Lyrics
   Richard Matheson
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   Lyrics
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   ISBN e-Pub edition: 9780795316913
   Contents
   IT LOOKS LIKE RAIN
   I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU
   WHEN YOU’RE FLOATING DOWN THE VOLGA WITH OLGA
   ONLY A DREAM
   LA VALSE DE MÉMOIRE
   MY HEART IS TAKEN
   ABNORMAL YOU
   RIGHT FROM THE START
   A PRINCESS HAS A FULL TIME JOB
   IN KING ARTHUR
   LAUGHING IS EASY
   GLORY BE!
   FOR A BOY WHO COULD CARE
   I COULD BE
   IF I CRY
   IN THE NIGHT
   HERE IN THE DARKNESS
   WORDS
   FIGHT ON MISSOURI!
   BECAUSE OF YOU
   IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE
   MY HEART TELLS ME DIFFERENT
   MARY
   WITHOUT ROMANCE
   PITY MY HEART
   BLUE TEMPTATION
   ANYTIME
   I TRIED TO SMILE
   THE BEAT IS BLUE
   EVERYDAY
   LOVE
   I WISH IT COULD BE CHRISTMAS
   DO YOU REMEMBER ME?
   I WANT A BARBARIAN
   WHAT I NEED
   GOLD IS LOOKING AT AMERICA
   LOVE IS GIVING
   I L-O-V-E Y-O-U
   DEDICATION
   To Carol Burnett
   With gratitude for the
   many years of wonderful
   entertainment she gave to
   my family and me.
   “Lyrics”
   by
   Richard Matheson
   Few of my readers (probably none) know that, for many years, I wrote songs, (words and music) hoping they would be popular – a hope I rarely achieved. Why I did this, I have no idea. Well, maybe I do.
   I believe that a fortunate few are born with a creative inclination. How they take advantage of this inclination depends on physical circumstances. I don’t mean bodily health so much as family conditions. For instance, if my family had consisted of artists, I might have been inclined in that direction. My mother did paint charming miniatures and I had a first cousin who drew very amusing cartoons. I even did some pencil drawing myself but not enough to matter. At any rate, I grew up during the Depression (1929-1938) and couldn’t have afforded art supplies anyway.
   If my family had consisted of professional actors, I might have gone into that. I did perform in a few amateur theatre productions but never with much dedication. Also one word in a major film – SOMEWHERE IN TIME. In brief, acting was out. Encouragement in that field was nil.
   If my family had consisted of composers and musicians, I might have concentrated on that creative area. My older sister played piano very well, my mother taught me how to play the piano (I taught myself how to write music.) But, again, the Depression. We had a second-hand, upright piano. Nothing more. (Leaving me, once more, with the question – Why did I choose to write songs?) Maybe because, they were half words. That was the creative world I was most drawn to. When I was seven years old, I wrote little poems and stories, some of which were published in The Brooklyn Eagle. And – hampered, as always, by the Depression’s effect, all I needed was paper and pencil; maybe, if I felt ambitious, an inexpensive notebook. I used one to write a novel when I was fourteen (completed by the time I was sixteen.) It was the creative area I concentrated on. Let me add that the music to all my songs ranges from – more than likely – imitative to (I think) rather good. Later on, when I started composing non-songs such as piano solos and a symphony in five movements in – of all crazy things – the style of Mahler, I came up with some genuinely (again, I think) lovely melodies. The last movement – Chorale – had a most effective theme.
   * * * *
   I wrote my first song in 1943. I was seventeen. It was not too dreadful a beginning in that the lyrics were somewhat “different” in concept. (I thought) In those days, the majority of songs had a verse and a chorus, a practice rarely followed today.
   IT LOOKS LIKE RAIN
   Verse:
   Weather man
   says skies are sunny.
   Says it’s fair and warm
   all the day
   Weather man
   Something is funny
   I can see storm clouds
   coming my way.
   Chorus:
   It looks like rain on my love
   The dark clouds above
   are chasing the sunbeams away
   The ugly clouds of despair
   Are hovering near today
   Not long ago
   Skies were blue
   Blessed by the magic of you.
   Now you are gone
   and it seems
   gone are the wonderful dreams
   That I had
   The days go by
   and are gone
   and though I go on
   It’s different not having you near
   The skies are gray and obscure
   where there was sunshine before
   It looks like rain
   on my love affair.
   My next lyric – still 1943 – succumbed to the obvious. (The music crammed with four-note chords.)
   I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU
   Verse:
   I’ve got something on my mind
   Something I must do
   I have waited long to find
   Someone just like you
   You may well believe me
   I am just that way
   When I hold your hand
   and say:
   Chorus:
   I’m in love with you
   No words are simpler
   Than these few
   And yet the simple words are best
   When they are really true
   I’m in love with you
   And yet that statement isn’t through
   It needs your love so sweet and tender
   To really render it true.
   You and I should always be together.
   Our hearts match forever and a day.
   You and I should be birds of a feather
   I know that this is true
   That’s why I say
   I’m in love with you
   I know that I will always be
   There’s only one thing that I ask
   Please say that you love me.
   * * * *
   My creative drive definitely went out the window with my third song. I must have realized its inferiority (I hope that’s a word) because I credited it to an unknown writer, one Guy Casman.
   WHEN YOU’RE FLOATING DOWN THE VOLGA WITH OLGA
   Verse:
   In Russia there’s a river
   called the Volga
   and on its banks
   there lives a girl named Olga
   Every day she goes rowin’
   Olga on the Volga
   And she’s not alo-ne
   Chorus:
   When you’re floatin’ down the Volga with Olga
   and she looks at you with Russian eyes of blue
   And you’re floating down the Volga with Olga
   There’s really only one thing to do (kiss sound effect)
   So you do not wish to leave Miss Olga
   and for her love you pine
   You had better ask her quickly
   to be your wedded one
   Or Olga to Volga
 & 
					     					 			nbsp; Olga to Volga
   I’ll ask Olga to be mine
   I obviously thought that translating “I’ll go” with “Olga” was terribly clever. It was terrible all right.
   That summer, I even wrote a song to the Y.M.C.A. camp where I was a cabin leader. In two parts no less – Soprano and Harmony.
   Chorus: (Mercifully there is no verse.)
   Our lips
   will sing your praise.
   Our hearts will always
   hold a special place for you.
   We’ll dream
   of happy days
   in which we always gained
   by learning something new.
   The years will pass
   yet even as they wane
   The pleasant memories
   will still remain
   But now
   when we are boys
   we’ll fondly say your name
   and sing this song to you
   Camp Brooklyn, you!
   While I was a cabin leader, I met the son of a well-known square dance caller who told me that, when I went to a N.Y. music publisher to play my songs, (which I did) someone in an adjoining room would be transcribing it in case it was any good. I still don’t know whether to believe that or not.
   * * * *
   Clearly overwhelmed by creative zeal, I even made a song from Chopin’s Etude in E.
   ONLY A DREAM
   Chorus:
   Only a dream.
   A distant view.
   Only a wish
   that never has come true
   and lived for me.
   Wishing for something that
   I can never have
   is nothing new.
   Only a beat
   within my heart.
   A fairy tale
   that never had a start.
   A fantasy.
   Love! I feel the magic growing
   of your love but there’s no knowing
   Who she is or where she is
   Because
   she’s just a gleam.
   Just a hope that clings
   and always brings
   only a dream.
   Well, the melody was beautiful anyway.
   * * * *
   There were others; I was grinding them out like sausages: SOMEONE I KNOW, ROLLIN’ ALONG, ONLY YOU, UNDER A SPELL, THE LAMP I SEE FROM MY WINDOW, EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, etc. Often not completed or not worth completing.
   My next songwriting opportunity came in 1943, at Cornell University when I enlisted in the A.S.T.P. (Army Specialized Training Program.) Actually, I can’t recall having spare time for song writing. At any rate I’m sure I couldn’t have thought up a rhyme for our residence hall named Cascadilla.
   Next came the Infantry (A.S.T.P. students tossed into it – not too happily.) World War Two limited my song writing opportunities. I did enter a contest (sponsored by the Army I assume) to write an Army oriented lyric for an already existing song. Mine was:
   Forgotten first line
   When you hear those 88’s (German shell)
   Dig without ado, digga-do, do, do.
   Dig without ado, digga-do.
   I didn’t win – or place in that contest.
   One more song militarily “inspired.” This one written while I was on guard duty in England. (December 1944) Not too difficult to assess my frame of mind. I titled it LA VALSE DE MÉMORIE. Ouch.
   Verse:
   Night’s are long in the winter.
   They’re bleak with the cold and the dark.
   The warmth of my youth
   has departed.
   The fingers of time
   left their mark.
   Chorus: (or as I wrote it: TRISTEMENT: ouch again.)
   When I am alone
   with the night
   and the winds lonely moan.
   The memories I’ve made
   whisper by
   in an endless parade.
   I see days I’ve spent
   and how little I’ve gained.
   I see good I’ve meant
   and how promises waned.
   The ghosts of the past
   flutter into my room
   and the host of them last
   as the stars and the moon.
   But all night must pass
   and the darkness must blend into day.
   So winter through fall
   These are things
   that the past
   sends my way.
   Gone is my youth
   like the leaves from the trees.
   All I have left
   are my memories.
   A few weeks later, my Division (89th) ended up in Germany. More fun than my song. At least I got a novel out of it.
   * * * *
   Next came college – The University of Missouri, (1946) – after several years of post-Army employment. I went to Missouri because 1. They had a well-regarded Journalism School and 2. It was the only college that would accept me with no language credit. The high school I attended – God knows why – Brooklyn Technical High School – didn’t require a language. I could have, I suppose, enrolled in a technical college, like M.I.T. or CalTech but I didn’t want to. I was immersed in creative aspiration by then and opted to 1. Write stories. 2. Write songs – too. I think I wrote more songs in that period (1946-1949) than I ever did before – or since for that matter.
   My initial venture was for a J. School Musical – IN KING ARTHUR – written and (I believe) directed by an upper classman named Don MacKay. (Sp. could be off.) I wrote several songs for that show. Its leading man was a student named Stanley Nierstedt. (Later, turning professional, he became Stanley Grover. I think Grover was his middle name.) For him, I wrote:
   MY HEART IS TAKEN
   Verse:
   I met her in a bookstore
   Fate meant that we should
   For she’s the one I’ve looked for
   And now I’m lost for good
   Chorus:
   My heart is taken.
   I’m free no longer.
   The cares of waiting
   will drift away
   I never thought that I
   would ever see
   The day I’d find the one
   Just meant for me.
   And I can see now
   That it’s forever.
   I’ll not be free now
   The spell is cast
   My dreams are over
   I’ve found my love
   My heart is taken
   Taken at last.
   * * * *
   Also, in Act One, a novelty song was performed by Mel Mandel – who has, since, gone on to great success as a playwright-songwriter.
   Come to think of it, maybe it wasn’t Mel at all. The words of the verse indicate a female vocalist. However…
   ABNORMAL YOU
   Verse:
   Somehow I’ve acquired a fondness
   For 6’2” of handsome blondness.
   And even though he’s nuts, I love him.
   If your lover is insane
   You’ll appreciate the pain
   Of every little thing I give to
   that nutty guy who does the things I go through
   Chorus:
   Though people who have an intelligence quo
   May like to hold hands when they go to a show
   You hold my feet though why I don’t know
   Abnormal you!
   Though plenty of people whose brains are in tune
   May like to go out for a walk ‘neath the moon
   You’d rather walk from dawn until noon
   Abnormal you!
   I would be so contented
   If you were not so demented
   I feel in disgrace
   loving a mental case
   Though most people marry and blithely ignore
   the meaningless troubles that life holds in store.
   You want an engagement of ten years or more!
   Abnormal you!
   Second Chorus:
   Those who have long engagements
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   are usually few.
   ‘Cause when you’re in love
   you just can’t see it through!
   You want to marry
   when we’re seventy-two!
   Abnormal you!
   The usual pattern
   for nuptial rites
   is groom in tuxedo
   and bride all in whites.
   You want the people
   all dressed in tights!
   Abnormal you!
   (I would be so contented, etc.)
   I could go on
   for a year if not more
   about all the things
   That I have to endure.
   But, since I love you
   I’ll have to ignore
   Abnormal you! Yes!
   Abnormal you!
   Yes! Abnormal you!
   * * * *
   So I added the last line. I can’t believe that whoever sang it didn’t wind it up that way.
   I feel that there must also have been a heroine’s love song in Act One – and I may have written it. (The ms. date seems to verify this.)
   RIGHT FROM THE START
   Verse:
   I always fell in love
   distrusting my emotions
   Now that I’ve found your love
   I’ve lost my doubtful notions
   Chorus:
   Knew it right from the start.
   Knew I didn’t have to wait anymore.
   Felt a beat in my heart
   that I’d never ever felt before.
   This was real romance.
   A feeling that was new to me.
   A dream had come true for me
   never to end.
   Heard a song in the air.
   Saw a sky that was heavenly blue.
   Knew my future was fair
   from the moment I fell for you.
   Wondering and doubt were never there,
   right from the start, my dear.
   * * * *
   In Act Two the hero somehow finds himself in King Arthur’s court. It may have been in a dream or some form of time travel, I don’t remember.
   I do remember that he met a princess who was not too pleased with her situation.
   A PRINCESS HAS A FULL TIME JOB
   Verse:
   Being born of noble birth