When Trevor Simons had arrived at the clinic he was exhausted. Even so, when he entered the complex he had refused the wheelchair that had been offered to him. He despised weakness, and he despised it even more so in himself.
He was fighting the illness, the monster within him, trying to destroy it with every ounce of willpower that he had left. Yet sometimes, the monster seemed just too powerful, and recently he had felt fear for the first time in his life. Fear that he might not win the battle. Fear that he may die.
Whenever the fear came, he had locked himself away in his office or his house, and refused to let anyone else see him. Sometimes sleep overcame him, and when he awoke he felt better. At other times he would sit in a chair, or lie on the floor or on his bed, until the strength returned to his tired bones and muscles, and he was able to carry on.
He was not a stupid man. He knew the prognosis was ultimately fatal. It had been a risk stopping the other treatment that could potentially have prolonged his life and coming to Purlington Bay. His doctors had advised him against it. Of course, he had not told them what he knew about the Orlando Treatment…the hope that it offered…but he knew that if he didn't take the risk and join the new Phase Two Trials now, then he may not be around for the time when Phase Three started. It was all or nothing. A last minute gamble. A final role of the dice.
His memory of the past two days was obscure. A dream that shifted from reality to fantasy to reality and back again, until the dreams and the reality blurred and became indecipherable. Visions of people, doctors, nurses, beautiful women dressed in white…or were they angels come to collect him? No, that they certainly weren't. The day he died, he knew there would be nothing angelic waiting on the other side to meet him. Where he was going, it was going to be very hot indeed.
In his dreams he could remember big machines, tunnels in rotating domes, injections, tubes hanging out of every limb, blood transfusions,…and smiles, laughter, followed by exhaustion, and dreams within dreams. Had he really cried at the pain of it all? Had he been delirious? Was it all a dream, and how much of it had been true?
All he knew was that he couldn't remember what had happened to him. As soon as he had entered his room on the first day he had collapsed into a deep sleep. He had awoken to the voice of a beautiful nurse, and then there had been a doctor…and then…?
Then there was now.
And now?
He lifted his head off the pillow and noticed for the first time the blue sky outside his bedroom window. He could see the sea birds soaring on the thermals, rising and falling with the wind and the hot air blowing inland across the bay, and he felt strangely moved. How lucky they were to be so mobile, so free.
He turned his head back to the room, half expecting the movement to be accompanied by a wave of pain or exhaustion. But there was nothing.
His eyes scanned his living quarters and he realised how comfortable and bright they actually were. It occurred to him then that for the first time in months he was noticing 'detail'.
In the past, 'detail' had been his thing. It was his attention to detail that had helped him get to where he was now: one of the richest and most powerful men in America. With interests spanning munitions, heavy machinery and transport, Simons Holdings was one of America's greatest companies. A company which Trevor himself had built up from nothing. From nothing to a vast fortune, all in forty years. All created by his attention to detail.
He smiled to himself and decided to try and get out of bed. He swung his legs over the edge of the mattress and tried to sit up, and found himself doing it with surprising agility.
He stood up, and strolled towards the window.
His footsteps were solid and strong. The muscles in his legs tight and powerful. He reached the window expecting to have to steady himself against the window frame but felt no need to do so. He turned and walked back towards the mirror, a slight spring in his step. He stood before the man whose reflection looked back at him, and was surprised to see how healthy the stranger in front of him seemed.
The bags under his eyes were no longer as dark and pronounced as before, and the haggard look which had haunted him for months had been replaced by a peaceful mask which contorted his face into something almost acceptable…someone he hardly recognised.
It was then that he realised that he felt great. Really great. Not tired. Not sad.
Just great.
In the room next door Colonel Packard awoke from his dreams. He had dreamt that he had been running in a football match, straight down the outside of the field, just about to pluck the ball from the air and score the winning points in the game.
As his eyelids flickered open he realised there was something troubling him. Something unusual which he took a while to recognise and identify.
It was an odd sensation. Almost as if…no, it couldn’t be…but it was!
Packard sat up in his bed and bent forward. Stretching his hand out as far as it would go, he scratched his foot.
"Oh…," he thought to himself ."That felt good!"
He rubbed and massaged it, then scratched it again. Then he cried.
For the first time since a Viet Cong bullet had sliced through the edge of his spine in Vietnam, Colonel Packard was able to feel a sensation in his foot. It was itching.
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Business Class
33,000 ft above the Atlantic Ocean
Kerrin was a nervous wreck. He couldn't stop thinking about James, and his death. The more he thought about it, the more convinced he became that James had been professionally executed. They had been clever. Very clever. What sort of people had gone to all that trouble, instead of just shooting him dead in the street? Someone, somewhere, had gone to great lengths to silence James without drawing any more attention to the questions he had been asking.
Kerrin was scared. He was worried for Dana.
But as he thought about it a transition began to take place in Kerrin. A metamorphosis.
A change, which took place so slowly that he himself didn’t realise it was occurring.
This was becoming personal.
Very personal.
Whoever was behind the Orlando Suicides had killed two people that Kerrin had liked, even loved. They had ruined the lives of his sister and nephews, and taken a father from their children. And now there was the possibility that the very core of his existence, his wife Dana, could also be in danger.
Slowly the fear within Kerrin grew, turned itself inside out, and changed into hate. His hands that for the past few hours had been trembling nervously with fear, now shook with anger.
Kerrin swore to himself that he would track down whoever had done this to his family and his friends. He would find those people and destroy them. And if need be, he would kill them.
For the first time, he knew with absolute clarity that it was now them or him. He would make sure it was them.
The loudspeaker announced that the cabin crew were going to dim the lights.
Kerrin felt much calmer now, but he could do with a stiff drink. Perhaps he would read a little to further calm himself down. Reading always relaxed him. It took his mind off his own problems and allowed his mind to soar, to live life through the eyes of the authors, and to experience worlds far beyond his own.
He reached into his bag and pulled out a copy of 'RAGE', a novel he had started reading over two years before but had never got round to finishing. It was a book about South Africa, and he had grabbed it from his study just as they had left the house. Maybe he would get the chance to finish it before he landed.
He picked himself up and made his way to the small bar on the upper deck of the aircraft, ordering a double malt whisky and taking residence on a pew beside the small counter.
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At first Laura couldn’t quite believe the coincidence, but on further reflection she realised that it was not so strange after all. Kerrin had to be in Langebaan in two days time to meet Alex Swinton, and there wer
e only a limited number of flights to Cape Town, so there was always a fairly high chance that they would end up sharing the same transportation.
In actual fact, there was very little for her to be worried about. Whereas she now knew a lot about Kerrin, there was little if any chance at all that Kerrin knew anything about her. Why should he? There was no connection from her to him. As far as he was concerned, she was just another passenger en route to Cape Town.
The big question was: 'how could she turn this accident of fate to her own advantage?' She decided that the best thing to do would be to somehow introduce herself. If she could make friends with him, then perhaps she would be able to find out a little bit more about his movements and intentions in South Africa. And maybe she would be able to have a little fun in the process.
She pulled out her compact and while pretending to examine something on her face, she looked at the reflection of Kerrin in the small mirror. He was sitting about four rows back in an aisle seat, skimming through a glossy magazine.
Laura's taste in men was quite varied. Kerrin was slightly overweight, but not at all unattractive. He easily came within the realm of 'acceptable'.
The plane was not too crowded, and only half the seats in business class were occupied. On this flight down there was no real distinction between First Class and Business Class, and both groups of passengers were invited to use the small bar on the top floor of the airplane.
About two hours in, just after the in-flight entertainment episode of 'Friends' had finished, Laura took her headset off and flashed a glance back down the aisle. Kerrin's seat was empty. She hadn't noticed him make his way past her to the toilets at the front of the aircraft so she guessed that he might have gone up to the bar.
She flicked the release catch and slipped out of her seatbelt, straightening herself up and smoothing down her skirt. She stretched, smiled at the woman sitting beside her, and made her way to the stairs going up to the top deck.
As she emerged into the small area above, she found three people sitting at the small bar: two business men who looked like they were talking shop, and Kerrin who was sitting by himself sipping a whisky and reading a book.
She took the seat beside him, catching the attention of the flight attendant and asking for a Martini. Taking the cocktail stick out of the glass and sucking the alcohol off the green olive, perhaps a little too erotically, she turned to Kerrin.
"Good book?"
He looked up, smiled at her, and closed the novel, placing it on the bar counter beside his drink.
"Wilbur Smith. Perhaps the best author on the planet. Thought I'd read something topical."
She looked at the title. A single word, 'Rage', ran across the front of the book, the author's name written in gold underneath. It was one she had already read and she had loved it.
"Rage? What’s it all about…sounds a bit 'angry' and violent." she smiled innocently back at him.
"Not really. It's a novel set in the years running up to the abolition of apartheid in South Africa…sort of gives you an idea of the cultural events leading up to Mandela being elected.
"Would you recommend it?" she asked, smiling at him, her eyes twinkling in the light from the bar lamp.
"Absolutely…actually, I've only got about eighty pages left to read. If I finish it before we land, I can give it to you, if you would like?"
"Oh…I would like that very much. Thank you…"
Kerrin adjusted his position in his seat. Was the lady coming on to him? He picked his whisky up and took a sip, his eyes appraising her quickly over the edge of the glass. Kerrin reckoned she was about twenty-eight years old. She was smartly dressed, a pearl necklace complementing an elegant pink cardigan and a chic blue skirt. Her eyes were emerald green, her long auburn hair, cascading over her shoulders and disappearing down her back. The only thing wrong with her, as far as Kerrin was concerned, was that her breasts were slightly too large for his taste. Kerrin was more a leg person. Still, if he had been a single man, and maybe just a few years younger, he would have been quite attracted to her.
Laura followed his eyes as he scanned her body, and was pleased when he smiled back at her when the assimilation had been completed. Why were men so obvious? Yet she had to admit that she found Kerrin quite attractive too. He seemed to be very laid-back, quite cool and self confident, and he had an incredible smile. Laura could normally make up her mind about someone in the first few seconds of meeting them, and with Kerrin she realised two things.
Firstly, she liked him. And perhaps she was even interested in him.
Secondly, she immediately recognised that Kerrin was not the sort of person that fell off his chair every time a gorgeous woman walked past. He was not the type to be easily led by looks, but belonged to that rare subset of the male species that actually looked behind the external appearance and saw what was inside the person. There would be no point in carrying on flirting so overtly with him. That approach would just turn him off. No, if she wanted to have this man, she would have to flirt with his mind and not what was in his trousers.
The idea excited her. She knew she was playing with fire, perhaps dancing a little too close to the flame, but this was something she had never done before. This was new. Seducing the man who, sometime in the near future, she may be asked to kill.
"So will this be your first time in South Africa?" she asked.
"Yes…and you?"
"Me too…but I'm afraid that for me, this will be more business than pleasure. Not enough time to play…"
"But you're lucky that your work takes you to such nice places. Just think of all those people who never get the chance to travel abroad at all."
"Oh, I suppose you're right. It's just that I hate these long trips abroad by myself. No, don’t get me wrong, I find them exciting…but sometimes you get a little tired of being away from home so much. You get so lonely…" She replied, turning towards him.
"May I ask what's taking you down there then? Who do you work for?" he asked. He seemed genuinely interested.
"Oh…I don't actually work for anyone really. I have my own business. I work in the travel industry. I'm just coming down to check out a new idea I've had."
"Sounds interesting. Is it a secret or can you tell me what it is?"
"I suppose so. You can be my market research. Tell me what you think of my idea…I'm thinking of running specialist adventure holidays for Americans in South Africa. I'm going to start off with Specialist Windsurfing holidays, and I'm going to spend the next few weeks checking out the hot windsurfing destinations."
"It sounds a great idea. I love windsurfing, and that's the reason I'm flying down too…I'm a journalist, and I want to write something about windsurfing in the Cape."
"Wow, that's a coincidence." She smiled back, and they both laughed nervously.
"Can I introduce myself? My names Kerrin. May I ask you what your name is?"
"Carol. You can call me Carol…"
"Well Carol, can I get you another drink?" Kerrin asked her, signalling politely to the stewardess for some attention.
"Please. That would be nice."
The conversation flowed easily between them. At first Laura tried to manipulate it, attempting to extract some valuable information from him, but after a while she just relaxed and started to enjoy the conversation for what it was.
Kerrin was an interesting man. Although he revealed little about his personal life or his work, he willingly shared his ideas and views with her about politics, religion and the arts. Laura found herself enjoying his company.
She definitely was dancing too close to the flame.
She was surprised by how much she was warming to this man. How much her body was becoming attracted to him. How much she wanted him…Perhaps, this had not been such a good idea after all.
"Kerrin…It's been wonderful talking to you, but I'm going to be really selfish and leave you to finish your book, so that you can give it to me tomorrow morning." She stood up and stre
tched out her arm to shake his hand.
As Kerrin shifted the glass from his right to his left hand she noticed the flash of gold on the wedding finger. She was even surprised at her own reaction to it.
She was disappointed.
As Laura walked back down the stairs Kerrin smiled to himself. He may be old and fat, but it was true that some women were still attracted to him. He hadn't lost it after all. He couldn't wait to tell Dana that he had been hit upon, and to tease her about it when he called her the next day!
Chapter 21
Day Fifteen
Cape Town
South Africa