"Let me tell you where you can put your handy by-product."
He only laughed, then grabbed her before she could stride into the bathroom. "I'm crazy about you."
"Stop it." She seethed as he nibbled on her earlobe. "I mean it, Seth."
"Absolutely crazy. You're so beautiful. Don't be shy."
"You can't get me to strip with flattery or cajolery."
"Cajolery. Very cool word. How about appealing to your appreciation of art? Just try." He skimmed his lips down to hers. "Give me one hour. If you're still uncomfortable, we'll rethink this. The human body's natural."
"So's cotton underwear."
"It sure is, the way you wear it."
And of course, he made her laugh. "One hour?" She eased back. "And I get the painting?"
"Deal. Now is this music okay with you, or do you want me to put on something to strip by."
"Oh, you're very funny."
"Let's just take this off." He untied the robe, eased it gently from her shoulders. "I love looking at you. I love the shape of you." He spoke softly, easing her toward the bed. "The way your skin looks in the light. I want to show you how you look to me."
"How is seducing me supposed to help me relax?"
"Lie down. Don't think about anything yet. I want you turned on your side, facing me. Your arm like this." He lifted it, draped it low over her breasts.
She did her best to ignore the sensation along her skin where his fingertips, his knuckles brushed. "I feel… exposed."
"Revealed," he corrected. "It's different. Slide this knee up. Keep this arm angled down. Palm up, open. Good. Comfortable?"
"I can't believe I'm doing this. This is not me."
"Yes, it is." He reached into the bag, scattered petals over her, letting some drift into her open palm before he placed some more deliberately on her hair, on the slope of her breasts, over her arm, along the line of hip and leg.
"Try to hold that for me." He stepped back, ran his gaze over her in a way that made her skin flush.
"Seth."
"Just try not to move too much. I need your body first. I'm not too worried about the head and face just yet. Talk to me." He retreated behind the canvas.
"About what? How ridiculous I feel?"
"Why don't we go for a sail this evening? We'll bum dinner off of Anna and go out after."
"I can't think about dinner, and I certainly don't want to think about your sister-in-law when I'm… People are going to see this, see me. Naked."
"People are going to see a painting of a striking woman."
"My mother," Dru said in sudden horror.
"How is she? She and your father still back together?"
"As far as I know. They went to Paris, but they're not happy with me."
"Hard to make everybody happy all the time." He sketched the curve of her shoulder, the stem of her neck, the slender line of torso. "When's the last time you were in Paris?"
"About three years ago. My aunt's wedding. She lives there now—outside of Paris, actually, but they keep a flat in the city."
So he talked to her of Paris, satisfied when he saw the tension draining out of her body. Then he began to paint.
The contrast of the red against white skin, the glint of light, the delicacy of the sheets with their deeper shadows in the soft folds. He wanted the elegance of her open hand and the strong muscles in her calf.
She shifted slightly, but he said nothing to correct her pose. The conversation he carried on to keep her relaxed was in a different part of his mind. The rest was steeped in the image he created with paint and brush.
Here was his faerie queen again, but now she was awake. Now she was aware.
She stopped thinking about the pose, her modesty. It was an incredible thrill to watch him work. An exhilaration. Did he realize, she wondered, how the intensity came over him? The way his eyes changed, took on a certain fierceness of effort that was in direct opposition to the casual flow of his words.
Did he see himself? Surely he must. He had to know the fluidity and focus that were so much a part of his technique. The sexuality of it. And the beauty, the power, that made the subject he took along with him feel beautiful, feel powerful.
She forgot the time limit they'd set. Whatever fantasy he'd created in his mind, she'd become too much a part of it to break the spell.
Did the subject always fall in love with the artist? she wondered. Was it just the nature of things for her to feel this outrageous intimacy with him, and this stupefying need for him?
How had he become the first man, the only man, she wanted to give to? To give anything he asked. It was frightening to know it, to understand that love could mean giving up so much of self.
What would be left of her if she yielded to it?
When his gaze moved over her, as if absorbing what she was, she shivered.
"Are you cold?" His voice was impatient. Then, as if he turned a knob, he spoke more easily. "Sorry, are you cold?"
"No. Yes. Maybe a bit. A little stiff."
He frowned, then glanced down at his wrist for the watch he'd once again forgotten to put on. "Probably hit the hour."
"At least." She worked up a smile.
"You need a break. You want some water? Juice? Did I buy juice?"
"Water's fine. Can I sit up now?"
"Sure, sure." He wasn't looking at her now in any case, but at the work.
"And can I see what you've done so far?"
"Uh-huh." He set down his brush, picked up a rag. And never took his eyes off the canvas.
Dru slipped out of bed, picked up the robe and, wrapping herself into it, walked to him.
The bed was the center of the canvas, with much of the outer space still white and unpainted. She was the center of the bed.
He'd yet to paint her face, so she was only a body—long limbs adorned with rose petals. Her arm covered her breasts, but it wasn't a gesture of modesty. One of flirtation, she thought. Of invitation. Of knowledge.
Only a fraction done, she realized, and already brilliant. Did she ever look and see light and shadow playing so beautifully?
He'd chosen the bed well. The slim iron bars offered simplicity and a timelessness. The delicate tone of the sheets warmed her skin and was yet another contrast to all the rich, bold strokes.
"It's beautiful."
"It will be," he agreed. "This is a good start."
"You knew I wouldn't stop you once I'd seen what you'd done."
"If you'd looked and hadn't seen what I wanted you to see, I'd have failed. Drusilla."
She studied him. Her pulse scrambled when she saw that same narrowed intensity on his face, the strength of focus, of purpose. The need that vibrated around him when he worked.
But now, it was for her.
"I've never wanted anyone like this," she managed. "I don't know what it means."
"I don't give a damn." He pulled her against him, captured her mouth.
He was already yanking off her robe as he dragged her toward the bed.
A part of her—that had been born and bred in luxury, in grace—was shocked at the treatment. Shocked more by her response to it. And the part that responded triumphed.
She tore at his shirt even as they tumbled onto sheets strewn with rose petals.
"Touch me. Oh, touch me." She clawed her way over him. "The way I imagine you touching me when you're painting me."
His hands streaked over her, rough and needy, stroking the flames that had simmered as she'd lain naked for him. It energized her, sparked in her blood until she felt herself become a quivering mass of raw need tangled with reckless greed.
Her mouth warred with his in a frantic battle to give.
He was lost in her, trapped in the maze of emotions she'd wound through him. Steeped in the flood of sensations she aroused by every caress, every taste, every word.
Hunger for more stumbled against a rocky ledge of love.
When he drew her close, held—held tight—he fell over.
Some change, some tenderness eked through the urgency. It swamped her, and she went pliant against him.
Now mouths met, a long, sumptuous kiss. Now hands brushed skin delicately. The air thickened, filled with the scents of roses, of paint, of turpentine, all stirred by the breeze off the water.
She rose over him, and looked down at love.
Her throat ached. Her heart swelled. Unbearably moved, she lowered her lips to his until her throat ached from the sweetness.
This, she knew, was more than pleasure, beyond desire and need. This, if only she could let it, was everything.
If it was consuming, then she would be consumed. And she took him inside her, gave herself over to the everything.
Slow and silky, deep and intent, they moved together. Trembled as they climbed, sighed as they floated. It seemed to her colors, the rich bold tones he'd used in the painting, spread inside her.
He lifted to her, finding her mouth with his again as his arms enfolded her. Wrapped tight, they surrendered.
For a time they didn't speak. She kept her head on his shoulder, looked at the light through the window.
He'd opened a window, she realized. One she'd been so certain needed to remain shut. Now the light, the air was streaming through.
How could she ever close it again?
"I've never made love on rose petals before," she said quietly. "I liked it."
"Me too."
She plucked one from his back. "But now look what we've done." She held it out to him. "The artist is going to be very annoyed with us."
"He should be, but he's not. Besides"—joy, pure joy, was running inside him in long, loose strides—"the artist is very inventive."
"I can verify that."
"Give me another hour."
She leaned back to stare at him. "You're going to paint again? Now?"
"Trust me. It's important, really important. Just—here." She was still gaping at him when he shifted her and gave her a light shove back onto the bed. "Do you remember the pose, or do you need me to set you?"
"Do I… oh, for heaven sake." More than a little miffed, she rolled to her side, flopped her arm over her breasts.
"Okay, I'll set you." Cheerful, energized, he moved her, redistributed rose petals, stepped back, then forward again to make more adjustments.
"It's okay to pout now, but turn your head toward me."
"I'm not pouting. I'm entirely too mature to pout."
"Whatever." He grabbed his jeans, tugged them on. "I need the angle of your head… chin up. Whoa, not that far, sugar.
That's better," he said, grabbing the brush he needed. "Tilt your head, just a… Ah, yeah, that's it. You're amazing, you're perfect. You're the best."
"You're fall of shit."
"Now, that's mature." He went to work. "And a little crude coming from you."
"I can be crude when the occasion calls for it." As far as she was concerned, having a man more interested in his work than in holding her when she'd just fallen in love was the perfect occasion.
"Okay, shut up. Just look at me now, listen to the music."
"Fine. I've nothing to say to you anyway."
Maybe not, he thought, but her face had a great deal to say. And he wanted it all. He painted the arrogant angle of it, the strong chin with that lovely shadow in the center, the sculpted cheekbones, the gorgeous shape of her eyes, eyebrows, the straight patrician line of her nose.
But for the rest, for her mouth, for the look in her eyes, he needed something more.
"Don't move," he ordered as he came back to the bed. "I want you to think about how much I want you."
"I beg your pardon?"
"Think about how powerful you are, the way you look. As if you're just waking up and you see me looking at you. Craving you. You've got all the power here."
"Is that so?"
"I'm desperate for you." He leaned down, his lips a whisper from hers. "You know it. All you have to do is crook a finger. All you have to do is smile." He laid his lips on hers, took the kiss slow and deep, gave her a taste of his yearning. "And I'm a slave."
He backed up, his eyes on hers as he eased around the canvas. "It's you, Drusilla. You."
Her lips curved, a kind of knowing. In her eyes an invitation shimmered that was both luminous and languid.
He saw everything he wanted in that one moment, the awareness, the confidence, the desire and the promise.
"Don't change."
He saw nothing but her, felt nothing but her to the point where he was almost unaware of his own hand moving. Of mixing the paint, dabbing it, stroking it, all but breathing it onto the paper so that her face bloomed for him.
He caught what he could, knew he would see that light on her face forever. It would be there when he needed to complete the work.
It would be there, in his mind and heart, whenever he was alone. Whenever he was lonely.
"I can do it," he said, and laid aside his brush. "When I do, it'll be the most important thing I've ever done. Do you know why?"
She couldn't speak now, could barely breathe over the tumult of her heart. She could only shake her head.
"Because this is what you are to me. What I knew, somehow, you'd be to me from the first moment. Drusilla." He stepped toward the bed. "I love you."
Her breath shuddered out. "I know." She pressed a hand to her heart, in wonder that it didn't simply burst free in one mad leap of joy. "I know. I'm terrified. Oh God, Seth, I'm terrified, because I love you, too."
She sprang up, scattering rose petals, and leaped into his arms.
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Chapter Fifteen
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HURRICANE ANNA swept through the house and had her men ducking for cover. She blew through the living room, snatching socks, shoes, ball caps, empty glasses. Those who didn't move fast enough to evacuate were forced to catch hurled items, or get beaned.
By the time she reached the kitchen, the survivors had made themselves scarce. Even the dog had gone into hiding.
From what he hoped was a safe distance, Seth cleared his throat. "Um, Anna, it's just dinner."
She rounded on him. He figured he outweighed her by a good forty pounds, and still his belly contracted in something like fear at the kill lights in her dark eyes. "Just dinner?" she repeated. "And I suppose you think food just makes itself?"
"No. But whatever we were having is fine. Is great," he amended. "Dru's not fussy or anything."
"Oh, Dru's not fussy or anything," Anna tossed back as she yanked open cupboards, pulled out ingredients, slammed them shut again. "So it's just fine to give me an hour's notice that we're having company for dinner."
"It's not company, exactly. I thought we'd just grab something, then—"
"Oh, you thought you'd just grab something." She walked toward him with the slow, deliberate steps that struck terror into the very center of his heart. "Maybe we'll just order pizza and have her pick it up on the way."
Cam, hoping her skewering Seth like a bug would keep her attention diverted, tried to sidle in to sneak a beer out of the fridge. He should've known better.
"And you." She bared her teeth at Cam. "You think you can march into my kitchen in your dirty shoes? Don't you even think about plopping your butt down in the living room, sucking on that beer. You're not king around here."
He had the beer, and whipped it behind his back just in case she got any ideas. "Hey, I'm an innocent bystander."
"There are no innocents in this house. Stay!" she ordered when Seth tried to slip out of the room. "I'm not finished with you."
"Okay, okay. Look, what's the big deal? Somebody's always dropping by for dinner. Kevin had that freak friend of his over just the other night."
"He's not a freak," Kevin called out from the safety of the living room.
"Hey, he had a nose ring and kept quoting Dylan Thomas."
"Oh, Marcus. He's a freak. I thought you meant Jerry."
"See?" Seth lifted his hands. "We've got so many people in and out of here we can't even keep them straight."
"This is different." Since Anna had just pulled a large chef's knife out of the block, and Cam, the coward, had deserted the field, Seth decided not to argue.
"Okay. I'm sorry. I'll help."
"Damn right you will. Red potatoes." She stabbed the knife toward the pantry. "Scrub."
"Yes 'm."
"Quinn!"
"What?" Voice aggrieved, Cam eased back into the doorway but kept the beer out of sight. "I didn't do anything."
"Exactly. Shower. Do not throw your towel on the floor. Shave."
"Shave?" He rubbed a hand over his chin and looked harassed. "It's not morning."
"Shave," she repeated and began to mince garlic with such violent enthusiasm, Seth tucked his fingers safely in his pockets, just in case.
"Jesus Christ." Cam curled his lip at Seth and stalked away.
"Jake! Pick up your crap on the floor of the den. Kevin! Run the vacuum."
"Why do you want them to hate me?" Seth pleaded.
Anna's only answer was a steely look. "When you've scrubbed those potatoes, I want them cut into chunks. About this size," she said, holding up her thumb and forefinger. "When you finish that, put out the guest soap and towels in the downstairs bath. The first one I catch using the guest soaps or leaving handprints on the towels gets their fingers chopped off," she called out.
She dumped ingredients into a bowl and whisked.
"It's not all my crap on the den floor, I want you to know." Jake stomped in, shot Seth a sneer. "Lots of other people throw crap around this place, too."
"What do you think you're doing?" Anna demanded as Jake pulled open the