During the war, I'd seen women, and also men, who had been brutalized by soldiers, wear the same look of blank fear that Aimee wore now. Their trust had been broken, their peace destroyed.
I kept my voice quiet. "Aimee, do you remember me?"
Aimee nodded, her yellow hair limply brushing the pillows. "From the house."
"How are you?" I asked.
Aimee turned her head and looked at the window, where weak sunlight tried to filter through clouds. "Alice and the mistress were kind to me. And Mrs. Brandon."
She spoke woodenly, and I noted she did not answer my question.
"I've come to talk to you because I want to find Jane Thornton. Anything you can tell me, anything about how you came to Mr. Horne's house and how she left it, will help."
Aimee had closed her eyes during my speech. Now she opened them and plucked at the fringe of the shawl. "I do not remember very much."
"Anything you can," I said. "I want to find Jane and bring her home."
Her gaze flicked to me briefly then away. "Alice told me how kind you've been. But I don't know how much I can help. They gave me opium to make me sleep and would not let me stay with Miss Jane. I want the opium all the time now, and it hurts when I cannot have it. Isn't that funny?"
I didn't find it in the least amusing. "Do you know how you came to be in Mr. Horne's house at all?"
"Not very well." Her voice died to a whisper. "I remember my young lady and I had gone to the Strand to wait for the carriage. It was so crowded that day, I did not know how it was going to find us. A woman, she came to us and asked Miss Jane to help her. She was dressed in rags and crying and begged for Miss Jane to come with her."
"And Miss Thornton went?"
"Miss Jane had a kind heart. She was afraid the woman was sick or in trouble, and so she went. The beggar woman took us into a tiny court a little way down the street, and then I remember nothing. Perhaps someone hit me, I do not know. I awoke in an attic and I was very frightened, but Miss Jane was there, and she comforted me."
"Was this attic in Mr. Horne's house?"
"No. I do not know where we were. We were bound hand and foot in the middle of the floor and could not get loose. When it was very dark, people came and gave us something to drink. I knew it was opium, but they made us drink it. When I awoke again, I was in another attic, but in a bed, and Miss Jane was there, with him."
"With Mr. Horne?"
She nodded, her eyes filling. "He told Miss Jane he'd hurt me if she did not do what he said. I begged her to not listen, to run away, but she went with him. She always did what he said."
"She did not try to run away, or find a constable, or go home?"
Aimee shook her head against the pillows. "He did not have to hold her with a lock or a door. She was so ashamed of what she'd become, even though it was not her fault. I told her to go, and it made no difference about me, but she would not. And then he sent her away. All alone, with nothing. He broke her spirit, then he tossed her out like rubbish."
For the first time since I'd entered the room, Aimee looked directly at me. Her wide brown eyes held deep and unwavering pain and unmasked fury.
"Did he send her somewhere?"
"I do not know. One morning, she was gone, and he would not tell me where, though I asked and asked. I know he must have thrown her out."
"Was she going to have a child?"
"I do not know. She would not tell me. But I think so. He thought so."
I hesitated a long time, trying to put my questions in a way that would not hurt her. "You were in the wardrobe in his study the day he died," I said. "He put you there."
"Yes."
"When?"
Her fair brows drew together. "What do you mean?"
"Did he put you in that morning, or later, after his visitor had departed?"
Aimee's body drooped. "I do not know. I have been trying to remember. But I hurt so much, and I was so tired."
"Do you remember the visitor?"
"I remember Mr. Bremer coming to the study and telling him someone had come to call. Mr. Horne was angry at him. But then he told Mr. Bremer to let the guest upstairs. I do not know who it was; Mr. Bremer spoke so softly. After Mr. Bremer left, Mr. Horne carried me to the wardrobe. I cried and begged him to let me go back to the attics so I could rest, but he pushed me in and locked the door."
"Could you hear through the door what the two gentlemen spoke about?"
"I cannot remember if I heard them or not. The doors were thick, and I was sleepy."
I decided to try another tack. "After the other gentleman left, did Mr. Horne open the wardrobe again?"
She went silent a moment, her eyes reflecting pain. "I do not believe he did, sir. I was well and truly asleep after that, and I remember nothing."
I sat back. If Horne had not opened the wardrobe again, that might mean he'd been dead when his visitor, Denis, had left him. But Horne might simply have decided to leave Aimee there, and someone else could have come to the study and killed him while she slept.
"The butler, Bremer, has been arrested for Mr. Horne's murder," I said.
Aimee's eyes widened. "Mr. Bremer, sir? He did not. He could not have."
"It is possible that he did. After Mr. Denis--Horne's visitor, that is--departed, Bremer could have come in and stabbed Mr. Horne, not realizing you were in the wardrobe."
"Oh, no, sir, not Mr. Bremer."
"Why not? You said you heard nothing."
She shook her head, alert now. Josette looked up from her stitching.
"Mr. Bremer is a foolish and weak old man," Aimee said. "He was terrified of him. He never could have done such a thing."
"You do not think that even an elderly man, cowed and frightened, could have killed him in a fit of terror?"
Her lips whitened. "I do not know."
"What about the other staff? Could any of them have killed him?"
"I never saw the others. Except Grace."
"What about Grace?"
Aimee's brow puckered. "I think--I don't remember. I never saw her that day, I do not think." Her eyes lost their glitter, and she touched her hand to her throat. "I am sorry, sir. I'm very tired."
Josette put aside her stitching and rose. "Aimee should rest now, sir."
Disappointment touched me, but I got to my feet. I'd hoped Aimee would tell me everything I needed to know, but I could not expect a tormented and ill woman to have all my answers for me.
I wanted to give Aimee words of comfort, to help her with pretty phrases, but I had nothing to give. She had been broken, body and soul, and it would take a long time for her to heal. Perhaps she never would, completely.
Josette accompanied me to the front room, her gait rigid with disapproval.
"Forgive me," I said. "I did not mean to upset her."
Josette looked up at me in sympathy. She truly did have beautiful eyes. "It is not your fault, sir. You had to know."
"I will look for Jane. I will find her."
"Yes, sir. I know you will. Thank you for being good to Aimee."
I took Josette's hand in farewell. Something sparked in her eyes, something behind the gratitude, and the anger, and the sorrow, something I did not understand. She looked back at me, bemused, and I released her hand and took my leave.
*** *** ***
That evening, I began looking in the brothels for Jane Thornton. I began with those known near Hanover Square and fanned out my search from there.
The witty called such houses nunneries or schools of Venus, and coined the madams who ran them, abbesses. But they were nothing more than bawdy houses in which a gentleman could purchase the company of a lady for an hour or a night. Many houses nearer Mayfair housed fine ladies, who might have begun their lives as gentlemen's daughters. The fashionable thronged to these high-flyers for clever conversation as well as for baser pleasures.
The farther east I traveled, the coarser the houses became and the less clean the girls. In each I asked about a young woman call
ed Jane or Lily.
What I got for my trouble were threats, being shoved from doorsteps, and nearly being pummeled by the bullies who guarded the doors. After the abbesses discovered I had no money, they considered me a nuisance and wanted to be rid of me. I had to show the length of steel in my swordstick a time or two before their bullies would let me go. They must have sent word 'round to each other, because some were ready for me before I even arrived.
I visited the nunneries near my rooms later, after dark, just to be thorough. None were any more pleased to see me than those in Mayfair had been.
As I tramped down Long Acre, Black Nancy sidled up to me and slipped her hand through the crook of my arm.
"If you want a game girl so bad, Captain, yer can just come to me."
I glanced sharply down at her, not really in the mood for her banter. "I am looking for a girl who shouldn't be in the nunneries. Not one who should."
"You're that baffling, Captain. What are you on about?"
"A young lady's family is looking for her. I want to find her and send her home."
Nancy made a face. "Well, what if she don't want ter go? Reformers try to send me home all the time. Stupid sods. Me dad's worse than any flat I ever had."
Nancy had once told me that her father beat her, and I'd seen the bruises on her face that she tried to hide with paint and powder. "I think I do not much like your father," I said.
She chuckled. "Suits me. I don't like him either."
I strolled back toward Covent Garden, and she stuck to me like a dog following its master. "What's this girl's name? Maybe I know her."
"I'm not certain what she's calling herself. Maybe Jane. Or Lily."
She pursed her lips. "I know lots of Janes. No Lilies."
I looked down at her. "Are there any new girls on the streets of late? One who doesn't seem to fit in?"
"There's new girls all the time. They don't last. Would she work Covent Garden?"
I shook my head, depressed. "You don't know anyone called Charlotte, do you?" I hazarded.
"How many ladies do you want, Captain? No, I don't know no Charlottes. Why don't you want a Nancy?"
I studied the white-painted face beside me. "I have one more than I can endure now."
She grinned, her scarlet mouth wide. "Ain't you lucky I like you? 'Cause I'll tell ya something, Captain. I found your coachman."
* * * * *
Chapter Thirteen
I stopped short and looked down at her in astonishment. A squat man stumbled into me, then pushed past me with a curse.
"Why didn't you say so?" I demanded.
"You never asked. You were pleased to go on about your Janes and Lilies and Charlottes."
"Where is he?"
"Keep your trousers on, Captain. Or rather, no. I bet you're handsome in your skin."
"If you are only going to babble nonsense, I'll go home and keep my shillings."
Nancy clung to my arm. "Wait a minute. I'm only teasing yer. I did it just like yer said. I hung about watching the nobs come to the theatre. I asked and asked about people called Carstairs until I found their coach. But the coachman was new. Only been coachin' for the Carstairs for a couple weeks. Last coachman gave notice, you see, and went off."
"Damn."
She laughed and squeezed my arm. "Don't fret, Captain. I kept plaguing him until he told me where the last coachman had gone. He drives for some cove called Barnstable or some such name. But I found him. This Barnstable goes to the opera too. We're fine pals now, Jemmy and me."
"Jemmy is the coachman?"
"Well, it ain't Mr. Barnstable, is it?" She snorted a laugh. "So I found him for ya. Where's my two shillings?"
"I wanted him to pay a call on me."
"Well, Jemmy don't want to. Why would the likes of him be going to a gentleman's rooms? No, I got him tucked away in a public 'ouse. Said I'd come and fetch you."
"All right, then. I'll give you your money when I've spoken to him."
"You're a mean one. Come on, then. It ain't far."
She led me back toward Covent Garden market, closed now, through the square and to another narrow street. A pub with the sign of a rearing stallion stood halfway down the curved and aged lane, and Nancy took me inside.
The pub was crowded, with a stream of people coming and going. Burly lads in household livery were obviously footmen who'd stepped in for a pint while their masters and mistresses sat in the theatre watching plays or operas. They risked their places doing so--the master or mistress might want them at a moment's notice--but they seemed content to take the chance.
Men and women of the working and servant classes lingered contentedly, talking loudly with friends, laughing at anecdotes. In the snug, a barmaid led a rousing song. Nance took me to a highbacked settle with a table drawn up to it. She smiled at the man sitting there before snuggling in beside him and plopping a kiss to his cheek.
"This is Jemmy. I brought the captain to yer."
I slid onto the bench across from them. Jemmy was not a big man; he'd be perhaps a half-head taller than Nance when standing, but his black coat, shiny with wear, stretched over wide shoulders and tight muscles. His brown hair was greasy and fell lankly over his forehead. His wide face split into a grin at Nancy, showing canine teeth filed to points.
Jemmy raised a hand, washing the smell of sweat and ale over me. "Well, here I am, Cap'n. What do you want of me?"
A plump barmaid plopped a warm tankard of beer in front of me. She smiled at me, revealing two missing teeth, ignored the coachman and Nance, and sailed away.
"Bitch," Jemmy muttered.
"Aw, Jemmy, you don't need her. You got me." Nance wriggled herself under his arm. He encircled her shoulders with it, letting his fingers rest an inch from her bosom.
I had planned to question Jemmy subtly, but I was very bad at anything but blatant truths. Plus, the way he touched Nance sent flickers of irritation through me.
"You used to coach for the Carstairs family," I said without preliminary.
"Yeah. What of it?"
"You once drove to the Strand and retrieved Miss Jane Thornton and her maid for an afternoon of shopping with young Miss Carstairs."
He hesitated for a long moment. "Who told you that?"
"I know it. Many people know it."
Alarm flickered in his eyes. "They sent me on all kinds of errands for the spoiled little chit. Don't remember all of them. I'd give her the back of me 'and, she was mine."
I went on ruthlessly. "On that particular day you went to fetch Miss Thornton and her maid, but when you reached the Carstairs' house, they were gone."
His eyes went wary. "I know that. They got in, but there wasn't a sign of 'em when I opened the door at the house in Henrietta Street. Could have knocked me down with a feather."
"You never saw her get out of the carriage."
"Saw who?" The corners of his mouth had gone white.
"Miss Thornton."
"Oh, her. You ever driven a coach, Cap'n? You got to drive the team and watch out for other coaches and wagons who have no business being on the streets. They lock your wheels, you're done for. I don't got time to look out what my passengers do."
"Or perhaps the passengers never got into the coach in the first place."
His mouth hardened. "Who's been telling you things? It's a pack of lies."
I leaned toward him, the stale steam from my beer engulfing me. I was making guesses, pieced together from what Aimee and the orange girl in the Strand had told me, but I had to try. "Someone paid you to look the other way that day. To drive to the Strand, wait a few minutes, then drive away again. You were to go back to Henrietta Street and claim you didn't know what happened. Perhaps later that night you were paid to return, to fetch the young ladies in earnest this time and drive them to Hanover Square."
"I never. It's lies, that is."
"If it is not the truth, it is very close to it."
Jemmy shoved his glass away from him. Ale slopped onto the pitted
and stained tabletop. "Who says it is? You going to take me to the beaks? And tell them what? No one is left to prove it."
"No," I mused. "Horne is dead; Miss Thornton is gone. Did Mr. Carstairs ask you to go? I wager he did not like the questions people asked when Miss Thornton disappeared. Or perhaps your real employer decided you should quit the house before anyone became suspicious."
"Don't know what you're talking about. I'm a coachman. I drive coaches for gentry."
"It must be lucrative," I said steadily, "but difficult, to work for Mr. Denis."
Jemmy flushed a sudden, sharp red, and his eyes held fear and hate. "Is that why you came, to throw lies in my face? Is that why you got your whore to chum to me?" He shoved Nance from him. "Get out. I don't want you."
"Aw, Jemmy--"
"Get out. I don't want to see you, understand?"
Nance's lip trembled. "Jemmy, I didn't know."
"Go on. And take your flat with you."
Nance stared at him in hurt dismay. I rose and took her arm, gently getting her to her feet and leading her away. The red-faced barmaid grinned at me, and I tossed her coins for the ale. She winked and tucked the money into her bodice.
I led the dejected Nance out of the pub and into the dark streets.
"Don't mourn him, Nance. I am just as glad you're away from him. I don't like the way he put his hands on you."
She brightened, though tears glittered on her face. "Are you jealous?"
"Disgusted, rather."
She stopped. "You think I am disgusting?"
"I did not say that."
"You do think so. That's why you always put me off." Another tear rolled down her nose.
I took her arm and pulled her to the brick wall of a house, out of the way of traffic. "I'll thank you not to put words in my mouth. I found your coachman disgusting. I do not find you so, and I am happy that you are away from him."
"Oh." She gave me a long look from under her lashes. "I took a bath. Washed meself all over."
"Did you?" I asked, bemused.
"Because you likes girls as bathe themselves. It wasn't fancy soap, but I smell clean. Don't I?"
She shoved her hand under my nose. I moved it away. "Nance."
"You don't have to give me money for it. Or for finding Jemmy, because he turned out a bad 'un." She drew her finger down my lapel. "I fancies ya, yer know. That's why I'm always teasing yer."
I would never make her understand. Her world was not my world, even if the edges collided from time to time. "We had a bargain. Two shillings when you found the coachman for me. Here." I pressed coins into her hand. "Take yourself home for the rest of the night."