‘Tidings from the world? Have you lost your senses, dryad? Do you know what is happening in the world now, beyond the borders of your tranquil forest? A war is raging in Aedirn! Brugge, Temeria and Redania are reduced to havoc, hell, and much slaughter! Those who instigated the rebellion on Thanedd are being hunted! There are spies and an’givare everywhere; it’s sometimes sufficient to let slip a single word, make a face at the wrong moment, and you’ll find the hangman waiting in the dungeon with a red-hot iron! And you want me to creep around spying, asking questions, gathering information? Risking my neck? And for whom? For some half-dead witcher? And who is he to me? Family? You’ve truly taken leave of your senses, Aglaïs.’
‘If you’re going shout,’ interrupted the dryad calmly, ‘let’s go deeper into the forest. He needs peace and quiet.’
Despite herself Milva looked over at the cave where she had seen the wounded witcher a moment earlier. A strapping lad, she had thought involuntarily, even if he’s thin, he’s sinewy… His hair’s white, but his belly’s as flat as a young man’s; hard times have been his companion, not lard and beer…
‘He was on Thanedd,’ she stated; she didn’t ask. ‘He’s a rebel.’
‘I know not,’ said Aglaïs, shrugging. ‘He’s wounded. He needs help. I’m not interested in the rest.’
Milva was annoyed. The healer was known for her taciturnity. But Milva had already heard accounts from dryads in the eastern marches of Brokilon; she already knew the details of the events that had occurred a fortnight earlier. About the chestnut-haired sorceress who had appeared in Brokilon in a burst of magic; about the cripple with a broken arm and leg she had been dragging with her. A cripple who had turned out to be the Witcher, known to the dryads as Gwynbleidd: the White Wolf.
At first, according to the dryads, no one had known what steps to take. The mutilated Witcher screamed and fainted by turns, Aglaïs had applied provisional dressings, while the sorceress cursed and wept. Milva did not believe that at all: who has ever seen a sorceress weep? And later the order came from Duén Canell, from the silver-eyed Eithné, the Lady of Brokilon. Send the sorceress away, said the ruler of the Forest of the Dryads. And tend to the Witcher.
They were treating him. Milva has seen as much. He was lying in a cave, in a hollow full of water from the magical Brokilon springs. His limbs, which had been immobilised using splints and put in traction, were swathed in a thick layer of the healing climbing plant – conynhaela – and turfs of purple living bone. His hair was as white as milk. Unusually, he was conscious: anyone being treated with conynhaela normally lay lifeless and raving as the magic spoke through them…
‘Well?’ the healer’s emotionless voice tore her from her reverie. ‘What is it going to be? What am I to tell him?’
‘To go to hell,’ snapped Milva, lifting her belt, from which hung a purse and a hunting knife. ‘And you can go to hell, too, Aglaïs.’
‘As you wish. I shall not compel you.’
‘You are right. You will not force me.’
She went into the forest, among the sparse pines, and didn’t look back. She was angry.
Milva knew about the events which had taken place during the first July new moon on the Isle of Thanedd; the Scoia’tael talked about it endlessly. There had been a rebellion during the Mages’ Conclave on the island. Blood had been spilt and heads had rolled. And, as if on a signal, the armies of Nilfgaard had attacked Aedirn and Lyria and the war had begun. And in Temeria, Redania and Kaedwen it was all blamed on the Squirrels. For one thing, because a commando of Scoia’tael had supposedly come to the aid of the rebellious mages on Thanedd. For another, because an elf or possibly half-elf had supposedly stabbed and killed Vizimir, King of Redania. So the furious humans had gone after the Squirrels with a vengeance. The fighting was raging everywhere and elven blood was flowing in rivers…
Ha, thought Milva, perhaps what the priests are saying is true, that the end of the world and the day of judgement are close at hand? The world is in flames, humans are preying not only on elves but on other humans too. Brothers are raising knives against brothers… And the Witcher is meddling in politics… and joining the rebellion. The Witcher, who is meant to roam the world and kill monsters who harm humans! No witcher, fors long as anyone can remember, has ever allowed himself to be drawn into politics or war. There’s even a tale about a foolish king who carried water in a sieve, took a hare as a messenger, and appointed a witcher as a palatine. And yet here we have the Witcher, carved up in a rebellion against the kings and forced to escape punishment in Brokilon. Perhaps it truly is the end of the world!
‘Greetings, Maria.’
She trembled. The short dryad leaning against a pine had eyes and hair the colour of silver. The setting sun gave her head a halo against the background of the motley wall of trees. Milva dropped to one knee and bowed low.
‘My greetings to you, Lady Eithné.’
The ruler of Brokilon stuck a small, crescent-shaped, golden knife into a bast girdle.
‘Arise,’ she said. ‘Let us take a walk. I wish to talk with you.’
They walked for a long time through the shadowy forest; the delicate, silver-haired dryad and the tall, flaxen-haired girl. Neither of them broke the silence for some time.
‘It is long since you were at Duén Canell, Maria.’
‘There was no time, Lady Eithné. It is a long road to Duén Canell from the Ribbon, and I… But of course you know.’
‘That I do. Are you weary?’
‘The elves need my help. I’m helping them on your orders, after all.’
‘At my request.’
‘Indeed. At your request.’
‘And I have one more.’
‘As I thought. The Witcher?’
‘Help him.’
Milva stopped and turned back, breaking an overhanging twig of honeysuckle with a sharp movement, turning it over in her fingers before flinging it to the ground.
‘For half a year,’ she said softly, looking into the dryad’s silvery eyes, ‘I have risked my life guiding elves from their decimated commandos to Brokilon… When they are rested and their wounds healed, I lead them out again… Is that so little? Haven’t I done enough? Every new moon, I set out on the trail in the dark of the night. I’ve begun to fear the sun as much as a bat or an owl…’
‘No one knows the forest trails better than you.’
‘I will not learn anything in the greenwood. I hear that the Witcher wants me to gather news, by moving amongst humans. He’s a rebel, the ears of the an’givare prick up at the sound of his name. I must be careful not to show myself in the cities. And what if someone recognises me? The memories still endure, the blood is not yet dry… For there was a lot of blood, Lady Eithné.’
‘A great deal.’ The silver eyes of the old dryad were alien, cold, inscrutable. ‘A great deal, indeed.’
‘Were they to recognise me, they would impale me.’
‘You are prudent. You are cautious and vigilant.’
‘In order to gather the tidings the Witcher requests, it is necessary to shed vigilance. It is necessary to ask. And now it is dangerous to demonstrate curiosity. Were they to capture me—’
‘You have contacts.’
‘They would torture me. Until I died. Or grind me down in Drakenborg—’
‘But you are indebted to me.’
Milva turned her head away and bit her lip.
‘It’s true, I am,’ she said bitterly. ‘I have not forgotten.’
She narrowed her eyes, her face suddenly contorted, and she clenched her teeth tightly. The memory shone faintly beneath her eyelids; the ghastly moonlight of that night. The pain in her ankle suddenly returned, held tight by the leather strap of the trap, and the pain in her joints, after they had been cruelly wrenched. She heard again the soughing of leaves as the tree shot suddenly upright… Her screaming, moaning; the desperate, frantic, horrified struggle and the invasive sense of fear which flowed over her when she realised she couldn
’t free herself… The cry and fear, the creak of the rope, the rippling shadows; the swinging, unnatural, upturned earth, upturned sky, trees with upturned tops, pain, blood pounding in her temples…
And at dawn the dryads, all around her, in a ring… The distant silvery laughter… A puppet on a string! Swing, swing, marionette, little head hanging down… And her own, unnatural, wheezing cry. And then darkness.
‘Indeed, I have a debt,’ she repeated through clenched teeth. ‘Indeed, for I was a hanged man cut from the noose. As long as I live, I see, I shall never pay off that debt.’
‘Everyone has some kind of debt,’ said Eithné. ‘Such is life, Maria Barring. Debts and liabilities, obligations, gratitude, payments… Doing something for someone. Or perhaps for ourselves? For in fact we are always paying ourselves back and not someone else. Each time we are indebted we pay off the debt to ourselves. In each of us lies a creditor and a debtor at once and the art is for the reckoning to tally inside us. We enter the world as a minute part of the life we are given, and from then on we are ever entering into and paying off debts. To ourselves. For ourselves. In order for the final reckoning to tally.’
‘Is this human dear to your, Lady Eithné? That… that Witcher?’
‘He is. Although he knows not of it. Return to Col Serrai, Maria Barring. Go to him. And do what he asks of you.’
* * *
In the valley, the brushwood crunched and a twig snapped. A magpie gave a noisy, angry ‘check-check’, and some chaffinches took flight, flashing their white wing bars and tail feathers. Milva held her breath. At last.
Check-check, called the magpie. Check-check-check. Another twig cracked.
Milva corrected the worn, polished leather guard on her left forearm, and placed her hand through the loop attached to her gear. She took an arrow from the flat quiver on her thigh. Out of habit, she checked the arrowhead and the fletchings. She bought shafts at the market – choosing on average one out of every dozen offered to her – but she always fletched them herself. Most ready-made arrows in circulation had too-short fletchings arranged straight along the shaft, while Milva only used spirally fletched arrows, with the fletchings never shorter than five inches.
She nocked the arrow and stared at the mouth of the ravine, at a green spot of barberry among the trees, heavy with bunches of red berries.
The chaffinches had not flown far and began their trilling again. Come on, little deer, thought Milva, raising the bow and drawing the bowstring. Come on. I’m ready.
But the does headed along the ravine, towards the marsh and springs which fed the small streams flowing into the Ribbon. A young buck came out of the ravine. A fine specimen, weighing in – she estimated – at almost three stone. He lifted his head, pricked up his ears, and then turned back towards the bushes, nibbling leaves.
He was in a favourable position, with his back toward her. Were it not for a tree trunk obscuring the target, Milva would have fired without a second thought. Even if she were to hit him in the belly, the arrow would penetrate and pierce the heart, liver or lungs. Were she to hit him in the haunch, she would destroy an artery, and the animal would be sure to fall in a short time. She waited, without releasing the bowstring.
The buck raised his head again, took a step, stepped out from behind the trunk and abruptly turned a little towards the front. Milva, holding the bow at full draw, cursed under her breath. A shot face-on was uncertain; instead of hitting the lung, the arrowhead might enter the belly. She waited, holding her breath, aware of the salty taste of the bowstring against the corner of her mouth. That was one of the most important, literally inestimable, advantages of her bow; were she to use a heavier or less carefully made weapon, she would never be able to hold it fully drawn for so long without tiring or losing precision with the shot.
Fortunately, the buck lowered his head, nibbled on some grass protruding from the moss and turned to stand sideways. Milva exhaled calmly, took aim at its chest and gently released the bowstring with her fingertips.
She didn’t hear the expected crunch of ribs being broken by the arrow, however. For the buck leapt upwards, kicked and fled, accompanied by the crunching of dry branches and the rustle of leaves being shoved aside.
Milva stood motionless for several heartbeats, petrified like a marble statue of a forest goddess. Only when all the noises had subsided did she lift her hand from her cheek and lower the bow. Having made a mental note of the route the animal had taken as it fled, she sat down calmly, resting her back against a tree trunk. She was an experienced hunter, she had poached in the lord’s forests from a child. She had brought down her first roe deer at the age of eleven, and her first fourteen-point buck – an exceptionally propitious hunting augury – on the day of her fourteenth birthday. And experience had taught that one should never rush after a shot animal. If she had aimed well, the buck would fall no further than two hundred paces from the mouth of the ravine. Should she have been off target – a possibility she actually didn’t contemplate – hurrying might only make things worse. A badly injured animal, which wasn’t agitated, would slow to a walk after its initial panicked flight. A frightened animal being pursued would race away at breakneck speed and would only slow down once it was over the hills and far away.
So she had at least half an hour. She plucked a blade of grass, stuck it between her teeth and drifted off in thought once again. The memories came back.
* * *
When she returned to Brokilon twelve days later, the Witcher was already walking. He was limping somewhat and slightly dragging one hip, but he was walking. Milva was not surprised – she knew of the miraculous healing properties of the forest water and the herb conynhaela. She also knew Aglaïs’ abilities and on several occasions had witnessed the astonishingly quick return to health of wounded dryads. And the rumours about the exceptional resistance and endurance of witchers were also clearly not merely myth.
She did not go to Col Serrai immediately on her arrival, although the dryads hinted that Gwynbleidd had been impatiently awaiting her return. She delayed intentionally, still unhappy with her mission and wanting to make her feelings clear. She escorted some elves from a commando of Squirrels to their camp. She gave a lengthy account of the incidents on the road and warned the dryads about the blockade of the border on the Ribbon by humans. Only when she was rebuked for the third time did Milva bathe, change and go to the Witcher.
He was waiting for her at the edge of a glade by some cedars. He was walking up and down, from time to time squatting and straightening up with a spring. Aglaïs had clearly ordered him to exercise.
‘What news?’ he asked immediately after greeting her. The coldness in his voice didn’t deceive her.
‘The war seems to be coming to an end,’ she answered, shrugging. ‘Nilfgaard, they say, has crushed Lyria and Aedirn. Verden has capitulated and the King of Temeria has struck a deal with the Nilfgaardian emperor. The elves in the Valley of the Flowers have established their own kingdom but the Scoia’tael from Temeria and Redania have not joined them. They are still fighting…’
‘That isn’t what I meant.’
‘No?’ she said, feigning surprise. ‘Indeed. Oh, yes, I stopped in Dorian, as you asked, though it meant going considerably out of my way. And the highways are so dangerous now…’
She broke off, stretching. This time he didn’t hurry her.
‘Was Codringher,’ she finally asked, ‘whom you asked me to visit, a close friend of yours?’
The Witcher’s face did not twitch, but Milva knew he understood at once.
‘No. He wasn’t.’
‘That’s good,’ she continued easily. ‘Because he’s no longer with us. He went up in flames along with his premises; probably only the chimney and half of the façade survived. The whole of Dorian is abuzz with rumours. Some say Codringher was a black magic user and concocting poisons; that he had a pact with the devil, so the devil’s fire consumed him. Others say he’d stuck his nose and his fingers into a crack he s
houldn’t have, as was his custom. And it wasn’t to somebody’s taste, so they bumped him off and set everything alight, to cover their tracks. What do you think?’
She didn’t receive a reply, or detect any emotion on his ashen face. So she continued, in the same venomous, arrogant tone of voice.
‘It’s interesting that that fire and Codringher’s death occurred during the first July new moon, exactly when the unrest on the Isle of Thanedd was taking place. For all the world as if someone had guessed that Codringher knew something about the disturbances and would be asked for details. As if someone wanted to stop his trap up good and proper in advance. Strike him dumb. What do you say to that? Ah, I see you won’t say anything. You’re keeping quiet, so I’ll tell you this: your activities are dangerous, and so is your spying and questioning. Perhaps someone will want to shut other traps and ears than Codringher’s. That’s what I think.’
‘Forgive me,’ he said a moment later. ‘You’re right. I put you at risk. It was too dangerous a task for a—’
‘For a woman, you mean?’ she said, jerking her head back, flicking her still wet hair from her shoulder with the sudden movement. ‘Is that what you were going to say? Who’s playing the gentleman, now? I may have to squat to piss, but my coat is lined with wolf skin, not coney fur! Don’t imply I’m a coward, because you don’t know me!’
‘I do,’ he said in a calm, quiet voice, not reacting to her anger or raised voice. ‘You are Milva. You lead Squirrels to Brokilon, avoiding capture. Your courage is known to me. But I recklessly and selfishly put you at risk—’
‘You’re a fool!’ she interrupted sharply. ‘Worry about yourself, not about me. Worry about that young girl!’
She smiled disdainfully. Because this time his face did change. She fell silent deliberately, waiting for further questions.