“Maybe we should have one of the paramedics take a look at you.” He escorted me over to the ambulance before I could object.

  Doc Truman examined me under the ambulance’s fluorescent light. His gray hair looked a little like he’d jammed his finger in a light socket. I couldn’t blame him. The trauma of trying to save a guy had almost done me in. While Doc did lifesaving stuff all the time, I doubted it involved raging fires in the middle of cornfields. We had both earned the right to looked unhinged.

  My pulse was checked and my lungs listened to. Then my wounds were examined while I sat on the back of the ambulance, legs dangling over. Seen under the lights, the angry red color of the burns made me cringe.

  “Does this hurt?” Doc prodded at my hand, and I almost hit the ambulance roof.

  “Yow!”

  “I’ll take that as a yes.” Doc rummaged through his bag and came out with a syringe. “Why don’t we give you a painkiller to help take the edge off. Once it takes effect, I’ll clean the burns and bandage them. Are you allergic to any medications?”

  “Nope.” I scrunched my toes together while staring at the roof of the ambulance. Needles wig me out. I hate them. I watched Rocky IV as a kid and almost lost it when the Russian guy got a shot in between his fingers.

  “Ouch!” My upper arm stung where the shot had gone in. Doc excused himself for a moment, saying he’d be back when it took effect. I watched him walk over to the firefighters, who had finally put out the blazing Skyhawk. Chuck and Robbie were in the group. No Lionel.

  That was strange.

  Lionel had been at the only two fires I’d seen in Indian Falls, and he’d gotten there fast.

  I leaned forward and looked around. Nope. No Lionel. What did it say about the state of our relationship and what did it say about me that I wanted to cry because I wasn’t wearing his shirt?

  I looked at the shirt. The polyester material didn’t breathe well in the humid night. Still, I was grateful for it. I smiled up at Sean to say thank you, but the words wouldn’t come out.

  In the haze of smoke and the overwhelming shock of it all, I had failed to notice that Sean was now naked from the waist up. And he didn’t look at all like what I’d expected. Almost every time I saw Sean, he was eating an ice-cream cone or a doughnut. I’d assumed that, like most aging high school football stars, Sean had left himself go soft.

  I was wrong. Way wrong. Sean was all muscle. Instead of drinking six-packs, Sean had sculpted them on his torso.

  Wow. Maybe it was all the drugs that were making me light-headed, but one thing was certain: Deputy Sean Holmes was sexy. Big-time. How creepy was that?

  “Okay.” Doc came back into view. “The painkillers should have taken effect by now. Let’s get those wounds cleaned up.”

  Sean gave my shoulder a light squeeze. “The fire’s out. I’ve got to go over the scene. Are you going to be okay?”

  Was it me, or was Sean acting human? The drugs were really screwing with my perception of reality. But it was nice not to be yelled at for a change. I decided to go with it.

  “I’ll be fine.”

  Doc touched a cotton swab to my hand, and I almost took that back. Even with the drugs, treatment was going to hurt.

  Sean gave me one more squeeze, nodded at Doc, and went to do his cop thing. Good thing he’d left. The cure was much worse than the injury, as far as I was concerned. I winced, yelped, and almost cried as Doc patched me up. I was a wimp. Worse, I was a wimp who had just been through a traumatic event. Not a good combination.

  Thank goodness Doc worked fast. He medicated my right hand, upper right arm, and right thigh and wrapped them in gauze, then cleaned my scrapes and singe marks and patched them with Band-Aids. Something told me I wouldn’t want to look in the mirror anytime soon, unless I wanted to go into shock a second time.

  Doc helped me ease off my perch on the ambulance. I took a couple of wobbly steps. My legs wanted to go home. In fact, my entire body ached to curl up in bed and sleep for days. My nosy brain had other ideas.

  The street and field were aglow with emergency-vehicle lights. I scanned the scene and spotted Sean leaning up against a fire truck, talking to one of the firefighters. Willing my legs forward, I gingerly crossed the fifty or so feet between us. At least that was how many steps I took.

  Now that I was closer, I could see the firefighter’s face under his big yellow hat. It was poker-playing Chuck. And he didn’t look happy. “My guys would never set a fire. You’re going to have to look somewhere else.”

  “Maybe. I don’t want my suspect to be one of your guys, but that doesn’t mean I’m not keeping all my options open. I need a list of every firefighter who’s worked for the Indian Falls FD for the past five years and their whereabouts for both tonight and four nights ago. I want every minute from five o’clock to midnight accounted for. And I want it by tomorrow. Otherwise, I’ll start bringing people in for questioning.”

  I smiled. Here was the annoyingly pompous Sean I’d come to know and expect. It made me feel better. The kind, understanding one had wigged me out.

  Chuck looked about ready to commit assault. Not that I blamed him. Still, I figured the town was safer if he was free to respond to fires rather than being in jail for decking an officer.

  “Sean, do you need to ask me any questions, or can I go home?” I asked, squeezing in between Chuck and Sean.

  Sean frowned. “Shouldn’t you go to a hospital?”

  “Doc said I didn’t have to.” At least he did after I said no and started to cry. “I just have to stop by his office tomorrow so he can check my bandages. The burns aren’t all that bad.” Or they wouldn’t be after I took a bottleful of Motrin and got twelve hours of sleep.

  “If you can handle it, I have a few questions to ask.” Sean guided me away from Chuck. “Let me know if you get too tired, and we’ll finish this tomorrow.”

  He flipped open his cop notebook and asked, “Can you remember what happened?”

  Sadly, yes. I walked Sean through hearing the blast and the time it occurred. I figured the department should have that logged in from my call, but you never knew. Then I quickly told him about seeing the man inside move and doing my best to save him. I even mentioned that I’d thought it might be my father. The drugs made me want to share.

  “I’m guessing the car door wasn’t locked?” I must have given Sean a blank look, because he added, “The driver’s side window wasn’t broken.”

  “No, the car door wasn’t locked. That’s weird, don’t you think?”

  Sean made a noncommittal grunt and scribbled in his book.

  “Do you know who the guy is?” I asked, kind of scared to hear the answer.

  Sean shifted uncomfortably. “I’m not supposed to release that information until his family has been notified.”

  It was a good answer, but I needed to know. “Sean, I tried to save the man and I couldn’t. I just—” A wayward tear streaked down my cheek, and my vocal chords knotted. “I want a name to put with the face.”

  I thought Sean was going to say no. The hard-ass cop version would have turned me down flat. But this version said, “Kurt Bachman. At least that’s what the license in his back pocket says. He’s not local. Once I confirm, I’ll contact the family. He’s also probably the guy who stole both cars. Boosted them both, set fire to the first successfully, but got trapped in the car this time or—”

  “Or what?”

  “Or he committed suicide. That would be consistent with the unlocked door.” He gave me one of his stern cop looks. “I trust you’ll keep this information under wraps until the official findings are released.”

  Under wraps, yes. But suddenly sleep didn’t sound as necessary as it had mere moments before. I needed to know who Kurt Bachman was and why he’d been in that car. The idea of a guy stealing a car, setting fire to it, and then climbing inside wasn’t doing it for me. Nope, my untrained gut was telling me this was more than an accident or a suicide. Kurt Bachman had been murdered.
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  * * *

  Doc Truman followed me home, just in case. Chivalry wasn’t dead. Too bad it had skipped my generation. I gave him a small wave and headed upstairs. No notes. No bad guys. No break-ins in progress. All good things.

  Entering my apartment, I was scorched and sore but incredibly motivated. Time to boot up the computer and see what the Net had on Kurt Bachman.

  My Internet search came back with a punk-rock singer, an auctioneer, an attorney, and a couple of accountants. I limited my search to Illinois. A Realtor, a lawyer, and a musician/Web designer.

  The Realtor looked to be about a hundred years old. The lawyer didn’t have a picture, but according to his site, he had graduated from Iowa State in 1970. I crossed him off my list. I clicked on the Web designer and sniffled. There was Kurt Bachman, alive and smiling. I flicked away a tear and clicked on his bio.

  Huh. The guy was thirty-eight years old and had an eclectic work history. He’d drummed for a couple of wannabe cover bands, then given that up in favor of Web design. He’d also moonlighted as a stage tech for a Des Moines community theater group.

  I clicked around for a while longer. I couldn’t find any connections to Indian Falls or the car thefts. Kurt wasn’t a known car thief. At least he’d never been caught. And I had a hard time believing Sean’s theory that the guy had been suicidal. Even when Kurt had been having a bad day, his blog read like the Idiot’s Guide to Optimism. Kurt hadn’t allowed comments on his blog, so I couldn’t search for responses from any online friends. I was at a loss.

  In need of pain relief, I limped to the kitchen, grabbed some Motrin, and washed them down with a large glass of orange juice. The minute the liquid hit my stomach, I realized I was hungry. Hard to believe after everything I’d been through tonight. I slid a bag of popcorn into the microwave and waited for the ding. Dinner was served.

  I had settled onto the couch when the door swung open. In my drug-induced haze, I’d forgotten to turn the lock. Popcorn flew as I scrambled off the couch, wielding the metal popcorn bowl as a weapon. Heart banging, I waited for a scary criminal to come through the door. Instead, it was Lionel, decked out in a tight-fitting pair of jeans, a black button-down shirt, and a tense expression.

  “You scared me.” I put the popcorn bowl on the end table. “What are you doing here?”

  “What am I doing here?” Lionel’s expression went from concerned to bewildered to annoyed in about half a second. “First, I get a message from the fire station, telling me there was another fire. Then I get one from Roxy, saying you called in the incident and were at the scene. The last message was from Doc Truman, telling me I shouldn’t worry about your injuries.”

  “And?” I shifted my feet and heard the crunch of popcorn beneath them.

  “And?” Lionel raised his voice. “And none of the messages were from you. I know we haven’t talked about our relationship, but I would think that being in a life-threatening situation would merit a phone call.”

  “It wasn’t my life being threatened.” Hmmm. Wrong thing to say. The vein pulsating like a ready-to-strike snake on Lionel’s neck was frightening.

  “Look,” I said, taking a percussive step forward. “You always get a call about fires, and you always show up. After the way last night went, I figured you were taking a break from the strange feature-film turn my life has taken. I wouldn’t blame you. I’m not sure I want to be part of my life right now.”

  The vein in his neck stopped undulating. “I was at the Bloniarz Farm, delivering a breach calf, when the calls came in. I heard my phone ring, but I couldn’t answer with my hands jammed up into the cow.”

  Personally, I could have done without the visual. And I noticed that each word Lionel said got progressively more clipped. Lionel was working on a serious case of pissed. What a coincidence—I was, too.

  “I’m sorry I didn’t call you. Things were a little busy on my end,” I shot back in a not very friendly tone as I waved my arms in the air. “I saw the fire. I called the cops. Then I noticed that this time the body inside the car was real. So instead of calling you and crying on your shoulder, I decided my time would be better spent trying to rescue the guy. And I tried to save him. But I couldn’t. He died. And I had to watch him die. And now I can’t even figure out why the hell he was in that field in the first place. So if you want to be mad at me, do it somewhere else. I’ve had enough drama for one night.”

  A tear leaked out from under my eyelashes, then another. I couldn’t help it. A guy had died, and my boyfriend was busy complaining that I hadn’t followed dating protocol. Call me crazy, but I was pretty sure the manual didn’t cover these kinds of situations.

  Lionel seemed to agree with me. Instead of yelling back, he reached over and grabbed the empty bowl. Leaning down, he picked up the popcorn decorating my floor. By the time he’d finished cleaning up, my tears had stopped. Good planning on his part.

  He took the bowl into the kitchen. I heard it clatter as he put it in the sink. A few moments later, he reappeared with a large glass of water and the crooked smile that always made my breath catch.

  Without a word, he offered me the glass. I took a drink and stepped into his arms.

  “Do you mind if I stay here tonight?” he asked, brushing his lips gently against my hair. “Between the death threats and what happened this evening, I don’t like leaving you alone.”

  I settled against him and sighed. “I’d like that.”

  “Good,” he said, guiding me toward my bedroom. “And once we get comfortable, you can tell me why the hell you are wearing Sean Holmes’s shirt.”

  Eighteen

  As it turned out, I didn’t get around to telling Lionel about Sean’s shirt. I remembered the painful process of putting on an oversized Northern Illinois University shirt and a pair of sweats. After that, I must have fallen asleep. The next thing I knew, I was waking up as sunshine crept through the blinds.

  No Lionel. But he’d left a note reminding me to see Doc Truman. I was also supposed to call him later.

  The Motrin from the night before had worn off, as had the nifty drug Doc had given me in the ambulance. Now that I was drug-free, one thing was absolutely clear: I hurt. Every muscle in my body ached, and the burns were worse. They screamed for attention. Ouch. Action flicks always make being the hero look cool and exciting. Now I knew the truth. Being a hero was painful and a bit of a letdown. Then again, I hadn’t really done anything heroic, since the person I’d tried to save had died. Success was probably a really good painkiller.

  I took some more Motrin with a glass of juice. Thus fortified, I braved a look under the gauze of my right hand. Yikes. My knees sagged. I leaned against the counter and thanked my lucky stars I hadn’t chosen nursing for a profession.

  The burns had left my hand looking wrinkly and splotchy. In two places, tiny white blisters looked ready to pop. I shivered and slid the gauze back into place. Doc Truman was definitely first on today’s to-do list. Then I’d do my best to figure out why Kurt Bachman had died in Indian Falls.

  I took a mildly warm shower, taking care to keep my wrapped hand out of the water. I washed the rest of my injuries gently and rebandaged as best I could. When it was over, I was still in pain but clean. A definite improvement. Pulling on a denim skirt, I rummaged through my wardrobe for a shirt that would cover up the majority of my burns. After shimmying into a black polo shirt, I slipped on my sneakers and headed for Doc’s office.

  Eleanor Schaffer was manning the front counter as I walked in. She had been Doc Truman’s secretary and girl Friday since I was a kid, which was probably how Doc convinced her to work on Sunday. Eleanor had dyed black hair, brightly painted red lips, and a big personality to go with her equally large physique.

  I smiled and tried not to remember the time Pop had attempted to get information out of Eleanor. He’d promised to show her a good time. That’s when I’d walked in and found Eleanor lounging on this very counter, looking like the dominatrix from hell. Today she was dressed in
a breezy blue top and a pair of white pants. Good thing. Dominatrix was not her color.

  “Oh, Rebecca.” Eleanor squeezed her ample body around the counter and gave me a careful hug. “Doc told me all about last night. I swear I almost broke down and cried when I heard how you tried to save that man. You’re a genuine hero. Your mother would have been so proud.”

  Tears pricked the back of my eyes. “I hope so.”

  Eleanor beamed. “I know so, honey. And Arthur was busy bragging about your finding both stolen cars.”

  Great. Once Sean heard about that, the nicer, kinder version of him would be gone forever. “I would rather have found them before they were set on fire,” I said with a grimace. The pain in my hand was getting worse.

  “Well, you couldn’t help that,” Eleanor clucked. “Just like you couldn’t help finding a man unconscious in that car. Doc did the preliminary part of the autopsy this morning. Poor man. Unofficially, he died of smoke inhalation, but there was a big bump on his forehead. Doc says the bump must have happened just before the guy died. He was probably unconscious during the whole thing. I’ve always said I want to die in my sleep, but now I’m not so sure.”

  I blinked. Normally, I had to employ unusual methods to get information out of Eleanor. Almost saving someone had given me a free pass. Strange.

  Eleanor’s excited monologue had confirmed one thing: Sean was definitely wrong about suicide. Kurt Bachman had been knocked in the head and was unconscious during the fire. That meant someone had murdered him. And that someone was still out there.

  * * *

  Once Doc examined my burns and gave me a prescription for some happy pills, I motored off toward the drugstore, pondering the strange turn my life had taken. I’d been so busy tracking down leads and training my new manager that I hadn’t had the chance to do anything normal—like celebrating finally selling the rink. I wasn’t even sure I felt like celebrating. Not that I wanted to keep the rink. I was on emotional overload. Once my dad turned up and people stopped setting fire to things, I’d be ready to celebrate my good fortune.