No, Paxton thought. Don’t feel sorry for it—
In a flash so quick it shocked Paxton, Aerity struck, jamming the blade straight up into the beast’s neck. The creature reacted, kicking out, sending Aerity flying backward, landing hard in the rocky water.
Oh, seas . . .
Paxton bolted forward, splashing into the surf and crouching at her side. To his relief, she was breathing, but knocked out cold. He grasped Aerity under the shoulders and knees, and carried her ashore. At his back, the beast let out a vicious wail.
Tiern was the first to reach it, jumping on its back as the raging creature attempted to turn. Tiern’s legs flung out as he hung on tight, pulling its head upward to expose the dark, red wound. Lief reached it second, sending a strong punch straight at the beast’s throat. As Paxton neared, the beast bent with a quick downward snap of its body, sending Tiern flying, landing on Lief with a grunt.
Before Paxton could stop it, he watched as if in slow motion as the beast reached down, claws flashing, and slashed Tiern deep across the abdomen.
Paxton barely heard Tiern’s strangled cry through the whooshing in his ears. Tiern’s lifeblood poured from his wounds as Lief pulled himself out from under the lad’s body, yelling. Tiern’s head fell to the side, a look of innocent dismay on his pallid face.
“Paxton, kill the beast!” Lief bellowed.
The creature had stumbled to the side, disoriented, but Paxton had seen it injured before. It would be up and running in less than a breath’s moment. He had to choose. If he could simply get his hands on the beast for a solid couple of moments, he could use his magic to stop its heart. Then he would focus on Tiern.
Paxton grasped the handle of his wicked dagger and yanked it from its sheathe on his chest. He charged, preparing to jump, but the beast swiped outward with shockingly fast reflexes, batting Paxton’s chest. He landed on his arse in the surf. He jumped to his feet and ran again, this time with Lief attacking from the other side. Paxton leaped up, his hands seizing the back of the creature’s scales, but, curses, he was flying to the side again, this time with a face full of sand.
As he pulled himself up, his eyes landed on his brother’s still form. The blood glistening. “Tiern . . .”
“He’s gone, Pax!” Lief yelled. “Kill the beast!” The creature roared, swatting at its injured neck and stomping the ground in a fit. Panic flared through Paxton’s chest, panic that had nothing to do with the beast. He threw his dagger into the sand by Lief’s side. “The kill is yours.”
The lord shot him an incredulous look before snatching up the blade and jumping to his feet.
Paxton barely registered what was happening around him as he fell to his knees at his brother’s side. So much blood. Tiern no longer breathed. His light brown irises were dull, empty. Paxton pressed his hands tightly against the seeping wounds and shut his eyes.
He felt Tiern’s blood and skin heat as the burn of life force flowed from his fingers and palms.
“C’mon, Tiern,” Paxton murmured through gritted teeth. Heal, mend, fuse, revive, live. He felt that extra sense of his seeking, trying to make sense of the mess created by those claws. The rest of the world ceased to exist. He imagined blood moving back to the places it belonged, the walls of organs sealing themselves, muscles rebinding, flesh stitching as if by an invisible seamstress. Please. He focused again, pleading, urging Tiern’s wounds to heal. And then he imagined Tiern’s lifeless heart zapped with a jolt of power.
Under Paxton’s hands, Tiern’s chest rose with a sudden heave and he turned on his side, gasping, coughing out blood. Thank the seas! Paxton breathed out, fisted his hands, and pressed them into the sand, his heavy eyes falling closed, even as a bolt of energy filled him like the purest, sweetest bliss. But his mind knew better than to enjoy it.
“Pax . . .” Tiern whispered.
Paxton let out a dry laugh of relief at the sound of his brother’s voice. He stretched out his hands to touch his Tiern’s face, but halted, staring down at the thick purple lines on several fingernails where the paint had chipped off.
He blearily turned his head to the scene beside him on the shore, blinking as it sank in. Lief stood over top of the beast, breathing hard. The hilt of the dagger stuck out of the beast’s hairy throat, where it had been deeply lodged. It was unmoving. Their foe was dead, killed by the Ascomannian lord.
Lief turned his head and froze when he saw Paxton watching. He shook his head. “You could have been a prince.”
Aye. He could have been a prince with a dead brother. But Aerity . . . deep seas. She would be Lief’s wife. Paxton’s gut clenched with lost hope.
Lief’s eyes went to Tiern, who pushed up onto his elbows, and the lord’s mouth fell open. He gawked back and forth between Paxton and Tiern, then his mouth clamped shut, and he chuckled without humor, shaking his head.
“Pax . . . ?” Tiern took in the situation, glancing down at the blood surrounding him, and at Lord Alvi standing over the beast. “What have you done? You . . . you shouldn’t have . . .”
“Quiet.” Pax got to his feet and brushed the sand from his body as best as he could. His heart raced. His stomach rolled. He looked over at Princess Aerity’s passed-out form on the shore. He’d made his choice. What’s done was done and now he had to live with it.
Chapter
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“Princess. Princess Aerity . . . can you hear me?”
The deep masculine voice seemed to come to her from afar, like a soft dream of foreign lands she’d read about in books. She tried to move, and a shooting pain sang out from her ribs, urging a moan to rise from her throat. She’d only felt this sort of pain when the horse had broken her arm all those years ago.
“Sh, Princess,” said the deep voice again. But it wasn’t the voice she sought. “The beast is dead. Boats are coming. Be still for now.”
Dead? Boats? Aerity blinked her eyes, feeling the grit of sand and salt covering her body. She tried to sit up, but gasped against the pain and grabbed the spot under her breast. Definitely broken ribs.
Slowly, the horrific events came back to her—the beast’s dull, trusting eyes; the feel of tough flesh as she’d shoved the knife into its neck. Her stomach turned, remembering. And then she’d watched it react in pain, recalled its great hind leg rising, and felt the crack of her ribs, the wind at her back, the water filling her ears.
She blinked again at the dark gray sky, stars just beginning to sparkle to life. And then a shudder violently overtook Aerity’s body. She nearly retched as realization dawned. She’d left her little sister, weakened, in the building with that madwoman. Had help arrived? Was she safe? And, oh, seas . . . the beast . . . who had killed it?
Aerity turned her head and saw Tiern sitting at the edge of the shore, his knees pulled up. But it had been Lord Alvi’s voice she heard upon awakening. . . . The beast is dead . . . and here sat Tiern, alone and upset. Where was Paxton? Ignoring the pain, Aerity’s head whipped to the side. There was the beast, truly dead by the water, with Lief standing over it. Paxton was nowhere. Aerity felt bewildered as bits of reality shook her. She was afraid to speak, to learn what had happened.
Tiern stared down at the water that splashed over his bare feet. She’d never seen him look forlorn like this, as if lost in dark thoughts.
Fear seized her. Her eyes adjusted as she peered around. A boat was being rowed rapidly around the bend toward them. Farther behind it, great flames rose from the distant Isle of Loch, thick smoke licking the sky.
“Vixie . . .” Carefully, Aerity rolled and pushed up on her elbow, one hand in the sand to anchor herself. Down the shore, Lord Alvi was still leaning over the beast’s stiff form, doing something that she couldn’t figure out. Her eyes darted around, panic pumping through her.
“Vixie,” she whispered. It hurt to talk. “They need to get Vixie.” But nobody could hear her.
As the boat neared, and an anchor was thrown out, Aerity heard a guard shout, “Has the great beast been slain? Is i
t finally done?”
Lord Alvi, stood, in all his glory, holding the beast’s massive head in his hand. His face was fearsome. Aerity’s breath caught as he shouted, “The beast will no longer ravish the lands of Lochlanach! I have killed it this very night!”
Cursed seas . . .
The boat full of men roared a unified cheer, in direct opposition to the feelings raging inside Aerity. Tiern’s head hung. Men jumped out, splashing, running ashore to congratulate Lord Alvi and thank him.
“Tiern!” the princess shouted, crying out in pain, but he couldn’t hear her over the men. Surely they wouldn’t be celebrating if something had happened to the younger princess. Aerity pushed to her knees and yelled again, “Where! Is! Vixie?” One soldier turned, blanching at the sight of her, then jogged over.
“Are you okay, Princess Aerity? I’m so sorry, I didn’t notice you—”
“Never mind me. Where is my sister?”
He nodded. “Princess Vixie was rushed by boat to the castle docks.”
“Thank you,” Aerity breathed painfully. Having seen that she was now awake, Tiern stood and rushed over, lowering himself to her side.
“It’s all right,” he told the soldier. “I’ve got her.”
“Another boat is coming,” the man told Aerity. “We’ll have you back to the castle and fixed up in no time.” She nodded, and the man left them.
Aerity pressed a hand against her ribs. “Tiern?”
He faced her, his long hair hanging limp. “Aye?” he whispered.
She could barely force the words out. “Where . . . where is Pax?”
He dropped his eyes, ashamed. “Gone. He has left.”
Aerity’s mind spun. “He’s alive?”
Tiern nodded. Aerity’s heart plumped with relief, only to sink again as she realized he’d truly left, just as he promised. Tiern glanced over at the celebrating men, and shook his head. “I’m sorry, Princess. It’s my fault. Pax should have had the kill. It was his, but he gave it to Lief. . . . He should have let me die.”
A chill of realization tingled down Aerity’s spine as she took in Tiern’s blood-soaked skin and trousers. Her head snapped up to Lord Alvi, midshore. Amid the animated talking, his blond head turned to her and met her eyes. His face was firm—the face of her husband to be. He gave her a nod of acknowledgment and turned his attention back to the men.
“No,” Aerity whispered. A deep longing for Paxton expanded within her. “Seas, no. Please.” Her stomach knotted so hard that it sent another shooting pain through her ribs.
Tiern pressed his face into his hands.
Just then voices from a second boat cast across the waters. Aerity heard her name being called. She looked up to see the Ascomannian hunters, the Zandalee, Harrison, and Wyneth. Her cousin was waving, her forehead scrunched with concern. The men on the boat burst into cheers and Wyneth followed their gazes to Lord Alvi, still holding the beast’s head high. The lord was watching the boat as it neared, but his eyes were hardly on his men. He slowly lowered the beast’s head. Wyneth tore her sight from him, focusing on Aerity instead. Harrison stared at Lief with a set jaw.
The princess allowed one pair of tears to fall before she wiped them away with the back of her sandy hand and swallowed hard. She had to be strong. This was a good thing for the people of their lands. She would keep telling herself that, and perhaps someday this feeling of dire regret would dissipate. Perhaps someday her own bitter disappointment would be swallowed up by all the good that would come from today’s events.
But for now, those things were still wholly present and alive within her.
When Wyneth’s boat touched shore, guards leaped out and were surrounding Aerity within seconds, gently lifting her, wrapping her in a blanket. And then her cousin’s beautiful face, flushed with splotches of cream and rose.
“Did they catch Rozaria?” Aerity asked.
“Aer . . . she’s gone. That Rocato woman somehow knocked out Vixie and fled—”
“Knocked her out?” Aerity shouted in fury, grabbing her chest.
“How badly is she hurt?” Tiern asked, jumping to his feet at the mention of Vixie.
“She’s fine,” Wyneth quickly amended. Aerity nearly collapsed into her cousin’s arms. “Vixie’s safe, and they’ll catch that woman. Everything will be all right. In time, it truly will.”
“I should have been here,” came a low voice beside them. Harrison was still staring at Lief.
“Harrison.” Aerity touched his arm. He turned to her, and his eyes cleared.
“You shouldn’t be walking, Aer.” He bent and gently lifted her into his arms, cradling her. Under his breath he asked, “Where is Paxton?”
“He’s gone,” she whispered back.
“I’m sorry.”
Aerity pressed her face into his shoulder.
“Let’s get the princess back to the castle,” ordered a guard.
“We’ll be at the boat in a moment,” Aerity told him. “Wait for us there.” The guard left as the Zandalee jogged over. Zandora’s eyes scanned Tiern from top to bottom.
“Your brother is gone?”
He nodded, looked down. Zandora crouched at his side. “Whose blood covers you, Tiern Seabolt, if you did not slay the beast?”
His mouth opened, then shut as he stared at her. His eyes lifted, searching, as he turned toward Harrison, Aerity, and Wyneth. He shook his head.
“Wade into the water,” Zandora told him. “Wash as much of your blood away as you can before the men notice.”
She knows. Aerity’s heart rate picked up speed. Tiern obeyed, moving out to the water to wash. Zandora turned and bowed her head at Aerity. The other two Zandalee did the same.
“It was an honor to serve your kingdom. Now we must go.”
Aerity nodded, realizing the hunt was truly over. “Thank you,” she said quietly.
“What’s going on?” Harrison asked. He watched Tiern washing in the water. Wyneth met Aerity’s eyes. She could trust them.
“The beast nearly killed Tiern. But Paxton . . . he’s Lashed. He saved Tiern, and Lief took the kill.”
Wyneth’s eyes bulged. Harrison’s arms slackened, and Aerity yelped as she felt herself slip. He quickly flexed and lifted her again. “Sorry . . . I just . . . deep seas. I had no idea.” He kissed the top of Aerity’s head, and she pressed her face into his shoulder.
“Oh, my seas,” she heard Wyneth breathe.
A sense of finality lay inside Aerity. It was over. Paxton was gone. She would marry a man who felt more for her cousin than he did for her, a man who cared more for his glory than anything else. And possibly worst of all, a madwoman was on the loose again.
“Take me to the boat,” Aerity whispered. Harrison obliged.
The sounds of celebration—Ascomannian chants and Lochlan praises—were so out of place in Aerity’s sluggish mind. She could not bring herself to cheer for the death of this beast, when it felt as if her troubles were merely beginning. But the kingdom was safe, and that’s what mattered.
A cold wind blew across Aerity’s face as Harrison settled her into a seat, her hair whipping against her skin, and all traces of warmth from earlier that day disappeared.
Chapter
40
South.
Paxton headed south along the coast of Lochlanach.
He regretted that he couldn’t return to royal lands to retrieve his few belongings, especially his bow. A shirt and boots at the very least. But that was the only regret he would allow himself to contemplate. He kept thoughts of Aerity, Lief, and Tiern at bay. If he did not acknowledge such things, they would eventually fade from his heart. Surely that was how it worked.
These feelings. They were all different for him. He was accustomed to a low burn of anger in his life, always anger. But these other things, he didn’t know how to deal with them. They threatened to stop his breath. To make him behave foolishly. So it was best not to contemplate them. Those people, they were now his past. He could not linger. He wo
uld build a new life. One in which he kept to himself and let nobody in, as he should have done all along.
In the childhood summer he’d spent with his grandmother, he’d asked her if there was anywhere in all of Eurona where people like them did not have to hide. His question had seemed to surprise her.
“My dear boy,” she’d said, “people in all the lands fear the Lashed after the uprising of Rocato. But it’s said there are tribes of Lashed hidden in the jungles of Kalor where they still revere our kind—where Lashed can gather and work their magic in peace.”
“Where in Kalor?” he’d asked, fascinated.
His grandmother had chuckled. “Oh, Pax. It could be folklore for all I know. It was just something I heard a neighbor woman say to my mother in passing when she thought I was too young to understand, but she said it like it was a frightening place. Something about Rainiard Lake in the hotlands. If it were true, it could be overtaken by now.”
Paxton had always held tight to those words. Keeping them in his pocket as a plan he thought he’d never have to use.
Now, he was Rainiard Lake bound. And from what he’d learned about the area, it was remote. He would have to travel through thick jungle rumored to be inhabited by wild people and fierce animals. Even Rainiard Lake itself was said to be riddled with giant biting fish and bugs that could kill with a single sting.
He’d also contemplated finding the Zandalee tribe down in southern Zorfina, but that would mean traveling through deserts, a thought that troubled him more than stinging bugs.
Both were places of possible freedom, and neither would be easy to get to. He wasn’t holding his breath about any of it. He would travel south and take this journey day-by-day. Certain death awaited Paxton around every corner, even in his seemingly safe homeland of Lashed fearers. He wasn’t afraid anymore. It was only a matter of time before death took him. Paxton mused about which one of the many forms would be the one to steal his last breath.