Darcy Dancer stepping over a chain strung along the quayside. Coal grit blowing over the cobbles. Lonely lights in port holes. Sailors singing. Arms over each others’ shoulders weaving out of that pub. And have no friend. And have no love. Turn back. Walk by these vast gloomy walls. Inside through bars in a window. A man shovelling coal. Far down in the dark cavernous interior. A red glow of flames. Footsteps behind me. An arm grabs mine. A voice asking. Grinning in my face with her rotted teeth.
‘Do you want a short time for ten bob.’
Shake away from her clutching fingers. Her wide staring eyes. Pale hollow cheeked face. Run. Pound the pavements. Fly back. Reach my own familiar streets. Up Kildare. Silently slowly along Molesworth. So safe in all its Protestant virtue. On each lamp post these escutcheons. Three castles, a sword and a crown. The Royal Hibernian ahead. She sat inside those drape darkened windows. Chic soignée and so beautiful. Like frost sparkling in moonlight. On the miles of road I walked. And the worst of all. She saw me. And turned away. When her back was bent in sorrow I comforted her. Put my hand on her hair. While her tears were falling. And tonight. Along the quays. Mine fell. In anger bleeding.
In
Such
Painful
Drops
27
The sunset sent slivers of warm light in my window. The wireless weather report said the days to continue fine. The going good at all the courses. And me penniless. Presented now on two occasions with my hotel bill. The cuts from my vagabond roamings all finally healed to tiny white scars. Finger nails glistening clean. The afternoon maid Bridget making my bed said I ought to go out for some fresh air. And so damn randy was I. Nearly said why didn’t she stay for some fresh prick. And I did go out. Down to Trinity to ask for the whereabouts of graduates. But they had no address other than care of Andromeda Park for Mr Arland. Then I stayed further days in my room. Brooding. Cured of loving ever again. Yet scheming to find her. Please let me come back to you. Please. Dazzle her. Whisk her away. From that man so certain of her adoration. And on Sunday. With everyone on the wireless praying. Ventured out. And a third time presented with my bill. As I was devoutly. Avoiding to be evicted.
‘The cattle are coming up to market on the Tuesday next. And of course one will settle one’s account.’
And Monday. What an awful awful struggle to arise up out of one’s bed. From dreams. My own stables. Chock a block with steeplechasers. Great slab muscled marvellous boned springy sinewed animals. Running like wolfhounds. My army of grooms on parade. Each morning as the clock tower tolls eight over the stables. Glockenspiel chiming ‘Onward Christian Soldiers’, as I appear. In my gleaming leathers. Riding crop thwacking the mahogany of my boot.
Then all too soon. Back in one’s penury. Late afternoon. The lobby all abustle. With voices. I say. How jolly good to see you. Come to the ball. Other people’s invitations sound so good. So white. Like my mother’s were, stuck round her dressing room mirrors. The black glistening bumps of the letters. Bid you come to the big houses with big oak doors. Mirrors in their stately rooms. Miles and miles of lawns to cross under the shadows of the trees. O god. How one so adores that light loveliness of social froth. Gives one’s skin such a nice deep glowing social polish. So clearly needed by these two now arriving. Escorted by a taxi driver. Taking from them an endless number of orange ten shilling notes. Their twanging American voices. O gee, o gosh. Is this here place called Ireland.
And a person. With all the graces. Whom one watches. Attired in a kilt. His familiar voice. Going through all kinds of strange postulations at the reception desk. As one peers closer. Would you believe the nerve of the man. Sporting a clearly false handlebar moustache. And an equally phony monocle. Checking into a double room. Major and Mrs Jones. When my god, it is none other than the Mental Marquis. With Baptista Consuelo over there in a sheepskin coat. Pretending to be engrossed patting someone’s grey curly poodle on its fluffy head. When both were last seen. With the naked hairy arse of the Marquis planted between Baptista’s unclothed flailing legs. As one stares. I must admit. Stunned. But also inspired. By his Lordship’s most sickly guilty smile as he looks up from the register. And sees me. Now that I have gained the proximity of his elbow. And one simply takes one’s ruddy nerve into one’s hands.
‘By god your Lordship, how jolly nice to see you.’
‘Yes. Rather. How nice, how are you. But you are confusing me with someone else.’
‘O I’m jolly fine. I’m Reginald Darcy Thormond Kildare. You do know me I hope.’
‘Well if you care to stand on ceremony, it would appear perhaps one could know you. But I’ve already said once, how are you. To which I can’t really delay to hear the answer as I fear I do at this moment find myself in an awfully binding rush you understand. But nice seeing you all the same. Been a damn long day at the races. And must bathe.’
‘O yes hasn’t it. Marvellous day at the races.’
‘I said a damn long day at the races sir, I did not say marvellous.’
‘No. Quite. You didn’t. But really. I do hope I’m not inconveniencing you. Stopping you and holding you up like this. I really am awfully sorry to do this. Your Lordship. Sorry about that. Damn title keeps coming out But I wo der. I’ve had the most unfortunate inconvenience. Also at the races. Lost my ruddy pocket book.’
‘O damn poor show.’
‘And I wonder. Your Lordship. I mean, Major. Could you lend me a fiver.’
Without one instant’s hesitation the Marquis pulling open his sporran. And digging with some nervous rustling into the interior of this black pouch. And with a shake of tassels and a most audible inhale and exhale of breath, producing a fiver. Distastefully holding forward the large white note by the corner in his upraised fingers. One did feel he might at least attempt to slip it to me in a back handed manner. Especially as he is wearing decorations and I think the Military Star of the Order of the Bath. Last time I saw such award was in a reference tome of my grandfather’s library. Astonishing how one’s recollection is stirred by desperation.
‘Now please, do sir, get out of my way.’
Darcy Dancer standing back. Carefully folding this written promise of the Bank of England to pay the bearer on demand five pounds. To now appropriately secrete it in one’s waist coat pocket. At least one thing being a menial has profitably taught me. How to gracefully step in to obstruct those in the privileged pursuit of their private pleasures.
The hall porter gathering up three massive leather cases. The Marquis proceeding behind him towards the lift. And Baptista Consuelo her sheepskin coat now over her arm retreating from her close perusement of a Malton print of Dublin on the wall. I turned away at their threesome departure to cool one’s flushed face. And met the most strangely appreciative smile across a nearby chap’s red haired moustachioed visage. Who stood in front of the blazing lobby fire. And whose eyes seemed to twinkle with delight. And whose identity I simply did not at this time wish to remind myself of. Remorseful as I was, nearly having committed the most mortifying act of all my life. But a voice was now confronting me.
‘By jove that is one of the most splendid underhanded blackmailing episodes I have ever witnessed in my life. And I’ve long pursued a career as a gentleman chancer and cad.’
‘I beg your pardon sir.’
‘Beg my pardon by all means, but come come my good man. You just took a fiver off his Lordship as one might suck a speck of caviar from one’s knuckle. Let me introduce myself. The name is Ronald Ronald Ronald. Triple barrelled as you might say. Some anti christs of course would refer to me as Rashers Ronald. I may not be the most successful con man in this town but I’ll have you know I am easily the most persistent. That’s why I’m so full of admiration. Young chap like you. By God. You’re hardly in your late teens. Admirable. Simply admirable. Masterstroke. The timing. Takes one’s breath away. His bloody Lordship there. Ruddy blundering idiot. Registering in his most awfully loud voice as Major Jones. When all for miles around know it’s him. An
d upstairs under some unsuspecting eiderdown about to bite off the most delightful piece of crumpet I’ve seen in a long time. My only criticism is, and mind you it’s a mild one. You should have gone for a tenner you know. It’s the setting. Always be conscious of the setting. Never underprice yourself in posh environs. Sky’s the limit. Of course in ragged circumstances in some flea pit down on the quays things can be conducted quite more humbly when one ventures to secure a half crown from an associate in similar shabby circumstances as one’s own. I won’t say I could teach you every trick in the book, but turned out the way you are, I could assist you to take your place among the great cads of our time. And please do wipe that state of utter shock off your face. Ruddy marvellous you were. But for your age one would think you trained in the lobby of the Ritz in London before the war. We’re chips off the same block my dear chap and we may indeed find the same appropriate alabaster ladies’ shoulders to land together on. And cunningly prevent each other from being brushed off. I suggest therefore, we make each other’s immediate acquaintance.’
Rashers Ronald spoke between a slight division between his two upper front protruding teeth. And smiled as he turned to greet a passing dowager. Her grey uniformed and leather legginged chauffeur behind her lugging cases, while two poodles cradled in the bends of his arms were licking his cheeks.
‘Now my dear boy. Did you see her. Portly perhaps but just the charming side of sixty. Three hundred and twenty acres in County Dublin. Stabling for forty. Absolutely first class grazing well watered and fenced. Four footmen. Six gardeners. Grows the most sweet juicy bloody damn peaches in her greenhouse. Excuse me a moment.’
Rashers borrowing a cigarette from the doorman. Inserting it into a long ivory cigarette holder and placing it lightly between his lips. Doorman striking a match and lighting him up. Standing there in his morning suit, chin up, shoulders back, blowing out a leisurely long cloud of tobacco smoke. And taking from his pocket a pair of spectacles.
‘Of course my dear fellow you’re wondering why I am so dressed as if one had just retired from a wedding. Fact of the matter is I always adorn in my striped trousers and tail coat of a morning. And find no need even to change as the day or night progresses. Hardly any in their right mind these days will have me at their weddings and few, even at their dinners. But at least I can appear as if I’ve been there. Also it’s useful garb when one encounters some bounder to whom one owes money. One merely turns one’s back and blends into the hotel woodwork appearing from the rear at least, as a member of the staff. Now these spectacles. Of course I see perfectly without them. But these are a useful prop. Especially when one wants a dowager to know that one is contemplating her. When one puts them on slowly. If she primps then one immediately knows that one’s next step is to introduce oneself. Of course there are people who would cast unkind aspersions. Call me a chancer and fortune hunter. I openly admit to the latter. But in the former category I am a rank amateur in this metropolis. But come. Let us proceed under the auspices of your recently acquired fiver down into the Buttery. For drinkies. And I’m sure you won’t mind my momentary impecuniousness which I had hoped would be remedied by the Marquis until you my dear chap beat me so beautifully, so consummately, to it.’
Darcy Dancer following Rashers Ronald through into the lounge. Past the lift. Which appeared to be out of action. The American couple, he in electric blue she in chintz awaiting its rapid repair. While on the staircase Baptista Consuelo was perched on about the sixth marble step. The Mental Marquis on the ninth and the porter apparently collapsed over the weight of their luggage on the twelfth. As I passed by a writing table, Baptista turning her head away towards the wall. One hopes in some modesty for the solemnity of her sins. Rashers bowing to that embarrassed direction. Just as a gasp emits from the watching elderly American couple. The porter’s hand making a sudden grasp for the largest of the Marquis’s leather cases. Which misses. The luggage breaking open as it falls. With whips, bridles, boots, reins, bits, tumbling out. Not to mention an unbelievable saddle and numnah as well. The porter lunging after the leathers. And promptly dropping the rest of the cases. To trip and tumble down crashing into the Marquis. Both engripped with one another rolling backwards down at Baptista. Who, with an awfully impressive presence of mind, stands into the wall. As they go bumping past head over heels entwined in tack. Rashers running forward to assist.
‘My god, Major Jones, are you all right. Please. At least let me undo you from your hunting and chastisement gear.’
‘Get away from me you. I mean I do appreciate your solicitude. But damn it man. Do you really have to interfere. Jumping to sadistic conclusions like that.’
Baptista in her dark brown sweater. A long string of pearls suspended down across the rise of her bosoms so flatteringly pronounced by the tight thick strap she wore just like Miss von B round her waist. Her long blonde hair in the chandelier light flowing gleamingly down over her shoulders. Her cream coloured skirt snugly enfolding the melon ripe amplitude of her otherwise over ample quarters. Strong calves flexing in her silk stockings. And marvellously sensible walking shoes. She looks quite smart and radiantly attractive as much as one hates to admit it. As one must with my new tweed trousers absolutely out like a tent. Standing utterly stiff as she stands up there. Quite unfazed. Indeed, even with a trace of a smile on her lips. Looking down at the Marquis. Whose kilt is up around his neck. With eagerly nosy folk and hotel staff in from the lobby. And others from the lounge rushing to the scene. Gasps at the sight. And a scream from the American lady.
‘That guy’s got no pants on.’
The Marquis groaning. Disentangling himself from both the porter, reins, bits and bridles in which he was wrapped. And carefully readjusting the strap of his sporran. Rashers like an usher at a wedding reception controlling the impoverished members of the bride’s relatives desperate to sink fangs into the free flowing refreshments. The Marquis turning to the gathering.
‘Damn you all. Does a crowd really have to collect. Haven’t you ever seen anyone fall down a staircase before.’
‘Ah but Major Jones. You may take it from Rashers Ronald, that many may have seen a plunge on the stairs. But few have ever had such an opportunity to get such a marvellous eyeful.’
Of what
Is up
Under a
Kilt
28
Rashers Ronald beaming a great smile. Guiding Darcy Dancer by the elbow. These two gentlemen proceeding forward into the mirrored lounge. Presided over by the ceiling’s central dome of glass. Ministering waiters passing quietly between tables with their trays. Rashers bowing to the seemingly unaccompanied ladies of all ages. Seated in their finery. Wrists ablaze with gems.
‘Of course my dear chap, and excuse me for whispering but I must keep my voice down. Imagine the Marquis poor devil being exposed like that. Publicly on display. Not only with his bit of blonde fluff but his ruddy pudenda and all. Rum luck. Worse than having one’s prick out pissing off the top of Nelson’s Pillar during the holy hour. Damn tragedy for the aristocracy. Fortunately this hotel is most elegantly populated. Incident will spread only in the best circles like wildfire over the entire country. But allow me to point out. Seated over there, that’s her ladyship. Often referred to as Her Grace the greasemonkey. Her age is quite indeterminate. But her acreage encouragingly is not. Seven hundred and eighty seven statute. Plus salmon banks and two trout lakes. She loves tinkering with the underside of motor cars. Wears out three or four pairs of white flannel overalls and gloves a week. Handbag full of spanners. She always carries a spare exhaust pipe or two in her luggage. Even siphons her wine out of the bottle at dinner. And unless one has one’s own rubber tube you don’t get a drop. She can sometimes be so tiresomely rural. But her most amiable quality is she takes it both back and front. Awfully useful when two chaps want to have a go at her together. See by your tailoring, you’re from the country of course. With no disparagement thereby meant, my good chap.’
‘Yes I am as
a matter of fact.’
‘And where my good chap are you staying in town.’
‘Here.’
‘What. In the hotel.’
‘Yes.’
‘Masterly. Absolutely masterly. Dear me you are a professional. If one has to stoop to the wretchedness of plying one’s youthful beauty for mere filthy lucre, why not then be damn efficient about it. I’m of course presently at no fixed address. My previous fixed one was down what one can only euphemistically refer to as a beneath lower basement flat. Damn place was more like a mining shaft. Now just stand here a moment, and just let the ladies see us. It does so cheer me up this place. Especially as one does have one’s such rapid ups and downs. A recent black gentleman posing as a Prince from the Sudan beat me to that choice dowager there. She my dear chap is just straight forwardly just damn rich. My father was an army General. That’s really all my trouble. Damn old fool never made Field Marshal due to several late career reverses on the field of battle. And was merely knighted. Poor sod just fishes and shoots, retired on his pension. Leaving his son a commoner. With not even the helpful courtesy entitlement of being an Honourable. Dooming me to fortune hunting. Which pursuit I must make quite clear, I do try to conduct in as romantic and moral a manner as possible. Now there, in the corner. For God’s sake don’t stare. But she, the dear girl, buried two husbands, is just in her early fifties. Never know it. Handsome isn’t she. Slender and long legged. And where it counts, fleshed nicely fore and aft. And never mind her thin lips, she gives absolutely the most marvellous gamorouche. Has some damn nice thoroughbreds. Has had two winners at Aintree Grand National. Her father, ancient old crusty bugger he is too, manufactures an established industrial commodity. Of his own originating. Amazing considering the only thing ever invented in this country was soda water. Dear girl will fall heir to the ruddy lot. Factory covers six acres of floor space. Must always have your financial facts straight. So many businesses go to the wall these days you’ve got to be careful. One’s beauty doesn’t always last you know. A mature chap like myself is fattening slightly under the jawbones as I push into the latter end of my twenty third year. And of course with so many of the less discerning old hag ladies admiring young men’s bodies, one has to strike while the rod’s hot. If you catch my meaning.’