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  Gabriel never told me why he'd taken so long to answer my calls for help. He had come, eventually, and I guess to him that was enough. Which told me what I needed to know. That he was there for me, in his way and on his time. I needed to come to terms with that.

  I was there for him, no matter what. He did not need to reciprocate. Those were our choices, and I wasn't going to change mine because it didn't match his. He had come for me. He'd come in the middle of the night, with a wrinkled and misbuttoned shirt and the wrong shoes. The commitment was there, even if it didn't match my own.

  I did bring it up once, in the few days that followed. We were at lunch, and I said, "About that night, on the beach, with Tristan," and Gabriel tensed fast. I said, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Gwynn sooner," and he relaxed, brushing it off with, "That's fine."

  "No, it's not," I said. "But I wasn't sure how to broach it. Ricky found out by accident, and then we discussed it, and he agreed with me that you might not take it well."

  "Which I did not."

  "We weren't going to hide it forever. Just until we figured out how to handle it. We agreed that if there was a chance you'd find out, though, we'd tell you. With Tristan, I tried to get you out of there to explain. It didn't work. So I apologize."

  He stuck his fork into a piece of sausage and pushed it across his plate before answering. "I would have liked to hear it from you, but I understand your reasoning, and I believe my reaction showed that your presumptions were correct. I handled it poorly." He cleared his throat. "What I said about the visions, that you were hallucinating. I didn't mean that. I--"

  "I know."

  He nodded. More sausage pushing. Another throat clearing. "The rest. When you said we were friends, and I laughed. I was angry. We are. I hope you know that."

  He didn't say We are friends. Just "We are," as if the word itself was too difficult. But it was enough, and I nodded, and he changed the subject quickly, as if relieved to push past and move on.

  We were friends. I've always said that being more than friends with Gabriel would be a very bad idea. That I was certain other women had hoped to break through his wall, and I wouldn't fall into that trap. That I'd be happy with friendship. But there's a difference between knowing a thing and accepting it. Now I accepted it.

  --

  The police dropped the charges against Gabriel. They'd lost Jon Childs when he vanished from jail a few days after being arrested. He hadn't escaped. He'd been "dealt with," as the Cwn Annwn promised. But his incarceration, however brief, had been enough for the police to decide Gabriel wasn't responsible. They'd even dropped James's assault charges--a little hard to pursue now that their chief witness was dead. So Gabriel was free and on his way to overturning Todd's life sentence, which meant business was booming, with a dozen new client hopefuls for every one he'd lost.

  --

  Two weeks later, I was getting ready to leave work early. I wore jeans, an old T-shirt, and an equally old denim jacket. Even my new ankle boots, while gorgeous, did not make the outfit business-friendly, or even business-casual. I'd only popped in for some job-tidying before Ricky picked me up for our trip.

  Gabriel and I had come up with a "schedule of availability"--times when he could contact me on my vacation. Telling him not to wouldn't work. As I waited for Ricky's arrival text, I showed off my tattoo to Lydia, having just removed the bandage that morning. I had my foot up on her desk as she inspected it.

  "Hurt?" she asked.

  "Like a son of a bitch."

  She laughed.

  "Apparently, the closer you ink to bone, the more it hurts, but the less likely it is to look like crap in twenty years. Above the ankle seemed a good choice. Easily hidden, but not always hidden."

  She took a closer look. "Ricky has the same one?"

  "Matching tattoos would be a bit much. His is similar but different."

  "In my day, we just exchanged class rings. This would have been so much more fun. Of course, considering the rate I went through boys, I don't think I'd have an inch of skin left."

  I laughed and she looked up at me, voice softening. "Was he happy?"

  I nodded.

  "I bet he was." She settled back into her seat. "Normally, a couple of weeks alone on the road in the wilderness wouldn't be what I'd suggest for a young couple, but I think you'll do just fine."

  I smiled as I tugged down my pant leg. "We'll survive."

  "I hope so," Gabriel said behind us. "I'll have work waiting when you get back."

  He headed to the coffee machine. As I put on my boot, he looked toward my ankle.

  "Yes, I was showing off my tattoo," I said.

  He selected a pod from the carousel and popped it into the brewer. "It's relatively discreet, I hope."

  "Yes, sir, though I would point out that since I'm getting my private investigator license, it would be perfectly acceptable for me to have tats. I'm also thinking of a piercing or two."

  He snorted and waited for his coffee. My phone chirped.

  "That would be my ride," I said. "So long, and don't work too hard."

  Lydia said goodbye. Gabriel apparently considered it redundant, having said it in his office, but he came out after me, murmuring, "Wait a moment."

  He shut the door behind him and checked down the hall, making sure we were alone.

  "Before you go," he said. "I wanted to assure you that Todd's appeal is my top priority."

  "I know. Thank you."

  He glanced toward the outer door, then adjusted his tie. "So everything is . . . all right?" The last word rose, question rather than statement.

  "Everything's fine."

  "And you and I? We're . . . fine?"

  I smiled for him. "We are. I know this isn't the best time for a vacation, but--" It wasn't as if I was leaving for good. This was my job now, and we had plenty to do still, between setting my father free and figuring out how to handle the Matilda legend. Two weeks, and we'd be back at it. Together. That hadn't changed.

  "No, no. You could use a break. I just . . ." He trailed off. Another phone chirp. Ricky telling me he was parked in the lane, not rushing me, but Gabriel said, "You should go."

  "I'll see you in two weeks."

  I got as far as the front door, my hand on it, when he said, "Olivia?"

  I turned. He stood there, hands in his pockets.

  "I . . ." he began. His gaze dropped to my ankle. Then he cleared his throat and straightened, pulling out his hands. He reached over and squeezed my upper arm, awkwardly but lingering as he said, "Take care of yourself and have a good vacation. You deserve it." He released my arm, gave a quarter smile, and headed back for his office.

  I opened the front door. As I stepped out, I thought I felt Gabriel watching. I looked back, but he was already disappearing into the office. I paused, feeling the impulse to run after him, to ask if he'd wanted to say something more, to say anything, to hope that--

  No, I'd made my decision. I couldn't keep questioning it. I just couldn't.

  I took a deep breath and continued out to where Ricky waited.

  KELLEY ARMSTRONG is the internationally bestselling author of Omens and Visions, the first two books in her Cainsville series, the thirteen-book Otherworld series, and the Nadia Stafford crime novels. She is also the author of the #1 New York Times bestselling young adult trilogies Darkest Powers and Darkness Rising, and Sea of Shadows, the acclaimed first novel in her newest YA fantasy series.

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