“Yes?”
“Unless he recognizes that he was manipulated into kissing her and resents it. He may even think she’s in cahoots with her father.”
Brightening, Bailey nodded, making a note on her pad. “Yeah, that would work.” Parker was as good at tossing ideas around as Jo Ann, which was a pleasant surprise.
“Still...” He hesitated, sighing. “A pretty woman is a pretty woman and he isn’t going to object too strongly, regardless of the circumstances. What happens when he does kiss her?”
“Not too much. He does it grudgingly, but I’ve decided I’m going to change that part. You’re right. He shouldn’t make too much of a fuss. However, this happens early on in the book and neither of them’s aware of her father’s scheme. I don’t want to tip the reader off so soon as to what’s happening.”
Bailey’s mind was spinning as she reworked the scene. She could picture Michael and Janice standing under the mistletoe, both somewhat uneasy with the situation, but as Parker suggested, not objecting too strongly. Janice figures they’ll kiss, and that’ll be the end of it...until they actually do the kissing.
That was the part Bailey intended to build on. When Michael’s and Janice’s lips met it would be like...like throwing a match on dry tinder, so intense would be the reaction.
The idea began to gather momentum in her mind. Then, not only would Janice and Michael be fighting her father’s outrageous plot, they’d be battling their feelings for each other.
“This is great,” Bailey whispered, “really great.” She started to tell Parker her plan when they were interrupted by the waiter who brought their dinner, setting the steaming dishes before them.
By then, Bailey’s appetite had fully recovered and she reached eagerly for the chopsticks. Parker picked up his own. They both reached for the shrimp noodles. Bailey withdrew her chopsticks.
“You first.”
“No, you.” He waved his hand, encouraging her.
She smiled and scooped up a portion of the noodles. The situation felt somehow intimate, comfortable, and yet they were still basically strangers.
They ate in silence for several minutes and Bailey watched Parker deftly manipulate the chopsticks. It was the first time she’d dated a man who was as skilled at handling them as she was herself.
Dated a man.
The words leapt out at her. Bright red warning signs seemed to be flashing in her mind. Her head shot up and she stared wide-eyed at the man across the table from her.
“Bailey? Are you all right?”
She nodded and hurriedly looked away.
“Did you bite into a hot pepper?”
“No,” she assured him, quickly shaking her head. “I’m fine. Really, I’m all right.” Only she wasn’t, and she suspected he knew it.
The remainder of their meal passed with few comments.
Naturally Parker had no way of knowing about her experiences with Paul and Tom. Nor would he be aware that there was an unused wedding dress hanging in her closet, taunting her every morning when she got ready for work. The wedding gown was an ever-present reminder of why she couldn’t put any faith in the male of the species.
The danger came when she allowed her guard to slip. Before she knew it, she’d be trusting a man once again, and that was a definite mistake. Parker made her feel somehow secure; she felt instinctively that he was a man of integrity, of candor—and therein lay the real risk. Maybe he was a real live breathing hero, but Bailey had been fooled twice before. She wasn’t going to put her heart on the line again.
They split the tab. Parker clearly wasn’t pleased about that, but Bailey insisted. They were about to leave the restaurant when Parker said, “You started to say something about rewriting that scene under the mistletoe.”
“Yes,” she answered, regaining some of her former enthusiasm. “I’m going to have that kiss make a dynamite impact on them both. Your suggestions were very helpful. I can’t tell you how much I appreciate your willingness to meet with me like this.”
It was as though Parker hadn’t heard her. His forehead creased as he held open the door for her and they stepped onto the busy sidewalk.
“You’re frowning again,” Bailey noted aloud.
“Have you ever experienced that kind of intense sensation when a man kissed you?”
Bailey didn’t have to think about it. “Not really.”
“That’s what I thought.”
“But I like the idea of that happening between Janice and Michael,” she argued. “It adds a whole new dimension to the plot. I can use that. Besides, there’s a certain element of fantasy in a traditional romance novel, a larger-than-life perspective.”
“Oh, I’m not saying a strong reaction between them shouldn’t happen. I’m just wondering how you plan to write such a powerfully emotional scene without any real experience of it yourself.”
“That’s the mark of a good writer,” Bailey explained, ignoring his less-than-flattering remark. She’d been kissed before! Plenty of times. “Being able to create an atmosphere of romance just takes imagination. You don’t expect me to go around kissing strange men, do you?”
“Why not? You had no qualms about following a strange man. Kissing me wouldn’t be any different. It’s all research.”
“Kissing you?”
“It’ll add credibility to your writing. A confidence you might not otherwise have.”
“If I were writing a murder mystery would you suggest I go out and kill someone?” Bailey had to argue with him before she found herself agreeing to this craziness!
“Don’t be ridiculous! Murder would be out of the question, but a kiss...a kiss is very much within your grasp. It would lend authenticity to your story. I suggest we go ahead with it, Bailey.”
They were strolling side by side. Bailey was deep in thought when Parker casually turned into a narrow alley. She guessed it was the same one he’d hauled her into the day she’d followed him.
“Well,” he said, resting his hands on her shoulders and staring down at her. “Are you game?”
Was she? Bailey didn’t know anymore. He was right; the scene would have far more impact if she were to experience the same sensations as Janice. Kissing Parker would be like Janice kissing Michael. The sale of her book could hinge on how well she developed the attraction between hero and heroine in that all-important first chapter.
“Okay,” she said, barely recognizing her own voice.
No sooner had she spoken than Parker gently cupped her chin and directed her mouth toward his. “This is going to be good,” she heard him whisper just before his lips settled over hers.
Bailey’s eyes drifted shut. This was good. In fact, it was wonderful. So wonderful, she felt weak and dizzy—and yearned to feel even weaker and dizzier. Despite herself, she clung to Parker, literally hanging in his arms. Without his support, she feared she would have slumped to the street.
He tasted so warm and familiar, as if she’d spent a lifetime in his arms, as if she were meant to spend a lifetime there.
The fluttering sensation in her stomach changed to a warm heaviness. She felt strange and hot. Bailey was afraid that if this didn’t end soon, she’d completely lose control.
“No more,” she pleaded, breaking off the kiss. She buried her face in his shoulder and dragged in several deep breaths in an effort to stop her trembling.
It wasn’t fair that Parker could make her feel this way. For Janice and Michael’s sake, it was the best thing that could have happened, but for her own sake, it was the worst. She didn’t want to feel any of this. The protective numbness around her heart was crumbling just when it was so important to keep it securely in place.
The hot touch of his lips against her temple caused her to jump away from him. “Well,” she said, rubbing her palms briskly together once she found her voice. “That was certainly a step in the right
direction.”
“I beg your pardon?” Parker was staring at her as though he wasn’t sure he’d heard her accurately.
“The kiss. It had pizzazz and a certain amount of charm, but I was looking for a little more...something. The kiss between Michael and Janice has got to have spark.”
“Our kiss had spark.” Parker’s voice was deep, brooding.
“Charm,” she corrected, then added brightly, “I will say one thing, though. You’re good at this. Lots of practice, right?” Playfully she poked his ribs with her elbow. “Well, I’ve got to be going. Thanks again for meeting me on such short notice. I’ll be seeing you around.” Amazingly the smile on her lips didn’t crack. Even more amazing was the fact that she managed to walk away from him on legs that felt like overcooked pasta.
She was about five blocks from the BART station, walking as fast as she could, mumbling to herself all the way. She behaved like an idiot every time she even came near Parker Davidson!
She continued mumbling, chastising herself, when he pulled up at the curb beside her in a white sports car. She didn’t know much about cars, but she knew expensive when she saw it. The same way she knew his suit hadn’t come from a department store.
“Get in,” he said gruffly, slowing to a stop and leaning over to open the passenger door.
“Get in?” she repeated. “I was going to take BART.”
“Not at this time of night you’re not.”
“Why shouldn’t I?” she demanded.
“Don’t press your luck, Bailey. Just get in.”
She debated whether she should or not, but from the stubborn set of his jaw, she could see it would do no good to argue. She’d never seen a more obstinate-looking jaw in her life. As she recalled, it was one of the first things she’d noticed about Parker.
“What’s your address?” he asked after she’d slipped inside.
Bailey gave it to him as she fiddled with the seat belt, then sat silently while he sped down the street, weaving his way in and out of traffic. He braked sharply at a red light and she glanced in his direction.
“Why are you so angry?” she demanded. “You look as if you’re ready to bite my head off.”
“I don’t like it when a woman lies to me.”
“When did I lie?” she asked indignantly.
“You lied a few minutes ago when you said our kiss was...lacking.” He laughed humorlessly and shook his head. “We generated more electricity with that one kiss than the Hoover Dam does in a month. You want to kid yourself, then fine, but I’m not playing your game.”
“I’m not playing any game,” she informed him primly. “Nor do I appreciate having you come at me like King Kong because my assessment of a personal exchange between us doesn’t meet yours.”
“A personal exchange?” he scoffed. “It was a kiss, sweetheart.”
“I only agreed to it for research purposes.”
“If that’s what you want to believe, fine, but we both know better.”
“Whatever,” she muttered. Parker could think what he wanted. She’d let him drive her home because he seemed to be insisting on it. But as far as having anything further to do with him—out of the question. He was obviously placing far more significance on their kiss than she’d ever intended.
Okay, so she had felt something. But to hear him tell it, that kiss rivaled the great screen kisses of all time.
Parker drove up in front of her apartment building and turned off the engine. “All right,” he said coolly. “Let’s go over this one last time. Do you still claim our kiss was merely a ‘personal exchange’? Just research?”
“Yes,” she stated emphatically, unwilling to budge an inch.
“Then prove it.”
Bailey sighed. “How exactly am I supposed to do that?”
“Kiss me again.”
Bailey could feel the color drain out of her face. “I’m not about to sit outside my apartment kissing you with half the building looking on.”
“Fine, then invite me in.”
“Uh...it’s late.”
“Since when is nine o’clock late?” he taunted.
Bailey was running out of excuses. “There’s nothing that says a woman is obligated to invite a man into her home, is there?” she asked in formal tones. Her spine was Sunday-school straight and her eyes were focused on the street ahead of her.
Parker’s laugh took her by surprise. She twisted around to stare at him and found him smiling roguishly. “You little coward,” he murmured, pulling her toward him for a quick peck on the cheek. “Go on. Run home before I change my mind.”
Six
“I like it,” Jo Ann said. “The way you changed that first kissing scene under the mistletoe is a stroke of genius.” She smiled happily. “This is exactly the kind of rewriting you’ll need to turn that rejection into a sale. You’ve taken Michael and made him proud and passionate, but very real and spontaneous. He’s caught off guard by his attraction to Janice and is reacting purely by instinct.” Jo Ann tapped her fingers on the top page of the revised first chapter. “This is your most powerful writing yet.”
Bailey was so pleased she could barely restrain herself from leaping up and dancing a jig down the center of the congested subway-car aisle. Through sheer determination, she managed to confine her response to a smile.
“It’s interesting how coming at this scene from a slightly different angle puts everything in a new light, isn’t it?”
“It sure is,” Jo Ann concurred. “If the rest of the book reads as well as this chapter, I honestly think you might have a chance.”
It was too much to hope for. Bailey had spent the entire weekend in front of her computer. She must have rewritten the mistletoe scene no less than ten times, strengthening emotions, exploring the heady response Michael and Janice had toward each other. She’d worked hard to capture the incredulity they’d experienced, the shock of their unexpected fascination. Naturally, neither one could allow the other to know what they were feeling yet—otherwise Bailey wouldn’t have any plot.
Michael had been dark and brooding afterward. Janice had done emotional cartwheels in an effort to diminish the incident. But neither of them could forget it.
If the unable-to-forget part seemed particularly realistic, there was a reason. Bailey’s reaction to Parker had been scandalously similar to Janice’s feelings about Michael’s kiss. The incredulity was there. The wonder. The shock. And it never should have happened.
Unfortunately Bailey had suspected that even before she’d agreed to the “research.” Who did she think she was fooling? Certainly not herself. She’d wanted Parker to kiss her long before he’d offered her the excuse.
Halfway through their dinner, Bailey had experienced all the symptoms. She knew them well. The palpitating heart, the sweating palms, the sudden loss of appetite. She’d tried to ignore them, but as the meal had progressed she’d thought of little else.
Parker had gone suspiciously quiet, too. Then, later, he’d kissed her and everything became much, much worse. She’d felt warm and dizzy. A tingling sensation had slowly spread through her body. It seemed as though every cell in her body was aware of him. The sensations had been so overwhelming, she’d had to pretend nothing had happened. The truth was simply too risky.
“What made you decide to rework the scene that way?” Jo Ann asked, breaking into her thoughts.
Bailey stared at her friend and blinked rapidly.
“Bailey?” Jo Ann asked. “You look as if your mind’s soaring through outer space.”
“Uh... I was just thinking.”
“A dangerous habit for a writer. We can’t seem to get our characters out of our minds, can we? They insist on following us everywhere.”
Characters, nothing! It was Parker Davidson she couldn’t stop thinking about. As for the following part... Had her thoughts conjure
d him up? There he was, large as life, casually strolling toward them as though he’d sought her out. He hadn’t, she told herself sternly. Nonetheless she searched for him every morning. She couldn’t seem to help it. She’d never been so frighteningly aware of a man before, so eager—yet so reluctant to see him. Often she found herself scanning the faces around her, hoping to catch a glimpse of him.
Now here he was. Bailey quickly looked out the window into the tunnel’s darkness, staring at the reflections in the glass.
“Good morning, ladies,” Parker said jovially, standing directly in front of them, his feet braced slightly apart. The morning paper was tucked under his arm, and he looked very much as he had the first time she’d noticed him. Forceful. Appealing. Handsome.
“Morning,” Bailey mumbled. She immediately turned back to the window.
“Hello again,” Jo Ann replied warmly, smiling up at him.
For one wild second Bailey experienced a flash of resentment. Parker was her hero, not Jo Ann’s! Her friend was greeting him like a long-lost brother or something. But what bothered Bailey even more was how delighted she felt. These were the very reactions she’d been combating all weekend.
“So,” Parker said smoothly, directing his words to Bailey, “have you followed any strange men around town lately?”
She glared at him, annoyed at the way his words drew the attention of those sitting nearby. “Of course not,” she snapped.
“I’m glad to hear it.”
She’d just bet! She happened to glance at the man standing next to Parker. He was a distinguished-looking older gentleman who was peeking at her curiously over the morning paper.
“Did you rewrite the kissing scene?” Parker asked next.
The businessman gave up any pretense of reading, folded his paper and studied Bailey openly.
“She did a fabulous job of it,” Jo Ann said with a mentor’s pride.
“I was sure she would,” Parker remarked. A hint of a smile raised the corners of his mouth and made his eyes sparkle. Bailey wanted to demand that he cease and desist that very instant. “I suspect it had a ring of sincerity to it,” Parker added, his eyes meeting Bailey’s. “A depth, perhaps, that was missing in the first account.”