Except that idiot piper. He and she collided where corridors crossed. She could have avoided him had she been paying attention. The fool was playing the dirge from
The Wizards of Ilkazar,
loudly, perhaps mocking Varthlokkur, and she should have heard him. But fear blocked all sensitivity. The piper didn’t exist till she bowled him over.
But he noticed her. With a leer, from the floor, he played an old tavern song, “Lady in a Red Dress.” Nepanthe blushed and hurried on. The piping pursued her through the windy halls.
The shaking of the walls, and the pandemonium beyond them, was dying when she burst into Varthlokkur’s workshop.
The wizard stood at the heart of an elaborate multiple pentagram spangled with scores of swimming magical symbols. In the air, based on the sides of a pentagram on the floor, and each sharing sides with two of the others, outward leaning, were five pentagrams traced in blue fire. Above the wizard was a pentagram of red fire, from the sides of which depended five pentagrams in green. These had common sides with the blue below, so that Varthlokkur was completely enclosed by a twelve-faceted jewel of pentagrams. And swimming on the planes of the aerial pentagrams were fiery symbols in silver, gold, violet, and orange. The room was dark except for the light given off by this complex thaumaturgical-topological construct. The symbols in motion blazed when Varthlokkur stroked them with the tip of a short black wand, the room surged and swirled to ebbs and flows of weird color.
Nepanthe stopped a step inside the door. Had she asked her question immediately, all might have come tumbling down. Recovering, she eased the door shut and tiptoed to where the Old Man sat watching, enthralled. She, too, was soon engrossed. This was the first of Varthlokkur’s magic she had actually seen. For a moment she felt the Power in her blood yearning toward him, felt the pull of its need for completeness.
The wizard made a magnificent picture there in the heart of his construct, with the varicolored lights teasing over his features. Wand in hand, he seemed a god caressing the stars of his universe.
Unconsciously, wanting to share, Nepanthe touched the Old Man’s hand, held it lightly as she had her father’s long years past, when frightened or awed.
“It’s magnificent, isn’t it?”
She nodded dumbly.
“It’s a new thing, something he discovered while waiting for you. Never tried it before. A whole new field of magic is opening here. Amazing.”
“It’s beautiful,” she replied.
“Uhm.”
“But why? What’s happened?”
The Old Man glanced at her with a smirkish smile. “Your husband’s cohorts, Ragnarson and bin Yousif, found themselves a couple of wizards crazy enough to attack us. Competent men, Prime Circle, but no match for Varthlokkur. We caught them red-handed after they killed the Devil’s Hawk. Now they’re trying to get us before we get them. But they haven’t hurt us at all, and I doubt that there’s any damage they can do.”
She nodded while he spoke, too enthralled by light and color to be annoyed by his smugness. Suddenly, Varthlokkur relaxed and sighed. She leaned forward, excited, again feeling that pull. The wizard tucked his wand under his arm, wiped sweat from his brow with his sleeve, and stepped from the heart of his creation. Symbols swirled as his passage disturbed them.
Nepanthe gasped. Varthlokkur heard her. “No need for alarm,” he said tiredly. “It’s not your usual pentagram. It’s not a protection against devils. You might call it a Power matrix. It concentrates the Power so I can project it. The symbols represent the demons outside. When I touch one I sting a soul…” He paused, rubbed his temples. “I’m tired.”
The Old Man withdrew his hand from Nepanthe’s. “I’ll get something to fresh you up. Why don’t you sit down for a while?” He left.
Varthlokkur massaged his temples for a full minute, then turned to the thing he had wrought. “I suppose I’d better get rid of that,” he mumbled.
“Please don’t,” said Nepanthe. “Leave it for a while. It’s beautiful. Like watching the universe from outside.”
Varthlokkur glanced at it, then eased into the Old Man’s chair. “Guess it is. Never thought of it as anything but a tool.” He looked at her closely, watching the light patterns dancing on her face. He chuckled. “The dress becomes you. But aren’t you a bit early? He won’t be here till tomorrow.”
Silence stretched. She could think of nothing to say. Moreover, she remembered that pull of a moment earlier and was distressed by the temptation.
He rose, said, “Come here,” and took her hand, pulled her from her chair. “Go stand in the center of the pentagram.”
Uncertainly, she did as she was directed, positioning herself at the heart of a gleaming gold star whose points lay in the angles of the pentagram on the floor. Varthlokkur spoke a few soft words, touched his wand to a silver symbol. It clung. He moved it to her left ear. She started, controlled the impulse, was surprised when she felt nothing. It had looked hot. Varthlokkur spoke again. The symbol attached itself to her.
He repeated the operation, caught her other ear, then filled her hair. And then he brought her out of his construct, to the mirror (which was just a mirror at the moment) and showed her herself with stars in her hair.
She smiled, said softly, “I feel like a goddess. It’s fantastic.”
“Fitting. You’re my goddess. I’ll give you the stars of the night.”
Her smile became a frown. She shook her head, more to rid herself of the attraction she felt than as a negative. “I’ve made my choice. That’s the end of it.”
“Not quite. Let me show you something. The divination I’ve mentioned so often. That you’ve always refused to believe.” He had finally realized that he had to offer her something more convincing than his word as Varthlokkur, the Empire Destroyer.
Eyes wonder-wide and disturbed, Nepanthe followed him to a table. He selected several items and set them out in an order with meaning known only to himself. He began chanting…
The castle groaned. Screams surrounded it. Dust showered from the shaken ceiling. Varthlokkur slammed a fist into a palm as he looked up. He snapped, “I’d thought them sufficiently warned.”
Claws of terror seized Nepanthe’s soul. “The magick! You’ve taken it apart!”
“No, don’t worry. We’ve got other defenses that’ll hold till I get it fixed. Come over here, please.” Back to the pentagrams they went, Nepanthe cooperating because she knew the attack could be as dangerous for her as for her captors. The Old Man arrived running with ale and sandwiches. He relaxed visibly when he saw the defense already under control.
An hour later, Varthlokkur said, “They were more determined this time.” From the heart of his creation he touched symbol after symbol. Each wriggled away from the contact. He told Nepanthe, “This causes a great deal of pain for the demons. It breaks their will to attack. But they can’t leave us while Visigodred and Zindahjira bind them. We’re balanced just now. I break wills about as fast as they recover. I hope the fact that I’m not bothering to turn the demons around on their masters will scare hell out of those two. I hope they’ll get to wondering what I’m cooking up instead.”
Still another hour later it had become evident that the attack might not break down at all. Said the Old Man, “They may just try to keep it up till Mocker’s at the gate.”
“Might be what they’re thinking. Let me see. Ah, yes. Get me a pair of tongs, please. Big ones. Thank you. Now, something silver and sharp. A needle—ah! The arrow… What?” He grew even more pallid.
All three stared at the arrow dangling beneath Varthlokkur’s mobile of bells. Nepanthe saw nothing unusual. It just hung there, swinging slowly back and forth. The Old Man, wearing a puzzled frown, took it down and handed it to Varthlokkur. They didn’t discuss whatever it was that had caused their consternation.
Nepanthe moved closer when the wizard seized a symbol with the tongs. The thing squirmed as if it were alive. It tried to escape. Nepanthe touched her ear fearfully.
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Varthlokkur noticed. “No, they’re like this only inside the pentagrams, when demons are near.” With the care of a master tailor, he pushed the point and shaft of the arrow through the struggling thing in the tongs. It stopped wriggling. Its color quickly faded, and in a moment the tongs grasped nothing but naked air. “Good. This shouldn’t take too long.” And, within half an hour, he had done the same with all the symbols. “Better leave this up,” he said when he finished. “They may try again.” He made certain a dully glowing symbol was in place in every plane of his structure. “Now, about that divination.” Though he was near collapse, he led Nepanthe to the table where his necromantic materials lay ready. Chants flowed across his tongue with the heavy fluidity of quicksilver. His wand danced over the objects. Time passed. A mist formed over the table. Soon things stirred in the mist, and a soft, fluting voice spoke therefrom. Nepanthe, despite herself, found that she couldn’t tear her attention away.
Hours may have passed before it was over. And, when it was, Varthlokkur seemed to be as amazed as she. And the Old Man couldn’t close his mouth, so stunned was he. Whole new vistas of perfidy and holocaust had opened to his more ancient, less ignorant mind. Varthlokkur had hardly recognized the tip of the iceberg of what must be going on.
After a long silence, Nepanthe asked, “That wasn’t what you expected, was it?” Her throat was almost too tight for speech. She was terribly frightened again.
Varthlokkur shook his head slowly. “No, it wasn’t. That I didn’t expect at all. And yet you see the choices, yours and mine, and how soon they’ll be forced upon us.” And Nepanthe, who had lived all her life with magic, could no longer disbelieve. There was simply no defying such absolute revelations.
“And I have a choice of my own,” said the Old Man. “But mine’s already made.” His role in the Director’s drama remained fluid, and within his own control. “I’ll stand by you, Varthlokkur. You’ll do the same, Nepanthe, if you’ve got any sense at all. Destruction is the only alternative.” He turned to Varthlokkur, his expression unreadable.
The wizard inclined his head slightly. “Thank you. It’s unnecessary, you know. You can still get out.”
“There was a slip. We’ve seen that your divinations were manipulated. That gives us a chance. You’re still Varthlokkur,
the
wizard.
I
won’t run just because
you
’ve found the board broader and of a shape different than you thought. You’ve already decided to fight. I can sense it. Even though you think it’s useless. Because you think you owe it to those whom the puppet masters had you destroy. I can do no less. This is my world, too.” Pretty speech, he thought. Yet following its tenets would allow him to both pursue his private inclinations and what he saw as his greater purpose.
It hung in the balance now, and Nepanthe didn’t like it. Futures rested on her shoulders. She had to decide where to fight: beside her husband, or beside Varthlokkur. And, as the wizard had promised, even love dared not influence her judgment. So many futures could fall with the end of the coming battle, a battle she could help win—if she chose Varthlokkur.
She had just realized that Varthlokkur’s need wasn’t just the love-sexual thing she had recently come to believe—though that was much of it, of course—but also the Power-need she had suspected in the beginning.
States of maybe. The Power would still be marshalled on the opposing side.
Choosing her husband could bring the world crashing down, and those betrayed would number in hundreds of thousands, or millions. The fates of nations were in her hands, more than ever they had been when she had been but a part of the imperialist dreams of Ravenkrak. That weight settled heavily on her soul. Going to a chair, she dropped in, pulled her feet up under her (the short dress permitted it), and put her chin on her fist as she thought.
Varthlokkur paced. His sins of yesteryear were closing in. He strode like a tiger caged, occasionally glancing at Nepanthe, or the nervous bells, wishing he understood her better, wishing he knew more about why his ward-spell carillon had gone insane. He had to have her help. There was nowhere he could run. The bill-collector was coming, and he was the kind who couldn’t be evaded.
The Old Man called Varthlokkur aside, whispered, “There’s only one choice we dare let her make—even if we can’t force it. You’ve got to influence her somehow. She’s a woman. Youth could be a potent bribe. Make yourself young again. See how she reacts. Drop a few hints. I’ve got the tools here and ready.”
Varthlokkur studied Nepanthe. Finally, he nodded. “You’re right. It couldn’t hurt, bad as things are. Get it ready.” He turned, gazed at his great work, his contribution to sorcery, his hope. For a moment he saw the art Nepanthe had seen, the beauty. That would all be dust soon, perhaps, or new weapons for his enemies. “For the thing I fear comes upon me, and what I dread befalls me,” he whispered. Nepanthe glanced up questioningly, smiled weakly, didn’t really see him. He turned back to the Old Man.
“Ready?”
Varthlokkur took a deep breath, shrugged, said, “I suppose.”
Her attention attracted by the renewed chanting, Nepanthe turned as silver gray motes enveloped Varthlokkur. Resting her hands on the back of the chair and her chin atop them, enthralled, she listened and watched, and momentarily forgot her dilemma. Then the silver cloud died. And she gasped.
Varthlokkur took a step toward her, hand out, pleading, as young as he had been while calling the earth-marid to Ilkazar. Gone were the wrinkles, gray hair, grizzled beard, and the blue-veined skin which had marred the backs of his hands. As she had expected, he looked a great deal like bin Yousif—though his character wasn’t written as plainly on his face. Haroun had the look of a tormented, starving wolf.
She shook her head slowly, afraid to believe. The pull she had felt earlier became stronger than ever. “Can I see him? My husband?”
“In a minute,” said the Old Man. “Varthlokkur, get some food inside you.” He pointed to the long-forgotten supply of sandwiches and wine, then went to the mirror. After a mumbled incantation, it sprang to life—but showed only psychedelic madness.
“I blinded their eyes. Now they’ve blinded me,” Varthlokkur mumbled through a mouthful. “No, wait. Probably my gimmick there. Yes, I think that’s it. Interference.”
“He’ll be here tomorrow,” Nepanthe said.
“Yes,” Varthlokkur replied.
“I don’t want to hurt him.” She was giving ground. She saw by their expressions that they were aware of it. “Damn! I love him.”
“Uhn!” the Old Man grunted. He hoped he wouldn’t muff his lines. “Varthlokkur! What you’ve done to yourself… Could you do it to Nepanthe? Could we put the primary spells on her?”
Varthlokkur’s new young features expressed strong curiosity. He said, “She’d never be younger than she is now.”
“Maybe not, but that’s good enough, isn’t it?” Nepanthe was hanging on his words already, certain of their importance though she didn’t comprehend. “Nepanthe, if you could return to your husband after all, after supporting us in this thing tonight, and could also serve your destiny with Varthlokkur, would you?”
“I don’t understand.”
“Say yes!” Varthlokkur cried. “I can fix it so you can change back to the age you are now any time you want. You could live with your husband for the rest of his life, then come back to me. I can wait a few more years. Say you will. I know you want to. Your eyes say so. Oh, the Old Man’s given me honey and honeycomb when I thought it had to be one or neither at all.” He had become tremendously excited. Then a shadow of uncertainty crossed his face. “But you’d have to surrender completely, right now. You know what we have to do. Otherwise there’ll be no future at all. For any of us.”
“I know,” she replied. Her burden had become a devouring dragon. Every argument before her seemed compellingly attractive, yet equally repulsive. Everywhere she turned she saw opportunities to seize
things her soul craved, yet in each chance there existed the prospect of terrible pain for others. “And it’s the crudest hurt I could do him. If he found out, it would be like I was driving burning knives into him. But if I don’t do it, he won’t live long enough to find out how much he could’ve been hurt. That’s terribly cruel, to wound to give life, to betray to save.”
“Think of yourself as a surgeon, then,” said the Old Man. “Letting blood.”
His suggestion didn’t help. Nepanthe’s sorrow-pain ran ocean deep. Would Mocker ever believe, no matter how true it was, that she had betrayed him because of her love? He would hate her… But he would be alive to hate. Damn! This was a cruel game in which to be a pawn. What she had so feared giving even her husband she must now willingly tender Varthlokkur so that her Power could join and feed his in the coming conflict. If she refused… Fangdred rattled to its bones. “Damn fools!” the Old Man spat. “They just won’t quit! Let me.” He stepped into the Power matrix, which was brightly alive once more. With tongs and arrow he savagely banished the congregation of devils raging round the fortress.
Varthlokkur took Nepanthe aside (she shivered at his touch, for she hadn’t permitted it in a long time) and ensorceled her so that she could be returned to her present age. That took a long time.
Afterward, the wizard collapsed into a chair. The Old Man, in little better shape, prepared draughts of the brew nepanthe. The three refreshed themselves. Revived, Varthlokkur asked, “Nepanthe, would you meet me back here in an hour?” In an oblique way, she realized, she was being asked to prepare herself for what had to be done. Shivering, she nodded. Varthlokkur told the Old Man, “I’ll be walking the wall if you need me.” He took Nepanthe’s arm, walked her to the tower stairs. Behind them, the Old Man began preparing the room for her shame. She didn’t look back.