter what we're doing smile.
This was the smile he saved just for me, for when no one was looking.
I smiled back and started to lead him back to our roof when Haddock met us at the door.
"Maggie. Caleb," he addressed and fidgeted. I, of course, couldn’t hear his thoughts so I had no idea what he wanted. "I was wondering if we could talk…before you all leave."
"About what," I said gently. I wasn't angry with Haddock and I didn't want him to think he owed me anything. I closed the door so Bish wouldn’t hear him. He didn't know about this, after all.
But Haddock said, "When you leave tomorrow to go back to Tennessee, I'm coming with you. To your town, I mean."
"What?" I blurted loudly. "What do you mean?"
He stood a little taller. "I may not have been your father this whole time, and I know you have Jim, that's great, but I lost you once and didn't even know I had you to begin with. I have no intention of doing that again."
I closed my eyes and tried to breathe normally. So, Dad and Fiona, and me and Caleb, and Bish and Jen, now Haddock.
One big happy family.
"Whatever, it's fine," I said politely and tried to smile. "We'll see what we can work out, but I'm not telling my father…um, Jim. You know what I mean. I'm not telling him about all of this."
"Understood," he said and smiled. "See you at dinner."
I remembered the text in my pocket. I pulled my cell out and tried not to shoot daggers at Haddock's back as he walked away. My phone was very full now with all the clan's phone numbers. I told everyone to keep in touch with me and if anyone else imprinted, to let me know as soon as possible. Caleb and I were determined to keep on top of things with all the Aces.
Meanwhile, I examined my text. Caleb was muttering something about Haddock being a trouble maker, but stopped as soon as he felt my thoughts slam into him.
I reread the text message five times while Caleb held on to me. When he pressed my face into his neck and said, "Ah, baby. I'm so sorry," I knew the text from Beck's mom was real.
Beck & Ralph were in a car accident in the mountains. I tried to call u several times. They fnd the car, but no one was inside. They suspect they went looking for help &… They called off the search today. We're having the funerals on Sat. Pls, come home.
I felt my knees begin to shake.
Caleb leaned back and took my face in his hands. "We'll leave, right now." I could feel him pushing all of his comfort and love into me, into my skin with his touch. I couldn't remember a time I was ever so grateful for him than in that moment. I felt my lip quiver and bit into it to stop it. He looked at my lip and back up to my eyes with a pained expression. He could do nothing to fix this situation for me and feeling helpless wasn't something Caleb liked very much. Neither did I for that matter. "Maggie…tell me what to do," he said, anguished and swept my cheek with the side of his thumb. "What can I do?"
I lifted and wrapped my arms around his neck. "You're doing it." I sighed and tried to calm down. "You're doing it."
When he finally spoke, it was soft and in my ear, as if he were easing me along. "I'll go and tell Dad that we're leaving now. They can come later on. Why don't you…sit with Jen and Bish for a minute, until I get back, OK?"
I nodded. He took me there in a haze. I'd been so wrapped up in everything going on lately - granted, it was huge life altering things, but still - I had barely been able to speak to Beck much lately.
Rebecca. I never even used her real name, and she never used mine.
I felt a flood of guilt, remorse and loss. It was then I felt Caleb's warmth and comfort leave me. I heard his groan and turned to him. Bish had me by my arm and Jen was with him, too. Caleb was trying to leave me there…but he couldn't. He wanted to. He wanted to let me have a minute with my brother in my time of mourning, but Bish would understand. Bish could be the one to tell everyone we were leaving…that I'd lost my friends.
I needed Caleb.
We both moved at the same time and wrapped our arms around each other. I heard Bish say something about Dad and a plane. I just focused on the soft, plaid pattern of Caleb's shirt with my eyes and fingers.
In that moment I felt like the girl I used to be. The girl who felt abandoned and alone in a world full of people and things. But I wasn't that girl. I looked up at Caleb's face as we stood in my room at the foot of the bed. His face spelled out his need to make my hurt go away.
No, I was not alone anymore.
But my friend was still gone.
Chapter Two
Caleb
She was still shaking. I knew there was nothing I could do to make it better. Her friend died. But this…just feeling her body shake and my shirt wet because she'd been crying for the past twenty minutes…
Each minute that ticked by was a knife in my gut. I eventually picked her up and we lay on the bed together and waited for word on us going home. I stared at the ceiling as I let my fingers dance what I hoped was a soothing rhythm across her bare shoulder. She tangled our legs and gripped my shirt in her fingers.
I tried to keep my suspicions to myself and not let them seep out to Maggie, but it was very much a possibility in my mind that this was retaliation. The Watsons had lost Marla and Donald to our hands. Would they still risk coming against us just for revenge? If they killed Beck and Ralph and I was the one who brought Maggie into this mess…
I groaned angrily and shifted a bit. Maggie lifted her head slightly to look at me. "What are you so angry about?"
"Nothing, baby," I assured. "I'm just…sad for you."
"You're mad, I can tell." She yawned and scooted up closer to be by my head. "I'm too exhausted to make you tell me though."
I found myself chuckling. "Don't worry about me. I'm worried about you."
"I'm…all right." She sniffed and it broke my heart. "I just wish I cou
ld've seen her one more time. She was so mad at me before…and then we came here and…" Her eyes looked up to mine. "But they did say they never found the bodies. So maybe there's still hope, right?"
"Yeah, absolutely."
I really wanted to believe that.
She licked her lips and continued. "Maybe I can find them. Maybe…" Her face fell. "I'd have to touch her to get a vision though, wouldn't I?"
I started to say something, I'm not even sure what, when a knock banged on the door. I sighed. "What?" I asked loudly.
Jen poked her head in. "Hey," she said slowly. It was obvious she was walking on eggshells. I gave her a face to tell her to stop it. She had to know Maggie would hate that. She straightened and opened the door. "Our flight's booked."
"You're coming, too?" Maggie asked. "I don't want to cut your trip short."
"It's just one day. It won't matter. Are you OK?"
Maggie sighed. "Why is everyone so worried about me? You guys lost your cousin not even a week ago."
"Yeah," Jen agreed and sighed, too. "We did. Still."
"I'm…" She shook her head. "How are you?"
"I'm…" Jen shook her head, too, and shrugged. They both chuckled a little sadly. Maggie got up from the bed to give Jen a hug. They hugged hard for a long time. Jen nodded to her. "This week has been…bittersweet."
"I'm sorry I couldn't save him," Maggie whispered and I felt a painful ping go through my chest.
"Maggie, stop it," I told her and lifted myself from the bed.
She wouldn't look at me. Jen looked between us.
I repeated softer. "Maggie, stop it."
She finally looked up, her eyes glistening. "He saved us. He saved us and I didn't save him!"
"It wasn't your fault." I took her from Jen, but she kept going as if I hadn't spoken.
"And now Beck…I couldn’t save her either. And Rodney's significant! She's all alone because I couldn't save him!" Her chest started to quake and I held her to me. She pushed me back a little, but I held onto her. "No! Don't comfort me. I caused all this." She looked up at me with questions in her eyes. "I can't believe you're not mad at me for letting him die."