‘I rather liked it. And it’s true.’
‘We’re not concerned with the truth. We’re concerned with making a bloody cultural film.’ He then shouted: ‘Ready, everybody?’ And, after, having absorbed something of the country in his three or four days here: ‘Don’t interrupt till he’s finished, please.’
A Trinity College man spoiled the second take by suddenly saying: ‘Well, isn’t it mean and vindictive? Isn’t it just what the man said it was?’
‘Cut.’
The third take was ruined by the drinker with The Times suddenly shaking so violently that the sound-recordist said: ‘It’s coming through loud and clear. Rustle of that paper. Like an army on the march.’
‘Cut.’ The producer came over to the man and said: ‘I think you’d better leave. If you don’t mind. No hard feelings, eh? When you come back there’ll be a pint of Guinness paid for.’
And so he went out. Autumn sun gilded Duke Street. He turned into Dawson Street and then walked south to Stephen’s Green. They knew then, or somebody knew. The shadow of a gunman, the regular dream of the two courteous strangers in raincoats. He still had The Times gripped in his left hand. He glanced again at the box-number. And, had it not been for this chance today, he would never have known. The fear could have remained a dream. The only thing to do was to answer, no longer to remain in hiding. But, before he wrote, there was something important to be done. He had parked his small car just off Baggot Street. He strode nervously to get it. Then he drove through the shining traffic north, across the river – Capel Street, Dorset Street, Gardiner Street.
The big room was cool, a sanctuary. When the tall man came, he said: ‘I’ve made up my mind. I’ve been thinking about it a lot.’
‘It’s a very momentous decision.’
‘I’ve done what you suggested, thought of other roads. But this is the only one I can take.’
‘If you’re quite sure.’
‘Sure as I’ll ever be. I can be useful.’
‘You can that. Well, I’ll do what I said. The wheels can be put in motion. I don’t think you’ll have to wait long.’
‘Thank you.’
His drive to what he called home was a long one, along the coast road, the sea on his left. When he saw Blackrock Park on one side, Blackrock College on the other, he felt calmer. The sun was brilliant on Kingstown Harbour, what they now called Dun Laoghaire. Monkstown Road. Larry, one of his dig-mates, a man who had no second name, worked in a pub just off there. A curate. Holy name, holy office. George’s Street, Lower, Upper. Summerhill Road. Glasthule. Sandycove Road. Scotsman’s Bay down there, Sandycove Harbour. And one of the towers that Pitt had had built for the protection of British soil. The French are on the say, they’ll be here without delay, and the Orange will decay. It always seemed a very small consequence of a very big invasion. A decaying orange. Things shrunk here to sweetness. It was time to engage the bitter world again. He turned right into Albert Road.
It was a decent little house, newly painted, painted often: the sea salt tended to get at it. A gull wheeled and mewled above the sugar-candy roof. He opened up with his Yale. Mr Sullivan, who had once worked in the Castle, could be heard coughing loudly from his room. The hall had a damp comfortable smell, vaguely bready. There was a barometer, also a coat-rack. On the walls were crude pictures of the Sacred Heart, the BVM, St Anthony, the Little Flower. These were the work of a man who sat all evening in the cellars of the Ormond Hotel, making his hagiographs among hot pipes like pythons, a bottle of beer occasionally brought down by an art-admiring waiter. ‘I’m home, Mrs Madden,’ he called. The word no longer seemed forced or conventional. Soon he would be deeper home. Mrs Madden came out from the kitchen, huge-bosomed, crazy-eyed, wiping her hands on her apron.
‘Will you be wanting it now?’
‘I have a letter to write. Then I’ll be down.’
‘Don’t be too long now. I’ll start it right away.’ And she went to get down her frying-pan. He mounted the stairs. There were other holy pictures on the wall of the stairwell, but these were Italian – olive-skinned Christ, swooning Madonna. There was a photograph of the late Pope John. He entered his bed-sitting-room. It looked out on to Dundelea Park with its little hand-shaped lake. Beyond was Breffni Road, then the sea. He had no pictures on the walls, only maps of cities. The scales were tiny; to read the names of the streets he had to use a magnifying-glass. All the cities were beyond what was known as the Iron Curtain.
Well, he had worked, he had kept himself, but it had all been so much marking time. After his weeks at the Dolphin, he saw that his money would not last for ever. He had taught foreign languages in a little private commercial school in, of all places, Booterstown. He had eaten sparely, had kept to draught stout with the odd ball of malt, as they called it. He had not been with a woman at all. Marking time. He sat down now at his little table, took out his writing-pad and ballpoint and set down his few lines of reply to the advertisement in The Times. He put down the date, but not his address. He said: ‘I am alive. I am not very much afraid. Put that same enquiry in The Times one year from now to the day and I will not be afraid at all. I will then say where I am and you can come for me.’ He signed his name: they would find the signature genuine. After lunch he would go down to Dun Laoghaire and see that the letter went aboard the packet, to be posted in England. It was a return to the old way of cunning. Soon that cunning would be in the service of a more interesting end.
2
It was raining heavily when he took his car to meet them at Dublin Airport. Five, not four, seasons had gone by, and for him they had been crammed with a renewal of work, discipline, obedience. They had been punctual with their message and he had been punctual in replying, but, they had said, they would have to delay coming, they could not get away so easily. He smiled to remember his relief and yet annoyance. He had been discharged dead, after all. Only after death, he had once said, was regeneration possible. He pulled up his raincoat collar and tightened the muffler round his neck: a little throat trouble lately, and that would not do. The flight, it was announced, would be ten minutes late. He had a large JJ in the bar. It had been strange to meet Father Byrne again, that very old man, up from Cork for a visit to his great-nephew, still with a healthy thirst for JJ, less anti-semitic than in the old days, not too sure about the way these ecumenical things were going, but we have to change with the times, my boy. And how is that friend of yours, the clever one, God forgive him, Hoper or Raper or something? He’d heard from Roper, said Hillier, in East Germany. Once apart from his wife but now reunited. Working for the Bolsheviks, did you say? A terrible world, sure. A Godless boy, that was all his science. Wait, Hillier had said.
The aircraft descended from heaven. Umbrellas on the tarmac. And then. The shyness was to be expected.
‘To think,’ said Hillier, ‘I’d been frightened. I suppose I’m a little frightened now. I need a lot of forgiveness.’
‘I suppose we do too,’ said Alan. ‘You don’t look all that much older. Thinner, though.’ Alan had grown into young man’s gravity. He refused a cigarette. Clara was still beautiful.
‘Where are you staying?’
‘At the Gresham. That’s a good place, isn’t it?’
‘Oh, yes. A film-star place. Jet-set stuff. I can’t afford even to drink there.’
The luggage came sailing through on the endless belt. ‘Only one bag each,’ said Alan. ‘We can’t stay more than a couple of days. Clara’s going to be married.’
Hillier tested his nerves for jealousy then grinned at himself. ‘Felicitations, if that’s the right word. Who is he?’
She blushed. ‘He’s a sculptor. But doing very well, really. The GLC commissioned him to do a symbolic group, representing Comprehensive Education. There’s plenty of work coming in, honestly.’
‘Honestly,’ echoed Hillier, as he took one of the two suitcases, fine new pigskin, ‘I didn’t think for one moment that he was marrying you for your money. Does Alan approve of him?’
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sp; ‘There’ve been too many smelling around after the money,’ said Alan. ‘This chap seems all right to me.’
‘And who gives the bride away?’
‘You may think it funny,’ said Alan, ‘but at one time we actually thought of you.’
‘Oh no.’
‘But Hardwicke insisted it was his job. I suppose I should say George – that’s what we’re supposed to call him. We live there during the vacations. In Surrey. He’s all right, but he laughs too much. Of course, he’s got plenty to laugh about. He became Chairman, you know.’
‘Really? This is my car.’
‘I always pictured you,’ said Alan, ‘with one of these real spy jobs. But that’s all over, isn’t it? You’re respectable now.’
‘Not really all over. Not really respectable.’
Atha-Cliath, said the signpost. The road to Dublin was all wet greens. The windscreen-wiper didn’t work very well. Hillier asked after their stepmother.
‘That bitch? She didn’t do too badly, but the lawyers said some nasty things about her. She’s married somebody quite different, not her regular boy-friend at all. She was a desirable widow, you see, even though she didn’t get as much as she expected. I think they’re in Canada or somewhere. He’s a Canadian, something to do with typewriters.’
‘Not an impostor?’
‘I was very young then,’ said Alan. ‘I knew too much, and it was all quiz-rubbish. Now I start learning, something deep and narrow. I want to specialise in Mediaeval.’
‘Interesting. But will it equip you for the running of flour-mills?’
‘We both eat bread now,’ said Alan, ‘but we don’t care for it very much. No, somebody else can get on with Walters’ Flour, the Flower of Flours. I rather fancy useless scholarship.’
‘That’s Findlater’s Church,’ said Hillier. ‘Can you see it? This is a terrible place for rain.’
‘Why did you come here to live?’ asked Clara.
‘It’s the only place for a Catholic Englishman forced into exile. A Western capital, not too big. The sea. It produced great men. Tomorrow you must come with me to St Patrick’s. Swift and Stella, you know. And with the Irish, this is another attraction, history is timeless. Friend and enemy are caught in a stone clinch. It looks very much like the embrace of lovers.’
‘Neutral,’ sneered Alan. ‘It opted out of the modern age. Good God, look at that laundry van. It has a swastika on it, look. Can you imagine that anywhere else in the world?’
‘We have to be careful about that word “neutral”,’ said Hillier. ‘You don’t need bomb-ruins to remind you of wars. The big war can be planned here as well as anywhere – I mean the war of which the temporal wars are a mere copy.’
‘Good and Evil you mean,’ said Alan.
‘Not quite. We need new terms. God and Notgod. Salvation and damnation of equal dignity, the two sides of the coin of ultimate reality. As for the evil, they have to be liquidated.’
‘The neutrals,’ said Alan. ‘If we could get down to the real struggle we wouldn’t need spies and cold wars and spheres of influence and the rest of the horrible nonsense. But the people who are engaged in these mock things are better than the filthy neutrals.’
‘Theodorescu died,’ said Hillier. ‘In Istanbul.’
‘Ah. Did you kill him?’ It was a cool assassin’s question, professional.
‘In a way, yes. I made sure he died.’
‘I seem to remember there was an Indian woman with him,’ said Clara. ‘Rather lovely. In his power, I should have thought.’
‘I never saw her again. She had great gifts. She was a door into the other world. Does that sound stupid? It wasn’t the world of God and Notgod. It was a model of ultimate reality, shorn of the big duality however. Castrated ultimate reality. In one way she purveyed good, that other neutral. But good is a neutral inanimate – music, the taste of an apple, sex.’
‘Not an image of God, then?’ said Alan.
‘Knowing God means also knowing His opposite. You can’t get away from the great opposition.’
‘That’s Manichee stuff, isn’t it? I’m quite looking forward to doing Mediaeval.’
They had arrived at the Gresham Hotel. Some little girls were waiting in the rain with autograph-books. They weren’t sure whether to accost Clara or not. ‘This place,’ said Hillier, ‘is a terrible place for film-stars.’ A porter with a big umbrella saw to the luggage. Alan and Clara went to the reception-desk. ‘I’ll see you in that lounge there,’ Hillier said. ‘Among the film-stars. We’ll have a drink.’
‘On me,’ said Alan.
When they came down from their rooms they gaped. Hillier had had his raincoat and muffler taken to the cloakroom. He sat there smiling in a clerical collar. But, a gentleman, he rose for Clara. Clara said the right thing: ‘So I can call you Father after all.’
‘I don’t get it,’ frowned Alan. ‘You spouting that Manichee stuff. Most unorthodox.’
‘If we’re going to save the world,’ said Hillier, ‘we shall have to use unorthodox doctrines as well as unorthodox methods. Don’t you think we’d all rather see devil-worship than bland neutrality? What are we going to have to drink?’ A waiter was hovering, as though for a priestly blessing. Alan gave the order and, when the gins came, signed the chit with the flourish of a flour prince. He said: ‘My real bewilderment is in seeing you got up like that. I’m sure it’s just another of your impostures.’
‘What they call a late vocation,’ said Hillier. ‘I had to go to Rome for a kind of crash-course. But one of these days we’ll meet again on a voyage, and I’ll be a real impostor. Another typewriter technician or perhaps a condom manufacturer or a computer salesman. I think, though, I’ll be travelling tourist. Otherwise, it’ll just be like old times – sneaking into the Iron Curtain countries, spying, being subversive. But the war won’t be cold any more. And it won’t be just between East and West. It just happens that I have the languages of cold-war espionage.’
‘Like the Jesuits in Elizabeth’s time,’ said Alan. ‘Equivocation and all that.’
‘But will you kill?’ asked Clara too loudly. Some neighbour drinkers, solid Dubliners, looked shocked.
‘There’s a commandment about killing.’ Hillier winked.
‘Champagne cocktails,’ said Alan with excitement. ‘Let’s have champagne cocktails now.’
‘You a priest,’ wondered Clara. Hillier knew what she was remembering. He said: ‘The appointment isn’t a retrospective one.’
‘That’s where you’re wrong,’ said Alan. ‘I wasn’t such a fool that time, after all. On the ship, I mean. I knew you were an impostor.’
‘Samozvanyets,’ translated Hillier. ‘You remember the man on the tram that night in Yarylyuk?’
‘The night I –’ It was quiet assassin’s pride.
‘Yes. He knew as well. And yet everything’s an imposture. The real war goes on in heaven.’ He fell without warning into a sudden deep pit of depression. His bed would be cold and lonely that night. The times ahead would be even harder than the times achieved. He was ageing. Perhaps the neutrals were right. Perhaps there was nothing behind the cosmic imposture. But the very ferocity of the attack of doubt now began to convince him: doubt was frightened; doubt was bringing up its guns. Accidie. He was hungry. Alan, who could see through impostures, could also read his thoughts.
‘We’ll have a good dinner,’ said Alan. ‘On me. With champagne. And we can drink toasts.’
‘Lovely,’ said Clara.
‘Amen,’ said Father Hillier.
Tremor of Intent
‘I have read with delight this spy novel to end all spy novels… Tremor of Intent is a book to read. I’ll be surprised if you quickly forget it.’
– Francis Brown, New York Times Book Review, speaking on WQXR
‘A gleaming novel of ideas…brazenly clever. He is possessed by a black sense of humor… Burgess is nothing if not outrageous.’
– New York Times Book Review
‘
Tremor of Intent has more wit and comic invention than the books which it so boisterously ridicules… The talent is as unsettling as it is prodigious. The element of play is outrageous and nearly always funny.’
– New Republic
‘The tone here is Fleming, veering to Graham Greene; Eric Ambler and John Le Carre are just around the corner… Very funny.’
– The Listener
‘Splendid entertainment, outrageous ribaldry, lordly intelligence.’
– The Guardian
‘Just below the glossy skin there is a subtle exploration of the human condition, an examination of contemporary morality. One of the rare novelists writing today.’
– Book Week
‘A first-class knockabout thriller… marvelously entertaining.’
– Times Literary Supplement
‘A heady brew of intrigue, leavened with a dash of mysticism and philosophy.’
– John Barkham, Saturday Review Syndicate
1 See Conversations with Anthony Burgess, edited by Earl G. Ingersoll and Mary C. Ingersoll (University Press of Mississippi, 2008), p. 37.
1. Clara and Alan calmer now but sent to bed with a couple of sleeping tablets each. The Polyolbion throbbing away from Yarylyuk towards Istanbul. I have sent a radio message to the address given by T, namely Cumhuriyet Caddesi 15. Another steward answered my ring, saying Wriste unaccountably not reported back to ship. I sit here with the crabbed royal blue script of Roper and a new bottle of Old Mortality. All right, Roper, let’s hear all about it.
1. Oh no, Roper. You never even did that at school.
1. You sentimental self-pitying bastard, Roper. You’ll be back in the Church yet, you mark my words.
1. They should have been most willing to help, shouldn’t they?
2. Cut out the frills, Roper. Not your line at all.
1. Oh no, Roper. No no. NO.