Chapter 34
The shoddy products?
The structure chart of the power output, the structure chart of the transmission device, the design of the nozzle… all kinds of different sizes and obviously different usages drawings, all appeared in his eyes.
Just like that professor Chow of the Pear Garden University had the slideshow in the class, one picture by one picture flashed across in his eyes, appeared and then disappeared. But the cover scope of these drawings, obviously much broader than the scope which was taught in the university.
Besides the drawings, there were also the endless sceneries, the different still pictures shot by the federal photographers from different angles, had the soul-stirring beauty. Especially those pictures of the federal planets shot from the spaceship, even made people hold the fear and yearn to go there.
And the flowers, all kinds of flowers.
And women, all kinds of women.
Sheilor half leaned on the hospital bed, the bed could adjust the height automatically, so it’s pretty comfortable to lean on it. But he stared at his that thigh, which was still sealed and positioned by the white plastic clay, was hung on the metallic support, and it’s like a white cement bar. He didn’t have any comfortable expression on his face, instead, he felt like that he saw the ghost, the expression became abnormally ugly.
Because on his thigh at this time, there was a red flower in full bloom.
Of course Sheilor could know it clearly at this time, actually this picture was not appearing on the white plastic clay, but appearing in one certain area of his brain which related with the optic nerve, then appeared in his perception, and the flower blossomed on his retinas.
This was the seventeenth day after Sheilor was moved into this hospital, his epilepsy seemed to have no recurrence, at least the doctors didn’t hear the emergency call again, and heard that he reported he had the hallucination again. Although the hallucination existed all the time in fact.
When the structure chart became the picture of the mine, then Sheilor knew the thing was getting serious. This absolutely was not what epilepsy, this like miracle appeared in his eyes pictures, seemed to have their own consciousness, could appear and disappear along with his strong emotion and will.
In that lonely ward, at that time Sheilor very missed his hometown-- the East Forest Region, then, that picture overlooking the mines of the East Forest planet from the universe, appeared in his eyes.
When there was nobody at the midnight, Sheilor forcibly suppressed the fear and anxiety in his heart, and had many experiments silently. He found out, if his will was strong enough, then some pictures which related to his will would appear in his eyes, such like the mountain, the dog and the woman.
The abnormal discharge of the cerebral cortex gray matter neurons, wouldn’t absolutely be controlled by the will. He never heard of the epileptic patient, like obtaining the database, could let his brain discharge according his own thinking… unless he was taking the drugs.
What exactly happened? After Sheilor thought about it for many days, he still could understand it. Since he had already determined that the illusion was not caused by the epilepsy, then he never told the truth to the specialists of the general hospital of the First Military Region, because he worried very much.
When he found out that the strange in his brain actually didn’t have too much relationship with the epilepsy, at the first time, he had already thought of what’s the meaning of the so-called “muscle spasm” monitored by the hospital. That was the share of that power had the self-repair in his body, and also that was the tremble which Sheilor was very familiar with. Just those trembles had been controlled successful under his skin, but when he fell into sleep or coma, it still kept running itself.
This is Sheilor’s secret, but not the disease caused by the epilepsy.
Regardless of the dissuasion of the specialists of the hospital, he insisted to take off all the monitoring equipments when he was sleeping at the nighttime, and removed all the electrodes on his body. Otherwise, if other people could really find out the real reason of the spasm of his muscle fibril, didn’t know how big the trouble it would cause.
In these days, Sheilor had been confronting the pictures in his eyes one person alone and silently. He told himself, all of these were just the illusion, couldn’t scare him…
But getting used to this kind of pictures which would appear along with the will, even it’s not the illusion, he was also somewhat numb, after all, these pictures seemed that they didn’t really let him become a madman.
Those pictures couldn’t appear in his eyes at any time, when Sheilor extremely concentrated on thinking about some aspects, then these pictures would be extracted from his mind, and presented in his eyes.
If those pictures could appear in his eyes at any time, Sheilor couldn’t ensure whether his that stronger than the average people nerve would collapse or not. Because that means, once he opens his eyes, then he will look at two completely different contents pictures all the time, one is real, and one is false.
Doesn’t it become the picture in picture function of the antique TV? Or that has two pupils monster in the far more ancient mythology?
When there was nobody at the midnight, he tried many times, with the fastest speed, connected in the mind like all possessed, extracted all the pictures which he could think of in his mind for one time, then he confirmed those pictures not belonged to his knowledge and memories.
He looked at that flower on his leg, Sheilor knew that he was not dazzled, but there was really the flower in his eyes, or somebody planted the flower in his mind.
He had already fallen into the absent and innocent uneasiness and fear for many days, Sheilor forced himself to analyze all the encounters calmly after he fell into coma. After eliminated the hospital aspect took him to do the experiment, he recalled that section of memory which he fell into deep sleep in the mind, that section of memory about the black dream after he fell into coma.
That’s right, all the pictures seemed familiar with, they all came from that strange and absurd dream after he fell into coma. He understood something faintly, but actually he still didn’t understand anything, didn’t know from when, these pictures were filled into his mind by somebody. But why they could be so different from the picture of the general memory? They could be so clear and so real to appear in his eyes?
Sheilor’s left hand gently touched his nape gradually, and touched that small piece of skin carefully.
After he silenced for a long time, he confirmed that there was some problem with this chip. After that share of hot stream became the huge energy and burst out, that let this chip have some kind of damage, the damaged chip released the pulse or current without controlled, let his cerebral cortex appear the abnormal discharge, then it would let him get into that strange black dream after he fell into coma, and imprinted in his mind deeply, then that would let those pictures appear in his eyes…
But the problem was, could it be that the chip had stored those things in originally? How could he get rid of this kind of situation after all? Surely it didn’t mean that he needed to change another chip on again, and start the whole new life once again?
But damage of his brain had already become the reality, then would it be useful to change for another chip? Whether he would become the real idiot in the future because of the abnormal discharge of the brain? Although it’s not the epilepsy, but the situation he had right at that time seemed much mor terrible than the epilepsy.
Sheilor stared at the white ceiling, his facial features distorted slightly in pain, he kept scolding at uncle Fengyu in his heart, the shoddy products killed people.
Perhaps because Sheilor followed uncle Fengyu to practice the horse stance and those strange postures for many years, his physical quality is much better than the average people, so those wounds on his body got better very quick. Especially that comminuted fracture thigh, everyday on the X-ray picture, those cracks seemed to gather together with the speed which coul
d be seen with the naked eye.
This made the doctors of the general hospital all surprised. If not for they knew that the background of this patient was somewhat strange and somewhat astonishing, perhaps they would really have the idea to ask Sheilor to cooperate with their research.
Those pipes, which were plugged on Sheilor’s body, had already been pulled away for a long time. Just in the time of one month after he got into the hospital, those through and through wounds, which left by the military firearms, basically got well. After all, he didn’t get his bones damaged, those torn and burnt by the high speed rotating bullets muscle fibers, had already been recovered, only left some pink new skin imprints on the skin.
The shocked back by the mecha and fractured thigh, couldn’t get well so quick. But at least at this time, Sheilor could sit on the wheelchair, and went to the beautiful environment of the general hospital for some relaxations.
He was not afraid of loneliness, and also was not afraid of all alone by himself, but he didn’t like those white walls and ceiling of the ward. Because when he was along by himself, he always couldn’t help but tried to take the white ceiling as the background, extracted the memory fragments out from his mind, and put them to show for himself like the slide show.
He was having the fear while he was showing the pictures, but he also felt that he was somewhat unable to stop, Sheilor felt that he was like a poor man having the drug addiction.
Had a shake on his head, Sheilor had the embarrassed flush on his face, no longer to look at the images of those all kinds of women in his mind. Because those pictures were too clear and too lifelike, looking at them just like reading the porn magazine.
As long as his mind had the move, then he could see the infinite temptation female images, and it’s not like the often flooded imagination in the mind of the average man, but the true pictures, what kind of state is this? This is the real psychosexuality!
The just tasted the thing about man and woman Sheilor, could barely control the temptation to peek the “thousands of women pictures” in a corner of his mind, but he still would think of his girlfriend very naturally. At least in his mind, the other party was still his girlfriend. No matter the fear to the abnormal situation in his brain, or the stimulation he suffered, or even the loneliness brought by the long time hospital life, all let him want to see Charming very eagerly. The feeling between the man and woman, nothing more than the growth stimulated by these external factors, and let alone Sheilor was facing the all-around pressure at this time.
Since that moment she knew that Sheilor got injured, Charming had already been ready to start to come to the Capital state. That non-professional spy girl, after experienced the failure and frustration in the Bi-Moons festival, she still didn’t draw any lesson obviously, and she still took herself as the ordinary people subconsciously. When she knew that the man she loved got wounded, of course, she couldn’t sit still in the campus any more.
Just due to the abnormal condition of Sheilor’s body, that dragged the coming over time of Charming for a long time. Until a few days ago, Sheilor felt numb to the strange phenomenon which was caused by the abnormal discharge of the brain, and he couldn’t suppress the thoughts for Charming, then these two people made an appointment, they would meet in the hospital at fourteenth that day.
However, just when he was going to make a phone call to Charming, and wanted to confirm when the other party would come to the Capital state, his mobile phone received a message from a strange number.
“I am 27 Glass of Wine, be careful of Charming.”